My mind was clouded as the boy tries to talk to me. His voice is like a perfect harmony and my heart is like warm butter sliding down hot toast. Its just simply to much. Its beautiful perfect and the problem is that I am horrible in front of men I like. I will blush, giggle and squeal. Its horrible and fuck I hate it. The sad thing is that I dream of myself as the one to hold my boyfriend, to care for him and keep him safe. Yes Im one of "those" boyfriends but hey everyone has their interests. I need to say something back to this boy though. I didnt want him to think that I was thinking the things I was and that I think he is the most beautiful boy on the planet. Oh shit his eyebrows are raised did I say all that aloud?  For the last tex seconds I cant really remember how to talk so I think Im good. "yeah sorry just a lot of things on my mind" i breathed out as I look back at the boy who just nodded. "yeah me too" he breathed biting his lip and looking up to me. He looks beautiful so perfect with his bitten lip. I shake my head "what can I get you?" I asked with a small smile as he walked to the counter.  Jessica i think was in the back room or something. I hope she is cleaning the bathrooms. I really didnt want this boy to see me do that. Speaking of said angel he walks over to me, looking at the menu and groaning. He rubs his hand over his head and sighed. "I dont care whatever you think" he breathed "honestly i has just been a bad day" he muttered. I want to ask him whats wrong but iIknow that i cant. I just met him so i simply breathed out "I think everyone does yeah?" He smiled at me. The beautiful boy smiled at me! He laughed even a bit "yeah...but coffee always seems to help" he said with a sigh.  I smiled at him and our eyes lock. They actually locked for a moment!  "so do you like chocolate?" I asked as the boy rolled his eyes "who doesnt?" he said, putting his arms on the counter.  I just hummed a bit in response. I want to tell him something, say something to him but what should i say? "i like you hair" i breathed out as the boy looked at me with wide eyes. "really?" he asked "tomorrow im changing it back to normal...it isnt really me anymore" he said with a sigh yet everything else is staying" he said as I smiled. "Well i think you would look good anway" i catch myself say. The boy chuckled as I walk to go pump some chocolate in his cup. I want to know his name, I want to know everything about him but just a name right now would do fine. "its kinda stupid but can i get your name?" I  asked "to put on the cup" The man looked around the room then back at me, seeing there was only him a couple in the corner and a old man sitting alone "really?" he asked as I blushed "i mean nevermind that was stupid" "its Kurt he said with a smile.  I look up. My eyes shining "Kurt" i breathed writing it down on the side "thanks and do i get to know your name?" he asked me with a smirk.  Is he flirting? Is that how people flirt? I tried to keep it cool as i kept on making his drink. Blaine Anderson" I breathed, why the fuck did i say my last name? Thats such a stupid stupid move. "I like it" he said smiling "Blaine.." he breathed. I blush. I loved hearing my name on his lips. I just sent him another small smile as i finished the drink. After a while I finally finished his coffee I put it on the counter "here you go" i said as he took it from my hands.  Our fingers brushed and I felt how warm he was. It was nice. "try it?" i asked him as the boy took a sip. He hummed softly as the warm liquid ran down his throat "thats amazing what is it?" Kurt asked as I smiled "a grande mocha" I breathed as Kurt hummed once more "i like it.." he said taking out his wallet.  "how much do i owe you?" he asked. I bit my lip as i looked to my left then to my right. No one was here but me right now "keep it" i breathed "its on me" Kurt smiled brightly before shaking his head "no no here" he said getting out some money. I shook my head, my hand going to his "stop its okay" i said grinning. I liked when our hands touched. As I pulled away from his hand Kurt smiled taking another sip "thank you" he breathed "So i will see you soon?" he asked as I nodded "ill be here"  i said looking around. Kurt giggled again as he started to walk out of the shop "gosh this is good" he said one last time then looked at me once more "might see me tomorrow sweetheart" he said with a wink.  I simply blushed "can't wait blue eyes"