I sighed softy as I walked into the shop that day. It was raining today and very cloudy. I really couldnt have this day effect my mood. I was so happy carefree as just hopeful. 

Kurt and I havent talked since that night. He hasnt texted me or anything. Its been two weeks. Each night I would go to his home set a coffee by his door and that was that. I would wait for him though. I loved him with all my heart. I still think were together. We have to be. 

Tonight was Friday which meant that I was singing to tonight. I was actually singing my favorite song as of right now. It really was for Kurt it was for him. I keep playing this song over and over in my head.  It was a song that I just completely let my mind take over. Everything about it was perfect.

There was one thing not perfect though. I knew Kurt wouldnt be in the audience. It sucked wen he wasnt there. Yet I knew that I had to do this, it was my job and I loved it more then anything. Well except for Kurt. 

As I walked on stage I smiled at my friend Dani. She was an amazing singer and I knew she would do perfectly for my duet partner with this song. "Are you excited?" She asked me with a grin, I nodded a bit. I didnt want her to feel stressed out about my problems. "I love this song...thanks for letting me sing it with you" she said happily as I rolled my eyes.

"Please Dani I wouldnt want it any other way your amazing" I said honestly. She just giggled a bit waving her hand at me "oh stoooop" she said with a smile. 

I sat down at the piano and she got on the mic stand. She liked at me "whenever your ready Hun" she said as she looked out to the audience. Her girlfriend Santana was there to support her. Why couldnt Kurt be here? Its been a week I really hope I dont loose him forever. Hes my life.

"Hello" I said happily as my hands brushed the keys. "For all the new people out there my name is Blaine and I will giving you some entertainment for tonight. Right here is the amazing Dani! She is going to help me with my favorite song ever so if you guys know it sing along" I said with a grin "also thanks so much for coming out to support" I said as I looked out and saw Jessica smiling at me. I had her thats all I needed. 

I started playing the opening keys as I smiled one last time at Dani. I also looked out to the crowd again. Not a big crowd but no Kurt either. Thats was stung. Finally it was time to sing though. And I would sing. Sing with all my heart. 

"Say something, Im giving up on you. Ill be the one, if you want me to. Anywhere I wouldve followed you.

Say something, Im giving up on you." 

I sang on my own. I meant every word I could as I looked up singing as Dani joined in. 

"And I am feeling so small.

It was over my head I know nothing at all. And I will stumble and fall. Im still learning to love Just starting to crawl. Say something, Im giving up on you. Im sorry that I couldnt get to you. Anywhere I wouldve followed you. Say something, Im giving up on you."

I didnt want to give up on Kurt. I couldnt give up on Kurt. Yet I really messed up. I came in when he wasnt ready to show my something so personal. I just needed him to come back to me. I just needed him. I continued to sing with dani as little tears formed in my eyes. Thinking of how badly I missed Kurt and its only been two weeks. Too many. 

"And I will swallow my pride.

Youre the one that I love And Im saying goodbye." 

We got to the end of the song. Tears were actually leaking down my eyes as our harmony blended. My heart pouring out. 

"Say something, Im giving up on you. And Im sorry that I couldnt get to you. And anywhere I wouldve followed you. Oh-oh-oh-oh Say something, Im giving up on you. Say something, Im giving up on you. Say something..."

We sang the last notes as my eyes were blurry. I looked up as I played the last key and as always the crowd went nuts. I smiled happily as I stood up and took Danis hand. Bowing for the crowd before she pulled me into a hug. "You did amazing" I told her "you too Blainey" I breathed as she pulled a bit away looking at me and furrowed her eyebrows.

"Are you okay Hun?" She asked as I shook my head "no Im not" I said sniffling "it will get better though I know it will" I said smiling. She nodded kissing my cheek "good luck Blaine" she said as she walked over to Santana and kissing her happily.

I grabbed my water and walked  off the stage. Giving Jessica a big hug as she rubbed my back. "Oh Blaine" she breathed as I cried in her shoulder. "It will be okay shh shh" she whispered and kissed my cheek. Humming softly as she rocked me back and forth. "Shhh shh" she whispered. 

After a while I pulled away and looked to her. I kissed her cheek and hugged her tight. "Thank you" I breathed "I needed that" "I know its okay" she said as she took my hands "your okay...I promise" she said as I sighed "I dont think I am" I breathed before I sniffles. 

Then I heard something. I heard a sniffle. It was a loud sniffle a little sob. I furrowed my brows was someone hurt? "Blaine?" I heard in a small timid voice. I turned around. I know that voice. It was the voice of an angel. A beautiful perfect angel. 

"Blaine.." Kurt said again. His eyes were puffy and his cheeks were red. He was sniffling as he looked to me. "Kurt" I whispered. As his name slipped from my mouth I was crashed into a hug. I felt Kurts arms tight around my neck hugging me tight as possible. I just held back. Holding him by the waist and closing my eyes. "Oh Kurt...I missed you" I breathed as I cried into my shoulder "please..." He breathed. I furrowed my brows "please what baby..." I asked. "Please" he said again as he looked into my eyes. Taking his hands to cup my cheeks.

"Please Blaine...dont give up on me" he said. I let a sob out as I shook my head "oh baby..." I whispered "never...need ever ever" I breathed as I rubbed his back. "Never ever ever" I said again as he hugged me tighter. Kissing at me cheeks "I love you Blaine.." He said as my eyes went wide. I looked to his eyes as he smiled at me "I love you...I love you so much" he said hugging me tight. 

My eyes flooded with more tears. The words I have wanted to say to me beautiful boyfriend just left his lips. I wanted to scream from how happy I am. "Blaine?" He asked me after a moment. His liner smeared. 

I realized I havent said a word in a while. I simply cleaned his smudges with my thumb and kissed the flushed cheek softly. Then the other one. "I love you" I breathed to him "I love you too so much" I whispered to him.  

He smiled at me and kissed my lips. I could feel a weight off my shoulder and I knew he felt one too. "Im so sorry I didnt talk to you...I really am messed up about it" he said shaking his head. I smiled kissing his lips again. God I missed his lips "baby its perfect I love it I love you" I told him as I giggled "why dont you spend the night with me?" I asked him finally. My arms wrapping tight around his waist.

Kurt bit his lip and sighed "how about mine actually?" He asked me. My eyes went wide "are you sure Kurt? I asked him he took a deep breath and nodded a bit. Smiling sweetly and kissing my lips "yes...Im ready for you too...plus.." He said taking my hand pulling me out of the door. "I have so much to tell you...and show you"