March 5, 2014, 6 p.m.
A Simple Coffee Order: Am I Ready?!
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I sighed happily as I walked to make the customers coffee order. Going back to work and leaving Kurt is always so hard but we needed money and I needed it most for collage. Still going to collage. Its hard it feels like hell yet I know what Im doing. This is what I want to do.
"Hey Hun!" Jessica said to me as she tapped me on the shoulder. I looked over to her and hummed. She was so amazing. "Hey Jess" I said as she leaned on the counter. Sipping at her own cup of coffee.
"Hows Kurt? You know with.." She breathed as she trailed off. I know it was early into Kurt being pregnant and all but I told Jessica everything. She is my best friend. "Hes throwing up a lot" I told her as she scrunched her nose. "But hes good I mean Im still kinda worried" I mumbled as Jessica put her hand over mine.
"Blaine...you love Kurt" she told me. "He loves you...when two people love each other as much as you to do..everything works out" she told me as I nodded. "Thanks" I breathed biting my lip. "I just we have only been together for a couple months now...I dont want to screw this up" I said honestly. "Babes your having a baby...youll be fine" she said as I sighed. "Im going to be a dad.." I mumbled.
I always have wanted kids. When I was little I would always want to play house. Yeah laugh all you want but I was the best mommy to my baby doll. Scarlett loved me okay? And I fed her and clothes her and everything..yet Scarlett was plastic and this baby..it will be real.
"You love Elliot dont you?" She asked me as I nodded "without a doubt he..he is so sweet and so cute" I said with a small chuckle "who wouldnt love him?" I asked as she nodded. "Well why is this baby going to be different?" She asked me.
"Because...it will be mine" I told her. "Now I know one day I will call Elliot my own son too but its just..the fact that a little baby will be in Kurts belly..and Ill be the reason behind it..and it will look like me and just have me in it..Im nervous" I said as she sighed. "Im young Jess..Im still in school..how am I going to raid Elliot and the new one?"
Jessica took a deep breath as she drank from her coffee. "I mean were not even married as we already have a pretty good size family" I said.
"Look B.." She breathed "sometimes things happen differently when they should...but hey it will work out you want to be a lawyer your family is helping with money with you..you will be okay" she promised me as I nodded.
"I hope so" I breathed "I really really love Kurt.." I said as she giggled "I know you do and he loves you just as much" she promised me as she put her coffee down and pulled me in for a hug. "Your amazing B.." She mumbled against my shoulder "you will do just fine"
I smiled as I accepted the hug and kissed her cheek "thanks Jess" I breathed "you always know what to say" Jess giggled and rolled her eyes "hey maybe I should be a therapist I think I could make some good money" she teased as I laughed. "I think you should you would be loaded in no time and helping me With money" I told her as she laughed "you wont need It by the time that you become the lawyer you want to be" she said as we giggled.
After our laughing had died down we got right back to work. I was washing tables, taking orders, and cleaning the coffee makers. It was a stressful day but also nice. I was getting paid. I couldnt complain.
It was about 5 oclock when the door opened and Kurt pushing Elliots stroller came inside. I smiled happily as I walked over to my angel.
"Hey baby" I said with a kiss to his lips. Kurt just simply giggled and nuzzled my nose slightly. "Hey yourself" he breathed "listen..." He mumbled "I need to talk to you..are you busy?" He asked me as I looked around the pretty much empty coffee shop. "No..I can ask Jess to cover for me for a bit" I said before my eyebrows furrowed together.
"Are you okay?" I asked him as I nodded a bit "yeah..I am" he told me "can you get me a coffee?" He asked as I nodded.
He gave me a quick peck on the cheek before he went to sit down. I walked to the back to make his drink, my nerves on fire. I was so scared. God I hope he doesnt break up with me..not now. Not ever.
As I walked to the table I set his coffee down as he gave me a soft smile. "Thank you" he said as he kissed my cheek and took my hand as I sat. "Whats going on?" I asked him as he took a deep breath.
"Blaine..." He started. "I quit school"
My eyes went a bit wide as I looked at him for a second. "You...why?" I asked him "Kurt thats your dream school" I told him as he nodded.
"I know.." He whispered "but Ive been thinking..." He mumbled "with the baby on the way and Elliot I just I cant afford baby sitting anymore I would rather use that money on something else" he told me. "Also...I kinda want to go into fashion" he breathed "I work a bit at vogue.com and my boss said I can start doing articles at home and such with the pregnancy...I kinda want to do work at home..stay at home with the kids" he said as I nodded.
"Kurt if thats what you want I totally support you" I promised as I kissed his hand. Kurt giggled a bit and blushed "thanks angel" he told me "its going to be okay" I promised him as he nodded "it will be"
We sat for another moment together in just total happiness. Elliot was sleeping happily in his stroller as Kurt and I chatted a bit. "Blaine?" Kurt asked me as I looked up at him from tucking in Elliot deeper into the blanket.
"Yeah?" I asked. "I know we have only really been together for a couple months but...I really really love you" I told him. "I want this to work you and me" he said taking my other hand. "With the little one on the way and Elliot too...I wanted to know if you wanted to move in?" He asked me as I bit my lip.
"Kurt I..." I started before Kurt cut me off. "Your always there anyways we sleep together usually and you are so good with Elliot and Elliot loves you" he told me as I looked to the baby boy again. "Are we moving to fast?" I asked him as Kurts smile turned into a frown. "I...its our life..we can go any way we want" he told me with a small smile. Trying to get me on his side.
I nodded a bit. I really did love Kurt..I was there all the time. We were practically living together right? I sighed softly as I looked to him biting my lip slightly. "Kurt I love you" I told him as I kissed his hand again. "I really really love you...and Elliot..It will be easy for us and with the new baby" I told him. "I dont see why I shouldnt" I told him as his smile grew.
"Really?" He asked me as I nodded "yes really" I told him as he squealed jumping a bit "good!" He told me as he stood up. "Its getting late" he told me "tomorrow we can start working on moving you in..now I got to get Elliot fed and tucked into bed" he told me with a smile. He leaned down and kissed my lips. "I love you so much" he told me.
"I love you too" I said seeing Jessica looking at us. I needed to get back to work. "Ill see you at home" I told Kurt as his smile grew. "Home" he breathed "yeah Ill see you home" he said with a small giggle. I watched as he got up as well and started pushing Elliot out of the room. "Bye Babe!" He called "bye Jess!" He said as he left.
I smiled softly as Jessica giggled "whats going on?" She asked me as I blushed "well...I found a new roommate" I told her as she squealed "your living together now?" She asked me as I nodded "yes" I told her as she giggled. "I told you it was going to be okay" she said as I looked out the window. I saw Kurt wave at me and blew me a kiss before walking down the street. My smile grew a bit bigger. She was right. We were going to be okay.