Kurt was curled on the couch in the living room, reading. He'd gotten a lot better over the last couple of months and he liked to keep practicing. Blaine was at work and Kurt had prepared his favorite meal of spinach, cream and spicy tomato pasta. The oven pinged and Kurt got up, setting the table with candles and flowers. They'd been even closer than usual lately and Kurt thought he was finally ready to take the final step in their relationship. He wanted the night to be perfect so that he could bring it up with Blaine. He undressed, leaving on only his apron and knelt by the door. As perfect as he wanted the night to be, some things had to be done properly, and sex was one of them. Kurt knew it would be gentle and perfect but Blaine had to be in charge.

When Blaine came home, he was met by an amazing smell of food and Kurt kneeling by the door. Blaine frowned while taking off his shoes. "What're you doing, babe? You didn't do anything bad so I have to punish you, right? And where are your clothes?"

Kurt looked up through his eyelashes at Blaine. "I'm ready,” he purred. "For you."

Blaine dropped down to his knees next to Kurt. "A-Are you sure?" he whispered.

"Yes," Kurt nodded shakily. "I'm... I'm a l-little scared,” he admitted, unable to lie to Blaine. "But I think I always w-will be. The only experience I have is w-with..." Kurt trailed off, he couldn't say his name. It took him a few minutes to calm down his breathing. "But I trust you. And I want to take this step. I w-want... I want you to show me it doesn't have to be scary."

Blaine stroke his cheek and leaned in for a soft kiss. "I'll show you, I promise. I'll make love to you and treat you the way you should be treated. I love you so much."

Kurt moaned into the kiss. "I love you too. We should eat first though..." he blushed. "I haven't eaten yet today, I was too nervous." He knew Blaine wouldn't be pleased with him, he was supposed to take care of himself.

Blaine sighed. "You have to eat, Kurt..." But he dropped the subject and stood up instead. "Let's go eat. No sex until the belly is full," Blaine giggled, trying to lighten the mood.

Kurt stuck out his tongue, letting Blaine help him up. "I made your favorite,” he smiled as they walked into the dining room, which still looked gorgeous.

Blaine leaned in to kiss Kurt wetly on the cheek. "Mwah! You're just the best."

Kurt smiled and pulled out Blaine's chair for him before slipping into his own. As always, he waited for Blaine to start eating before he did.

Blaine ate in silence, he was too hungry to talk. Once he was finished, he leaned back in the chair, patting his stomach. "That was amazing!"

"Glad you enjoyed it," Kurt laughed. He'd only eaten half the amount Blaine had. "I'll do the dishes and then...?" Kurt trailed off, unsure what to do. He needed Blaine to take control.

"I'll set up the bedroom for us, honey. Don't be nervous," he reassured. "You're safe with me."

"Will it hurt?" Kurt whispered.

Blaine hesitated. "It'll... stretch a little, I guess, but I'll go slow. And if it hurts, I'll go even slower. I promise, I won't hurt you."

Kurt nodded, his eyes wide. He kissed Blaine's cheek and moved to do the dishes.

Blaine blew him another kiss and then walked off to the bedroom. He made the bed and set up the pillows. He lit a few candles and turned the light to a low level. The room looked romantic and perfect. Blaine sat down on the edge of the bed, waiting for Kurt.

Kurt washed up slowly, his hands were shaking and he didn't want to break anything. When he was finally done, he unfastened his apron and hung it up, leaving him completely naked apart from his silver dog tags. He entered their bedroom nervously, dropping submissively to his knees once he was inside the door.

Blaine sighed when he saw Kurt on his knees. He sat down opposite to him and took his hands. "Kurt, don't be nervo- You're shaking..." Kurt's hand was shaking badly in Blaine's. The curly haired man frowned. "We don't have to do this, sweetie. You don't have to prove anything to me."

There was a massive lump in Kurt's throat, but he managed to speak through it. "But I want to," he whimpered. "I want to so bad. I want to feel you. I love you and I want this. But I'm so scared... It's like he's ruined me." A tear dropped from Kurt’s eye, but Blaine caught it before it fell.

"He didn't ruin you," he said quietly. "You're perfect in every way. Just... tell me what you're scared of and we'll work through it together." Blaine cupped his cheek gently.

"I'm... I'm scared of it hurting," Kurt whispered. "And... I'm scared of your instinct taking over. I know later we'll have -" He blushed slightly. "We'll have rougher, more dominant sex, and I'm fine with that. But I can't take that this first time. And..." Kurt met Blaine's eyes, his own wide and terrified. "I'm sc-scared of it triggering a flashback, I h-haven't had one in m-months and I..." He trailed off again.

Blaine nodded, understanding every word. "My dominant side will... It'll probably be stronger than normally. But I will fight it. If I feel like it's about to take over, I'll stop immediately, I promise," Blaine said softly, biting his own lip. "And I... I mean, I don't think this will be anything like the time he..." Blaine trailed off, shaking his head. "This will be romantic and loving. It's making love."

Kurt bit his lip. "Making love? It's-It's different? All I know about sex is... What he did."

"Well, the mechanics are the same... I'll- I mean, I'll be inside you and so on, but there's pleasure to it as well, not just for me. I'll take it slow and be gentle and make sure it's just as good for you as it is for me. How does that sound?" Blaine smiled sweetly at the boy.

"Perfect," Kurt breathed. He was still shaking a little, but he was staring straight into Blaine's eyes. He wanted this so much.

Blaine took both of Kurt's hands and laced them together with his own fingers. "Okay?" he asked, leaning in a little closer.

"Okay," Kurt whispered decisively, letting Blaine pull him up and lead him to the bed.

Blaine climbed on top of Kurt carefully and leaned in to kiss him on the lips. "If it hurts, tell me. I command you to tell me if it hurts."

Kurt whimpered, but he nodded. He knew that without that command, he never would have told Blaine if he hurt him. "Y-Yes, Sir," he breathed.

"No 'sir', Kurt. I'm your boyfriend right now, you call me Blaine." The man smiled and sat up, still straddling Kurt, and started peeling off his own clothes.

Kurt nodded, staring at how beautiful his boyfriend was. "Yes, Blaine..."

Blaine got himself naked quickly and threw his clothes down to the floor. He leaned down and kissed Kurt's shoulder softly, then kept kissing up his neck. It was all loving and careful. "You're so beautiful, Kurt," he whispered against the pale skin and moaned softly. "The most gorgeous man I have ever seen."

"I'm nothing compared to you," Kurt breathed. And it was true, he hated his pale skin now that it was marred and scarred thanks to Thad's whipping.

"I mean it, baby," Blaine said, looking into Kurt's blue eyes. "You're truly beautiful."

Kurt bit his lip, but he didn't argue, he just kissed Blaine deeply. "I love you."

"I love you too," Blaine breathed into the kiss. He disconnected their lips and then slowly started kissing his way around Kurt's body. He kissed up his arms, down his legs, along his cheeks and forehead, yeah, everywhere he could reach. He covered Kurt's body with small, loving kisses.

Kurt whined as he shivered with pleasure under Blaine's lips. He felt himself growing hard between them and he moaned blissfully, thrusting his hips upwards into Blaine.

Blaine let out a small moan and kissed up Kurt's body again until he reached his lips. He pressed his lips to Kurt's lovingly. "Okay?" he whispered.

"Okay," Kurt nodded, looking into Blaine's eyes with his trust shining through.

Blaine smiled gently and kissed him again. He pressed his body slightly down into Kurt's, their hard erections meeting halfway. "Oohh..." Blaine moaned.

Kurt's breathing quickened and his eyes flashed with panic for a second as he forgot it was Blaine and not Thad. He gripped one of Blaine's hands, relaxing slightly as he remembered where he was and who he was with.

Blaine went slowly, grinding down with passion, not force. His lips never left Kurt’s. He hoped that the boy understood what this meant and how much he truly loved him.

Whining, Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck. "I'm-I'm ready Blaine. I love you... I'm ready."

Blaine smiled softly and reached for the lube. "I'm going to prepare you, baby. Let's start with one finger," the man said softly, coating his fingers with a thick layer.

"P-Prepare me?" Kurt asked softly, genuinely confused.

"Before we really... start, I'm going to prepare you with a few fingers so it doesn't hurt as much. Does that sound okay?"

Kurt nodded, blushing at his lack of knowledge. "Okay..."

"Hey, it's okay, baby," Blaine said, tilting Kurt's head and kissing him gently. "This is your first time, okay? Everything in the past was not for real. This is real. Us."

"Us," Kurt agreed, kissing back.

Blaine kissed him again as he slid a finger down between Kurt's legs, slipping his fingertip into his entrance.

Kurt whined, burying his face in Blaine's shoulder, his slender body shaking against Blaine's as the older man prepared him. It wasn't until Blaine entered his third finger that Kurt let out a small cry of pain. "Hurts..." he whispered in Blaine's ear.

Blaine winced at Kurt's obvious pain, but decided to continue. "I promise, it'll feel good in a moment."

Nodding, Kurt let out a quiet sob. He trusted Blaine though and a second later, Blaine's fingers curled and brushed against the bundle of nerves inside of him. His eyes snapped open and he yelped with pleasure, his erection stirring. "W-What was that?!"

"Your prostate," Blaine chuckled softly. "I'll focus on that soon," he promised. He pulled out his fingers and wiped them off on the sheets. Then he ripped open a condom and slid it onto his throbbing erection. He knew that they actually didn't need one, but it would make the slide easier, and therefore better for Kurt's first time. He slicked himself up with more lube and then hovered over Kurt again. "You ready, sweetheart?"

Kurt hesitated, but nodded, kissing Blaine's neck.

Blaine let out a long moan before pressing his cock to Kurt's entrance and sliding in carefully. "Ooohh..."

Letting out a low whine, Kurt's hands tightened on Blaine's back, his nails digging in. He threw his head back against the pillows, his face screwed up with pain.

"Baby?" Blaine asked, looking at Kurt. "D-Does it hurt too bad?" He was half-way in and he didn't want to hurt Kurt, but he knew that it would feel good for both of them soon.

Kurt let out a whimper and nodded. "B-But keep going. It's okay..." he breathed.

Blaine nodded, a little hesitant still, but pressed in a bit more until he bottomed out. "How does it feel?"

"Full," Kurt whispered. "It still hurts a little, but it isn't as bad now. It- I like it," he admitted, blushing. "It makes me feel like I'm really yours."

Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt's chest, right above his heart. "I hoped it would." He fucked into Kurt again, still slow and sensual.

Kurt's eyes rolled back in his head and he practically purred as Blaine brushed his prostate again.

Blaine kissed Kurt's shoulder, resting his head there for a moment before moving again, a little bit faster. "Tell me if it's too much, babe."

"Okay..." Kurt nodded, but the pain had given away to pleasure and he was panting happily underneath Blaine, grinding his hips up to meet Blaine's movements.

Blaine fucked him slowly and passionately, pressing soft kisses to his whole body and aiming to hit his prostate on every thrust. He was moaning low in Kurt's ear. "I love you," he breathed. "Love you so much."

"I love you too..." Kurt panted, letting out a loud, high keen as Blaine hit his prostate again. "C-Can I come? Please? I need to come!"

Blaine reached down to stroke Kurt's length. "Come, baby," he allowed. "You have my permission."

Kurt let out a low, happy moan and came hard between himself and Blaine, squirting hard. He was a little out of breath with the effort of it.

Blaine sucked and panted against Kurt's neck as he pumped Kurt through his orgasm, still fucking him deep and slow. He let out a high pitched moan as he came inside of the condom, his cock throbbing and twitching inside of Kurt.

As Blaine pulled out of Kurt gently, the younger man looked at him with huge, wide blue eyes. "Do you still love me?" he asked, his voice laced with insecurity. "Was I okay?"

Blaine leaned down for a long, deep kiss. "You were perfect," he whispered when he finally pulled back. "You were absolutely amazing."

Kurt smiled into the kiss. "You too. I'm not scared anymore... Thank you so much."

Blaine tied up the condom, throwing it into the trash. He lay down next to Kurt and laced their fingers together. "Was it good for you?" he whispered softly.

"It- It hurt a lot at first," Kurt admitted. "But once that was over, it was perfect."

Blaine nuzzled his face into Kurt's neck and wrapped his arms around his waist. "We'll wait for a while until we start doing it as a punishment."

Kurt shuddered at the thought. "Okay..."

"I mean... We will use it sooner or later, but not only for that." He stroke Kurt's hair gently. "I'll make love to you whenever you want."

"How will you use it as punishment?"

"Not much of a surprise if I tell you," Blaine winked. He sighed contently and cuddled closer. "All you need to know is that I will never hurt you, baby."

"I trust you," Kurt whispered honestly. "We should clean up..."

"We should," Blaine chuckled lightly. "You stay here, babe. I'll be right back." Blaine walked out of the room, not bothering to put on clothes. He came back and started wiping the come off Kurt's stomach and chest.

Kurt moaned as Blaine washed him. One of his favorite times of the day was when they'd have a bath together and Blaine would wash him, tender and gentle, always paying extra attention to his erection.

Once Blaine was done, he leaned in for a kiss. He smiled against Kurt's lips, barely pulling back as he threw away the washcloth and kissed his boyfriend again. "Mmmm..."

Kurt moaned against Blaine's lips. "You're so perfect."

Blaine laid down and pulled Kurt on top of him, never disconnecting their lips. "You are," he breathed. "You're the only thing that I need more than air."

Kurt curled on top of Blaine, peppering light kisses over his chest. "I never thought I'd be lucky enough to find a Dom like you."

Blaine hummed contently at the kisses. "And I never thought I'd find a sub like you. A person who I want to spend my forever with."

Kurt smiled happily, closing his eyes tightly. "I love you."

"I love you too, baby," Blaine whispered, wrapping his arms around Kurt, enjoying the heat coming from Kurt’s body.

Kurt closed his eyes, purring happily. "Can I go to sleep, please Sir?" he mumbled. When he was particularly tired, his submissive tendencies took over.

Blaine chuckled lightly, kissing his hair. "Of course, sweetie. Goodnight."

Kurt dropped off the sleep, one hand clutching Blaine's curls.

Blaine smiled at the boy. "You have no idea how lucky I am to have you," he whispered softly, knowing that Kurt couldn't hear. He kissed his forehead once more and then drifted off into a peaceful sleep.