July 11th 2013

Dear Emily,

I have changed. I can just feel it. I mean, I already knew before that everyone and everything changes, but it just suddenly became so obvious. I was sitting in the forest by myself with my guitar when it happened. In two weeks, I will be out from rotten Ohio and off to New York with Kurt… It feels surreal to finally be here, with my future only 14 days away. I just wrote a song about it actually while I was sitting in the forest. It turned out pretty good, so I’ll probably play it to Kurt when we’re all settled in New York. God, I miss him so much…It’s quite ridiculous because I’ve only been away from him for a few days so far, but I’m so lonely here. My cousins who I’m supposed to hang out with are disgusted by my “choice of lifestyle”. I don’t even care anymore, I’ll be out of here soon enough. I can’t even text or call Kurt from here, my phone doesn’t get any reception. I just miss him more than ever right now. I keep looking at the background picture of him on my phone. Oh, I got off track, didn’t I? That usually happens when I talk about him, hehe…

Anyway, back to the subject. I have changed. I’m so much more mature now than I was a year ago. Back then, I was just a boy with dreams of a future. I didn’t know anything about it. Now, I know that I’ll be going to NYU for a major in songwriting, I know that I’ll be living in a small apartment with the love of my life and I know that I’m going to be engaged next week. Well, if he says yes. I’m really nervous, you know? Maybe he’ll think it’s too early? Ugh, Blaine, stop it! You need to stay positive! He’ll probably say yes. And I already have Mr. Hummel’s blessing, which makes me feel slightly calmer. My point is that a year ago, I never would have even thought of asking him to marry me. Of course, we hadn’t been dating for as long either, but that’s beside the point. Being away from Kurt physically has been tough, but probably kind of good for me as well. I’ve always been quite independent, but this is something I can’t fully explain. I feel 110% ready to face my future. Now all I have to do is hope that he says yes. I mean, I’ll still love him even if he says no, but it would be amazing to be able to slide that ring onto his finger… I have to go now. I have to practice the song I wrote earlier. See you when I’m finally in the future!

Love, Blaine

:)

July 26th 2013

Dear Emily,

He said yes. I am officially the luckiest man on earth. I can’t tell you much more right now because Kurt is naked on the bed and he’s looking way too sexy to resist. Thank you for everything.

Love, Blaine