”Artie is holding an after party at Breadstix. Would you… accompany me?” Blaine asked, his eyes shining with tears, hope and pure relief that he had been forgiven. Kurt’s eyes were sparkling too, but with something else that could only be seen as determination and lust.

“No,” he said and Blaine’s face fell immediately. “I want to go to your house.” Blaine was confused for a moment before understanding. Kurt wanted to go to his house, where they would be completely alone. Blaine swallowed thickly as he looked deep into the blue oceans that were Kurt’s eyes.

“W-What do you mean?” he asked stupidly.

Kurt laughed a little as he cupped Blaine’s cheek with one hand. “I love you and I’m ready, I want to give myself to you completely.”

Blaine let out a shaky breath. “It’s a big step for us,” he whispered softly, lacing his fingers with Kurt’s on one hand. “Are you sure it’s what you want? I’m not going to pressure you into anything.”

“I want it. I want you,” Kurt said softly.

Blaine nodded and smiled, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Kurt’s lips. “Come on,” he said, tugging on Kurt’s hand that was still linked with his own. “Let’s go back to my place.”

The car ride back wasn’t exactly awkward, but it might have been if they wouldn’t have had two different cars. Blaine waited outside the house and watched Kurt pull up on the driveway. Their hands automatically linked as soon as they could and they walked up to the house in silence, no words necessary. Blaine opened the door and still silent, they walked up to Blaine’s room, closing the door behind them. And then the moment had arrived. Blaine slowly turned around, his heart beating fast. But as he met Kurt’s eyes, he couldn’t remember what he was scared of. Here he had the most beautiful, passionate, clever, sexy, amazing boy he had ever met. This boy was about to take his virginity and give up his own in return. He walked up to him with slow steps and it felt as if time had stopped. The lights were slightly dimmed and the air was thick with anticipation and a little bit of fear.

“Don’t be scared,” Blaine said, slipping an arm around Kurt’ waist and tugging him closer. “You’re amazing and I’m honored to be your first just as well as I’m honored that you let me be your first.”

“My first and last. My only love,” Kurt whispered, leaning his forehead against Blaine’s. “I don’t ever want to be with anyone else.”

“You don’t ever have to, I’m yours forever,” Blaine smiled, rubbing his thumb over Kurt’s hipbone.

Their lips met and that was it, it really was. After that night, they were each other’s. It was forever and they knew it.