I’m sorry for an infinite number of things that I have no control over. Like the fact that we don’t sell the local paper at the café where I work on Sundays or that my knowledge of the conflict over the Gaza strip only extends to the hearsay of modern media.

I will never, however, feel sorry for the way that I love you. I will continue to not apologise for how unequivocally and completely you fill my heart and if that perchance makes me stupid I will forever be a dunce for you.

I’ve feed the cat and stacked the dishes, coffee is freshly brewed though you might like to re-heat it. I’m picking up Low Jai’s for dinner, do we want to try the new chicken dish? Text me when you get up.

Yours Always Blaine

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You’ll never make sense to me, and I think that is what I am most grateful for. You continue to surprise me and it makes waking up by your side everyday an adventure and a gift.

I think the cat might be sick, I’ve called the vet and we’ve got an appointment tomorrow. She’s in the bathroom. You might want to freshen up her water. Text me when you get up.

Yours Always Blaine

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 I love your teeth, I love you wit, I even love that glint you get in your eyes when I’ve ticked you off. I love the sound you make when you sit down after a hard day at work and I love how you always leave the last sugar cookie for me. But what I love most about you is that you are mine.

So I’m possessive, you are already aware of this.

Caught the bloody cat in your fabric draw again, I swear she does it to spite me and I blame you for teaching her hide and seek. Don’t forget to pick up your dry cleaning today. I’ve left the ticket by the coffee pot. Oh and we are out of sugar cookies again ;) Text me when you get up.

Yours Always Blaine

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I never wanted to stay in bed more than I did today, I’m looking down at my hand and I still can’t believe it. It took all my will power to leave you sleeping this morning, just don’t be asleep when I get home.

The cat was quite clingy this morning, do you think it might be a good idea to sound proof the bedroom? Don’t forget Cooper is coming around later this afternoon to pick up those DVD’s, can we wait to tell him? We are having dinner with Coop and Jen on Wednesday and I have a plan. Text me when you get up.

Yours Always (for realsies now) Blaine