Kurt was nervous. He was sitting in his living room, fidgeting with some loose thread in the fabric of the couch.

Blaine was coming over and they would finally able to make love. They decided not to jinx it. The two last times they were at Blaine's house. For logistics reasons, they were now at Kurt's home. In order to change almost everything, Kurt was expecting Blaine to be there around noon. They would eat a light lunch instead of a sumptuous dinner and then get some alone time. Afterwards, they would order some Chinese food and watch some movies - If everything went as planned.

Don't worry. You're finally ready, for real, and so is Blaine! You can do this. You're...

When the door bell rang, Kurt jumped about three feet high. He tried not to run to the door and grabbed the door knob breathing deeply.

When the door was open as wide as Blaine's smile, the slightly shorter boy said:

"Good day, kind sir. Mind if I come in?"

"No, not at all." Giggling slightly at the dorkiness of his boyfriend, Kurt moved to clear the way.

Kurt led Blaine to the kitchen where they sat at the isle. Kurt already had their lunch ready. Simple nine grains bread with a variety of brie and camembert cheese. There were some grapes and walnuts in the plates too.

They talked about their last evening and how their respective mornings went. This helped to relieve the tension between them. Not that it was a bad tension, but it was just awkward, being ready for a third time.

Once their meal was done, Blaine stood up and in a now familiar way he asked:

"You sure you ready for this?"

Kurt smiled and simply answered:

"I love you." He then took his boyfriend's hand and led him upstairs to his bedroom.

He looks so... How can I even compare?

"I know that look, baby." Blaine said as Kurt opened his bedroom's door. "I know what you think. You're gorgeous, and don't you dare think otherwise."

Kurt smiled at that statement. How could Blaine read him so well? The chestnut haired boy took his boyfriend's hand and led him to the bed. They sat down on the top of the sheets and Blaine cupped his boyfriend's cheek with his hand.

"I love you," Blaine said, before closing the distance between him and Kurt. Their lips connected with an electric spark, sending shivers down their whole body. Kurt let his hand rest at the back of his boyfriend's neck and lay on the bed, pulling Blaine down with him.

When he felt Blaine's lips going from his mouth to his neck, Kurt couldn't help but let out a little sigh. He then let his hands wander down his boyfriend's back. One hand rested on Blaine's ass. Soon his hips were twitching as Blaine mouthed at a particularly sensitive spot, beneath his ear. Feeling Kurt moving against him, Blaine groaned and his left hand went south until it rested on the side of Kurt's ass. He then squeezed and pushed, encouraging Kurt to continue his motion and starting to move his own hips. His lips went back to Kurt's mouth and he let his tongue out, asking for entrance. Kurt opened his lips gladly and got lost in the sensation of Blaine's tongue licking softly inside his mouth and of the friction between them.

I can't believe that this guy is mine... He's so...

When it became all too much, Kurt stopped grinding and managed to say:

"Clothing... Why is there still clothing between us?"

In less than two seconds, Blaine had his polo shirt on the floor. Another two seconds and he was back, kissing Kurt's neck, playing with the first button of Kurt's shirt.

"Is this still okay, baby?" Blaine asked in between kisses as he undid said button.

"Yeah..." Kurt breathed as the fingers of his right hand tangled in Blaine's hair. The blue eyed boy was breathing deeply, trying to calm himself as Blaine opened his shirt slowly.

When all the buttons were undone, Kurt's shirt was still hiding his stomach because Blaine didn't let it open.

Didn't he want to undress me? What is happening? Is this stopping again? Doesn't he think that I'm...?

"Kurt... You don't seem so sure about this... Are you still comfortable?" Blaine asked, filled with concern at the sight of Kurt's unsure face.

"I – I... Yes, it's s-still okay... I just – My shirt..." Kurt tried to say but Blaine stopped him.

"I just want to appreciate every square inches of your body Kurt. I want to open your shirt slowly and taste every bit of skin I find... Can I?"

With a shiver, Kurt cupped his boyfriend's neck and pulled him down to kiss him fiercely but quickly on the lips.

"I'll take that as a yes." Blaine said when Kurt let go of his neck. He leaned down to kiss Kurt's lips one last time before laying open mouthed kisses on his jaw, his neck, his collar bone.

Slowly, Blaine pried open Kurt's shirt, revealing a line of the middle of his chest. Blaine's fingertips slowly came down across the line and Kurt's breath stuttered yet again.

"The touch of the fingertips is as sexy as it gets." Blaine said mockingly but softly before nipping Kurt's earlobe.

Then, the curly haired boy's hand finished opening Kurt's shirt and wandered down to his lower back. Blaine sat up, pulling Kurt up with him. Pulling slowly at the shirt, he discovered one shoulder. Kissing and licking the newly exposed skin, Blaine breathed in between kisses:

"Your skin is so soft... And so pale... You're gorgeous."

Shivering, Kurt gripped Blaine shoulder with his free hand.

Pulling at Kurt's sleeve, Blaine continued his kissing journey down his boyfriend's arm. He gave one particular hard lick in the crook of the elbow, which made Kurt squirm and moan in pleasure. He sucked at the wrist's pulse point and Kurt automatically responded by gripping Blaine's shoulder harder. The curly haired boy then removed the sleeve completely from Kurt's wrist and then he left soft kisses on every fingertip, before releasing the arm.

Blaine gave the same treatment to the other arm, giving a special attention to the crook of the elbow. After kissing the fingertips, he took both of Kurt's hands in his and muttered in his ear.

"I wish I could be held by these arms every day, every hour... I feel like home when I'm in your arms, Kurt."

He let go of Kurt's hands and pulled his boyfriend's shirt off completely. When he was done, he slowly pushed Kurt on the bed so he was lying on his back.

Blaine hovered over the chestnut haired boy, without letting their bare chest touch, and started kissing his lips again.

Slowly, still kissing Kurt, Blaine bended his elbows and finally, finally, the unclothed upper part of their bodies touched, sending heat all over their veins. He rocked his hips into Kurt's, making him gasp and moan. Blaine didn't linger though. He licked and kissed his way down on Kurt's chest, nibbling and nipping his boyfriend's skin. He didn't forget Kurt's nipples on his way down, bringing them to peak before letting his teeth scrape them, oh so slightly.

"Blaine... Please!" Kurt said, confused with arousal and not knowing what he was pleading for. Blaine seemed to understand just fine though and he unbuttoned both their pants. Not able to form a coherent sentence, Kurt just nodded and started to squirm, removing his pants.

Blaine took a hold on his wrist and whispered

"No... Today is about you! Let me take care of you!"

The hazel eyed boy then grab Kurt's pants and waited for his boyfriend to raise his hips. He pulled the skinny jeans down to the knees and he nuzzled Kurt's cock through the underwear.

Feeling a hot breath down there, Kurt nearly came at the sensation. He moaned when Blaine sucked and bit slightly at the skin of his hip bone, leaving a love bite.

"I love your hips." Blaine said, knowing that Kurt particularly disliked this part of his body. "I want you to remember." he added as he pressed his thumb slightly on the bruise.

Kurt nodded and groaned.

How can someone make me feel like this? I feel...

Blaine removed completely Kurt's pants and took hold of one of his ankles. He pressed open mouthed kisses along the leg, letting his tongue lingers to really taste. Kurt squirmed a little more when Blaine reached his inner thigh. When Blaine had no more skin to kiss because the hem of Kurt's boxers, he switched leg and start to do exactly the same thing, beginning at the skin near the fabric of Kurt's underwear.

"I love your legs. Never ending, lean and so masculine..." Blaine muttered as he slowly let go of Kurt's ankle.

Blaine sat on his knees and managed to remove his pants too.

He returned to kiss Kurt. But this time, it was Kurt's tongue that asked for entrance and started lapping at the inside of Blaine's mouth. Their heated skin touching at so many places, they were already both lost in pleasure as their hips were grinding together. The new sensations were overwhelming - Until it became almost too much.

Kurt hands flew from Blaine's back to his ass and he gripped the flesh that was underneath the fabric to stop his motion.

"Blaine, it's too much... I – I need you!" He then proceeded to peel the curly haired boy's boxers away. Kindly, Blaine raised his hips and helped him so he could toss the piece of fabric away. When Blaine began to pull at the elastic band of Kurt's underwear, the taller boy stopped him

"Wait..."

Blaine looked at him, puzzled.

"I just want to see you."

Smiling, Blaine kneeled on the bed in front of Kurt, now sitting. Kurt let his eyes wander over his boyfriend's body. The muscles were slightly defined and he had a little chest hair.

The most beautiful part was his cock, though, nested in a thatch of dark hair. Almost purple with arousal, it was leaking precome. Almost dizzily, Kurt raised his hand and let his nails grail on Blaine's chest, down his stomach to his cock.

"You're beautiful." Kurt said, mesmerized and convinced that Blaine was the human incarnation of beauty. Looking into his boyfriend's eyes, Blaine had trouble to show his pained expression. He wanted Kurt to know how beautiful he really was. So, without warning, Blaine launched himself at Kurt and pulled him on his lap. Letting his hands return to Kurt's underwear, he started pulling and Kurt moved a bit to help Blaine getting rid of them.

Finally, finally, they were completely skin on skin and they felt like they couldn't be more connected. With his legs on each side of Blaine's knees, Kurt rocked their erection together. Groaning and moaning, Blaine's hands cupped each of Kurt's ass cheeks and he let his forefinger wander in the crack in between.

Kurt almost screamed at the new sensation. Feeling for the first time what it felt like to be touch there by someone you love.

"I need you in me... Now... I need you." Kurt said, not knowing from where his confidence came.

I don't even sound like myself... He makes me feel so...

Blaine reached out in the top drawer of the night stand to get a condom and some lube. He pushed Kurt down on the bed, letting his head rest on the pillows. Kurt spread his legs and bent one knee. Blaine just moaned at the sight of his boyfriend, looking at him with a little bit of fear but so expectantly. He still managed to coat his fingers as his boyfriend was waiting for him, so open, so ready.

Letting his un-lubed fingers caress Kurt's ass, Blaine whispered -

"I love you. You're beautiful. You're perfect. I love you." He then let his palm rest flatly on one cheek as he closed the distance between him and Kurt. He lay down next to him and let his lubed fingers run along the crack of Kurt's ass.

Kurt's body arched slightly at the wet sensation. Turning his head around, Kurt claimed Blaine's mouth almost instantly. Blaine then managed to circle with his fingers the tight hole until Kurt was pleading with him.

"Please... I need you – need you in! Just – Please," Kurt managed to say in between gasps.

Understanding, Blaine let his forefinger enter the tight pucker, going slowly. Kurt couldn't help but hiss as the finger entered him, burning.

"You're still okay?" Blaine asked.

Kurt nodded, having a little trouble to breathe in the pain.

"Yes... Just – Just give me time." He said and Blaine stopped his motion. He gave Kurt small kisses all over his face, giving special attention to his chin, to remind Kurt that it was lovely and not doubled.

After a few minutes, Kurt nodded and gave Blaine permission to move again. When Blaine's finger was completely in, he started thrusting it slowly, trying to get Kurt a little bit more opened. He tried to muffle a moan as he felt Kurt clench and unclench around his finger.

For Kurt, it was a tons of new sensations. He was a strange intrusion, it still burned a little bit but he felt full and so good. At least, until the sensation almost disappeared and he then remembered he could ask for more.

Hearing his request, Blaine added another finger and the potpourri of new sensations started all over again. This time, Blaine scissored his fingers while he was thrusting gently. He wanted this experience to be as painless for Kurt as it could be.

It was so overwhelming, having something so deep inside and Kurt screamed when Blaine grazed over his prostate. Kurt felt as if his body was on fire and about to explode. He was not even able to think anymore, at this point.

When Kurt asked for a third finger, their gaze met. Their eyes were dark with arousal. This sight only made both their heart pump even more blood toward their already achingly hard erections.

"Fuck, you're so beautiful like this, baby," Blaine said his voice gravely.

A third finger was not enough for Kurt, though. He wanted more. He needed more.

"Blaine – more – please." He managed to stutter as Blaine was moving his finger inside and almost out of Kurt, stretching him. But when the blue eyed boy felt Blaine adding a fourth finger he felt the need to protest.

"No-"And Blaine stopped his motion "I need you. I want you! Please..."

I want you to make me feel... make me feel...

Blaine pulled out his fingers and Kurt whimpered at the sensation of emptiness now filling him. He felt his pucker flutter, trying to clench around the nothingness. The feeling didn't last for long because soon, his legs were around Blaine's waist, he had pillows stacked under his hips and Blaine's latex covered erection was at his entrance waiting approbation to thrust in.

Their eyes meet. As if they were reading each other's mind, Blaine pushed slowly in. Kurt face scrunched down in pain. But that pain felt so right. It was still pleasurable because he knew where this was leading.

Inches by inches, for what felt like eons, Blaine pushed in until his balls were squeezed between his thighs and Kurt.

Kurt still had a pained expression and he was breathing heavily. But it was feeling so good, so full. They waited like this a few minutes, Blaine kissing and licking every part of Kurt he could reach.

When he felt he was ready, Kurt's let his hands wander to his boyfriend's ass and he started squeezing and pushing.

Slowly, Blaine pulled almost completely out and, ever so slowly, pushed back in. Blaine repeated the motion again, and again as Kurt moaned. He was concentrating on his slow motion, not wanting to go too fast. His body was screaming at him to pound mercilessly in that tight, hot cavern but he knew otherwise. This was all about love and make Kurt feel good; it had to be slow and loving.

But soon, Kurt was using his legs to urge Blaine to go faster. Blaine complied, now thrusting in a faster pace changing angle every time until –

Kurt screamed in pleasure as Blaine's thrusts reached Kurt's prostate. Smiling because he found his prize, Blaine made sure to brush that spot every time, with every thrusts.

Soon, Kurt was shaking under Blaine, tears gathering up in the corner of his eyes. His hair was plastered with sweat on his forehead and his head was going back and forth every time Blaine moved in him. His mouth was gaping in a perpetual silent moan and he was breathing heavily. His eyes were opened, never leaving Blaine's.

To Blaine, seeing the man he loved falling apart underneath him was the most beautiful thing. He loved the way he could make Kurt feel good. He loved the way Kurt looked with the noon's sun drops pouring from the opened blinds. He loved Kurt, simply and purely.

Once again, it became too much. But they didn't want to stop this time. They wanted to fall over the edge, together.

"Blaine – I'm close – nnggghh – YES! Right there! Don't stop! Please don't – don't stop!" Kurt managed to say as Blaine was still thrusting deeply in and out of him, with the same regular pace.

"Kurt – Baby - You're so – uuuh – so tight! And you – GOD - you feel so – so good" Blaine stuttered as Kurt's ass muscles clenched around him every time he brushed over his lover's prostate.

Heat began coiling more and more, deep into Kurt's stomach. He felt like he could catch on fire. Everything around him was about heat and sweat and sex. Blaine's musky smell was surrounding him. He was trapped in a cage where all his senses were overused at the same time and he couldn't escape. He didn't want to anyway.

He felt Blaine brush against the little bundle of nerves hidden inside him once more, twice more and that was it. His orgasm hit him like a double decker bus without a single touch to his cock. He came hard in between them as he screamed his pleasure. He clenched his muscles around his boyfriend's shaft so hard that Blaine came hard too, almost at the same time, deep inside Kurt, spilling all he had in the condom.

Blaine continued to thrust with imprecise and jerky movements but it still felt amazing to Kurt. They surfed on the waves of their orgasms, talking non-sense, moaning and saying their lover's name over and over.

No longer having energy, Kurt let his legs fall from Blaine's hips to the bed trying to regain his brains. The hazel eyed boy, though, collapsed on his boyfriend muttering I love you and you're perfect all over again.

When he regained most of his consciousness, Blaine pulled out from Kurt while nuzzling his neck and giving little butterfly kisses.

"I love you." He said as rolled to his back to get rid of the condom and throw it in the trash can.

"I love you too... that was amazing." said Kurt, reaching for the towel he prepared earlier, to clean them from his come.

They were both exhausted but they were in a blissful state of mind. Kurt pulled the cover over them and Blaine took refuge in between those waiting arms he loved so much. Maybe they would take a nap. They had the rest of the day to themselves.

"Thank you" Kurt muttered, taking a deep breath into Blaine's hair.

"For what" Blaine asked, sleepily

"For making me feel..." He stuttered on the word, trying to verbalize what he was trying to think since the beginning of the afternoon. "For making me feel so beautiful." He finally said.