When Cooper woke up the next morning, he was tangled in his guests bedroom's bed sheets, an arm around Kurt. He carefully looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. 6:30. Trying not to shrug, he carefully untangled himself to get in his own bed, and maybe sleep a little more before Kurt woke up. He didn't want to be in the same bed as Kurt when the teenager would wake up. The situation was already awkward and he didn't want to make it any more strange.

He got out of the room and someone was on his couch.

"Blaine?"

The boy stood up almost instantly.

"Cooper! Oh my god, I need to talk to you... Please, I'm sorry if I've woken you up... I didn't want to make noise and I wanted to wait for you but -"

"Woah! Slow down, squirt!" Cooper said almost angrily "I need to talk to you first!"

When Kurt woke up, he cursed the people working outside, on the street, with hammers... Until he realized it was the sound of his own heart pounding. He had a terrible headache and he had trouble opening his eyes. He could also hear voices muttering, somewhere... He recognize the scent in the pillow as Blaine's.

All the events from the previous day came back to him as he rolled over in the bed. He remembered Blaine leaving him for no valid reason, he remembered Scandals... But he couldn't remember anything else. After everything that happened the previous day, why in hell was he in Blaine's room?

Scrunching his nose, he tried to open his eyes once again. The room he was in was unfamiliar. But, without any doubt, he could smell Blaine all around him.

Voices were a little bit louder now, in the other room.

Kurt looked more carefully at his surroundings. A glass of water was set on the bedside table with a bottle of Aspirins. Without asking himself any questions, he popped the bottle's cap and took two caplets. He washed them down with a gulp of water.

Kurt continued to sit silently on the bed, trying to figure out every event of the previous night.

The voices in the other room raised even more.

"I do care about him, okay?"

"Obviously... You broke up with him yesterday and the poor kid was in a terrible state when he called me!"

"I - I don't know what happened okay?"

At the sound of this voice, Blaine's voice, Kurt dropped the glass of water on the floor. For a split of second, Kurt wished there was a carpet, but the loud sound of glass shattering on the hardwood floor made him cringe instead.

The conversation in the other room stopped. Kurt held his breathe.

"He's actually here?" Blaine's voice said and less than a second later, the door opened to a very puzzled Blaine and a even more startled Cooper.

"Kurt" was all Blaine said.

Kurt didn't know what to do. Blaine stood there, with Cooper behind him. Time stopped. Nobody said anything. Kurt just stared at Blaine and every moments from the night before came back to him in flashes. He remembered Jake, getting drunk, dancing in Scandals. He also remembered crying and calling Cooper.

"Oh god!" he said out loud when he remembered that he tried to kiss Cooper.

Maybe Blaine thought that those words were meant for him, maybe he found how to make his legs move again, but he turned around, ready to leave Cooper's place, feeling betrayed. But Cooper stopped him, putting both his hands on his shoulders.

"I'm going for a run. You two need to talk. Now!" Cooper said, just before leaving the room and closing the door.

A few moments passed and they heard the sound of the front door closing.

"Kurt -" Blaine started to say before Kurt could even move.

"Don't, Blaine.. It's okay - I understand, I'll just go" Kurt replied avoiding Blaine's eyes.

"No -"

"It's okay. I'm getting out of here, out of your life, I don't know why I called Cooper in the first place. I'm just -"

But Kurt was cut off with Blaine's hands cradling his face and Blaine's lips on his own, kissing him with a new urgency. Kurt was petrified. Why was Blaine kissing him. It was all a dream, right?

When their lips parted, Blaine was the first to speak

"I love you - I'm so sorry."

"Blaine -"

"If you tell me that you don't want to do anything with me ever again, I would understand. I - I screwed up. I tried to call you yesterday, but you wouldn't answer or call me back. Maybe you didn't even listen to the voicemails I left you"

"Blaine, I'm -"

"I was just so scared to lose you that I thought - I thought that if I break up maybe I wouldn't have to... But it's not working"

Kurt didn't know what to say. He realized he was crying, his tears falling in between Blaine's fingers still on his face.

"I just want to be with you Kurt" Blaine pleaded eyes full of tears "Will you forgive me? Please... As for next year, we'll make it work. I still don't know how, I'm still scared. All I know is that I love you, I want to be with you"

Then, Blaine lips was on his again. He didn't know how to use words anymore, he was so overwhelmed. Instead, he kissed Blaine back but not with the usual passion.

When their lips parted once again, all Kurt was able to blurt out was :

"Don't kiss me, I'm disgusting..."

Not understanding why Kurt would make such a statement, Blaine gave him a puzzled look. After all, Kurt never minded kissing before, even in the morning.

"I went to a bar, I got drunk and I danced with a stranger." Kurt said between his tears.

"Ssshhhh, love, it's alright" Blaine said, trying not to cry. "I left you, Kurt. I'm not mad"

"I - I called Cooper. I don't know why. It seemed logical. I - I tried to kiss him, Blaine." Kurt cried even more. Why was he telling Blaine everything, anyway? Yes, Blaine said he wanted him back, but for how long? Why should he believe him anyway? "And now, this morning. you're back but for how long? And my head hurts and I feel so gross I just -"

"It's okay Kurt, it's going to be okay" Blaine said, sneaking his arms around Kurt, holding him tight while Kurt continued crying on Blaine's shoulder.

Blaine was saying the same things over and over again, I'm sorrys and I love yous and I'd understand if you don't want me backs. But Kurt kept weeping, saying nothing.

Once Kurt's sobs calmed down, he raised his head and looked into Blaine's eyes for the first time that morning.

"I love you too you know" he said, calmly, making sure Blaine understood. "And I do want you back. If you still want me"

"C'm'ere" Blaine said, pulling Kurt back in his arms for a soft kiss.

When Kurt broke the kiss he was smiling. Blaine wondered how he thought he could live without that smile that could light up an entire city.

"The thing is, I do feel disgusting... I'm still wearing the same clothes as yesterday... I need to go back home and I need a shower" Kurt said, trying to stand up.

"I know exactly what you need, love!" Blaine replied as he pulled Kurt on his feet. "Come on"

Blaine led Kurt into Cooper's bedroom and through another door leading to a bathroom. The counters were made of marble and the ceramic on the floor and the walls was sumptuous.

"How can Cooper afford this place?" Kurt couldn't help but ask

"Honestly, I don't know..." Blaine answered. "But let's not care about that now, shall we?"

Kurt saw Blaine fidgeting with something in the huge shower in the corner. He didn't pay attention. Soon, the bathroom was filled with steam. Blaine's hands soon found Kurt's and they started kissing again.

"How do you want to do this." Blaine murmured against Kurt's jaw. "I can wait for you, in the living room, while you shower"

Blaine nipped Kurt's ear lobe

"or"

Blaine licked Kurt's neck

"I can take care of you"

All Kurt could manage as an answer was pulling Blaine's shirt over his head.

"I guess we'll go with option number 2!" Blaine said with a grin as he started to unbutton Kurt's shirt.

A few moments later, both boys were naked, kissing and already panting.

"Come on" Blaine said, pulling Kurt in the shower.

When Kurt saw the said shower, he blinked in wonder. The shower had 5 shower heads, all place strategically around to cover all parts of the body. The water on the main shower head had a good pressure but the four other only released a soft mist.

"Nice, huh?" Blaine said, kissing Kurt's shoulder

Blaine started with washing Kurt's hair. Fortunately, Kurt didn't mind about the shampoo brand. He just melt under his boyfriend skillful hands massaging his scalp and chasing his headache away. Then, Blaine made Kurt stand under the main shower head to rinse the shampoo out of his hair, still massaging gently.

When Blaine was done, he took the shower gel and, not having a cloth, he simply poured some in his hands. He then started rubbing Kurt's skin gently, beginning at his arms. He paid good attention to Kurt's chest. Scrubbing the skin with his palm and brushing Kurt's nipples with his fingers, making Kurt moan.

He made Kurt turn around so he could massage his back, trying to get rid of all the knots that formed there. Blaine's skillful hands went lower and lower, until they reached Kurt's ass where Blaine just squeezed as Kurt let out a pleasured yelp.

Blaine made the other boy turn around once more, only to fall on his knee so he could scrub Kurt's legs. As he did, he nuzzled Kurt's cock, already hard and leaking. He kissed the sensitive skin of Kurt's inner thigh. Kurt had to brace himself on Blaine's shoulder so he would not fall. He could still feel Blaine's hand all over his skin, the different showerheads helping to recreate the memory of the feeling.

"Blaine - Please" Kurt whispered in the overheated shower. "I need you"

"I'm here, love" Blaine, said, with a smile

"I need you to make love to me, Blaine, please"

Blaine stood up slowly, kissing Kurt's skin along the way, licking and tasting, the soap long gone from the water all around them. He let his tongue twirl around Kurt's nipples, bringing them to peak and nibbling them. He sucked at Kurt's collar bone and bit at the skin, creating a dark bruise.

"As you wish" Blaine murmured when he reached Kurt's lips.

Blaine took another bottle from the shelve. Clearly, it was a bottle of lube and Kurt gave him a pointed look.

"What? It's Coop's... For his own happy times, you know?" Blaine said with a shrug

"I so don't need to know that, Blaine!" Kurt laughed

"You gave me the what-the-heck-is-lube-doing-here look!" Blaine replied

"I know" Kurt said as he closed the distance in between their lips. They kissed softly, the need for urgency long gone. All the steam and the heat from the shower dulling their senses but not the sensations. Blaine's pried Kurt's mouth open with his tongue, slowly, and Kurt complied.

They started to rub against each other gently.

When Blaine felt Kurt stiffen in his arms, he knew he was close, so he stopped all movements and went behind Kurt. He let his hands wander all over Kurt's overheated skin, paying a special attention to all his most favorite parts. He knew he could make Kurt moan by grazing his nail on his second left rib, he knew he could make Kurt shudder by brushing against the skin, an inch over his right elbow. Kurt's body was his instrument, and he was still learning how to play it properly but he still had a few tricks in his hat. How on Earth did the thought that he could let it all go seemed a possibility?

While he was kissing Kurt's shoulder blade, Blaine slowly guided Kurt's hand on the wall in front of them so that he could brace himself. Then, he let his hand roam downwards, nudging Kurt's legs apart. Kurt complied so easily, letting himself get lost into Blaine's touch.

Kurt let out a shallow breath when he felt Blaine's slick fingers at his entrance. When did he have time to get his fingers lubed? A single finger felt around the puckered hole, massaging the skin gently. Kurt tried his best to not start shaking. Then the finger started pushing, slowly. Blaine couldn't help but chuckle when he heard Kurt make a strangled moan.

Blaine started to pump his finger gently, until he felt like Kurt was loose enough to take another finger. He poured some more lube on his fingers, already warm from all the heat in the shower, and added his middle finger. Kurt tensed up around him, clenching as a reflex upon the not-so-foreign fingers inside him. As slowly as he could in anticipation, Blaine moved his fingers when he felt Kurt relax around him. He kissed Kurt's neck as he started to stretch gently.

Blaine repeated the same process with a third finger. By the time he was ready, Kurt was a mess. He head had fallen on Blaine's shoulder, baring his neck for more kisses. He was lost with pleasure already but he knew that Blaine would never let him go. He knew now that Blaine was scared, that Blaine thought that leaving him was for the best, that they he thought that they needed a clean cut.

But he also knew that in the end, they were in for the long ride. That a year apart was nothing for the many years to come.

"I love you" Kurt whispered as he felt Blaine's cock enter him. Where Blaine found the condom, Kurt had no idea. The only thing that mattered was the thick length of Blaine's manhood entering him and the fullness sensation that was making feel him so good.

When he was all the way in, Blaine kissed Kurt's shoulder, waiting for a nod or some kind of signal telling him to start moving. He wanted it to be perfect. He wanted to make Kurt feel good, show him how much he loved him in the best way possible.

"Move - Please" Kurt pleaded. Blaine obliged, sliding out slowly before re-entering at the same pace.

Kurt's skin was on fire, so sensitive. He could feel Blaine all around him and inside him. The slow drag of Blaine's cock making Kurt moan softly. He could feel all the tiny droplets of warm water splashing softly on his body. And yet, everything felt so much more because Blaine was there. Despite everything that had happen the day before, Blaine was there and he would still be there tomorrow, and the next month and the next year.

Blaine quicken the pace slowly and Kurt couldn't hold himself straight anymore. His elbows hit the wall and his head feel on his wrists. Blaine caught him up around the chest, letting his fingers wander on his skin, paying a particular attention to his nipples and his navel. Moments later, Blaine's hip were moving quite fast, but always with long, careful drags.

"Blaine" Kurt moaned when his boyfriend grazed his prostate "I'm close"

"I've got you" Blaine murmured in Kurt's ear before licking it

"Promise me you'll never leave me again" Kurt said with a lump in his throat

"I promise" Blaine responded, trying not to cry "I won't make the same mistake twice. I love you and I'll love you forever. You're the love of my life, Kurt" he added, stroking Kurt's cock with the same rhythm he was moving his hips.

With tears streaming down his face, steam all around him and hot water pouring all over his body, Kurt came with a strangled cry, squeezing Blaine's cock with his ass muscles. Even with his hazy mind, he heard Blaine yell his name and felt his movement stuttering.

With cloud filled eyes, Kurt turned his head to reach Blaine's lips to kiss him, waiting for the fog in his head to fade out as he was coming down his orgasm. Blaine pulled out slowly, trying not to make Kurt wince. He made a knot in the condom and threw it in the general direction of the bathroom trash can.

"Love you" Kurt murmured for what felt like the millionth time that morning.

"Love you too" Blaine responded, smiling softly but tiredly. "Come on, let's get some sleep." Blaine added, knowing that the shower heads all around them took care of their mess.

Blaine led Kurt out of the shower and wrapped him in a towel. The towel was fluffy and warm. It felt good. Blaine wrapped himself in a second towel and puttered around the bathroom a bit, cleaning up. He then proceeded to take Kurt's hand. They got back into the bedroom where Kurt slept, not even taking the time to dress again.

Kurt fell into the bed first, his face in the pillow. He slowly turned his head to look at Blaine, Handsome and Beautiful Blaine, standing there, naked.

"The pillow smells like you." Kurt murmured

"I come and sleep here sometimes, even if Cooper's not here. You know, when my dad is being - well - when he's himself I guess" Blaine answered, laying down next to Kurt.

Kurt snuggled next to Blaine, nuzzling his neck. Blaine wrapped his arms around him, in a tight grip, scared of losing him again.

"We'll make it work?" Kurt asked with a sleepy voice

"We'll make it work..." Blaine confirmed, kissing Kurt's still damn hair.

They both fell asleep, laying with the curtains open and the mid-morning sun pouring into the room. They were spent and content but still scared of what the future might bring. At least, they knew they would be together.