June 1, 2012, 4:07 a.m.
My Life is Lived For You: Chapter 3
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In love with you
If I could buy my reasoning
I would pay to lose
One Half won't do
Blaine's voice ran smoothly over The Warblers small do-bops and background vocals like water over sandstone.
I've asked myself how much do you
Commit yourself
All of the Warblers including Kurt adored Blaine's voice. Kurt was wondering why Wes practically saw Blaine as a god but now he understood.
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends
[Dear God it's going to be even harder to resist him now! But I have to stay strong remember he's a total jerk.]
Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
Blaine turned to and winked at him as he sang that last lyric. Kurt's breath hitched as if he forgot how to breathe. He also forgot he had to sing, which caused the song to stop.
"Something wrong Hummel?" Blaine said with a smirk
[You smug bastard.]
"No I forgot the lyrics, I'm sorry." Kurt excuse seemed good until he thought hard about it
"Kurt we were getting to the chorus, we have been practicing this song for a few days now." Thad chimed in.
"Sorry…um… I've been a bit distracted lately." Kurt replied
"Well practice is done for today so I guess you got distracted with perfect timing." Wes smiled.
One by one the boys exited the room except for Kurt, he sat himself on the couch trying to organize his sheet music in his bag. All of a sudden to warn hands were sliding down his arms.
"Want to talk about what has been distracting you Legs?" Of course the one person Kurt did not need to be touched by right now. The hands reached down to his chest and unbuttoned his blazer, in one movement a pair of lips were ghosting over his neck. Once again Kurt was frozen, he had to think fast.
"What did I tell you Blaine?" Next thing he knew he slapped Blaine's face; a sudden rush of anger took over Kurt.
"I told you not to touch me again and yet here you are!" Blaine didn't respond he just simply looked at Kurt while rubbing his throbbing cheek.
"Look Blaine I hate that I have to constantly be mean to but you leave me no choice. So either you leave me alone completely or we could try and be friends at the least. So it's up to you." Kurt grabbed his messenger bag and left the room.
An once again he leaves with the last word. Well at least I know he doesn't want me gone completely maybe this friends thing will just end up in a make out session. Whatever at least its Friday which means drinking and having some fun, maybe I'll just invite my new friend to join me.
Blaine left the room with a smirk on his face, one way or another he will have Kurt Hummel. When he finally got to his dorm he pulled out his cell phone.
Blaine: Hey do you know what room Kurt is in?
Wes: Why do you want to know Blaine?
Blaine: I just want to welcome him to the Warblers with some shots.
Wes: I don't know Blaine I don't want you to take advantage of him if he gets drunk…
Blaine: Trust me I don't think he will even get buzzed.
Wes: Room 5D
Blaine: I owe you one!
Blaine plopped himself on his knees on the side of his bed and reached under his mattress. He pulled out a bottle of tequila and a bottle of Jameson whiskey.
{With the way Kurt is he probably thinks tequila is trashy, but I'll bring it along just in case.}
Blaine stuffed the bottles into his messenger back and checked the clock, it was four thirty he would go to Kurt's room after dinner.
Since I was Friday and after school hours everyone dressed casual for dinner, unless you're a teacher or just stuck up you'll be wearing the Dalton uniform. Since it was Kurt's first time to show off his style for the school he wore something comfortable but would get people's attention. He decided he would wear lavender skinny jeans, a slate grey polo, and gold high tops. He waited for Nick who wore a long sleeved black and white shirt with blue jeans and converse. He actually liked Nick style it like it could work for almost any occasion. On their way down to the dining hall they stopped by Jeff's dorm and made him walk with them.
Once they sat down they began to discuss possible song they could use for impromptu performances.
"I think we need a great Panic! At the Disco song, Blaine's voice could be perfect!" Jeff piped up
"Aren't they a bit raunchy? Wes questioned
"Well their new album is similar beat wise to their first album but not content wise. I agree with Jeff if we choose wisely it could be amazing!" Kurt said to the group.
Jeff smiled and returned to eating the rest of the Warblers talked amongst themselves about multiple subjects like video games and girls. Kurt was just about to say the name of the song he thought would be perfect but was stopped when he saw Blaine walk into the room. Wearing an outfit similar to Nick's but his sleeves were rolled up and the stripes on his shirt were black and red.
[He looks like a preppy Kurt Cobain, I am not complaining.]
Suddenly Blaine turned and met Kurt's gaze he simply smiled, it wasn't a smirk, or a sensual grin but it was a genuine smile. He saw Blaine serve himself and skim over the table, he was looking for somewhere to sit.
[Shit, should I wave him over here or let him chose oh god I don't even know if he wants to be just friends or not. He's so dreamy. Dammit remember you're just friends, well if he says so.]
Kurt was too busy thinking to notice that Blaine started walking around the table to where he was sitting. Kurt suddenly smelled cigarettes and a Burberry –esque scent, he looked to his right and there sat his hunky dream boat. He tried to restrain from grinning then Blaine started to speak,
"I just wanted to apologize for the way I was acting; I would like to be friends with you if the offer still stands?" Blaine had a puppy dog expression.
[Damn you and your dewy eyes!]
Kurt cleared his throat before speaking, "Yes it still stands and I accept your apology." He said with his calmest expression possible.
"Great so let's start over?", he stuck his hand out in Kurt's direction " Hi I'm Blaine Anderson." He said with such a goofy grin. Kurt chuckled at how adorable he is.
"I'm Kurt Hummel it's nice to meet you." He stuck his hand out and placed with Blaine's to shake it.
{His hands are so soft}
Nick and Jeff were staring at them with a confused expression, like they couldn't believe what they were seeing.
"So since we are friends now I was wondering if maybe you would like to hang out after dinner, have a few drinks?" Blaine's expression was so hopeful, how could Kurt say no?
Kurt didn't reply immediately.
[This better not be a trick, Santana did teach me a few fighting techniques. Just say yes, or wait, oh forget it say yes!]
"Sure, where do you want to meet up?"
"Well my roommate is gone to visit his family so if it's okay with you we could hang out in my dorm. Maybe we could watch some movies or something?"
"Uhm, okay I could bring a few choices from my movie collection."
"Sounds good I'll come an get you in a half hour?"
"Okay." Kurt couldn't help himself he just had to grin like an idiot.
"Great." Blaine smiled back and picked up his tray to leave.
Kurt bowed his head down so no one could see his flushing cheeks; he was going to be hanging out, with Blaine!
"Kurt what the hell just happened?" Nick snapped him out of his state of pure joy.
Kurt tried his best not to sound like a little girl getting a pony, "Oh me and Blaine are going to hang out at his dorm in a half hour."
Before Nick or anyone else could say anything Kurt was power walking out of the dining hall.
[Wow okay I need to calm down; I still have my urges to kiss his face off. But I have to hold back, were friends now.]
Kurt reached his dorm and ran for his movie collection, three movies wouldn't be too much right?
Blaine was over the moon; Kurt Hummel was going to be in his dorm tonight. He let out the tiniest squeal as he organized his room quickly.
{Remember Blaine your friends now so no flirting, touching, and no kissing! Just try and stick to normal subjects like what kind of music he likes, and if he has any hobbies other than singing. This shouldn't be too hard.}
The alarm on his phone started going off, 5:30, time to go get Kurt. He took one last deep breath before leaving his dorm with the messenger bag over his shoulder. His heart started to beat rapidly as he got to dorm section five, 5B, 5C, and there it was 5D.
Alright just knock and try not to jump his bones.
With one single breath he knocked on the mahogany door three times and took a step back. He put on his friendliest smile which fell instantly when Nick opened the door. Before Blaine could ask if Kurt was ready Nick spoke.
"Anderson I don't know what your angle is but you better keep your hands to yourself. Kurt's a really good guy so don't mess with him or Jeff and I will topple your ass got it?" Nicks tone had force and anger Blaine was honestly a little scared.
"Alright Nick come off it we're just hanging out I can handle any problems by myself. I'll be back later." Thank god Kurt spoke so Blaine didn't have to respond. He pulled the door shut and turned to face Blaine.
God he looks gorgeous in this lighting.
"So ready to lead the way?" Kurt voice rang through Blaine's ears.
"Yup follow me." Blaine was going to grab his hand but he didn't want Kurt to get the wrong idea if what he was trying to do tonight. Blaine honestly wanted to get to know Kurt for some reason; he didn't want and try to persuade him to make out with him. On the way to Blaine's dorm Kurt was first to strike up a conversation.
"So Jeff had this idea for the Warblers to sing a Panic! At the Disco song, since you're the lead I wanted to know what you think about it." Kurt stated with a soft voice.
"It actually sounds cool, I love Panic! at the Disco. Did he have a song in mind?"
"No but I thought of this one song from their new album I think your voice would be great for it."
"Oh what's it called? I haven't got my hands on their CD yet." Blaine giggles
"It's called Ready To Go, I actually brought the CD in case you were interested in hearing it."
"Yeah definitely we can listen to it when we get to my dorm." Kurt just smiled back at him.
I swear it he smiles at me one more time I might not be able to hold myself back from kissing him!
They finally reached Blaine's dorm Kurt didn't know it was possible for his heart to be any faster.
"Welcome to me casa." Blaine said welcoming Kurt in. His dorm wasn't too different just arranged differently and a tad bit bigger than Kurt's dorm. It was obvious that the side with the night stand topped with an ashtray belonged to Blaine.
Blaine dropped his bag on top of his bed, Kurt watched curiously as he pulled out two strange bottles.
"I don't know if you're a drinker but I've been saving these for a special occasion. But you don't have to drink if you don't want to." Blaine said with a one bottle in each of his hands.
"I don't drink a lot I'm usually the designated drive but I don't think tonight's agenda includes anyone taking the wheel." Kurt said with a sly smirk.
Blaine chuckled "So Tequila or Whiskey?"
"I'll take a glass of whiskey."
"Alright ill get the glasses you can have a seat if you want." Blaine said gesturing to his bed.
[Oh god I'm going to be on his bed. I'm going to be in Blaine Andersons bed!]
Kurt thought carefully for a second of how he should sit, he decided Indian style was acceptable. Blaine came back in the room practically bouncing; at least Kurt wasn't the only one excited. Blaine handed Kurt a small glass with two ice cubes and twisted the cap off the bottle of whiskey.
"Tell me when to stop pouring." Blaine said as he tipped the bottle into Kurt's glass.
[I'm going to need this so might as well drink up.]
Kurt let Blaine fill it to the rim of the glass, Blaine chuckled and pour some in his glass.
"A toast, to being friends." Blaine raised his glass with a goofy expression
"To being friends." Kurt met Balinese glass half causing a *clink* sound. Kurt never had whiskey before so he drank it slowly, it wasn't so bad. Blaine was the first to speak.
"So tell me about yourself." He leaned a bit closer to Kurt.
"There's not much to tell and yet I don't know where to start." Kurt chuckled
"How about you start on how you came to Dalton?"
"By car." Kurt giggled and Blaine joined him.
This whiskey is quick I already feel a little fuzzy. Oh no wonder you basically sucked the glass empty. Smart move.
"But seriously I was just having to deal with bullies a lot and it got to such a high point I got fed up. So my dad decided to send me here since its no bullying policy is enforced." Kurt spoke in a slight whisper as he swirled the ice around in his glass. Blaine proceeded to fill it up only half way for him.
"I know how you feel I was basically in the same position as you." Blaine spoke up. Kurt looked up and studied his face, his eyes went directly to his mouth.
[Why is he so damn perfect? With his god damn eyes and his god damn lips! Try and focus remember Just. Friends.]
"So umm how do you like Dalton so far?" Blaine asked while pouring himself more whiskey.
"I think it's wonderful the building, the classes and of course the people." Kurt replied with a smirk and tossed back the last of the whiskey in his glass. Blaine smile grew bigger the second he said that.
It was almost midnight and the bottle of whiskey was empty and two tequila shots were being poured. Kurt and Blaine spent most of the night talking about music and even occasionally breaking out in a slurred song. The room echoed with their laughs and melodies, soon it died down. Blaine noticed Kurt was getting sleepy and of course dizzy. When Kurt yawned Blaine thought he might die from cuteness.
{Why does he have to be so cute? I mean when he yawns it like watching a baby kitten yawn. All I want to do it pepper his face with soft kisses!}
Kurts eyes started to droop very slowly, "Blaine….Blaine….I'm soo…tired." That's all that Kurt could manage to slur until he slowly lowered himself onto Blaine's pillow.
{Shit oh SHIT! This is not good. I don't want him to leave but I don't want him to be mad that I let him just stay here either!}
Blaine put the empty glasses and bottles on his nightstand; he then attempted to get up off of the bed but two slim arms reached around his midsection.
"Hmph…no…don't leave me alone." Kurt mumbled with his eyes closed.
"Kurt I will be on the bed next to you don't worry I'm not going anywhere." Blaine tried to walk from Kurt's grasp but Kurt only tugged him back.
"I have to…I have to tell you…a secret. C'mere , c'mere." Kurt whispered
Blaine said down next to Kurt, "What do you want to tell me?" Kurt suddenly opened his eyes and stared directly in to Blaine's. Blaine noticed his eyes were a lighter shade of blue than normal. They sat there for a minute just studying each other's features until Kurt broke the silence,
"You're eyes….are lovely." Kurt whispered while he noticeably pulled Blaine closer.
{Oh shit what is he doing?}
Kurt surged for Blaine's lips but he turned his head to the side, Kurt's soft lips landed on his cheekbone. Blaine didn't want some sloppy drunk kiss; he actually wanted it to be special. What was Kurt doing to him? Kurt drifted back onto the pillow falling asleep with a smile.
{I don't know why but this time it's going to be different. It has to be, I can't afford to lose someone as precious as Kurt.}
Blaine sighed as he sat up from the bed and pulled off Kurts shoes.
Only Kurt could pull off golden high tops.
He sat the shoes on the side of his bed, and pulled a blanket over Kurt, who looked almost angelic.
Blaine changed into a sleeping shirt and went over to his roommate's bed and snuggled into the pillow.
"Goodnight Kurt." He whispered