June 1, 2012, 4:07 a.m.
My Life is Lived For You: Chapter 20
E - Words: 1,520 - Last Updated: Jun 01, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 21/? - Created: Jun 01, 2012 - Updated: Jun 01, 2012 182 0 0 0 0
A lot of memories popped in Kurt's mind when he was packing his stuff up to leave Dalton for the summer. For example when he put away his golden high tops he recalled how he got drunk with Blaine and slept in his bed to only wake up and remain smelling like him for the remainder on the day.
It was Monday night and classes at Dalton would be ending tomorrow.
Just as he was taping up his box of clothing he felt two familiar strong arms snake around his waist, he chuckled and placed his hands over the calloused ones that rested on his abdomen.
"Turn around." A warm silkily voice whispered into his ear.
"Are you sure you'd rather not have me bend over?" Kurt teased back hearing the voice join him as he turned around swiftly, making sure he didn't fall from the persons hold, only to face his wonderful boyfriend. He grinned and squeezed around Kurt before leaning in and pecking him on the lips. Kurt hummed in enjoyment into the kiss before pulling back and noticed the light bruise on Blaine's left cheekbone was practically gone.
"I see you listened to my instructions." Kurt mused and reached his hand up to lightly skim over the now yellowish bruise.
"Indeed I did Nurse Hummel." Blaine laughed and touched his forehead to Kurt's, not dropping his smile.
"Not a Nurse, a Doctor." Kurt joked back and nuzzled the tip of his nose against Blaine's.
"Doctor Love?" Blaine teased.
"I…have fallen in love with the cheesiest man in all of Ohio, or all of the east coast, no probably the country-
"I could get cheesier if you'd like?" Blaine giggled.
"No thank you, I don't want your cheesiness getting in the way of me doing this…" and with that Kurt pressed his lips to Blaine once more letting the contact linger before pulling away.
"I just can't get enough of your lips; I blame all that nicotine from your cigarettes." Kurt chuckled lightly before kissing Blaine again.
"Nuh uh, I would like to finish up packing everything." Kurt laughed as Blaine leaned in for a kiss but turned his head so his lips only met Kurt's cheek.
"Fine," Blaine groaned and threw his hands up as if to surrender, "but we're spending our last night here for the school year in my room." He said before walking around Kurt over to one of his half full boxes.
"That's all of my art stuff so basically throw any notebooks or pencils and stuff in there." Kurt instructed as he collected all of the small frames with photos of his family on the center of his bed.
"Y'know I have never actually seen any of your artwork, you only mention it from time to time and how much you love it…." Blaine drifted off and slowly raised one of his brows and picked up one of the three sketch books Kurt had. Kurt peeked up at his boyfriend only to see him grinning like and seven year old who wanted candy as he toyed with the cover of the sketch book.
"Fine, fine. Go ahead." Kurt sighed, he couldn't say 'no' Blaine even if he tried, Blaine ran back around the bed and plopped down at Kurt's feet and started flipping hungrily through the pages. Kurt giggled at him before turning back to his other belongings that needed to be put away.
"Well this is an interesting one." Blaine suddenly spoke up from the floor drawing Kurt's attention to him once again, Kurt grounded in annoyance before sitting himself down in the spot next to Blaine.
He understood then why Blaine found the sketch so easily, because it was a sketch of himself that Kurt remembered drawing when they first started dating. The sketch was slightly smudged from being tossed around all the time and the pages corners were a little rough.
"Who might this handsome fellow be Kurt? I think I'm in love." Blaine chuckled and lightly passed his fingers over the dark charcoal lines.
"Oh and you had me fooled you only loved me?" Kurt gasped dramatically; Blaine simply giggled at him and kissed his cheek.
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"I definitely want one to keep for when you graduate…" Blaine barley whispered with a sad smile.
"Blaine, let's hold off on that conversation until another time." Kurt mumbled before pressing a kiss to Blaine's cheek and standing up. As much as Blaine did want to get that conversation over with, he also didn't want to push Kurt.
Blaine smiled down at the portrait of him and closed the sketchbook then stood up to place the book into the box. For about fifteen more minutes the couple stayed silent as they packed away Kurt's belongings.
"I'm sorry it's just it feels too early to start talking about all of that and we have so much time left Blaine…" Kurt said after the long silence.
"No I get it I was just saying you know…" Blaine trailed off and Kurt simply nodded, understanding.
"I have to talk to you," Kurt said a bit louder than he plan and saw the shot of fear go through Blaine, "it is about school and I just want to know how you-"
Hesitantly Blaine dipped his head to urge Kurt to carry on.
"I want to go back to McKinley next year." Kurt said quickly before biting his lip and staring nervously at the floor.
"But…why?" Blaine furrowed his brow and practically pleading him not to because he wanted Kurt to be safe and he was safe at Dalton, with him.
"I-It's my senior year Blaine and I want to spend it with my friends, I miss them and don't get me wrong Dalton is amazing but those guys back there are the first friends I truly had." Kurt stepped closer to Blaine and said softly basically begging Blaine to understand.
"I'm not breaking up with you if that's what you're thinking, you'll only be two hours away and we have this whole summer with each other anytime we want-
"What about those bullies?" Blaine asked and laced his fingers with Kurt's.
"From what everyone is telling me, it's died down, barley any slushies are being thrown and names aren't being tossed around." Kurt reassured and squeezed Blaine's trembling hand.
No, that wasn't good enough for Blaine, either there was bullying or there wasn't. Blaine could risk Kurt's safety because just because there barley any activity now, it could just be the calm sky before a horrid storm. He loved Kurt and he couldn't let him go back to that school without fully knowing he was going to be ok.
"I'm going with you," Kurt quickly tried to stop him but Blaine talked over him, "I can't go through a whole day knowing there's a chance of you being hurt, mentally or physically. I love you Kurt and you have done so much for me, please let me do this for you." Blaine pleaded with a cracking voice.
"Blaine what about The Warblers and….I mean where will you stay? I can't make you drive two hours just for me-
"Kurt the guys will understand and I would drive days for you Kurt it doesn't matter, I want to be part of your last year of high school. Unless you don't want me to…" The thought hit him; maybe he was prying too much? He dropped Kurt's hand in panic.
"Wait- No, Blaine of course I would love you to be a part of it but I just- I feel as if I'm taking you away from everything you." Kurt claimed.
"Kurt you're not, definitely not, I mean what exactly are you taking away?" Blaine watched as Kurt thought but didn't say anything because there wasn't anything, Blaine basically had nothing for him to take except his heart.
"Blaine I'm not letting you stay with your dad and step-mom –
"Kurt don't worry about it I'll find a place, a shack, a hotel, anything I don't care okay? Now let's make out we've done enough talking." Kurt simply giggled at his boyfriend before being stopped by his lips against his own and being pushed in the direction of the bed.
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After about a half hour of kisses and warm caresses the couple pulled apart and at that same moment an idea popped into Blaine's head.
"Kurt do you know where Findaly is?" Blaine asked and he rubbed small circles with his thumb on Kurt's neck.
"Please don't tell me you we're thinking of regions of Ohio while we were making out." Kurt groaned.
"Kurt do you know where Findlay is?" Blaine repeated.
"Yeah it's like forty five minutes from where I live I go there all the time for this cute boutique-"
Kurt was stopped by Blaine attacking random parts of his face with kisses and a light giggle.
"Blaine, what the hell?" Kurt laughed under his boyfriend's adorable passion.
"Kurt my grandfather lives in Findlay!" Blaine yelped excitedly before kissing Kurt on the lips and pulling away to grin.