"If you must know just we did much more than "macking" if you know what I'm saying." Kurt responded with a snide grin.

"Okay too much information, let talk about my weekend I ended up going on a date." Jeff wriggled his eyebrows jokingly.

"I'm so interested tell me Jeff, how did that go?" Kurt said sarcastically.

"She was a bit odd, her name was Isabelle and all she wanted to do was touch my hair. She was a beauty student so she kept asking how I treat my hair I just…I think we're better off friends." He shrugged.

"Obviously." Kurt scoffed.

"Whatever I can't get a proper date around here it sucks."

"When in doubt switch teams." Kurt giggled.

"I..what?" Jeff stuttered.

"Jeff I was joking calm down."

"Oh ok cool. Blainey!" Jeff suddenly jumped from his seat. Kurt turned to see Blaine walking into the corridor; something was a bit off about how he looked.

"Hey Jeff. Hey Babe." He waved, he seemed very glum.

Kurt stood up gradually and examined him, his hair was a bit disheveled, he didn't bother to shave so he had a bit of five o'clock shadow and his emotions were just so easy to read.

"I was just telling Kurt about my very interesting date- Whoa someone forgot to shave! Looking a little less than dapper there Blaine." Jeff teased.

"Oh yeah I uh woke up a bit late…y'know I'm not a big fan of Mondays." Kurt could tell Blaine was lying, it was so obvious to comprehend.

"I get it dude I have to get going though I'm gonna be late for geometry." Jeff shrugged on his backpack and waved goodbye, leaving Kurt and Blaine alone.

"So what's your next class?" Blaine asked with a small huff.

"French, are you okay?" Kurt was truly worried Blaine was never like this in the entire span of them dating so it couldn't just be because it's Monday.

"You think you can skip it and come with me?" Blaine's voice was monotone he had no emotion or expression.

"Tell me what's wrong and I'll consider it." Kurt spoke softly.

"Kurt can we please not talk about it here? I just really need you right now, can we go to my car?" Blaine actually had tears forming in his eyes, this was serious.

"S-sure." Kurt was nervous.

[Oh please for the love of all that is righteous don't break up with me.]

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It was a quiet walk to the lot, Blaine didn't look at Kurt the entire time. When they finally got to Blaine's car Blaine began to sob uncontrollably.

"Blaine, baby, tell me what's wrong. I'm here." Kurt reached for his hand and grasped it tightly.

Every time Blaine opened his mouth to actually speak nothing but sobs came out. Until between loud sobs came words,

"K-k-kurt…she's gone…I m-miss h-her. Tod-day is the day she…she" Now Kurt understood completely. He should have known, his father acts the same way on the anniversary of his mother's death.

"Blaine its okay, she loved you so much. Her love is still here with you Blaine she never truly left." Kurt was now holding Blaine while he cried placing small kisses on his face trying to calm him down.

"Kurt, Kurt…w-will you come with m-me?" Blaine's tear filled eyes now peered into Kurt's sympathetic ones.

"Of course Blaine, I'll drive." He answered calmly.

Kurt knew how a day like this played out his, dad along with himself acted the same way. First you wake up and run through memories and remember the face you will never see again. Then you attempt to do your normal activities but the sadness and pain just stops you like you mind is just making you remember the great things about that person just to mess with you. The last thing you do is visit the loved one you lost and you just…cry, because that's all you can do.

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Kurt practically drove one handed, one hand steered the car while the other held on to Blaine's clammy hand. They sat is almost complete silence with the occasional sob and sniff from Blaine. Kurt didn't worry whether or not Mr. or Mrs. Anderson were home, Blaine needed to do this to feel somewhat relieved.

Once they finally pulled in they didn't see any other cars so Kurt turned off the car and looked over at Blaine.

"You ready to go in?" he asked softly while rubbing small circles in his palm. By now Blaine had his breathing under control but his eyes were still watery. Blaine simply nodded and gave a small sad smile.

When they got to the door Blaine fished the house key from his pants pocket, for some reason the key didn't go all the way into the lock. Blaine's face was now in a puzzled expression he tried to stick the key in once more and it still didn't go through. He was just about to start kicking the door out of pure anger but someone opened the door.

"Oh it's you why are you here?" Annette snarled.

"You know very damn well why I am here. Why the hell did he change the locks?" Blaine was completely growling.

"He didn't change them I did and I have no idea why you're here so just tell me." She smirked; she was trying to Blaine say it.

"Dammit move!" Blaine pushed past her and the door and began storming upstairs, Kurt ran after him.

"Isn't he in for a surprise?" Annette muttered to herself with a grin.

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"Blaine?" Kurt now stood in the hallway with all of the doors open to each room. He instinctively went towards the library he quickened his pace when he heard glass shatter.

"Blaine!" Kurt yelled as he stepped into the room, only to find Blaine knocking over a book shelf with multiple vases on top of it.

"Where is she?" Blaine screamed like he was in pain it was heart retching.

"Bla-" Kurt attempted to ask what's wrong before he caught a glimpse at the top of the fireplace; Blaine's mother was gone from her place. A second after Kurt noticed Blaine was rushing out of the room and downstairs.

"What did you do you horrid bitch?" Blaine yelled at Annette and was only centimeters away from her face.

"What do you mean?" She toyed.

"You know what the fuck I'm talking about! Where is she?" Blaine yelled with a venomous tone.

"Oh that, your father and I thought it would be better off at the beach house." She stated snidely and smirked, Kurt saw Blaine flinch when Annette referred to his mother as "it".

"You have no right-"

"I may not have the right but your father does!" At that Blaine got even closer almost nose to nose with Annette.

"You are nothing but a filler. Nothing but a warm body for my father to be next to. He will never love you as much as he loved my mother. My mother may not be here but she was better than you in very god damn conceivable way!" Blaine eyed Annette furiously, her eyes started to tear up and her bottom lip began to quiver. Suddenly Blaine reached for the chain that showed underneath her sweater, he ended up ripping it from her neck and storming out the door.

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Now Kurt and Blaine sat in the car in complete silence in the Dalton Academy parking lot. The entire ride back was silent as well the entire time Blaine shifted the pendant from one hand to another.

"I'm sorry." Blaine stated plainly as he simply looked ahead of him.

"Why are you sorry?" Kurt asked sweetly and looked at Blaine.

"Because Kurt I'm so…so damaged and I'm just bringing my problems into your life and you shouldn't have to worry about me constantly." Blaine sighed peering down at the necklace once more.

"Blaine just because you show emotion doesn't mean you damaged. You had every reason to be sad, angry, upset whatever. You have every right to feel that way today I understand. Look at me." Blaine hesitated for a second but turned to look at Kurt.

"Kurt I just…sometimes I don't understand what I did to deserve you truly. You should have someone who can actually be stable in stressful or upsetting times."

"Blaine I may seem all put together but I can assure you I have my moments. Like I said before there is nothing wrong with being emotional to be honest I like that about you. You get so passionate about certain things and I just love that. I love you Blaine, tears and all." Kurt smiled warmly and latched on to Blaine's free hand.

"M'so lucky." Blaine muttered as a single tear streaked down his cheek.

"We are both lucky." Kurt smiled.

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The boys skipped dinner that night and fell asleep in each other's arms and for once they were in Kurt's dorm. The next morning Blaine's phone alarm went off but they both ignored it and continued sleeping until Nick came into the room.

"Hey Blaine, Kurt, you guys have a visitor." He stated and chuckled at the couple.

"Mmm who is it?" Blaine mumbled into Kurt's hair.

"Blaine honey wakeup." It was Grandma Anderson.