June 1, 2012, 4:07 a.m.
My Life is Lived For You: Chapter 16
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I guess I'm kinda mad about you
I love you, I love you I do
Kurt's hearing waned as he woke up to Blaine's beautiful voice.
Love overcomes all of my senses
Lowers all of my defenses, yeah
And all of your faults vanish to a blind daze
Your bitterness erased by my sense of taste
And harsh words are deafened by love
Kurt slowly stirred in the bed and turned to see Blaine facing opposite to him, on the floor with guitar in hand, eyes closed, and enraptured in the song.
I love you completely
I couldn't be madder about you
I love you, I love you I do
I love you completely
There's nothin' I see bad about you
I love you, I love you I do
Kurt didn't want to stop him he sounded lovely and it was one of the best things he could wake up to.
Love welcomes me to every new day
The stars are all falling down my way, yeah
And all of the planets are lined in the sky
The lights are shining down upon you and I
My world is stricken by love
Blaine slowly opened his eye to automatically see Kurt laying on his side and just smiling at him.
"Sorry did I wake you up?" He asked sheepishly.
"Yes but don't be sorry the best thing for me is waking up with you. Keep going?" Kurt smiled and Blain returned with a grin. He scooted a bit closer to Kurt and began to strum his guitar once more.
Kiss me over and over forever and ever my love
Kiss me all over and over forever and ever my love yeah
The love I have for you
Makes me blind I can't see
The love I have for you
Cuts my throat I can't speak
The love I have for you makes me numb
I can't feel
The love I have for you makes me numb
I can't feel
But boy, oh boy, oh boy
I love you
Completely, yeah
Kurt reached out and traced Blaine's jaw line with his forefinger and inched his face closer to peck him on the lips, Blaine hummed in approval.
"Blaine Anderson you are perfect." Kurt whispered his hand still on Blaine's cheek.
"Not as perfect as you." Blaine's voice slightly cracks with emotion.
They stared at each other for a while taking in one another morning glow.
"I'm going to go run a bath and you better be ready to join me once I come back." Kurt smiled mischievously and stood up from the bed. He slowly sauntered towards the bathroom before shooting Blaine a quick smile and then slipping inside, shutting the door behind him.
Thank god for whoever thought students deserve en suite bathrooms.
Blaine put his guitar to the side and stood up from the floor. The first thing he removed was his shirt he then walked over to his desk and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. Slowly walking over and opening the window he put a cigarette in his mouth and slipped off his pants. He breathed in the fresh cloud of smoke as he lit the cigarette and watched it ghost from his lips out the window. Once the cigarette was almost burnt away Blaine took one last big inhale before throwing the bud out the window. He held in the contents at he pulled down his briefs once he was fully nude he blew rings of smoke out the window before shutting it.
Let me take you down, Cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields….
Blaine heard Kurt's sweet drift through the bathroom door, he walked over and opened the door to see Kurt sitting in the bathtub and smiling at him.
"Just gonna stand there?" He giggled from the tub. Blaine immediately walked over and stepped into the opposite side of the tub and slid down. His legs now intertwined with Kurt's, they sat for a few seconds the water was hot but not boiling. They both understood this moment wasn't to be sexual but to truly see each other and take one another in more.
I small smile tugged on the ends of Kurt's lips he slowly started to shift and slither over to Blaine. He put his warm wet hands on the sides of his neck and pulled him into a slow warm kiss. Once he pulled away he slid between Blaine's legs and rested his head on his tan chest. Blaine reached his hands up and ran them slowly down Kurt's sides; he took a second to examine his pale torso. The gold pendant he gave him stood out against his milky skin, he smiled as he realized Kurt hasn't gone a day without wearing one of the pendants.
"You really think I have poise?" Kurt whispered and set his hand on Blaine's forearm.
"You have a lot of qualities that I love Kurt, poise being one of them." Blaine replied sweetly and kissed the top of Kurt's hand. Kurt lent his head up and devoured Blaine's lips once more, reached up and ran his hand through Blaine's curls. Kurt pulled away a bit breathless,
"How can this be wrong?" he sighed his hand still enraptured in Blaine's hair.
"Because it's not, there is nothing wrong with this because it's love. No one and I mean no one can take this way from us Kurt I won't let it happen. They can't hurt what we have, they won't hurt me and they especially won't hurt you." Blaine replied softly and peppered kisses across Kurt's forehead.
"I love you so much Blaine." Kurt gave a small sob, just the thought of not being with Blaine made him upset.
"Kurt turn around and look at me." Blaine commanded sweetly. Kurt did so and now he was propped on his knees between Blaine's legs looking at him with teary eyes.
"Kurt I love you too, I love you so much it hurts. You are gorgeous, smart, and honest; hands down you are the best thing to walk into my life. I want so many things for you Kurt; I want so many things for us, together. I know it might be a bit early to say but I don't care….Kurt I want to marry you one day. I want to be with you as long as you will allow me to be, all I want is you. In no way is our love wrong if so I never ever want to be right." Blaine was looking deeply into Kurt's eyes as he spoke and emotion was just radiating off of him.
"Oh Blaine…" Kurt sighed before pulling him into a teary kiss.
The kiss got deeper and hotter by the second soon enough Blaine had his hands on Kurt's hips and Kurt was running his hands up and down his chest. Blaine was already half hard and then Kurt decided to start sucking on Blaine's pulse point, the swirl of Kurt's tongue was delectable. Blaine's finger tips dug a bit deeper into Kurt's hips when Kurt placed and a warm kiss on his right nipple.
"Kurt…" Blaine whimpered. Kurt snapped his head up; his eyes were dark and deep with true lust. Kurt pulled Blaine away from the tub wall to gain enough space so he could wrap his legs around Blaine's midsection.
"Bed." Kurt demanded, he didn't have to say so twice Blaine gripped his thighs and stood in the tub.
"I love you so much." Kurt sighed as Blaine carried him out of the bathroom still kissing along his jaw line. They were both fully hard now Blaine could feel Kurt's stunning erection tapping against his abdomen. When they reached Blaine's bed Blaine laid down first so Kurt could hover over him, Kurt started to kiss Blaine once more and started to simply thumb over Blaine's sensitive tip. Blaine mewled at the sensation and blindly reached over to his bedside table. He pulled out a single bottle of lube and a condom but instead of putting it aside he handed it to Kurt.
Kurt pulled out of the kiss confused,
"Blaine…wha-"
"I want you Kurt, I need you…in me." Blaine purred.
"A-are you sure?" Kurt was still a bit hesitant, Blaine always topped.
"Kurt I'm sure just...please." He whimpered and brought his hips up to meet Kurt's throbbing dick halfway. Kurt hissed at the shot of pleasure that bubbled in his stomach. Kurt kissed Blaine before pulling away and uncapping the bottle of lube, he squeeze a fair amount onto three fingers and rubbed them together to warm up the lube. Kurt looked up to find Blaine legs already spread and ready for Kurt's prepping. Kurt took his index finger and slid it between Blaine's cheeks; he rubbed small circles onto the ring of muscle. Blaine gasped in pleasure, Kurt gradually slipped the tip of his finger inside, and Blaine was insanely tight.
Kurt pushed further so he was knuckle deep in Blaine he slowly slid it out and put it back in.
"Mmm…Kurt." Blaine cried.
Kurt took that as a signal to add a second finger so he did, Blaine automatically yelped out his name. Kurt had now built up a rhythm and Blaine was clenching the sheets and moaning, and then Kurt go the idea to crook his fingers just a little bit.
"Ahm…ugh shit!…Kurt! I need…" Blaine yelped, Kurt started to repeatedly rub against that single spot. Kurt added one more finger and scissor them inside Blaine to help stretch, Blaine began to push down onto Kurt's fingers and it was obvious Blaine was more than ready. Kurt slowly slid his fingers out of the hot tightness of Blaine's body and reached for the condom.
Once the condom was on and he was lubed up Kurt tried to slither between Blaine legs but he whimper,
"No wait..." Kurt panicked when he said that, but it turns out Blaine wanted to be on all fours. Kurt took a deep breath and bent over to place a soft kiss on the shell of Blaine's ears.
"I trust you Kurt, I love you." He whispered and Kurt hummed in agreement.
Kurt pulled back and placed his dick at Blaine's entrance he, one last deep breath and slowly started to push in. He could have came the second the head was inside of Blaine; he was hot like a furnace and super tight.
"Kurt more...mmph...s'big." Blaine whimpered.
Kurt plunged a bit deeper and half of his shaft was now inside Blaine he stilled for a second to allow Blaine to adjust.
"Kurt please…m-move." Blaine cried out. Kurt started to pulse his hips forward and back slowly, the sensation was drool worthy.
"Kurt all- all I want is y-you." Blaine gasped out and pushed himself farther down on Kurt's length,
Blaine was practically begging for more so Kurt sped up his pace until he shifted just an inch and ended up hitting Blaine's prostate one again.
"Oh fuck…K-Kurt so fucking…ugh...so f-full!"
Kurt felt like he would combust any second with the sensation of Blaine around him along with Blaine's very encouraging words he was getting close. Blaine started to pump his self to match the pace of Kurt's hips; both of the boys were overwhelmed with pleasure.
"K-Kurt so good…umph babe. Ugh! I'm so f-fucking close." Blaine whined. Kurt was shocked at how loud and expressive Blaine was when he bottomed. Kurt quickly pulled out of Blaine, both whimpering at the lost feeling, but Kurt immediately flipped Blaine on his back and entered him again.
"Kurt ah!" Kurt was basically slamming into Blaine's prostate over and over again. And then they both felt it, the warmth shooting through their abdomens and their balls tightening.
"Ahh f-fuck Kurt! L-love..." Blaine shouted at he came all over his stomach; Kurt fallowed suit and slammed one last time before he spilled into the condom. Blaine shot up and pulled Kurt into a hot sloppy kiss to ease each other through the aftershocks.
"I love you…" Blaine breathed shallowly.
"I fucking love you too." Kurt whispered.