May 27, 2013, 2:24 a.m.
Let Me Love You: Apologies
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Kurt stayed in his room the entire night. When his dad got home and came and checked on him he said that he had a headache and was just trying to sleep it off. His dad believed him and left him alone for the night.
He layed there and thought about the events that took place that day. Blaine scared him and lost his temper with him, the man he loved had hurt him. All Kurt wanted was to apologize and Blaine just brushed him off wanted nothing to do with him. But than he did the same thing, he brushed him off when he wanted to talk. He felt like such a hypocrite, but at the same time he just needed a little time by himself to think. Maybe Blaine just needed time to when He was pushing him to talk earlier.
It didn't matter though, he had no right to yell at him. Blaine made a mistake, and he even came to apologize as soon as it happened. We all make mistakes, Kurt knew he wasn't perfect. Was this one mistake worth losing the best thing that has ever happened to him? Would he be okay with giving up on the man that he loves without letting them discuss it first? His answer was no to every question. The thought with living a life without Blaine was unimaginable. Just thinking about it broke his heart.
He needed to see, Blaine, glancing at the clock it was already 12:30 in the morning, his dad was asleep. He couldn't wait until school in the morning he needed to see him now. He packed a bag of clothes quickly and made sure he had all his school stuff, and quietly snuck up the stairs. He wrote his dad a letter, hoping that he didn't wake up earlier than he usually did and discover Kurt gone.
Hey dad, I forgot to tell you that I had to leave early today, I have a huge group project due at the end of the week and my group is a little bit behind so we decided to meet early today before school, I love you and I will see you later.
Kurt
He was able to sneak out of the house undetected. The drive to Blaines seemed to take forever, he decided to park his car a few blocks away. He wasn't sure if any questions there students knew where Blaine lived, and didn't want to take the chance of anyone recognizing his car in the middle of the night at his teachers house.
He quietly knocked on the door and waited a few minutes, but heard nothing coming from the inside. Blaine was probably asleep but this couldn't wait until morning. So he started knocking loud. He probably knocked for about fifteen minutes when he finally heard movement coming from the other side, when the door slowly opened.
"Ku--Kurt, what are you doing here?" Blaine asked in a sleepy voice.
"Can I come in?"
"Of course," he said asked he moved out of the way allowing Kurt to come in.
"Is everything okay?"
"Blaine I--we need to talk," tears gathering in the corner or his eyes.
"Kurt, please, please don't do this. Baby don't leave me, I am so sorry, I never meant to scare you, it will never happen again. Please--" he couldn't even finish his sentence, he began sobbing.
Blaine thought he was breaking up with him. He walked over to Blaine and pulled him into a hug. Blaine clung on to him, and kept whispering over and over again, "please I'm sorry, don't leave me."
"Blaine, hey Shhh. I'm not leaving you, I could never leave you. I'm sorry I should have phrased that better."
"You're not?" he sniffled.
"No I'm not, I just wanted to talk about what happened today, it can't happen again."
"God Kurt, I know. I am so sorry baby, I never meant to yell at you. I was just so tired. I was up all night worried about you, and on top of no sleep, and I know that isn't an excuse, but you have to believe me when I say that I'm so sorry."
"I know you are, and I'm sorry too. I didn't deliberately disobey you, I just didn't realize how tired I was."
"I know sweetheart, and to be honest, after I thought about it, I was actually happy that you got a good night sleep."
"Blaine when I do something wrong I need you to talk to me about it, you can just blow me off, it's worse than a punishment. It makes me feel--not wanted. Just please don't shut me out again. And please don't ever yell at me like that again. You scared me today, and out of everybody your the last person that I want to be scared of."
"Oh baby, please don't ever be scared of me. I promise from now on we will, discuss everything. If I need a fee minutes to cool down, than I'll tell you okay."
"Okay."
Blaine rested his head on Kurts, "I love you sweetheart, so much, I thought I almost lost you," he whispered.
"I love you too, and you didn't I'm right here."
Both had un shed tears in their eyes. Blaine leaned in wanting to kiss Kurt, but stopped just before their lips touched waiting for permission from Kurt.
Kurt took the hint, and closed the distance between them. The minute their lips touched it was like a promise of a new beginning. Kurt couldn't imagine never being able to do this again. This is where he belonged.
Kurt deepened the kiss, grabbing the back of Blaines head pulling him in closer. Soon it was too much teeth and too much tongue. Blaine pulled away and attached himself to Kurts neck. Biting and licking. Kurt bucked his hips in response, getting a moan from Blaine.
"Fuck Kurt, what do you want baby?"
"I want you, Sir." He said bucking into Blaine again.
"You already have me sweetheart, be more specific."
"Fuck me, Sir, please I need you right now."
"Bedroom?"
"I can't wait that long, right here, fuck me against the wall, please Sir."
"Strip Kurt, I'll be right back."
Kurt stripped his clothes off so fast, throwing them on the floor not caring where they landed. He leaned back against the wall and slowly started stroking himself, waiting for Blaine to come back.
Blaine came back in naked, and holding a bottle of lube. "Stop Kurt no touching, it's mine," He growled.
He walked over to Kurt, fingers already lubed, "Turn around and face the wall, hands against the wall don't move them."
Once Kurt had turned around, Blaine wasted no time, he shoved two fingers into Kurt and dint give him time to adjust. He quickly started a fast pace open Kurt up quickly. He needed to be inside of him, he needed to claim him.
"Fuck, Sir, so good, right there, harder," He moaned.
"Fuck Kurt your so beautiful, so hot, cant wait to be inside of you,"
"Sir please get inside me now, I'm ready."
Blaine knew Kurt needed to be stretched a bit more, but neither of them could wait any longer, Kurt needed to feel him just as much he needed to feel Kurt. He pulled out his fingers, "Turn around," he said into Kurts ear.
He lifted Kurt up and pushed him against the wall. Kurt wrapped his legs around Blaine. He lined himself up with Kurts entrance and slammed himself into him.
"FUCK!" Kurt screamed.
Blaine stilled his movements, giving Kurt time to adjust. "God baby your so tight not going to last."
He grabbed Kurts hands and held them above his head.
"Sir please move, do something."
Blaine knew neither one of them would last, but he didn't care. The need to feel one another was too much. He fucked into Kurt, hard and fast, He doesn't think he has ever heard Kurt so vocal before.
"Shit Kurt I'm going to come."
"Me too," Kurt got out.
Blaine reached between them and starting jerking Kurt off in time with his thrusts. A half dozen thrusts later and Blaine was coming into Kurt, Kurt releasing himself just after, both moaning each others names.
Blaine pulled out and both slide down to the floor exhausted and spent.
"God, I love you" Blaine said pulling Kurt into him.
"I hate fighting with you but the make up sex is hot," he started laughing.
"i agree but let's not make it a habit, what's with the bag?" He said noticing the bag at the door.
"Oh, I immediately, figured I could just crash here tonight and go to school from here since it's already so late."
"Of course you can baby, but what about your dad?"
"I left him a note, telling him that I had to leave early to work on a project, I hate lying to him but I had to see you, it couldn't wait."
"It's okay sweetheart, I understand, but let's clean up and get to bed, we have to get up in about four hours."
Kurt groaned, "I'm going to be so tired tomorrow, cant we just call in sick?" he pouted.
"Nice try, your cute but you know we can't. The exhaustion will be worth it though." He said helping Kurt up.
"Yea it will be."
After they were finished cleaning up they got into bed, wrapping themselves around each other, exhaustion taking over and sleep coming quickly.