29th of March

I’m exhausted.

Haven't slept for five days. (Or nights, but you know, days just sounds better.)

I’m used to go a longer period of time without any sleep, but then it’s on my own terms. Then it’s because I choose not to sleep or because I’m just not tired.

But now I’m exhausted and I still can’t sleep. It’s freaking frustrating.

It’s like, just as I’ve fallen asleep, I wake up and I have no idea why. Usually it’s because I’m in some sort of pain, but now, there really isn’t any reason.

I’m sorry…

I’m just tired.. And cold. And alone.

I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be complaining.

But it’s freaking hard not to sometimes…