Landon stayed over that night. He fell asleep instantly, one arm tight around Blaine, but this time around his stomach. Blaine was scared, and he couldnt sleep. He didnt want to lie to Landon or his child. But he doesnt want to tell his kid and I guess boyfriend about the fact that Landon isnt the father. Most people wouldnt even consider it, theyd forget about Kurt instantly, I mean youd imagine this isnt the first time this has happened. But Blaine couldnt ever even try to forget. Thats just how hes like. Most people dont remember but Blaine remembered that Kurt is a person with feelings and he must hate doing what hes doing. How does one even become a prostitute? Blaine was starting to drowse to sleep. His eyelids felt so much heavier. It wasnt until soon after until he fell asleep.

Blaine opened his eyes. It was still dark out, and Landon still had one arm around his stomach. He looked at what was in front of him. "Kurt." Kurt smiled. Blaine has seen Kurts smile but not like this. It was warm and so so cute. He smiled back. "You understand me... Dont you Blaine?" Kurt said. He was kneeling in front of Blaines side of the bed. "I do. I know youre a real person who just wants to be loved." Blaine said trying to sit up but is held down by Landons arm. "Dont wake him. I dont want to be loved by anyone. I want to be loved by you. Only you. Why else am I always coming back? Why else did I take care of you when you were throwing up. I made it all better just like I promised." Blaine looked at him. The only reason Blaine liked this idea was because he was special to someone who doesnt have anything special. Everything Kurt said made sense. Even at 2 AM. He also liked the idea of the real father being around. He also liked the idea of Kurt. Kurt laid his head next to Blaines and started stroking his cheeks. "But you and me cant be together until you get rid of him." He said nodding towards Landon. "I will. I promise." Blaine said quickly. "I know you will. I love you Blaine. So much." Blaines eyes started watering, the words felt so juicy, plus you know pregnancy hormones. "I love you too."

Blaines eyes opened to a pair of lips on his temples. "Hey baby." He looked in front of him hoping to find Kurt. He turned around and saw Landon instead. Something inside him sunk. "Hey...babe..." Blaine said awkwardly. It felt weird saying that to him knowing the only reason hes allowed to is because hes pregnant with a child that doesnt even belong to Landon. "How are you feeling?" Landon asked, sitting up. Blaine got on his back and stared at the ceiling. "Hungry." He rubbed his stomach. He was only 3 weeks in, so he had about another 4 weeks before the real symptoms come in, about 5 weeks before he starts showing. Landon got up. "Ill make you something. We all know Im the best cook ever. Ill make you your favorite-"

"No just make me a lot of food. I dont really care what just as long as theres a lot of it."

Landon looked at Blaine. "...okay" he left to the kitchen. Blaine had to tell him. If not for the baby then for Kurt. Most people couldnt understand why Kurt means so much to Blaine. He just does. He really did make Blaine feel better, and he was the father of his child. Blaine couldnt help it. There was something about him that just made Blaine... Whole. Something Landon never had, or no one Blaine had ever met. He never could put his finger on it but it was there. And Blaine had to just trust his gut this time as oppose to what everyone else says. He knew Kurt didnt love him. Blaine never understood how this while thing shouldve worked out. He couldnt accept it either. Blaine bet Kurt had never dealt with this before. Okay yeah, maybe never in his life has he gotten a man pregnant and then the man asked him to raise it with him. But Blaine thinks things happen for a reason. He got out of bed and walked into the kitchen. Landon has listened well. He was frying bacon, and making pancakes and there were eggs already on a plate and there was toast in the toaster. The pie from the fridge was out and he was baking cinnamon rolls from a can. Landon looked up from the stove. "Oh hi. I didnt know what you wanted so I just made everything in your fridge I could. Hope you dont mind." Blaine looked at all the food and his mouth starting watering. God he was hungry. "Uh... I dont mind... God all this looks great. So...good..." Blaines mind started wondering into all of the food. God he was so hungry. "I know you might not remember but on our first date I cooked for you and I got a little over confident in my cooking and I burned it all and it was so late we had to eat burned chicken and pasta. I mean, the food wasnt the only thing we tasted that night." Blaine smiled and sat down at the kitchen table. "Yeah I remembered. We... Uh... Had our first kiss because we didnt want to eat the food. I remember..." Blaine felt so guilty. God he hated lying. He was terrible at it. Landon walked over at Blaine and set the plate in front of him. He sat down next to him. "The cinnamon rolls are almost done. Just a little while longer." Landon was silent as Blaine devoured his food. "I know this seems weird. You think Im only back because theres a baby involved. Im not going to lie, if you werent pregnant I mightve not come back. But you are. Your holding MY baby." Blaine flinched when he said "my". He couldnt stand lying to him. But isnt this what he wanted? Thats why he got knocked up in the first place. Because he just wanted Landon back. And all of a sudden he doesnt want him. He would be lying if he said this doesnt have to do with Kurt. He wanted him, so badly and he couldnt even know why if he tried. And he has been. "But Im back now and I wont ever leave." Blaine swallowed some egg. "I thought you said you didnt love me." He said looking at Landon, with a perched eyebrow. The oven dinged. "The cinnamon rolls." He said and got up. Blaine looked at his food, well what was left of it. He wish he could just say it. But the last time Blaine had a memory of that happening it was when Landon broke up with him. Landon came back with a hot cinnamon roll on a plate with a fork. "Here you go." He placed in it front of Blaine. Blaine started at it. God it looked great. Blaine didnt spare it. When he was licking the icing off his fingers Landon was watching him. "I love you. So much. I almost forgot how much I do." Landon said. Blaine smiled at him. This day seemed to go so painstakingly long yet everything seemed to be going so fast. God this was going to be a long day. 

It was the time Blaine was praying for: time to go to sleep. He knew he had to tell Landon. There was no stopping that but he wasnt ready.

 Blaine changed into his pajamas, and Landon did the same. He watched Landon changing, not because it turned him on or anything but because he was so used to it. Watching his movements but not seeing them. It was different now. They got under the covers except Landon didnt take his new position of cradling Blaines stomach. He was on his side looking at Blaine. Blaine looked at him. "Yes?" Blaine asked.

"Can I see your stomach?" Landon asked. 

God...

 "I havent started showing yet. Ive only been pregnant for like less than 3 weeks. Theres absolutely nothing there. Nothing at all. Except for my fat of course." Blaine said turning to look at Landon. "I want to see your stomach. Please?" Landon had these eyes, you see. They could trick your mind so easily its scary. They could trick you into thinking hes not lying or he didnt do something. But their main talent was getting what Landon wanted. Blaine sighed. He threw the covers off of him, and pulled his shirt up. Landon shimmied until his face was right at Blaine stomach. God this was weird. "Landon... How bad have you wanted a kid?" Landon looked up from Blaines stomach. "So badly. Thats why I got so excited. Im gonna be a dad. And with you too. Im just so happy. I guess one of the main reasons Im excited is because you know it has MY genes. And its going to look like me. Most gay couple use a surrogate and the baby sometimes doesnt look shit like one or the other. So Im happy." Landon started kissing Blaines stomach. He rested his head on it. Blaine looked at him. Landon got up and laid down next to Blaine, taking his new position. They turned off the lights and Blaine was staring into plain darkness. Landon rested his head in the crook of Blaines neck. "Hey... Who was your friend? The one you had to talk alone with."

Blaine was silent. This was it. "Hes Kurt."

Landon didnt say anything for a while but he eventually broke the silence. "Well he was a colorful character. I mean those clothes. Who would wear them?" Blaine wanted to..."Hes a nice guy." ... He wouldnt dare..." Well he doesnt seem like it." Landon responded. 

"Hes the father." Blaine said barely over a whisper. 

Landon was silent. Completely silent. Blaine was too afraid to say anything. So they just laid there. No one said a word. Blaine thought for a moment, Landon fell asleep but he could still feel movement. How could anyone sleep after that. Landon finally got out from the covers, and left the bed. Blaine didnt chase after him, he didnt want to, he just wanted to be alone. But after about 3 weeks ago, he would never be alone again. 

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