March 25, 2012, 1:01 p.m.
A Boy Like That: Chapter 11
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Two weeks ago Kurt would've never guessed he'd be feeling like this. He would've never even thought about the possibility of being this happy. He was no longer bullied; he had made friends that understood him, sometimes even more than he understood himself; he had a boyfriend. He had an amazing, beautiful, caring boyfriend. And Kurt was his.
They hadn't kissed since that first time at the Lima Bean. It wasn't that Kurt didn't want to; he just wanted to take things slowly. He really didn't want to screw everything with Blaine. His mind had everything played out very clear whereas his body didn't. Every time Blaine's hand brushed any part of Kurt's body he would shiver and blush, but never made an attempt to kiss or touch Blaine, besides the usual hand or shoulder squeezing. Neither had Blaine, which discouraged him to move forward.
'It's obvious he doesn't find me interesting… at least in that way. Ugh, I have as much sex appeal as a baby penguin' he thought as he made his way to the Warbler's common room where they usually rehearsed. A few afternoons ago at the Lima Bean, Blaine had convinced him of auditioning.
'Come on Kurt! It will be fun! The guys already love you and you are a pretty good singer. You'd be a great addition to the Warblers. Aren't you tired of all the notes Wes has been passing through your door?' Blaine laughed. 'The Warblers need a countertenor, the Warblers need you!' he said mockingly. 'And besides…' his voice lowered till he said no more.
'What's up Blaine? Is that the whole bunch of reasons why you want me to audition?' Kurt enquired, knowing that Blaine was leaving something aside.
'No, of course not' he said, thoughtful. He looked Kurt straight in the eye. 'This would be j-just another excuse t-to… spendmoretimewithyou' he stumbled through his words as he blushed and lowered his gaze.
'Oh' he managed to say as Blaine caught his eyes. A second later, Blaine stared at the other boy's lips. Kurt felt nervous and tried his best not to yell at the feeling of the moment. 'It's settled. I'm going to be a part of the Dalton Academy Warblers'.
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As Kurt was approaching the choir room, he heard a voice. A voice he would distinguish anywhere, anytime.
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Blaine's singing was unique. He would pour the last drop of his soul into the song, making you feel what he was feeling.
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Kurt was mesmerized by the way he moved, the way he closed his eyes and drift into the melody. He felt the notes as if they were hitting his nerves. Kurt was jealous thinking that he would never be able to transmit all that feelings and be as amazing as his boyfriend was. Immediately, as Blaine caught sight of Kurt, smiling as he sang the last phrase, his jealousy turned to pride. He was proud of Blaine, proud of being with him, proud of calling him his boyfriend.
I just want you to know who I am
'Spying are we?' Blaine said, closing the distance between them, but not as close enough as Kurt would've wanted.
'I just wanted to know what I'm up against in the auditions' Kurt said, bending towards the grand piano.
'I'm not auditioning. I'm kind of… well the male lead' Blaine said as he mockingly rearranged his tie.
'Yes, I know that! But when I get into the Warblers I need to eliminate my competition towards the top of the heap. Sorry, Mr… Anderson, right?' he blinked fast, making Blaine blush.
'Oh, so you think you can eliminate me? You don't know which my kryptonite is yet, so… I think you can just give up'
'You have a kryptonite?'
'Everyone does, Mr. Hummel. I'm amazed you don't'
'Who says I don't? If I were to tell you, you'd be at great risk. You may get killed, ' Or kidnapped, I haven't decided yet.' Kurt loved flirting with Blaine. He liked the way both their bodies reacted, getting closer and closer, just to the point of Kurt hyperventilating. Unconsciously, Kurt licked his lips.
'You are killing me' Blaine blurted, moving forward, looking straight to Kurt's lips. 'I would love to be kidnapped by you'.
'Oh, really?' Kurt knew this was the moment. He wanted to kiss Blaine so bad, the last time at the Lima Bean had been one of the greatest experiences in his life. But Blaine had started it; he wanted to make the first move this time. Apparently, his mind and his body had made an agreement. 'I will add that to my bucket list, just above this' he finished his sentence as he met Blaine's lips in a feverish but sweet kiss.
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Kurt's lips were tender against his, although he could feel the rush and desire flowing through them. They parted in search for air and met again in a passionate kiss. Blaine's tongue tried to enter Kurt's mouth, finding no resistance.
'He tastes like… home'. Blaine thought as he explored Kurt's mouth. His hands were fighting the urge to touch Kurt, to give him comfort in every human way possible. Kurt didn't seem to have the same problem.
Kurt's hands, soft as cotton, had a tight grip in Blaine's curly hair, every now and then pulling Blaine's head back. He moaned in Kurt's mouth.
'I-is everything o-o-kay?' Kurt asked. Blaine crashed his lips to Kurt's as an answer.
Soon, the kiss started to decrease in fever and increase in love, if that was even possible. They parted but Kurt didn't take his hands from Blaine's shoulders, where they had been resting for the last couple of minutes. They kept silent, just drinking in one another.
'Am I a good kisser?' Kurt suddenly asked.
'No' Blaine answered. Kurt dropped his hands to his sides, taking one step back, as if to leave. 'You are a tremendous kisser' Blaine said, grabbing Kurt's hand and pulling him into a bone-breaking hug.
'Seriously?' Kurt asked against Blaine's neck.
'Why are you so self-conscious? Where is the Kurt I know?'
'Right here, Blaine. But… I-I…'
'What's wrong?' Blaine asked, grabbing Kurt by the shoulders.
'I feel like I have as much sex appeal as a baby penguin'.
Hadn't Blaine showed Kurt how much he moved him? How he couldn't keep his thoughts together whenever he found himself in the middle of the hallway, still sensing Kurt's perfume, whenever he opened his notebooks and books and found little drawings Kurt had left there, or whenever he listened to the sound of his voice?
'I feel like a lousy boyfriend, Kurt' Blaine sighed, staring at Kurt. 'Haven't you noticed what you do to me?' He moved forward, grabbing Kurt's face, caressing his cheek with his thumb. As he was about to kiss Kurt, the Warblers stumbled in.
'Oh, the lovely birds!'
'Are we interrupting something?'
'There you go, Hummel!'
'Whooo Anderson is getting some!'
The Warblers were howling and Kurt blushed head to toes. They broke apart. Blaine suddenly had an idea. Kurt waved goodbye to the Warblers and made his way to the door but Blaine quickly grabbed his hand, squeezing it and caressing his knuckles. Kurt looked completely lost.
'Well, as we all know, tomorrow are the auditions. We are all very excited to welcome new members to the group! But, today, if the council allows me, I would like to sing something I've been preparing' Blaine said. He wanted Kurt to stay; he wanted him to listen to the song, and understand what Blaine was feeling. 'I would like Kurt to stay, if it's alright'.
Wes and David nodded and let the floor to Blaine. He loosened up his tie, messed up his hair and slightly opened his shirt. He knew what this would do to Kurt; he had dreamt of Kurt doing this and knew what it did to him. He snapped his fingers as three Warblers stood behind him.
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Kurt's heart started beating faster and faster, as Blaine messed up his hair and stood there, sexy as ever. Blaine was standing right in front of Kurt as the song started.
Sugar
mmm ... ooh
Kurt was already lost, completely. He tried to think about something else other than his beautiful boyfriend… moaning.
He's so nervous avoiding all his questions
His lips are dry, his heart is gently pounding
Don't you just know exactly what they're thinking?
'He just said, he. OH MY GOD. Stop Kurt, Stop thinking about this. Baby penguin, baby penguin, baby penguin'
Come on, sugar, let me know
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on, honey, tell me so
'I WANT YOU. I DO! I DO! Oh god, this is not you Kurt. Think of the mailman story Finn told you'
Come on, honey, let's spend the night together
Now hold on a minute before we go much further
Give me a dime so I can phone my mother
They catch a cab to his high rise apartment
At last he can tell him exactly what his heart meant
Slowly the Warblers started exiting the room, leaving just both of them. Blaine danced his way to Kurt, singing straight to him, never letting his eyes wonder anywhere but him. Kurt was sweating. And he never, ever, sweats.
'Cause at last he's got his girl home
Relax, baby, now we are alone
If you want my body and you think I'm sexy
Come on, honey, tell me so
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on, sugar, let me know
If you want my bo-
Suddenly Blaine's singing was cut by Kurt's lips and Kurt's hands and Kurt's everything. He felt they weren't close enough, even though they looked like one person. He tangled his fingers with Blaine's as his other hand caressed his back and his neck. He broke the kiss but never leaving Blaine's skin. He kissed his way to Blaine's neck and back to his lips. Blaine did the same, but he spent some time sucking and biting a spot which made Kurt shiver and moan. 'That will leave a mark' Kurt thought as he felt Blaine's wet mouth in his again.
'Oh God… Kurt. This is what you do to me' Blaine said, between moans and growls. 'I-I like you Kurt, god I really do'
Kurt smiled in Blaine's mouth as he kissed him harder; trying to transmit everything he was feeling in the moment. Blaine sucked into Kurt's bottom lip, making Kurt's stomach twirl.
'Do ya think I'm sexy, Mr. Hummel?'
'God, yes, ' he answered as he moved his lower body touching Blaine's. He suddenly felt conscious about what he was doing. They weren't there yet. He couldn't tell Blaine he was scared, he would seem like a child. He was feeling too much for him. It had only been two weeks, for Christ Sake! 'The most amazing, happiest and brightest two weeks of my life'. What if he was bad at that? Would Blaine take him anyway? Rachel's face appeared in his head.
'We need to… Um, Blaine… god…' he said between kisses. 'We need to stop' Blaine looked at him, taking a step back, only to give Kurt space but never letting go of his hands. He looked so afraid. 'I can't- I can't do this' he loosened Blaine's tight grip and ran towards the door, feeling his eyes being filled up with tears. He didn't turn back. Not even when he heard Blaine's crying. 'Kurt!'