The next two weeks flew by for Blaine and I. The first thing was that Pavarotti died. I was devastated. Blaine was there for me during my grief and I held a funeral. I sang ‘Blackbird’ by the Beatles, which Blaine told me, was so beautiful. We also went to support the New Directions at their Night of Neglect. I was a bit confused why they were holding it in the first place and why Rachel kept texting me saying it was the perfect opportunity for her as she was a neglected artist. She had also repeatedly text me about singing ‘My Heart Will Go On’ by Celine Dion dedicated to Finn. Blaine and I had both been confused by her choice but no matter what we said, she insisted that she was a neglected artist and the song was about neglect. Blaine and I had decided to let that one slide. The Night of Neglect had been nice to go to. I had seen all my friends again and was pleased to see Holly Holiday again. She gave me a hug once she saw me and we had a little chat about life. I was surprised to learn she was dating Mr Schuester and was surprised no one had mentioned it. When Miss Holiday said she had been on five dates with him my jaw nearly dropped. I felt like I had been on a million dates with Blaine when Miss Holiday was proud she had managed five. Then again, I knew she liked to keep things fresh so maybe it was good that she had been on five dates with the same man. The rest of the Night of Neglect had been interesting. We had had a run in with Karofsky; involving Blaine and him almost fighting then Santana turning up to get involved. Sunshine’s Twitter followers hadn’t turned up so it had just been Blaine, me and some hecklers that Coach Sylvester had demanded attend in the audience. The best point of the night was definitely when Mercedes blew everyone away by singing ‘Ain’t No Way’.
I was sitting in the Dalton senior common room with my feet in Blaine’s lap as I read ‘Catching Fire’ by Suzanne Collins, the second book in the Hunger Games trilogy. As we had unfortunately lost at Regionals, the Warblers didn’t have to work on any set lists for any major competitions. The next big gig the club had was at an old people’s retirement house in Columbus the following month so we had a while to plan. The Warbler Council didn’t want to get stressed out when we only had one song to sing; maybe two if we were lucky. They already had a basic idea of what we were going to sing. Blaine occasionally gave my foot a squeeze or a gentle rub as he read ‘Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix’ for the millionth time. We both really wanted to go to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter in the summer holidays but knew it was more of a fantasy. I glanced up at my book to see Blaine staring intensely at the pages of his book. I smiled to myself, wondering how every little thing made me fall more in love with Blaine than ever before. My eyes wandered around the room as I took in the other Warblers. Wes and David were playing chess while the rest seemed to be on their phones, listening to music or reading. My eyes landed on Blaine to find him looking at me with a smile on his face. He winked at me before returning his eyes back to a magical world. I returned to the world of Katniss Everdeen and District Twelve. There was a knock on the door, causing all the Warblers to lift their heads slightly in the direction. The door opened and there stood the Headmaster’s secretary.

She glanced around the room until her eyes landed on me, “Kurt Hummel? You need to come to reception immediately. It’s something to do with your father.”

My heart stopped at her words. The last time I had been called out by a teacher or member of staff was when my father had had a heart attack and was lying in a coma in the hospital; not knowing when he would wake up. I couldn’t breathe. I felt the book drop from my hands. My eyesight blurred as I continued to stare at the secretary, unblinking. I couldn’t process the fact that there was a possibility that something had happened to my father.

“Kurt? Kurt! Shit! Kurt baby? I think he’s having a panic attack,” I heard a distant voice say. I obviously recognised it as Blaine’s as I could pick out his voice from anywhere.

I felt a hand on my face and another hand hold one of mine, “Kurt baby deep breaths. You need to calm down. Your Dad is fine. Miss Morrison just said that your father is here to see you. I know she phrased it badly but please calm down baby. Deep breaths my love. You can do this.”

As soon as I heard the words about my father being fine, my chest loosened and I felt able to breathe. I slowly got my vision back and was immediately met by a pair of concerned hazel eyes staring into mine. I saw the other Warblers and Miss Morrison all gathered round, looking anxious and worried.

“Oh Kurt love, I was so worried!” Blaine exclaimed as he rested his forehead against mine.

I let out a relieved sigh, “I’m sorry baby. I just was worried about my Dad.”

I saw Miss Morrison step forward, “I’m so sorry Kurt. I didn’t mean for it to sound negative. But you do have to come to reception. Your father is waiting for you.”

Any relief I felt drained out of me at the realisation that my father was waiting for me. It wasn’t that I wasn’t happy to see him; it was the fact my Dad had come all the way to Dalton to tell me something. He couldn’t wait until I was home or tell me on the phone. It was obviously urgent.

Blaine realised my dilemma, kissed my cheek and whispered, “Courage.”

I squeezed his hand in return before getting up and slowly making my way out of the senior common room, followed by Miss Morrison. I couldn’t figure out what my Dad would want to talk to me about. Maybe something had happened to Carole or Finn. My heart clenched at the thought. Maybe he had come to tell me then take me to a hospital. I quickly shook the thoughts out of my mind. I needed to remain strong, no matter what my Dad was going to say. As I followed Miss Morrison through the hallways of Dalton Academy, I caught sight of my Dad sitting down on one of the sofas in reception, staring into space with a look of annoyance on his face.

“Mr Hummel,” Miss Morrison called out to alert my Dad of our presence, “I have your son Kurt here.”

Miss Morrison turned around and walked off as I made my way over to my Dad. He jumped up and immediately pulled me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around my Dad and hugged him back. I hadn’t seen him in a week so had missed him. We eventually pulled around and Dad led me to the sofa, settling down next to me. I stared at him, waiting for the reason whatever it was why he was here in Westerville rather than Lima.

Dad cleared his throat, “I guess you’re wondering why I’m here.”

I nodded, “That would be correct.”

He chuckled softly before looking me in the eye, “I got a call today from Principal Figgins.”

I frowned at my Dad. That was something I wasn’t expecting at all.

“So everyone is okay?” I asked feeling relieved.

Dad nodded, “I know you were probably worried when that woman came to your Warbler practice and I’m sorry for that. I just had to talk to you about this straight away; face to face. Principal Figgins called to set up a meeting tomorrow between you, me, himself, Mr Schuester with... Paul and David Karofsky.”

I just stared at my Dad in absolute horror. Why was my old Principal calling for a meeting between my ex bully and me? I had seen Karofsky only a week ago and he was throwing homophobic slurs at me; even ending up in a physical fight with my boyfriend.

Dad took my hand and squeezed it, “Bud I know it’s a lot to take in...”

“Why is this meeting taking place?” I interrupted, “Why does Karofsky want to talk to me?”

“It seems he wants to apologise,” Dad informed me, “Apparently he appealed to the New Directions under the guidance of your friend Santana about wanting to reach out to you. Principal Figgins immediately agreed, setting up this opportunity tomorrow. I think the main thing is that Santana did this as she and the other members of the Glee club want you back at McKinley. How do you feel?”

His words confused me, “I don’t know to be honest. I love it here at Dalton but I also loved it at McKinley; despite the constant bullying. Can we afford Dalton? Dad I need you to be perfectly honest.”

Dad once again squeezed my hand, “Son we can afford it. I’m not lying to you to make you feel better. I have enough money that I could buy for Finn to go here, but I doubt he’d want to. There is enough money for you to finish your junior year and your senior year. It’s all good kiddo. The decision to stay at Dalton or return to McKinley if you believe Karofsky’s apology is entirely up to you.”

“Right...” I paused, trying to get my thoughts together, “I guess I’ll go to the meeting tomorrow and listen to what Karofsky has to say. I can’t guarantee what I’m going to do but I’ll hear him out.”

Dad smiled at me, “That’s what I thought you’d say. Just remember kiddo, I’ll love you no matter you decide. I’m so proud of you for taking the time to listen to a boy who tormented you apologise.”

I smiled back at Dad, “I love you too.”

“I should probably let you get back to your Warbler practice. Hang on, what are you practising for? I know you came second in Regionals even though I think you should have won,” Dad asked.

I chuckled slightly, “We’re deciding what to sing at an old people’s retirement home.”

Dad just stared at me before laughing, “Well that certainly seems important. I’ll let you get back to that. I am sorry I worried you when you were called out of practice.”

I shook away his apology, “It’s okay. It just startled me and the last time I was called out of class was because I had to be told about your heart attack.”

Dad looked horrified, “Oh Kurt I am sorry.”

“It’s okay Dad. Blaine calmed me down and Miss Morrison told me you were here to see me,” I explained.

My Dad stood up and pulled me to my feet, pulling me into a tight embrace. I immediately hugged him back and we stood still for a few moments, wrapped up in one another’s embrace.

Dad pulled back and rested his hands on my shoulder, “I’ll always be here for you Kurt. I don’t want you to worry again like that. It’s my job to worry about you.”

“I won’t worry about you when you eat all the healthy food you’re supposed to,” I replied jokingly.

Dad laughed slightly, “I love you kiddo. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

“I love you too Dad,” I replied, “I don’t know what I’d do without you either.”

“Hey hey let’s not think about that. Happy thoughts son. Right I’d better get back to the tire shop. I’ll speak to you later or I’ll see you tomorrow. Are you going to drive back?” Dad asked as we walked towards the doors of Dalton Academy.

“Yeah I’ll drive back. There’s no point of you coming all the way here then driving back to Lima when I have a car,” I replied.

Dad nodded, “Okay kiddo, I’ll speak to you later. I love you.”

I smiled, “I love you too Dad. Bye.”

Dad and I hugged briefly again before he turned and walked out the doors. I watched him go and smiled when he turned back to wave at me again. I waved back before shutting the doors. I took a deep breath as I started to make my way back to the senior common room. How was I going to tell Blaine about this? What would everyone think? If I stayed at Dalton, the New Directions would feel betrayed but if I left Dalton, the Warblers would feel betrayed. I didn’t want to lose any friends in whatever my decision was. Blaine and I had once spoken about a return to McKinley and he told me he would support me no matter what. This was when we were just friends however so I had no idea how he would react now. I suddenly remembered my Dad’s words about guiding Karofsky through his apology. I immediately pulled out my phone and found her name.

From Kurt 11:38
Satan!!! Would you care to explain about this business with Karofsky and why I have a meeting tomorrow!!?? Kurt xxx

I slipped my phone back into my pocket as I reached the senior common room. I quickly pulled the doors ajar and slipped inside. Everyone was in exactly the same positions as they were before we had been interrupted by Miss Morrison. Blaine was still reading ‘Harry Potter’ but looked tense. He glanced up at the door, something I guessed he had been doing a lot, and saw me there.

“Kurt!” Blaine yelled, throwing his book on the sofa and running over to me.

His cry startled the other Warblers as they looked up to see what was going on. They all stopped what they were doing when they saw that I was back. Blaine pulled me against his chest, wrapping his arms tight around my waist. My arms automatically wound themselves around Blaine’s neck and pulled myself closer. I pressed my face into Blaine’s neck and allowed myself to soak up his presence.

“Kurt baby?” I heard Blaine say my name, “Are you okay? What happened with your Dad?”

I nodded against Blaine’s neck, not saying anything as I didn’t quite know what to say.

Blaine gently pulled my head back so he could look into my eyes, “Love you’re scaring me. What happened?”

I sighed and pulled away from Blaine. A flash of hurt immediately appeared on his face and I felt guilty for causing him to feel this way. I leaned in and placed a chaste kiss on Blaine’s lips before taking his hand and leading him back to the sofa. I was very aware of all the other Warblers’ eyes on me. Blaine and I both sat down, back in our original seats from this morning.

I cleared my throat, “Blaine, my Dad was here to tell me that I have to go to a meeting tomorrow at McKinley.”

Blaine looked confused, “Why? You’ve been here for nearly six months now.”

“It’s not about my transfer. Well it kind of is,” I said, trying to phrase my words, “My Dad said that David Karofsky has requested a meeting tomorrow with me, both of our Dads, Mr Schue and Principal Figgins to discuss if I’d return to McKinley.”

Blaine just sat there gaping at me. I knew I had to give him some time to process the news. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. I quickly pulled it out and saw I had a text from Santana.

From Santana 11:45
Yo Porcelain. I just helped Karofsky realise what he did was wrong and that he needed to apologise. You’ll see tomorrow. Santana xxx

I frowned at the text.

From Kurt 11:46
What’s this really about? Kurt xxx

I clicked send and glanced up at Blaine. He was frowning but still saying nothing. My phone buzzed again.

From Santana 11:47
Fine Porcelain. I wanna be Prom Queen so I can be the Queen of the school and win my girl away from McCripple Pants. I realised if I can get you to come back to McKinley everyone, including Quinn my main competition, will vote for me. Plus we will have a better chance at Nationals since your girly voice will give us an edge. You should be thanking me Lady Hummel! Santana xxx

The text angered me. Santana was using my safety to get more votes for Prom Queen. Karofsky might not even be sorry at all.

From Kurt 11:49
You are a bitch Satan. Who says I want to come back? Who says I want to leave Blaine and the Warblers? I will make up my own mind thank you much! Kurt xxx

I thrust my phone back into my pocket, feeling furious at my friend. I pushed her out of my mind and turned my attention to my boyfriend who still hadn’t said anything.

“Blaine?” I tried, “Blaine sweetie you’re scaring me now. Say something.”

Blaine’s head twitched, his eyes meeting mine, “So you’re leaving?”

He didn’t exactly say those words quietly, drawing every Warbler’s attention to the two of us on the sofa. Of course, it caused uproar. I couldn’t understand what anyone was saying. Wes was talking about something that sounded like betrayal, I heard David say the words ‘could and ‘you’, Nick and Jeff were talking about friendship, Trent was his usual sassy self and the others were just ranting.

I jumped to my feet, “Just shut up!”

Every Warbler froze, staring at me, shocked at my outburst. I couldn’t remember every raising my voice like that before in front of the Warblers.

“Right,” I coughed a little, “Let’s try again. I am not betraying the Warblers, I haven’t done anything wrong, I am still your friend, I love it here and I love you guys.”

Jeff stepped forward and hugged me, “I love you Kurtie.”

I hugged him back, “I love you too Jeffie. But don’t call me Kurtie.”

I heard Jeff laugh before we were attacked in a massive group hug. I felt Blaine’s hand squeeze mine. I caught his hand and smiled. He tentatively smiled back, knowing we needed to talk. We all pulled away, laughing. I grabbed Blaine’s hand and lead him out of the senior common room to my dorm room, knowing we needed some privacy. We didn’t talk on the way, just holding hands and soaking in one another’s presence. When we reached my room, I grabbed my key from pocket and unlocked the door. Blaine headed straight for the bed as I paused to take off my blazer. I sat down on my desk chair facing Blaine.

I reached forward and took his hands in mine, “Talk to me.”

“Are you leaving me?” Blaine asked, looking scared.

I shook my head, “No, I’ll never say goodbye to you.”

Blaine smiled at me, “Me neither. So are you leaving Dalton?”

I shrugged, “I don’t know. Karofsky wants to have this meeting but I’m sceptical; especially after Santana has now informed me she’s told me to do this as she wants me to come back to ensure her being voted Prom Queen.”

“Oh so he might not be really sorry? He should be however,” Blaine said, kissing one of my hands entwined with his.

I nodded, “He should be but I don’t know. I’m going to a meeting tomorrow at McKinley to discuss everything that happened. If Karofsky apologises, it doesn’t mean I’ll be leaving Dalton. I just don’t know.”

Blaine stood up and pulled me up as well, “Whatever happens tomorrow, we’ll get through it together.”

I rested my forehead against Blaine’s, “I love you.”

Blaine rubbed his nose against mine, “As I love you.”

I leaned in and kissed Blaine, wrapping my arms around his neck. Blaine returned the kiss, pulling me closer by gripping my waist. I knew I could never leave Blaine. He was it for me.

(break)

I glanced up at Dalton as I drove into the car park. It had been an emotional and tiring day. I had just arrived back from the meeting at McKinley and knew Blaine, as well as the Warblers, would be anxious to hear what happened and how it went. The big question would be: would I stay or would I go? I had made my decision. After talking with everyone then David Karofsky privately, I had a talk with my Dad about my options and I finally made a decision. It felt like the right thing to do to me and that was the most important. It was my happiness that mattered the most. I parked the car and turned the engine off. I spotted Blaine sitting on a beach outside, close to where Pavarotti was buried. I sat in the car watching him as Blaine had his head buried in his hands, obviously waiting for me to come back and inform him of my decision. I got out of the car, shutting and locking the door behind me. I slowly made my way over to Blaine, trying not to startle him. When I reached him, I slowly sat down beside him and took his hands in mine, pulling them away from his face and pulling them up to my lips to place a kiss there. Blaine just looked at me with a sad smile on his face.

“Hey sweetie,” I said, wanting to break this eerie silence surrounding us.

Blaine grimaced, “Hey love. So how was it?”

“It was... interesting to say the least,” I replied, my thoughts flickering back to the meeting that had taken place a few hours ago.

“What happened?” Blaine asked, his grip tightening on my hands.

I took a deep breath, “David Karofsky apologised for everything he had done. Dad yelled at him a lot for what he did. Paul Karofsky tried to ask Dad about his treatment of gays when he was younger but Dad just reminded everyone that Karofsky threatened to kill me. I spoke to David on my own and he admitted that Santana was the one pushing this through as she wanted to be Prom Queen. But all in all, he is sorry for how he treated me. He even got a bit emotional about it and told me he was ‘friggin’ sorry’ for what he had done. And I forgave him.”

Blaine suddenly leaned me and pulled a gentle kiss on my lips. He pulled away before I had time to kiss him back.

Blaine rested his forehead against mine, “That’s what I love about you. You’re so compassionate and loving. You’re perfect Kurt Hummel.”

I blushed at Blaine’s words, “You’re perfect too Blaine Anderson.”

Blaine pulled back slightly so he could look into my eyes, “So what did you decide? About which school you want to go to?”

I pulled a hand out of Blaine’s and caressed his cheek, running my thumb along his jaw line, “I had to right the way decision for me. I had to take away all other factors.”

Blaine frowned, closing his eyes. I knew he was preparing himself for what I was going to say.

I rested my forehead against Blaine’s and blurted out, “I decided to stay at Dalton. Why should I leave and go back to McKinley just because the boy who threatened my life apologised? I know I forgave him but what about the other jocks that bully me? I’m happy here. I have you and the Warblers. I have the most amazing friends here and yes, I have friends at McKinley but I’ll still see them. Of course I miss them but I’ll deal with that. I like it at Dalton; I’m challenged it and actually learn. And you know what they say; home is where the heart is. Dalton has become my home Blaine as you’re here.”

Blaine was staring at me with shock all over his face, “I thought... I... I thought you... you were going to leave Dalton and return to... to McKinley.”

I smiled at my boyfriend and shook my head, “No I’m not. Despite having friends in the Glee club, my existence was miserable there and I longed for each day to be over. I wasn’t as accepted there by the New Directions, especially the boys, as I am by the Warblers. I love you guys. You’re my family.”

I suddenly found myself in Blaine’s arms. He had jumped off the bench, pulled me into his arms, lifted me up and was now spinning us around, laughing. I joined in as his laughter was infectious. It was so full of love and joy. It was felt as if we were in a movie; the two of us laughing in one another arms spinning round and round. Blaine eventually slowed down, still lifting me up. His hands slipped down to my legs, encouraging me to wrap them around his waist. I did as instructed, feeling closer to Blaine and resting my forehead against his, letting my eyes close.

Blaine placed a kiss on my nose, “It just needs to rain.”

I opened my eyes, raising my eyebrows at Blaine, “And why does it need to rain?”

Blaine just simply grinned at me, “Because then it’d be actually like ‘The Notebook’!”

I just laughed as I pulled Blaine’s face closer to mine and kissed him. Blaine kissed me back, holding me steady. One hair slid into Blaine’s hair as I deepened the kiss. I felt Blaine’s tongue flick my top lip, causing me to gasp and allowing Blaine’s tongue to push through. Our tongues fought for dominance but Blaine seemed to overpower me. We eventually pulled away, after what seemed like hours, gasping for breath. Blaine gently set me on the ground but held me close.

“I love you Kurt Hummel,” Blaine whispered, “You make me the happiest man in this universe.”

I giggled at his words, “I love you too Blaine Anderson. I’ll never say goodbye to you.”

“I’m so happy you’re not leaving. I’m sorry if I’m being selfish but I don’t want you to go,” Blaine said, nuzzling his face into my neck.

I ran my hand through his hair, “You’re not being selfish. I would feel the same if the situation was reversed. I’m happy I’m not leaving too. Speaking of that, we had better go and see the Warblers.”

Blaine grinned at me before placing a kiss on my lips. I kissed back for a few seconds before pulling away. Blaine entwined our hands together as we made our way into school. I felt so happy I could burst. Suddenly my phone buzzed in my pocket. With my free hand, I pulled it out and unlocked it.

From Tina 13:21
Is there was something about you that you wanted to change but now have come to accept? Like my brown eyes or Rachel wanting to change her nose or Sam’s trouty mouth? I know it’s random but please reply ? Tina xxx

I gaped at the text before thinking about what Tina had said. I had no idea what was going on but I thought it couldn’t hurt to reply.

From Kurt 13:23
What do you mean? I’m perfect ;) I guess the thing I used to want to change was that I was attracted to boys as I didn’t feel normal. Now I don’t care. I’m accepted and loved. I have my perfect and dapper boyfriend. So mine would be likes boys. Kurt xxx

A text immediately buzzed through.

From Tina 13:24
You are perfect :) and aww Kurt you are loved and accepted. So happy you have Blaine. Tina xxx

I smiled at her words as I clicked reply.

From Kurt 13:25
You too honey :) Thank you, me too. I’m happy you have Mike. Kurt xxx

I slipped my phone back in my pocket to find Blaine looking at me as we walked along the Dalton hallways.

“Who are you texting?” He asked, with a hint of amusement in his voice.

I smiled, “Oh Tina. Just asking me some random question about myself and telling me she’s happy I have you.”

Blaine grinned at me, “I’m happy you have me too.”

I kissed Blaine’s cheek, “Stop being so charming. We need to tell the Warblers.”

Blaine hummed in response as we reached the senior common room. I pushed open the door to see all the Warblers crowded round looking sombre.

I smiled at them, “I’m staying at Dalton!”

Immediately there was a massive eruption of cheers and applause. I found myself in the middle of another Warbler group hug; similar to the one we had yesterday. I hugged my friends back, feeling truly happy I was staying. The Warblers were my family and I would miss the New Directions but I would never lose touch. As everything settled down, Wes bought out some sparkling cider to toast to the fact Kurt Warbler was staying and they didn’t have to deal with half of Klaine leaving. I rolled my eyes but accepted the toast. My phone buzzed and I pulled it out, expecting it to be Tina.

From Mercedes 13:41
Hey boo. The New Directions are inviting you and the Warblers to McKinley tonight at 5pm sharp. Please come! We all want to see you; especially me. I love you white boy. Mercedes xxxx

“Hey guys!” I called out, drawing everyone’s attention, “The New Directions have invited us to McKinley tonight at five. Is everyone up for it?”

Everyone shouted out in agreement so I clicked reply on Mercedes’ text.

From Kurt 13:43
The Warblers have said yes so we’ll see you all at 5. I want to see you all too; especially you my technicolour zebra ;) I love you too. Kurt xxxx

I pocketed my phone before making my way over to Blaine and wrapped my arms around him, with Blaine wrapping his arms around me. I sighed in contentment at how much I felt like I was at home in his arms. I was so happy with my life; I had an amazing family, brilliant friends and a loving boyfriend. What more could a guy want?

(break)

Blaine and I led the Warblers into The April Rhodes Civic Pavilion at McKinley High School, wondering what we were about to witness. The New Directions hadn’t given anything away about what was about to happen. We filed into the seats in front of the stage, just waiting. A second later Mercedes came out.

She smiled at us, “Welcome Warblers. It’s good to see you. Kurt my boo, we’ve all heard that you won’t be returning to McKinley. We’re all devastated but understand this is what you want.”

Rachel stepped out from the side as well, “We realised we couldn’t let one of the original members of the New Directions leave without singing with him one last time. So come on up here Kurt Warbler, we have your costume waiting for you. You know the artist of the song we’re singing very much and trust me you will love her.”

Mercedes had made her way down to me as Rachel was talking and held out her hand. I accepted it and gave Mercedes a hug before following up backstage, as the Warblers cheered. I was given a white T-shirt, skinny jeans and a red and black plaid jacket. I quickly got out of my Dalton uniform and got into my costume; the skinny jeans taking some time as they clung to my arse. I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was messed up due to my quick change but I had no product on me to sort it out. It kind of looked like bed hair. I glanced down at my T-shirt, noticing the words ‘Likes Boys’ on it.

Tina came over to me, “That’s why I texted you. We had to make you a T-shirt without causing suspicion.”

I pulled Tina into a hug, “Thank you. It’s perfect.”

Mr Schue walked over, “Kurt it’s good to see you again. I’m sad you’re not coming back but we’re all happy for you. Right, the song we’re doing is Lady Gaga’s ‘Born This Way’. Remember when we practiced it as a potential song for Sectionals? We’re using the same routine. Do you remember?”

I nodded, feeling ecstatic that we were doing a Gaga song. I quickly slipped on my jacket and did up a few buttons. With a nod from Mr Schue, I walked out onto the stage. Immediately all the Warblers catcalled and cheered.

I stood in the middle of the stage, “It doesn’t matter if you love him.”

I used my right arm to point to the side.

“Or capital H-I-M” I continued, making symbols with my hands.

I moved from my head from side to side in time with the music, with my eyes rolled upwards, listening to the Warblers cheering.

I continued to talk as I started to raise my arms, “Just put your paws up, ‘Cause you were born this way baby.”

As I said the last sentence, Mercedes and Tina came onto the stage, standing either side of me. They grabbed hold of my jacket and pulled it open. I struck a pose as my jacket fell open to reveal my T-shirt underneath that stated ‘Likes Boys’. I could have sworn I heard Blaine gasp as well as catcalls from the Warblers. Mercedes, Tina and I did a dance routine that involved a little shimmying and me looking absolutely fabulous and hot as Tina and Mercedes both sung; with Lauren Zizes and Brittany eventually joining us.

“My mamma told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on in the glass of her boudoir.
There's nothing wrong with lovin' who you are,"
She said, "Cause he made you perfect, babe"
So, hold your head up, girl and you’ll go far.
Listen to me when I say”

Mercedes reached up to cup both of mine and Tina’s faces and I struck a pose once again, smirking at the look on the Warblers’ faces. I was filled with the love of performing. For some reason, I wasn’t sad at the fact it was my last performance with the New Directions. I remembered the good times we had as a group and was happy to leave on a good note. Mercedes, Tina and I made our way to the back to let the other members of the New Directions join in. It was funny to see Finn try to dance again but I just appreciated the humour of it. We all sang along and danced, rolling our hips in time to the music. I could see Blaine’s eyes transfixed on me. It was a proud moment.

“I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track
Baby, I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself, and you're set
I'm on the right track
Baby, I was born this way.”

I stepped forward, walking past the other members of the Glee club, while taking off my plaid jacket. The catcalls and whistles from the audience came again. I knew I looked good. My muscular arms were on show and the jeans emphasised my perfect arse.


When I stood in front of everyone, I opened my mouth to sing, doing dance moves along with the words, “Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen,
You're black, white, beige, chola descent,
You're Lebanese, you're orient.”

The other New Direction boys were in line with me, removing their jackets and revealing what their T-shirt said. As we started to move backwards to let the girls come through, I put my hands on my hips and moved them side to side as I stepped backwards to let the girls take off their own jackets.

“Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice, and love yourself today
'Cause, baby, you were born this way.”

We all gathered in a big group with Brittany, Mercedes, Artie and I at the front. One of the dance moves involved running my hands down my front and back. I could see Blaine’s eyes were practically popping out of his head.

“No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave.

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself, and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way.
Ooo there ain’t no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo there ain’t no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track
Baby, I was born this way.”

Mercedes, Tina and I stood in the middle with Artie repeating a dance move while the others circled us, dancing and clapping. Mr. Schue and Miss Pillsbury jumped in; everyone laughing and having fun.

“I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!”

The New Directions finished the song and all cheered. Suddenly I found myself in the second group hug of the day. All the New Directions were hugging me and chanting, “We love you Kurt we do!” over and over again. I just laughed; a few tears appearing in my eyes as it was the end of an era but happy to leave on a high note. Mr. Schue hugged me and told me to take care of myself. Eventually I managed to make my way out of the New Direction’s grasps and over to the Warblers. They were all just staring at me.

“What?” I suddenly felt self-conscious.

Blaine suddenly lunged at me and kissed me passionately. I kissed back, feeling a little perplexed at his actions but nonetheless happy. I didn’t let the kiss last too long as we were at McKinley and in front of our friends. I smiled into the kiss when I heard the cheers and catcalls; especially Puck yelling, “Klaine Kliss!”

I pulled away and grinned at Blaine, “What brought that on?”

Blaine just looked me up and down, “Oh God Kurt you were so hot and sexy up there. Not that you aren’t normally but oh god, looking at you owning that stage was so sexy. The way you move your hips... I just can’t believe you’re my boyfriend. You’re so hot!”

I just laughed at Blaine’s words and placed a chaste kiss on his lips, “Why thank you Blaine Warbler.”

Jeff interrupted us, “Seriously Kurt, you looked so hot up there. That T-Shirt... those jeans...”

“Jeff!” Both Blaine and Nick said at the same time.

Jeff just shuffled away sheepishly as Blaine wrapped a protective arm around my waist.

“I’ll just say goodbye to everyone, grab my uniform then we can go,” I informed the Warblers as I maneuvered out of Blaine’s grasp and headed backstage.

I couldn’t help but grin when I heard Blaine tell Jeff to stop perving on me, then to tell the other Warblers to stop staring at my arse. I just laughed to myself as I collected my uniform and put it in the bag Tina had left out for me.

I walked back onto the stage and addressed the New Directions, “I guess this is it. It’s been just brilliant. I love you all very much and I will never lose touch with any of you. I’m sorry it’s come to this but you guys will be fine without me.”

Rachel stepped forward, tears in her eyes, and kissed my cheek, “We all love you Kurt Warbler.”

All of the others stepped forward and embraced me once again. This was the final goodbye. When we pulled apart, I headed over to the Warblers and accepted Blaine’s outstretched hand. We headed up the stairs but when we reached the doors of the auditorium I paused and turned around. I saw all the New Directions standing there watching us with a sad expression on all of their faces. I blew them all a kiss with my free hand and waved. They all smiled and waved back. I turned around and walked out of the auditorium, leaving behind my New Directions life.

“You okay?” Blaine, the ever concerned boyfriend, asked.

I smiled at him, “Yeah I am. It’s weird, you know. It’s a final goodbye. No looking back.”

Blaine simply smiled at me, “I love you.”

I leaned in and kissed his cheek, “I love you too.”