July 18, 2012, 8:56 a.m.
I'll Be Back: Just Coffee
E - Words: 1,293 - Last Updated: Jul 18, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 13/? - Created: Feb 23, 2012 - Updated: Jul 18, 2012 260 0 0 0 0
I'm sorry that it has been so long but I mean...no one is sitting on the edge of their seats wiating for a new update so i figured no one would mind....
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Please. Just tell me if it sucks. I know it does anyway but yeah...just please...comment...rate...advice...anything....just say hi...im lonely over here on "horrible writer island"
Enough of my sob-story...here is chapter 10.
Blaine was completely speechless.
"I'm serious Blaine. I don't want you around Kurt." Sean's voice rang in Blaine's ears.
"I...That's not something that you have control over."
"You love me, right?"
"Sean...of course I love you."
"Then don't see him."
"He wants to be friends."
"Friends turn into more than friends...we both know that a little too well."
"That's not going to happen. You have nothing to worry about."
"Well contrary to your beliefs...I think that I do. I saw what you were like when we first met. You were so heartbroken. You are finally what I imagine to be your old self again. You loved him...like really loved him."
"That means nothing. I loved him, but I love you, Sean."
"I...Fine. But just...be careful...I don't want to lose you Blaine Anderson."
"I promise...this will all work out."
"Ok. I'm going to go...do homework."
"Bye Sean."
Blaine heard Sean hang up the phone. He let out a loud huff of air.
"So that whole conversation with Sean was a lie..." Cooper walked into the living room, stuffing his mouth with a large sandwich.
"How would you know?" Blaine asked questioningly.
"I listened in."
"...How?"
"I will never reveal my secrets."
Cooper smiled devishly as he saw the look of annoyance cover Blaine's face.
"So... you never denied the fact that every word that came out of your mouth within the six minute time period was a lie."
"Not every word, Coop."
"Fine...then prove me wrong. What parts weren't lies?" Cooper played along.
"When I told him that I love him."
"Blaine...what about that whole 'being real with yourself' conversation we had not long ago...this goes along with it."
"But...I do love him...I think."
"But you love Kurt more...and you know it."
"Cooper..."
"Stop. When are you seeing him?"
"Which one?" Blaine asked thoroughly confused.
"Kurt."
"I...I don't know."
"Well, before you do...I want you to come and talk to me...and you should probably tell Sean too."
"Why would I tell Sean?"
"That's part of being a good boyfriend...honesty...even if it is all pretend."
"Would you stop! It isn't pretend! Until earlier...I was so sure about my feelings for Sean...I really really loved him...but now...Kurt just..."
"He is the one for you."
"I think."
"You should go...think about the position that you are in."
"Is this your way of sending me to my room?"
"...In a really lame way...yes...so go to your room young man and...don't come out until you have reflected on your actions completely." Cooper teased.
Blaine began laughing at his brother's stupidity that he had grown so accustomed to.
"No. But seriously...go to your room. You need to figure something out and your stress is overflowing onto me and I...I can't take it anymore."
"You aren't on the Bachelor. So calm down and move...because...this is my room."
"Right..." Cooper lifted himself from the couch and walked off.
To: Kurt
So....about the whole friends thing...
Blaine sent the message. Remembering the last time that he had texted Kurt, right before leaving for the Lima Bean a year ago.
He got a response almost immediately.
From: Kurt
I know that you aren't up for that right now. So I'm sorry for pushing it on you! I just thought that I was never going to see you again and then...there you were.
Blaine let his eyes skim over the message a few times before typing a message in response.
To: Kurt
I think that I came off a little harsh and...I'm sorry for that. But I would really like to talk. I think there were some things that we both need to say in person and not through text.
Blaine knew how much he had left unsaid when he just got up and left with Cooper. There were so many pieces of unfinished business...that they could maybe...finish.
From: Kurt
You want to see me? You want to talk to me? Wow. You have a very fickle mind Blaine Anderson. I missed that. But yeah...there is a lot to say...and I might have to slap you...for scaring the shit out of me...which I will explain later. How about tomorrow afternoon. I have class until 1:00 but after that we can go for coffee...the cute little cafe about a block from the Italian place?
Well shit. That's soon. You better gather your thoughts there, buddy...oh! And don't forget to let Sean know.
To: Kurt
I have a fickle mind? You are one to talk, Hummel. And slap me? I am not going to be loking forward to that. Ok. Well...I'll see you then...1:30.
Time to call your boyfriend.
From: Kurt
:)
Don't you text a smiley back. That is just text flirting...don't get into that.
"Sean?" Blaine heard Sean pick up, but the boy on the other end never answered.
"Blaine...I'm not really in the mood to talk right now. I'm still figuring some stuff out."
"Well, I feel like you are obligated to know that I am seeing Kurt tomorrow for coffee."
"Coffee?"
"Just coffee."
"Nothing else?"
"Nothing else."
"Well...just...keep me in mind."
"Sean...you are never not in my mind."
"Maybe not now, but tomorrow when everything is rainbows and unicorns again...maybe it will be Kurt filling your mind."
"Never." Blaine knew he was lying and he was sure that Sean heard the uncertainty in his voice as well.
"I love you, Blaine."
"Bye Sean."
Blaine hung up the phone.
Cooper once again entered the living room, "Now you can't even say 'I love you' back. You sir, need some help with lying if you are going to keep this up or he is going ot see right through you. Trust me...I learned from experience when I was dating Jeanine but her sister, Tammy...wow...she was great in bed and well..."
"You are...the worst advice giver...ever."
"Now, we both know that that's a lie."
"I must be getting the hang of it." Blaine put his face in his palms.
"So you're seeing Kurt tomorrow?"
"God! How do you listen in?"
"Well...you know...God knows everything and can do anything and..."
"Shut! Up!"
"I think the pressure of keeping up the 'perfect boyfriend' act is getting to you."
"I think you need to get your fucking face out of my business."
"You mean my fucking beautiful face...I mean have you seen my jawline...it's simply exquisite."
"You are..."
"Perfect...amazing...the best brother in the world."
"Intolerable."
Cooper brought Blaine into a playful headlock. Both boys laughing as Blaine struggled to manuever out of his brother's grip. When he was finally released...he slumped back on the couch as reality came rushing back to him.
"What am I going to do, Coop?"
"You are going to meet Kurt tomorrow and go from there. If you really still feel the same way...then you should think about if you and Kurt really do have the possibility of getting back together...then you are going to have a civilized conversation with Sean...with no lies. You are going to lay it all on the table with both of them and then you are going to choose the path that you want to live with because frankly...I cannot make that decision for you. But I will be here for you because I am not going to lie...it is going to be hard and hearts are going to break."
"I don't want anyone to get hurt because I know how it feels."
"But you need to be happy...really happy. You deserve that. And I am sure that one of those two guys will make you that happy."
"Thanks Coop."
"Still intolerable?"
"Yup. That hasn't changed."
"Go to bed."
"Then move your ass off the couch."
Okay. Shit starts going down next chapter!
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