Dec. 29, 2012, 9:50 p.m.
The Voice of You: Lucky to be in love with my best friend.
M - Words: 1,055 - Last Updated: Dec 29, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 13/? - Created: Dec 26, 2012 - Updated: Dec 29, 2012 272 0 0 0 0
Kurt woke up to find his dad, carol and Finn in the room and he was still in Blaine's arms asleep. He was so beautiful when he slept. Kurt looked at the watch on Blaine's wrist and noticed it was three in the afternoon. Carol's eyes were puffy and red from crying and Burt had a blank stare on his face, not really focused on anything and Finn was watching a muted football game. The room was graveyard quiet and nobody moved except for Blaine who was slowly breathing. Carol was first to speak.
"Honey, do you want us to wake him up?" Kurt lightly shook his head not wanting to wake him up himself."
"Ok. Honey, we love you so much, you do know that right?" Kurt nodded in response.
"Then why didn't you tell us."
"Carol, please, I love you to death but we will discuss this later." Burt's stare was still elsewhere and Carol nodded in agreement.
What were they not telling Kurt?
"Ok, what do I know?" Kurt thought to himself.
"One, I am in here because I lied to Paul and he gave me what I derserved.
Two, He stabbed me more than once but I still don't know how many times.
Three, Blaine called the ambulance and saved my life, more than once this week.
Four...Four, that I am in love with my best friend." Where was Paul though, wouldn't he be there by now? Kurt's head was starting to hurt from thinking too much and the nurse came in once again.
"Will you all step out of the room please, we need to do more testing." Kurt looked at the nurse that had the hots for Blaine and pleaded with his eyes for Blaine to stay.
"If Kurt wants his friend can be in here with him since he has sat in before."
When everyone left the nurse was getting needles and things ready and Kurt tensed up as he saw the needle. He was scared. Blaine wasn't talking him to distract him like the two times before and he woke up from his beautiful sleep.
It took him only seconds to realize where he was and that Kurt was still in his arms before he was getting up.
"Do you need me to move?" Blaine said voice groggy. The last time he had been in the chair next to Kurt holding his hand.
"If Kurt would be more comfortable like this you are more than welcome to stay."
Blaine immediately relaxed when Kurt nodded his head for Blaine to stay.
"Why didn't you wake me up when you woke up? I could have gotten up with you." Kurt shrugged and smirked with no sound. Kurt's eyes snapped shut when the needle bit into his skin and he chewed on his lower lip.
"Relax babe, I'm right here." He was kissing Kurt's forehead between his eyebrows. He sunk his face into Blaine chest as the second needle peirced his skin. This one stung the most when it was releasing the substance into his blood stream. Kurt wanted to cry so he just buried his face deeper and Blaine kissed his head and was rubbing his shoulder with his thumb.
"So how long have you two been together?" The nurse asked getting the finale needle ready.
"Oh we really aren't dating, he's just my best friend that I ever had."
"Oh I'm sorry, I just thought."
"It's ok." The nurse gave Blaine a slight nod to commence their plan.
Now it was Blaine's turn to help the nurse as she asked him to when he had gotten his fruit and water the previous night. Blaine took Kurt's face lightly in his hands and practically whispered to him to trying not to scare him.
"She's going to switch your gauze on your arm but you have to promise me you will keep your eyes locked on mine ok, doll-face?" Kurt was scared but he trusted Blaine and nodded. He was stunned when Blaine said doll-face just like in his dream he had yet to tell Blaine about. Kurt had his arm extended to help the nurse get it over with faster. Blaine's hands were so warm on his cool face. And Blaine just whispered to him. Keeping their eyes locked, Kurt swore he could see the candle flicker of Blaine's soul in his eyes. Kurt was lost in them but before he knew it Blaine's lips were on his. It was even better than the first time. It was simple and deep but filled with love and desire. When Blaine pulled back the nurse had already left the room and the rest of Kurt's family had filed back in leaving Kurt And Blaine caught red handed; They were both were red in the face. Blaine got up and quickly left the room with tears in his eyes. Everyone in the room was silent, Kurt was confused and upset that Blaine was upset, not that he left the room but that he couldn't ask him what was wrong and that he couldn't follow him like Finn had.
"Blaine! Blaine!" Finn was shouting as he followed Blaine into the empty hallway next to the elevator.
"Blaine what's wrong? Mom, Burt and I weren't upset. Please talk to me."
Blaine and Finn were like brothers since 8th grade and that's how Kurt and Blaine first met. It Was through his mom's boyfriend's son- his stepbrother. Blaine's back was to Finn because he had tears streaming down his face that Finn could never see.
"It's not that...it's Kurt. I'm taking advantage of him." His voice always cracked when he cried.
"How's that?" Blaine couldn't stand anymore and he turned around and slid down the wall and put his hands in his face. Finn sat against the wall like him.
"Paul's dead and he doesn't even know it and here I am making out and almost having sex with him when he still loves him! It's cheating Finn! Kurt doesn't even know because nobody will fucking tell him! This voice just keeps telling me stop! Wait until he's ready. But I keep just doing it."
"Blaine, he loves you way more than he ever loved Paul. He beat the shit out of him and almost killed him and here you are always being there for him and saving his life more than once. You make him happy Blaine, when he talks about you he lights up like you are his and he's yours. He always has been."