He showed Kurt how to get on the roof and then set out a blanket for the two of them to sit on. Then he brought up a cooler full of all the essentials for an ice cream sundae.

“What do you think?” He asked, as he put Whipped Cream on the top of Kurt’s Sundae.

Kurt looked up at the sky. “I think you out did yourself, Mr Anderson.”

Blaine laughed and scooted closer to Kurt, putting with his arm. “It’s beautiful isn’t it?”

“Mmhm,” Kurt smiled, taking in his surroundings. He pointed up at the sky, "That's Ursa Minor, And that's Andromeda, And that right there is the star Sirius."

"Really?" Blaine squinted upwards, following Kurt's finger.

"No," Kurt laughed. "But you believed me, right?"

"Yeah, you had me excited! I thought I was about to get a romantic Astronomy lesson."

"Well I can pretend," Kurt said. Blaine caught him yawn out of the corner of his eye.

“Oh my gosh, are you tired?”

“No! I’ve just been staying up pretty late with Finn getting ready for Regionals, making costumes, practicing... how are the Warblers doing?” Kurt asked, changing the subject.

“I don’t know, I’ve missed practices all week because I was grounded. And...” Blaine trailed off.

“And what?”

“I just feel really distant from them since Sebastian and I broke up.”

“Yeah?” Kurt said, edging Blaine to continue.

“I mean, it makes sense that they would side with him because he was obviously hurt. But they’re my friends too, and I feel like no one really knows my side of the story-”

“Blaine, I’m really sorry about everything. I know a lot of it is my fault. And I never meant to cause you all this trouble.”

“Are you kidding me? Don’t be sorry. Things with Sebastian were... bad BEFORE you came, You just helped me realize that.”

Kurt looked at his lap. “I just don’t want you to think that I did anything on purpose. To be honest I thought you were really cute from the first time I saw you at the Lima Bean. And I kept showing up at that time every day for a week hoping I’d see you again.”

“Really?” Blaine hadn’t thought about that first day that they met in such a long time.

“Yeah...there aren’t really any openly gay guys at McKinley. I’ve kind of had to survive on childish fantasizing.”

“You fantasized about me?”

Kurt laughed, “The Dreamy Coffee Shop Boy.”

“Was that my name?”

“I may have referred to you as such.”

“To who?!” Blaine was so amused by the fact that he wasn’t the only one who’d given their little Lima Bean meetings a second thought.

“Rachel, who else? I mean, I knew you had a boyfriend, but a guy can dream.”

“But you made fun of me, for not being ‘spontaneous enough’, and I have to admit, you were pretty intimidating!”

“Can’t help who I am,” Kurt said. Blaine pulled Kurt in closer and kissed him, closing his eyes tightly and squeezing Kurt with the own arm that was wrapped around him.

“Was that in one of your fantasies?” He asked.

Kurt nodded and leaned back in to kiss Blaine again. They fell back onto the blanket and Kurt rolled on top of Blaine. Their lips stayed connected as Blaine’s hands roamed Kurt’s body, pulling his suit jacket off and taking his top hat off so his fingers could run through his hair. Kurt gasped at Blaine’s touch and he rolled his hips down, pushing his body as close to Blaine’s as possible. Blaine rolled Kurt gently off of him and positioned himself so that Kurt was pinned under him and he held himself up with one arm as he kissed down Kurt’s neck, revealing the his pale skin.

He sucked hungrily at the skin on Kurt’s neck as Kurt let out faint moans under him. Kurt grabbed at Blaine’s back, and Blaine felt Kurt’s nails run over his spine. As Blaine moved his kisses lower down Kurt’s neck towards his chest, he noticed Kurt trying to sit up and he stopped.

“Ar-are you okay?” He asked, breathless.

“Yeah, no, I’m great,” Kurt propped himself up on his elbows, “Just trying to you know, comprehend everything.”

“Oh Kurt- I don’t want to make you do anything you don’t want to,” Blaine backed off of Kurt.

“No, no, I want to! I’m just... way less experienced than you, you know? I don’t really know what I’m doing,” Kurt said looking away, embarrassed.

“What? No, you’re amazing,” Blaine said. He was barely able to see Kurt in the dim moonlight. His shirt was half-unbuttoned, his hair was a mess, his lips and cheeks flushed red. “But we can stop, if you want.”

“I really want to tell you something,” Kurt’s voice was serious in a way that worried Blaine.

“Okay,” Blaine draped Kurt’s jacket around his shoulders and rubbed his arms to warm him up. Without their body heat to keep them warm, the night was getting chilly. “What is it?”

“You know how I was going to transfer to Dalton?”

“Yeah.”

“I want to tell you why,” Kurt pulled the jacket closed and tugged Blaine’s arm so Blaine scooted closer to him. “Because it’s one of the things I haven’t shared with you yet. And I really want to.”

“Well you can tell me anything, “ Blaine took Kurt’s hand and held it close to him as Kurt began speaking.

“Okay well as you know, I’m the only ‘out’ boy at my school. Like seriously, the only one. And everyone else, except for my close friends, are just about the farthest thing from accepting. But there’s this one boy especially who just likes to torture me. He’s on the football team with Finn, and he’s just this homophobic asshole who takes pride in tearing me down. Or at least that’s what I thought...”

“What happened?”

“He’d been shoving me into lockers and stuff forever, and I was used to that. But one day I snapped and I went after him, yelling at him, And I followed him into the locker room... and that’s when he kissed me.”

Blaine sat up and looked at Kurt in shock, “He... what?”

“Exactly. I was just as confused as you. He just grabbed my face and kissed me. And I didn’t tell anyone, obviously, cause I could barely understand it myself. But he kept threatening me if I told anyone, and eventually Finn found out and told my Dad. He wanted me to transfer.”

“Wait, people found out that he kissed you?”

“No,You’re the first person I told that he kissed me. He’s stopped bothering me for now, because he was threatened to be kicked out, but I doubt they’d actually do that. I feel kind of bad for him-”

“Why?” Blaine blurted out, he was furious that this had happened to Kurt, even though it was out of his control.

“At least people know I’m gay, you know. I face the bullying everyday knowing that I’m fighting for who I am, and no one can take that away. But he... he has to hide it, and lie to himself every day just to fit in.”

“You’re sure he’s gay?”

“I talked to him about it one time. I asked to have a minute alone with him in the principles office. He said he didn’t know, but I think he’s just confused.”

“Wow Kurt... I can’t believe that happened. Every time I learn something new about you I realize how much I admire you.”

“Why’s that?”

“You’re so strong, and you’re always yourself. I wish I could be like that.”

“I think you are,” Kurt said, placing his hand on the back of Blaine’s neck. He kissed him lightly and Blaine didn’t ask for more, he just looked into Kurt’s eyes as he pulled away and knew that he'd never felt that way when Sebastian kissed him.

“Should I be getting you home now, It’s pretty late?” Blaine smiled, inches away from Kurt’s face.

“I guess,” Kurt whined. They packed up the blanket and contents from the cooler.

“After you,” Blaine said, assisting Kurt down from the roof.

When they were both on the ground again, Kurt took both of Blaine’s hands in his. “Tonight was more than anything I could have imagined. Thank you, Blaine.”

“I love being with you, Kurt. And please don’t ever worry about ‘experience’, I never want you to compare yourself to anyone else, okay?”

“Okay,” Kurt agreed and planted a quick kiss on Blaine before they walked back to the car.

Kurt fell asleep on the way home, so Blaine put the CD he had made on quietly and sang along to his new favorite song.

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
And everything you do.