2015, still

"Wow, déjà vu." Blaine is grinning.

"This is it, Logan. This is the end of my story." He kneels down. "I'm ready, I really am. Everything's coming to an end. I'm leaving on a jet plane. I know I said it before, but this time it's going to work out. Two years ago, I was here too.

Remember what I said? I said thank you, I told you I was excited to start a new life, I told you that everything was going uphill. I was wrong, but that doesn't mean that I can't try again. This is my second chance, Logan.

But this time, I'm not coming back.

Again, thank you. Thank you for listening. Thank you for being here for me. From all people, I will miss you the most. I mean, I'll miss mom, and my kids, and Lillie and Daisy, but I will miss you so much, I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now.

… I don't know what to say, Logan. I don't want to make this sound like a heartfelt goodbye, but I guess this is a heartfelt goodbye. I know this all happened two years ago, but this time, things are different.

I can't say that everything is going uphill, Logan. I've learned a lot in the past year. I've learned enough to know that life will never be easy, and I know that I will have bad days in New York too. But you know what, I'm ready for them. I'm ready for what life has to offer me. I can do this. I will be surrounded by the people I love, especially since David decided to move to New York.

I can move on, knowing that my kids are safe, since Sam is the glee club director now. I can move on, knowing that mom and Lillie talk very often over tea. I can move on, knowing that NYU will be waiting for me. Elliott will be there. It is time for Glitter Rock Vampire part two. And I can finally do what I want to do with my life. NYADA didn't fit me. I have more options at NYU. I can move on, knowing that Mrs. Julio and I will still talk. I can move on, knowing that Kurt's waiting for me, ready to go with me.

I can move on, period.

And I'm happy.

Like I said, I will miss you a lot. You were the first boy I ever loved, and even though it was platonic, it counts. I still love you a lot, Lolo.

Again, take care, Logan Bandwill!"