2013, still

Blaine has a huge grin on his face. Lillie thought it was suspicious.

"Oh Lolo."

He sits next to the tombstone. "You have no idea what I just did. I hooked up with Kurt. Yes, hooking up as in..." He makes some obscene hand gestures. It's a good thing he's alone. "And it was so good. Remember I told you years ago that gay sex is amazing, Lolo? It still is.

I love him, Lolo. I still love him. Maybe it is bad to jump on conclusions, but he still loves me. He won't admit it, especially now that he has someone in New York, but he loves me. I mean, why else would he do this? Kurt isn't the one to jump into a bed with someone the minute he feels alone. I am. Or at least, I did that once.

Lolo, I feel good. Kurt makes me feel good. I'm good."