May 4, 2012, 6:51 p.m.
Breaking Your Own Heart: Chapter 14
E - Words: 809 - Last Updated: May 04, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 32/32 - Created: Feb 27, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 845 0 6 0 0
“Was it the truth?”
“What?”
“Did he really go for you?” Cooper asked.
“Yes...I walked out and he was by my car. We said hi and then the next thing I knew his hands were on me and he kissed me,” Kurt said looking away. What the hell did I just do?
“Did you like it?” Cooper asked. Kurt looked at him shocked and then closed his eyes.
“You did...” Cooper said quietly.
“Cooper! A kiss is a kiss...it doesn't matter who it's from and I could only see your face when he did it. I tried pushing him away Cooper,” Kurt said. Cooper's icy eyes were calculating him.
“I'm sorry...I just...”
“You're afraid...I know...and I'm sorry for what the past guys have done but please...don't associate me to them,” Kurt said. So much for telling him the truth.
“Why don't you stay for the night?” Cooper suggested as he came over to Kurt. He placed a kiss on his neck and looked into his eyes.
“I'd rather go home...we had a tough day and I'd rather be home tonight,” Kurt said.
“Everyday you've been doing this. You never want to stay over anymore. Why? Do you have somebody else?” Cooper asked.
“No, I don't. But, Cooper you can't deny that things have been tough between us for a while...I think we need to actually take some time and talk before I leave for New York again,” Kurt said. Cooper looked at him unconvinced.
“You want to break up?” Cooper asked. Kurt had wanted to...he wanted to say the words but they wouldn't form in his brain.
“I don't know...” Kurt said starting to cry and looking down. He placed a hand to his eyes and felt Cooper's arms wrap around him.
“We'll figure something out...I promise,” Cooper said. Kurt put his arms around Cooper and put his head on his shoulder. He had his chance to tell him but he just couldn't say the strength, the courage. If he said them he'd be admitting to himself that he's a cheater. That was the last thing he wanted to be, but in reality he was. Kurt pulled away and looked into his eyes. Cooper looked down and nodded.
“Go home...I'll see you tomorrow,” Cooper said walking away. Kurt nodded and walked out and down to his car. He got in slowly and started driving. He wanted to skip Blaine's tonight and just say he was going home but he needed somebody right now and Blaine was it. When he pulled into the driveway he saw Blaine waiting for him by the front window. Blaine opened the garage and Kurt pulled in. He got out and Blaine walked into the garage from the door connecting it to the house. Blaine wrapped his arms around him and Kurt cried into his shoulder.
“I'm so stupid for thinking I could actually tell him,” Kurt mumbled. He felt Blaine stiffen and push him away. He looked into the concerned hazel eyes and sighed.
“You didn't tell him yet?” Blaine asked. Kurt shook his head and looked away.
“We're on the rocks right now and I want him to break up with me so it's not as hard to do,” Kurt said.
“Kurt! You're cheating on him! You need to tell him...before you do break up and date me and realizes you were cheating,” Blaine said. Kurt looked down and then back into his eyes.
“You have no idea how hard this is to do...” Kurt said.
“I may not...but I know it's hurting you and I don't want you hurting anymore. You're breaking your own heart by doing this Kurt,” Blaine said. Kurt sighed and put his hand to his face.
“Let's go lay down...” Blaine said taking his hand. Kurt held it tightly and they walked into the house. Kurt hadn't seen it yet and was in awe from it.
“My parents are kind of loaded,” Blaine said.
“Kind of?” Kurt said chuckling. In a matter of days he had gone from loyal boyfriend to a backstabbing, cheater and it hurt him so much. He never wanted to do this to Cooper. He never thought he'd do this to
“I don't want to tell him for a while,” Kurt said.
“Kurt...let's forget that tonight...just relax,” Blaine said leading Kurt into his bedroom. Kurt laid down on the bed and Blaine laid beside him and kissed his neck gently. Kurt sighed and turned to Blaine and put his head in the crook of his neck. He breathed in the scent that was Blaine and felt at ease. Something had to be done and he wasn't sure what.
Comments
Ugh Kurt!!! I get this feeling like yes Kurt tell him, but then he doesn't. I know that its a very hard thing to do, but Blaine is right. He's breaking his own heart by not doing what's right.
But then the story would end by now and I can't have it end now! Lol. I'm thinking of maybe doing a sequel but I don't know right now...all I know is I'm not ending this after only a few days. He is breaking his own heart...but he'll be fine in the end...
I cannot believe Blaine is so understanding. It's sweet. However sometimes I just want him to make Kurt choose. Makes for a good story. Sad to see that it'll be over soon.
I really didn't want him to be okay with it and after a while that will come out in the story...it won't be over for a few more chapters! :) Thanks!!!
Omg wth Kurt?! Tell him!!! I think he needs to do it now, Cooper is mean and crazy, Kurt is hurting Blaine :/
Love is a complicating thing...