Author's Notes: Here's the first chapter! Thanks for reading! :)
Kurt was laying curled up with Blaine. He was at Blaine's house for the night and in Blaine's bed. He had his head on Blaine's chest and was starting to doze when he finally thought about something.
“Hey Blaine,” he said.
“Yeah,” he replied.
“Remember when I asked you if you would ever consider changing me?” Kurt asked. Blaine groaned and closed his eyes.
“We are not discussing this,” Blaine said.
“Yes we are!” Kurt said propping himself up on his elbows. He looked at Blaine defiantly. Blaine sighed and rubbed his eyes.
“You told me to talk to you about it when I actually decided it was what I wanted,” Kurt said. Blaine nodded and looked down.
“Did you? Did you really think about it though?” Blaine asked.
“Yes...I did. Blaine I want this. I want us to be together forever,” Kurt said taking Blaine's hands in his.
“Kurt...I'm serious...I didn't get the option in my change. I want you to just be...be very sure in what you want,” Blaine said.
“I am Blaine! I really am!”
“Are you? Kurt, if you do this you can never come back to see your family. You need to understand you can never see Burt, Carole, Finn, or Rachel...or anybody. You will start a new life. Away from here. Away from your family,” Blaine said. Blaine was sitting up now against the headboard and playing with Kurt's hair. Kurt hated when he did that because he knew it calmed him and made him quiet with Blaine.
“I know Blaine! I know!” Kurt said pulling away.
“Then why do you want to change?”
“Because...you'll have me forever. I'll have you forever. I don't think I'd be able to watch my dad die. I'd rather be away and just hear about it...I don't want to lose my family but Blaine I want you,” Kurt said sadly. He could feel the hot tears pooling in his eyes and he tried to keep them back but he failed. Blaine was looking at him sadly and grabbed him into his embrace. Kurt loved him so much. He loved Blaine. The way his strong arms held him, possessive but gentle. Blaine was everything he wanted and more. He just needed to convince him to change him.
“I want you too Kurt...so badly. I just want you to know the consequences. I'll have to take you away from here. To Dalton. It's where I was from. It's where you usually live the beginning of your new life out. I was there for a while and then I was able to go out and do what I wanted. I stayed close just in case my friends ever needed me,” Blaine said. Kurt looked up at him and he saw the pain in Blaine's eyes.
“I don't want to do this unless you are 110% sure,” Blaine said wiping Kurt's tears away. Kurt put his head on Blaine's chest and felt more tears escape from his eyes.
“I'm sure. Blaine, I'm so sure,” Kurt said. He was pleading for Blaine to change him. He just wanted it done and over with already and he just couldn't stand being human. He wanted to be with Blaine. Be what Blaine was. He wanted it so much it hurt.
“Okay then...are you ready?” Blaine asked. Kurt nodded apprehensively and looked up at him. Blaine kissed him once more and turned him over. Kurt was now on his back with Blaine over him. Blaine was kissing him once again and moved down his cheeks, to his jaw, then his neck. Kurt tensed up when he hit his neck.
“It's okay...calm down,” Blaine whispered. Kurt tried calming his nerves and succeeded in doing so when Blaine pressed another kiss to his neck.
“Listen to me...I'm going to cut my skin. You need to drink it,” Blaine said slowly.
“How much or how long?” Kurt asked.
“I'll stop you when you're done...after that I need to kill you,” Kurt flinched and tried to pull away.
“Why?”
“It's the only way for the process to occur...okay?”
Kurt felt his insides twist in...regret? He couldn't explain it. He just nodded and laid back down still and watched as Blaine cut across his wrist with one of his fangs. He placed it to Kurt's mouth and Kurt reluctantly opened his mouth and took the cut into his mouth. He felt the blood drip into his mouth and recoiled at the bitter taste.
“Kurt...do it. You've already started now finish,” Blaine said. Kurt reattached his lips to his wrist and sucked. It was weird. He couldn't describe the taste that well. It was bitter but it was still good. He couldn't compare it to anything he'd ever had before.
“That's enough,” Blaine said pulling his wrist off of Kurt's mouth. Kurt whined at the loss and Blaine looked down at him smiling lightly. Kurt shuddered at the thought of what happens next.
“How are you doing this?” Kurt asked shakily. Blaine put his hands on both sides of Kurt's face. Blaine leaned down and kissed him one last time.
“You really want to know?” Blaine asked. Kurt nodded slowly and Blaine looked down towards his neck.
“I'm going to break your neck. It's the easiest way. Plus, you'll barely feel it when you wake up, you'll just be sore. Okay?”
“Break my neck...?” he asked putting a hand to his neck. That's why Blaine was holding his head. He was going to snap his neck and that freaked Kurt out.
“Calm down. You'll be fine. I promise,” Blaine said to him. Kurt looked into his eyes and nodded slightly smiling. Blaine kissed him one last time and Kurt savored it. It would be their last with him as a human. Thinking about it made Kurt cringe. Blaine pulled him up and rubbed his thumbs over Kurt's cheeks.
“I love you,” Blaine said.
“I love you too,” Kurt said. Kurt heard a crack and then darkness took over.
Kurt felt somebody next to him. Their hand was rubbing up and down his arm. He found himself being held by those strong arms. Kurt shifted a little and the hold got tighter. He slowly opened his eyes to see his face was in Blaine's chest. It was dark in the room but he could still see pretty well. He slowly moved his head to look up but when he did his neck ached.
“Are you okay?” Blaine asked. Kurt slowly came to and thought about that. Why wouldn't he be okay? Oh yeah...he had been changed.
“I'm fine...but my neck hurts,” Kurt replied. His throat was dry and hurt as he spoke. He noticed a pain that was from his gums to the tip of his teeth. Blaine let him go a little and sat up to look down at him. Kurt smiled, he hoped it was at least, at him and Blaine sighed.
“Does your neck hurt?”
“Yeah...but I can deal with it. How long will it be sore?”
“Depends. Just give it time. You'll be fine soon,” Blaine said. Kurt nodded and then winced. Blaine chuckled at him and he glared at Blaine. Blaine leaned down and kissed his neck gently.
“I love you,” he said.
“I love you too,” Kurt replied.
“Are you hungry?” Blaine asked. Kurt hadn't really thought about that. Now that Blaine had mentioned it though, he was. He needed one thing. Blood. He needed to drink.
“Yes...” he answered. Blaine smiled down at him and sat him up.
“I have a human here for you to drink from. You need to feed okay?” Blaine said to him.
“Okay...” he said a little slowly. Blaine got him up and led him to the corner of the room slowly. Kurt was a little shaky but Blaine held onto him. In the corner lay a woman. She wasn't awake but Kurt could hear her heartbeat. It was steady and soothing. He could hear every heart beat and the rush of blood throughout her body. He liked the sound surprisingly.
“Go ahead...” Blaine said. Kurt stared apprehensively at the lady and then knelt down slowly. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. The smell of her blood filled his lungs.
“She smells good right?” Blaine said kneeling down.
“Yes,” Kurt replied. He leaned forward slowly and tilted the girls head to one side exposing her delicate neck. Kurt leaned in and took a deep breath of her scent. He bit into her neck then and started sucking. She was awakened and screamed out in pain. Some of the blood managed to drip down his chin and onto her clothes but he could care less. All he knew was he wanted more and to continue on. She had started thrashing but Blaine had grabbed her and held her down and covered her mouth.
“Enough,” Blaine said as she stopped thrashing and Kurt could no longer hear her heartbeat. Blaine moved over to him and wiped at the corner of his mouth and licked the blood off of his thumb. Kurt licked the rest off his chin. His teeth didn't hurt as much now which he loved.
“Feeling better?” Blaine asked.
“I am...” he said.
“Go back to the bed. Don't move from it at all. Stay there until I come back,” Blaine said.
“How long will you be?” Kurt asked as he stood up. He found he had an easier time getting up but now he noticed he had a headache. He made his way to the bed and collapsed on it. He heard Blaine disappear from the room and he closed his eyes. It felt like forever since Blaine had gone out and by now he was curled into a ball on the bed. His head hurt so much. He felt the bed dip as someone sat on it.
“Kurt? Kurt!”
He moved his arms from his head to see Blaine sitting by him. A worried expression covered his face.
“Are you okay?”
“My head hurts,” he replied. Blaine then laid down by him and took him in his arms.
“It will for a while...sometimes it's a dull ache other times it's a bad ache. It'll go away eventually. Just try to sleep for now okay?”
“Okay...” Kurt mumbled as he yawned and closed his eyes. He curled up into Blaine's chest and took his shirt in his fists and pressed his head against Blaine. Blaine held him tightly but not uncomfortably and pressed light kisses to his hair. Soon he fell asleep pressed close against Blaine and content with everything.
End Notes: So what do you guys think about the first chapter?! :D Thanks for reading!