Sept. 3, 2012, 10:30 a.m.
Blackout: Chapter 8
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Kurt was reading a book in his room when Quinn walked in. She was in a new sundress Rachel had bought her. It was a soft yellow color and very simple. She walked over to his bed and sat down on the edge. He put his book down looking at her questioningly.
“What do you want?” he asked.
“I saw Blaine today. He told me about last night and asked how you were. I told him you've been in your room since.”
“Quinn, why? Let it go.”
“No. I'm not. He asked me to bring you to his show tonight. He wants you there...”
“I'm not going. You and Rachel dragged me there and I'm not letting you do that again.”
“Kurt, please? One last time?”
Kurt looked at her wondering what to do. Should he risk it? He sighed and ran a hand through his hair and then put his face in his hands. He looked up at her and closed his eyes.
“I'll go...”
He heard the squeal and then her arms wrapped around him. He chuckled as she held him and placed a kiss on his cheek.
“You are amazing! I'll go get ready. You should too. Dress nicely. I'll see you in a bit,” Quinn said as she left the room. Kurt sat back against the headboard and sighed. Why was he doing this?
That night him and Quinn were once again front row thanks to Blaine. The show was the same as the last one except for one part. Blaine looked down at him and he saw a small smile on his face.
“I'm going to change this up tonight. There's this amazing person I had in my life. And two years ago I really, really messed up. He's here tonight...thankfully he's here. When it came to my first CD he was the reason it was released. He was the reason most of those songs were written and recorded. I may not get him back as what I want him to be but I'd like to just have him in my life and this is my sorry. I couldn't decide between these two songs so...I'm going to sing both.,” Blaine said. Kurt looked over at Quinn who was smiling back at him. The band started playing including Blaine.
“A strangled smile fell from your face. It kills me that I hurt you this way. The worst part is that I didn't even know. Now there's a million reasons for you to go...but if you can find a reason to stay. I'll do whatever it takes. to turn this around. I know what's at stake. I know that I've let you down. And if you give me a chance, believe that I can change. I'll keep us together whatever it takes...” Blaine sang looking down at him.
“But remember the time I told you the way that I felt. That I'd be lost without you and never find myself. Let's hold onto each other above everything else. Start over, start over...I'll do whatever it takes, to turn this around. I know what's at stake. I know I've let you down. And if you give me a chance and believe that I can change. I'll keep us together whatever it takes...” Blaine sang finishing the song. The arena of people cheered for him. Kurt looked up at him as Blaine worried his lower lip like he used to when he was nervous or upset.
“The next song is one that should be done on the piano but I love my guitar too much to switch...this is another I'm sorry...but also I need you because without you I'm not me...I can't do what I thought I could...” Blaine said as he slowly strummed.
“Notice me, take my hand. Why are we strangers when our love is strong? Why carry on without me? Everytime I try to fly, I fall without my wings. I feel so small, I guess I need you baby. And everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face, it's haunting me. I guess I need you baby...”
Kurt watched him as he played his guitar. Blaine was looking down at him and Kurt saw he was crying now. Kurt wiped his own eyes and felt Quinn's hand reach over and hold his.
“I make believe that you are here. It's the only way I see clear. What have I done? You seem to move on easy. And everytime I try to fly, I fall without my wings. I feel so small, I guess I need you baby. And everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face, you're haunting me. I guess I need you baby,” Kurt sang under his breath this time with Blaine. Blaine stopped playing and went onto the next verse.
“I may have made it rain...please forgive me. My weakness caused you pain and this song is my sorry...At night I pray...that soon your face will fade away! And everytime I try to fly. I fall without my wings, I feel so small. I guess I need you baby. And everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face, you're haunting me. I guess I need you baby...” Blaine sang finishing up the song. Kurt bit his bottom lip and stood up weaving his way out of the crowd and into the hallway.
“Kurt!”
“Stop Quinn...I can't...he hurt me...I hurt him. It's irreparable. The damage is done and we need to move on...”
“Kurt...you can't tell me that you don't have feelings for him. Don't lie to me.”
“I do...but Quinn...things have changed...we've changed!”
“Love doesn't. You two still love each other. I'm not going to rest until you talk to him and settle things between you two.”
A man with a black shirt that said security on it walked up behind Quinn. She turned around and smiled at the man.
“Hi, Ray!” she said.
“He wants you two down in the back. He wants to talk to you two after the show.”
“Let's go, Kurt!” Quinn said smiling at him. Reluctantly, he let her lead him down to the room they were in the previous night.
Comments
Do you sing you wright awesome songs
I love to sing but I think I suck...my one friend told me I have a really good voice. Lol. I love to write and songs was one thing I could never write lyrics until I started writing this story. I need music for them though. I can hear them but I can't do anything more. Lol. Thank you so much for reading and commenting! :)
SOBBING!!!!!!!!!! This reminds me of a song, Walking by Alexz Johnson, it think it is Kurts responce to blaines song. thats got nothing to do with my review of praise but i ramble when im excite. WOW i cant wait for the next!!!! no seriously, screw sleep and work write more!!!
Lol...sorry...I'm dead tired and work night shift tomorrow. I'll update after work! XD Make you wait!
im still waiting lol i am the biggest fan for your book here it is to awesome
Thank you so much! And I'm so sorry I haven't updated! I stared watching White Collar and I think you can figure out the rest...Lol. This weekend I will have an update though! :) Thank you for being patient and waiting! It means so much!