A/N: I planned to post it the same date as it was in the novel, but since it was finished, I didnt want to wait to see what you think of it!

Warning: Nonconsensual sex involved.

Dec. 23rd

8:30am Hospital

It was a crazy week. The snow added the atmosphere of the Christmas as much as it added the patients. Blaine had to work over time every day while doing all the paper work like the evaluation of those interns and the fund application of his own research next year. He felt into sleep every time his head hit the pillow, leaving no time to think about his personal life nor his own feelings. It was until he got the phone from Sebastian asking about the color of bow tie he was gonna wear tonight so he could chose the brooch to match him that he realized it was 23rd already and that the prom of the hospital was held tonight. He was thrilled with the idea that he could meet Kurt today. It had be several days that he met Kurt since their shift didnt overlap these days. It gonna be a great night, maybe he could dance with Kurt, or even, do a duet, Blaine smiled to himself. He stretched to his pocket, checked the box inside, enjoying the soft touch of the velvet surface. Will he like it? He has to like it.

8:00pm Prom

The auditorium was decorated with a style of 70s with a huge Christmas tree in the center.
Blaine was greeted and giving greetings to the acquaintances. But the only person he wanted to see now was still absent. He sighed, looked at Sebastian who was accompanying his farther, surrounded by those leaders of the hospital. He knew he should probably go there and accomplish his social obligation, but he just felt he didnt want to. He deliberately delay the time until Sebastian disappeared to the backstage in order to prepare for the show. He sighed, squeezed himself through the crowds when a tall skinny guy at the gate caught his attention. "Kurt!" A smile appeared in Blaines face.
All in a sudden, the spot light opened and the stage was now as bright as day. People flushed to the stage when the choir showed up. As the solo of Sebastian began, everyones attention was attracted to him, he did have a good voice that even Blaine could not deny. But he was not in the mood listening when he fought the way to Kurt.

Finally, he was able to touch the man in his dreams. "Hi, you look amazing tonight!" Blaine patted the shoulder of the man who was wearing a fit Dior Homme suit and a silver vintage pin in the collar of white shirt. "And Im more than happy to see you dont need a crutch anymore."
Kurt turned his head, giving Blaine a familiar smile, but theres something different in that smile, which Blaine could not tell. "Hi, Blaine, Im fine now, and you look stunning too."

Blaine stared at those light-pink lips, suppressing the urge to kiss them with all his strength.

Kurt looked back to the stage, "He is different when hes on stage. He does have some glamour for the audience..."
"Yeah, he used to stay in the Broadway before he turned to the movies." Blaine quickly approved, eager to end this topic. " So, what is your plan for Christmas?"
"I have to be on duty on the afternoon of Christmas Eve, so I guess I have to spend my Christmas in NY."
Blaine smiled, Great! "Dont tell me you are gonna spend your Christmas reading those medical books alone. If you dont have any accompany, you can come to our party!" Blaine took two glasses of Mojito, handing one to Kurt.
"Blaine," Kurt took a sip of the alcohol, "I…I have something to tell you…"Then his voice was covered up by the applause and cheers of the ended song.
Kurt had to stop his statements, and clapped along with the audience.

Around by the dimmed lights, only a bunch of spotlight shined on Sebastian, who was speaking into the microphone.
" Thank you guys! Well, in this joyous and peaceful holiday, I have an important good news to announce."
People quieted down and got curious, so did Blaine.
"Everyone knows me and Blaine have been together for a long time, so, as the gay marriage is legal now." he exposed a signature smile," This month, were engaged! Id like to share this great news to all your guys that I love and care. Thank you for your blessing! "
Blaine petrified, standing still, not even blinking. What? What did he say? Did he say engaged? With whom? Me? Im engaged? With him? What?

He was trying to shout "NO!" when the people surrounding him were pushing him to the side of Sebastian, but he just opened his mouth and closed it. He seemed to be floating in the air, completely lost his control to his own body. His friends, his teachers, his superiors were smiling to him, clapping at him, congratulating him. He was feeling surrounded by dense mist, he could not hear anything, could not see anything. He could only see Kurt, in this crowded room, as if only he and Kurt existed. He saw Kurt smiling at him, but he felt it was coming out of reluctance. He laughed so beautifully, anyone else will consider that smile coming out of joy, but Blaine just know that smile contained so much bitter. He tried to explain that he didnt know anything, that he was not engaged, but there was already too much distance between him and Kurt, there was no way Kurt could hear what he said. He saw Kurt using his lip language to say "congratulations" and then he turned back, left the noisy room. Watching his back, Blaine felt his heart was empty as hollow.

10:55pm Sebastians house

"What the hell are you doing?!" Blaine shut the door and roared loudly.

"Calm down," Sebastian expressed a nonchalant smile, "I dont know why you act so angry."

"Maybe because that you just told everybody that I was engaged without my consent! I didnt know a thing about it!"

"Now you know it." Sebastian shrugged, "Are you saying that you dont want to marry me, my little puppy?" I know you so well, you will never deny me.
"Argh…I…" Blaine fell into couch with frustration, "I dont know what to say!" He covered his face with hands.
"I know, Blaine," Sebastian twined Blaines curls with his index finger. "Im not stupid. I knew you had a crush on that Kurt thing."

Blaine astonished. "Wh…what? No! Im not!"

Sebastian smirked, "Really? Look, I dont mind. I know it was a one-time thing. We had been together for such a long time, Im not surprised that you find something fresh in other guys," He inserted his fingers into Blaines head and pushed it to his own, stared to his eyes, "as long as you are mine. If it didnt bother you, it wont bother me, I own you after all." He pulled Blaines head backwards with his left hand, and sucked his neck, "God, you taste so good. It has been a long time since we had sex. I just miss your body, I love that I could know every echo I will gain from your body with my action. Scream for me, baby!" His other hand got into Blaines clothes, pinched his right nipple, and rubbed it hard.
"Ah…N…No…"Blaine cant help but moaned loudly, "STOP! Seb, stop, I dont want it!"

"Oh, you want it, you will want it." Sebastian pushed Blaine down to the couch, and pined his resisting hands up to his head. Blaine struggled, trying to kick him.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa, watch out, babe!" Sebastian avoided the attack, he pressed Blaine, put all his weight on him and said to his ear, "Youd better think twice before you reject me or do you want your sweetheart get fired?"

Blaines eyes widened, "You cant do that!"

"Of course I can, his fellowship will be ended immediately, and he wont be able to match any hospital in NY anymore. But, I will not do it." He smirked, "I dont want my fianc� sad." He kissed Blaines nipple then all the way down to the navel, used his tongue to circle it, knowing this was the erogenous zone of Blaine and he was satisfied to find Blaine was breathing fiercely.

"All you have to do is picking up a ring, and a date." He unbuckled the belt, "Actually, you can even bring him here, I wanna taste that pale skin, too." Blaine felt so gross but all his nerves seemed to lose their function.

"If you behave well, I may even make them to approve his application, Blainey. He could be neurosurgeon again, wont you be happy for him?" Blaine stunned with the words. He thought of Kurt, his smile, his tears, no, he didnt want to see him crying anymore. Kurt was the one person that he wanted to save more than anyone else in the world. He could never ruin his future, he deserved so much more.

Blaine stared at the ceiling, he could feel his pants being taken off, but he didnt care anymore. He felt the frog came back and protected him from harm, like the man got his thighs wide open was not himself. He just drowned in his desperation. He was not desperate because he was being raped but because the tiny hope that he could hold Kurts hands had flew away and gone forever.

The pain of his back entrance pulled him back to the reality a little, he knew he was inserted in without any warning or preparation. He screamed but no sound was leaving his lips; he thought he was crying but there was no tears on his face. He was pierced through harshly, every thrust on his buttock was strong and without any mercy. All he could do was focusing on ignoring the shadow that was moving. Soon, soon he could go home, soon he could see his Kurt, soon. He was so innocent and perfect. If he could not bring happy to him, at least he could suffer for him. When he felt that shadow reached orgasm inside his body, he suppressed nausea sweeping off him, shut his eyes tight and bit his lower lips so hard that he could feel the taste of blood.

A/N: Please dont hate me. Reviews, pleeeease.