"It was the third year since we started dating." Kurt swallowed, "We were like old couples as those lesbians, cuddling with a regular interval, no more flirting texts. I still loved him, but you know," Kurt shrugged, "I needed someone to make me feel good."

"Yeah, I understand. "Blaine agreed and gave the look to let him go on.

"So…there was someone I met at the music store…We…we chatted on line for a little bit. Then it came that night. "Kurt bit his lower lip, "He…Adam found out our texts by accident…And…We had a big, a huge fight."

"You beat him?"

"No, no, no…"Kurt shook his head violently, "I loved him too much to injury him. I mean, we had an argument. We were all furious afterwards. He thought I was threating on him. But I felt so aggrieved because I was so innocent…And…the argument ended with him running out of our department with rage. I was too angry to chase him immediately, which I regret so much till now." Kurt said in a tone so sad that Blaine couldnt help but to comfort him, so he held his hands. They were so cold and a little shaking. Blaine held and scrubbed them, trying to warm them.

Kurt sent a subtle smile to show thanks to Blaines movements, and he continued, "I went out to find him 2 hours later. He was not at his home, nor anywhere. I rushed back, thought he might have come back here. According to Rachael," Kurt stopped for a while, "he…he came back once when I was out, but we missed. I searched for him for a whole night, he wouldnt answer my phone. And at dawn…I…got that call…The call…coming from the hospital, he was hit by a car…I was standing there, picking up the phone, looking at the sunrise...The sunrise was so bright and beautiful, however, it was the darkest moment in my life." Kurt trembled, "It was all my fault…I did that to him…I was a neurosurgeon, but I couldnt wake up my own lover and I couldnt even look at blood anymore so I quit and became a physician instead. I thought of killing myself for a thousand times, but I cant take the chance that if one day hed wake up. Im such an evil. It was all my fault…It was all my fault…" Kurt closed his eyes, trying to hold back the final outburst of tears, but he failed, he could feel the hot water dribbling. He was too afraid to open his eyes, scaring that Blaine will immediately walk away after hearing all this, until he felt a wet and gentle touch in his lips. It was so soft and full of affection that he felt his mind going totally blank for a moment, then he realized it was Blaine kissing him.

As seeing Kurt crying, a sharp pang of pain struck through Blaine like a knife and made each delicate fiber of his nature quiver. He felt nothing but an urge to kiss dry all his tears. He could feel Kurt became rigid then flinched. Blaine stretched his hand to cup Kurts face. His skin was smooth as silk.

-It is so wrong, yet it feels so right. Wait, Kurt, what are you doing, STOP!–Startled, Kurt opened his eyes wide, pushed Blaine away, "Wha...Y…You cant…I cant do this…Im still in love with…"

"Shh…"Blaine hushed, "I know, I know you still love him," his hazel eyes darkened, "I just want you to feel better. It wont hurt anybody, no one needs to know. " He, again, took Kurts face in his hands and gently kissed him. That was a very, very long kiss, mans tongue pressed into the depths, took Kurts revolt, so he let himself sunk in the pleasures yield.

"Tell me you dont want this." Blaine muttered beside Kurts ear and then cherished the earlobe, covering his hand in the bulge of Kurts pyjamas.

Kurt couldnt help but groaning. How he hated his sensitive body now. Realizing his own erection, finally, he gave up all his reasons and hesitations, melting in Blaines embrace.

Sensing the same lust in those blue eyeballs, Blaine grinned, pecked slightly in Kurts neck and removed his lovely pajama up. His skin was so white and flawless, Blaine could not even bear to leave a hickey. When his tongue licked the pink nipples, feeling the muscles of the person beneath tightened. He gently stroked his back, whispered, "Relax, my dear, all you need to do is enjoy."

Kurt felt Blaine kissing all the way down to his groin, and his hands stroking the inside of his thighs. His fingers trembling, inserting into Blaines curls. Nor could he think or move, when Blaines mouth latch onto his firm, he just closed his eyes tightly, feeling this warm and moist which he hadnt experienced for such a long time.

His organ was slowly but firmly accepted into deep inside of the other mans throat. Kurt moaning softly, caressing Blaines hair and ears. After a while, the man becomes increasingly rapid. Finally, he felt a sudden emptiness, the mans mouth had left. But before long, he felt a little cold lubricant is coated on his entrance, the other man gently massaged in, let his sphincter to relax. Then a finger was in, he tensed, but Blaine moved slowly and stimulated the gland with a great patient.

After three fingers in, Kurt groaned , "m ... more .. Please ..."
Blaine was a bit uncertain," Are you sure? You are still very tight."
Kurt nodded, "100%". Then he felt Blaine gently caressed his buttocks and separated it. He could feel the mans strong advanced, slowly, to reach his depths.

He unconsciously arched his waist, groaned loudly.
"Did I hurt you?" Blaine worried and stopped, "Is it your injured foot?"

Kurt bit the lower lip and shook his head, " N…no, no ... Dont stop, please…"
Blaine eased down, continued his movements.
Kurt stayed in the slight pain and joy alternately. With a constant moaning, the only thing he could feel was that strong insertion into the depth of his body and soul, with every thrust stimulating his prostate.

He felt the mans thighs constantly hitting his body, his hands on his crotch. Gradually, the mans one hand sliding to his penis, in addition to thrust through him, gently stroked his organ, making Kurt reach the peak, requiring a relief.

The man speeded the movements both of the body and hand. Trance for a few seconds, Kurt reached the climax, a dazzling white light took his feeling, and left him nearly losing his conscious.

Before falling into unconscious, Kurt seemed to feel that the man had reached his climax too in his body and slowly withdrew his firm.
Hearing the man walking in the room, then he was helped being cleaned up, but he could only lay there, completely exhausted and satisfied.