Kurt Anderson was rubbing his stomach staring at his wedding portrait, taken 5 years ago, Kurt in his white Dior tux and Blaine looked so handsome in his class A Uniform. Blaine was a major in the U.S. Army, and was currently deployed in Afghanistan, it was his second tour of duty, since they were married. He was first deployed about four months after they had gotten married, he was gone for only five months, so it was a relatively short tour, then he was stationed in California for three months. This time it’s been about seven months out of the ten he needed to serve, it was hard the first time but it’s been harder this time around. Kurt was 8 months pregnant with their first child. Kurt had just found out three days before Blaine was deployed. It didn’t help matters that Kurt was so sick during these past seven months. He needed his husbands’ support and he cried himself to sleep almost every night.

He wrote Blaine every day since he was deployed sending him copies of the baby’s sonograms. It was about a week or so before Christmas and it was really hard on him. He missed his husband more than anything, this was Blaine’s favorite time of year. Kurt’s birthday tomorrow. It would be the first Christmas away from Blaine.

Of course he had seen Blaine 5 months ago when he got emergency leave when Blaine’s mother had gone into a coma and was put on life support and was there when they took her off and to say goodbye to her. That was a very bittersweet visit. He would give anything to have Blaine with him for Christmas this year. He told his family he wanted two things for Christmas this year, one his baby to be healthy and two for his husband. Little did Kurt know that Finn was at JFK Airport picking Blaine up, as he got discharged three months early!

Finn and Rachel were waiting by the gate for him. His flight had landed and were looking for him. People kept coming and coming. No Blaine.

Finn looked at his wife, holding their newborn daughter, Victoria and asked “Do you think he missed his flight? There’s nobody else coming through.”

Rachel shook her head, “No Finn, I don’t think he missed his flight. He would’ve called if he did! And-“

Blaine was looking around for them and heard Rachel say “Finnegan Christopher! If you wake up Victoria I swear to god!” He chuckled and walked over to them with his duffle bag over his shoulder.

“I’m not going to wake her up if anything you will because your shouting!”

Rachel scowled at him. “Me!? I am not shouting! And don’t you dare talk back to me!”

He smiled and quietly put down his duffle bag “You know Finn, I’d listen to her if I were you. You get punched rather hard on the arm if you don’t.”

Finn smiled at Blaine “I know thanks Blaine!” he looked back at Rachel then back at Blaine. “Blaine!” He cried and hugged his brother-in-law causing Rachel to laugh and cry a little bit

He chuckled “Hey Finn!” Finn was hugging him tightly. “Okay Finn, you missed me I get it! Let me breathe!”

Finn let him go “Oh sorry!”

He looked at him and shook his head and looked at Rachel. “Well Rachel you look beautiful!”

He kissed her cheek. “How are you feeling.”

She chuckled “Exhausted! But I’m okay. You look great too. Oh. I bet you’ll want to meet Victoria.”

He looked at the little bundle in her arms. “Oh my god Rachel, she’s precious!”

“Do you want to hold her?”

He nodded “Can I?”

She nodded and handed her to him. “Finn grab his duffle bag!”

Finn grabbed it and they made their way to the car. Blaine put Victoria in her carseat and sat beside her. “So, Kurt doesn’t know I’m coming right?”

Rachel shook her head “Nope, he has no idea! How did you manage this by the way?”

He chuckled “I have no idea, to tell you the truth. But hey I’m not complaining. How has he been?”

Rachel looked at him “Do you want me to lie to you or…”

He sighed “That bad huh?”

“I’ve had to go over there a few times because he was so depressed. I think it’s just the hormones and the fact you weren’t with him but he really, really misses you.”

He smiled sadly. “I miss him too, more than he’ll ever know. It’s been torture being away from him this long…”

Finn spoke for the first time “Do you think you’re going to get deployed again?”

He sighed “I was going to announce this on Christmas but this was my last tour of duty, ever. I’m done, I’ve been there for 6 years and I’ve paid my debt to my country, now I need to focus on my family.”

Rachel started to cry “Oh my god Blaine! This is going to mean so much to him!”

Finn nodded “Yeah, this is great man!” They pulled onto the street and into their driveway and he began to feel butterflies, he was so excited but nervous at Kurt’s reaction.

Finn smiled “Ok, Rachel and I are going to go inside and see what he’s doing and Rachel will distract him and I’ll text you when you can come in okay?”

He nodded “Yep, I’ve got the flowers and everything.”

Rachel and Finn left the car with Victoria and went inside. He waited in the car anxiously for the text. Finally it came. He opened the door and shut it quietly and quietly made his way into the house through the garage Finn had opened and the door that lead to the living room was open, he had tears in his eyes as he walked into his house for the first time in months. Finn smiled whispering “Welcome home man!”

Finn took out the glass in the bag he brought to get Kurt out to the living room. “Ready?”

“I’ve been ready for five months!”

He held up the glass and dropped it on the floor hitting it with a loud crash and took out his phone to record the whole thing.

“Ugh that must’ve been that new lamp I bought you…” said Rachel.

Kurt stood up and walked into the living room calling “Finnegan Christopher Hudson!”

Kurt’s yelling got louder “You better not have broken my lamp!” He turned the corner yelling “I’m gonna kill you Finn!”

He smiled as he saw him. Kurt looked at Finn “I can’t leave you alone for one minute can I-OH MY GOD!” He cried as Finn moved revealing Blaine standing by the Christmas tree.

“B-Blaine!?”

He smiled tearfully from ear to ear. “Surprise!”

Kurt ran to him and threw his arms around his neck and cried. He held him close and cried “Hey baby! I missed you so much.”

He looked at his husband, he was so beautiful. “I love you so much!”

Kurt smiled “I love you too.” He leaned in and kissed him softly and tenderly remembering that Finn and Rachel were still there.

Kurt looked at him. “H-how did you manage to get leave?! You were here five months ago! Not that I’m complaining.”

He chuckled “Well, to tell you the truth, I don’t know how I managed it, but I’m home now. Finn and Rachel knew the whole time and helped me surprise you.”

Kurt gave them, what Finn called “Kurt’s Bitch Face of Doom” “You assholes! You knew about this!”

They nodded “Hey we did this for you don’t bitch at us!”

Kurt shook his head and hugged them both. “Now, as much as I love you all…you two need to get the hell out of here… I want to spend some time with Blaine alone…we’ll see you tomorrow. Ok Bye. Leave….now!”

Finn got the picture…for once and bolted out the door, but looked back in and said “I would say use protection but….”

Rachel hit him off the head. “Finn! Go car now!”

She looked at him. “Well, have fun you two.” She winked and walked out of the door.

He smiled at Kurt. “Oh, how would you like one of your Christmas presents early?”

Kurt smiled “I really don’t need anything else…I got what I wanted.”

Kurt put his hand on his cheek “My husband back home with me for the holidays.”

He smiled “Oh…no this one you’re definitely going to want.”

Kurt rose an eyebrow at him. “Oh really?”

He nodded and took his hand and sat him down next to him. “Well, first I want to say I love you more than anything in the world and I’ve missed you. I know that this has been hard, going through the pregnancy without me, and trust me, it absolutely killed me not being here with you. Ask Jonathan, he’ll tell you. Every single sonogram I got in the mail from you I would look at and cry. Because I wasn’t there with you, I’ve never heard the baby’s heartbeat, or seen the baby move.”

He took Kurt’s hand and continued “ I realized from the first sonogram I got that I never want to miss this again.”

Kurt looked at him “Blaine sweetie, where are you going with this?”

“Kurt, you are never going to have be without me by your side for months at a time, ever again.”

Kurt looked confused “Uh, yeah I will…baby you’re in the Army, it’s part of being in the Army. I made sacrifices and I knew that this would happen when I married you. Granted I didn’t know I’d get pregnant but that’s beside the point. What do you mean by that?”

He smiled “Think baby, think really hard.”

“Wait, wait…”

He nodded. “Yep…”

Kurt’s eyes filled with tears and he hugged his husband “Oh my god! Blaine!”

He chuckled. Kurt looked at him. “Wait, so you mean it, never again?”

He nodded “Yep, never again I can’t stand being apart the person I love.”

Kurt kissed him softly. “I can’t believe you did this! For me…for us!”

He smiled “I did, I’ve been in the army for six years I’ve done two tours of duty overseas I’ve served my debt to my country, Now I have a family to think about.”

Kurt smiled “You know…tomorrow…I have a sonogram.”

He looked up, his eyes brightening. “Wait Seriously?”

Kurt nodded. “Yeah I was planning on getting a 3D image and possibly finding out the sex of the baby, unless you want to be surprised, I really don’t care.”

He kissed him. “I don’t care Kurt, I’m just so happy I get to see our baby now, for the first time!”

Kurt nodded. “I love you so much, you don’t know how much this means to me having you here.”

He kissed him hard, hard at first and then softer, wet and sweet-slick and… open, like waiting, like an invitation, so Kurt slipped his tongue into his mouth and then they both moaned. Kurt felt something in his brain explode, then melt. When he finally pulled back from him, his lips ached. Kurt cupped his cheek. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed you Blaine.”

He chuckled “I think I’ve good idea…”He pulled Kurt close kissing him.

Kurt smiled “Hmmm…I don’t know. Have you missed me that much and need to actually prove it.”

He looked at his husband “Seriously?”

Kurt just laughed and kissed him again—hot and quick and deep, sending a spark right through him down to his toes and grabbed his hand and dragged him to their room. Blaine took a look around, it hadn’t changed since he left it five months ago.

Kurt angled his head to catch his lips in a kiss. He kept it slow at first, almost chaste, but as Blaine drifted closer, as soft sounds escaped his mouth, Kurt reeled him in. He dragged his tongue along Blaine’s lower lip, not biting down like he wanted to but it was a close thing. He knew he was making sounds of his own, whimpers and moans, but it felt so fucking good to be close to Blaine, to be able to run his hands through the gorgeous curls he’d learned to love, to grip Blaine’s broad shoulders and align their chests, their hips… He pulled back and looked at Kurt, he missed him so much over these five months, they’d been torture!

He leaned forward and kissed his husband as he’d wanted to for months, deep and hot, and he bit down on Kurt’s lower lip, moaning as he felt Kurt surge against him. They broke apart, breathing heavily, and Kurt smiled tearfully, he’d missed him so much, going without him through the pregnancy

“I’ve missed you so, much.”

He smiled and wiped his tears. “I’ve missed you too baby. I’m never leaving again, I promise.”

Kurt surged forward, and Blaine went with him, until they were flat on the bed, pressed together from lips to groin. He could feel Blaine’s arousal now, pressing hard and hot against his even through their layers of clothing. He gripped Blaine’s ass, pulled him closer, opening his legs and letting Blaine settle between. They never stopped kissing, tongues battling for dominance, a teasing dance that went back and forth until Kurt couldn’t even remember his own name if asked. It had been so long that everything was extra sensitive. Kurt moaned against his lips and wrapped his arms around him tighter. He gasped it had been so long since he heard that beautiful sound escape his husband’s lips. He brought his hands into Kurt’s hair, sighing against his lips. Just kissing him like this felt amazing.

“Clothes,” he gasped out, as Blaine pressed biting kisses along his neck.

“Yeah,” Blaine agreed, pulling back. He started on his button on his shirt as Kurt sat up enough to pull his simple t-shirt off. They fell back together as soon as the shirts and pants flung to the side, Blaine on top this time, and he moaned at the feeling of Kurt’s skin pressed against his own. It had been so long since he’d done this. He ran his hands over his chest, marveling at the coarse hair, he ran his tongue down his chest, making his own marks into Kurt’s collarbone. So he did, pushing Kurt back on the bed, straddling him, as he reacquainted himself with his husband’s body again. He trailed kisses over Kurt’s chest.

Blaine’s mouth latched onto one of Kurt’s nipples, then and he just barely restrained his yell to a breathless grunt. The wet heat made his nipple tighten, and when Blaine sucked gently, it made him grab a hold of Blaine, just to make sure he never, ever moved from this spot. He shifted then, attending to Kurt’s other nipple in the same fashion, with wet, sucking heat that had Kurt mindlessly thrusting up as best he could against his solid weight. He wanted to make some sort of smart-ass remark when he felt Blaine smile against his skin, but anything but, “Yes, more, God,” seemed to be escaping him at the moment.

He pulled Kurt up to kiss him, making Kurt’s breath stutter. Winding their legs together, Blaine smoothed his fingers down Kurt’s chest and looked at him lovingly. Kurt kissed him

“Blaine” he moaned. “I- need you.”

He kissed Kurt softly before he reached into the nightstand and grabbed the lube and set it within reach and started kissing his husband again.

Kurt scratched down Blaine’s back. “God…I’ve missed this, baby…”

“Me too…so, so much..” Blaine sighed kissing his neck softly

He ran his fingertips up and down his member slowly.

Kurt writhed under his husband. “Fuck! God…Blaine…”

“Kurt, you’re so beautiful baby..” he whispered, wrapping his hand around Kurt’s member and watching intently as he slowly worked his hand up and down it.

“Blaiiine…baby…please…” Kurt moaned

He released Kurt’s cock before grabbing the lube.

Kurt felt his husband’s hand crept to his perineum, where he rubbed his thumb for a few long moments. He shook, just a little, pressing down into Blaine’s slick digits, wanting more of it.

Kurt tried to make Blaine penetrate him, craving the knowledge that Blaine was inside of him in some small way, clenching down around nothing and hating it, and groaned in frustration, he really needed him now.

“Wait a second baby, wait.” Blaine soothed, and he brushed back his sweat-damp curls. His lube-free hand slid under his hips, tapping at them. Kurt realized what his husband wanted and tilted his hips up, letting him slide a pillow underneath for better access.

“Oh…please baby,” Kurt begged, more than ready for Blaine. He gave him one last kiss, lingering, and Kurt turned up into it, unclenching his fists so he could wind his arms around Blaine’s neck.

“Please, Blaine? “Kurt asked again.

He pressed his first finger against his husband’s entrance in response, then pushed it home.

Kurt’s entire body jerked and his breath fell out of him in a whine. Blaine’s finger was twisting inside him, soft and slick and he kept clenching around it, throwing his head back. Kurt had no defense against the pleasure that just the thought that Blaine was inside him even a little brought and had no way of coping with the way his skin seemed to flare where Blaine was touching him. After months of going without him he needed more.

“God, Baby” he said in awe. “I’ve missed you so much! I’ve missed this.” He leaned down, mouthing and Kurt’s neck, little sparks of pleasure that just joined those already gathering in his groin. Kurt didn’t say anything besides moaning, long and broken, gripping Blaine as though that would steady him.

“Another,” Kurt gritted out, wriggling his ass a little as he got used to the overwhelming sensation of Blaine inside him. He smeared still more lube at his entrance and then slipped in his second finger. This time, Kurt shut his eyes tight for a second before he could push back against his digits; it had been five months since he’d done this.

He started up a proper rhythm, fucking him with his fingers, much to Kurt’s gratification as he met Blaine on each thrust. It took a moment or two, but they got the hang of how to meet each other halfway. Kurt figured out how to brace himself to follow Blaine’s finger-fucking, while Blaine could feel it as he found out that steadying his thrusts was easy if he rested his thumb against Kurt’s perineum, which had the added effect of making Kurt shudder with each movement. He added a third finger and Blaine knew he needed to find Kurt’s prostate He looked for it until-

“FUCK!” He smiled he’d found it, he thrust with more purpose, rubbing over Kurt’s prostate every time he did so until Kurt was holding onto their bed and letting his husband do as he pleased as he simply tried to hold things together.

“I need you!”

He lined himself up at Kurt’s entrance before leaning forward and kissing him softly. “I love you..” he said, placing a hand on Blaine’s cheek.

“I love you too, Blaine…So, so much…”

He slowly pressed into Kurt, moaning softly as he felt the tight heat surround him.

Kurt winced at the stretch. But damn, did he love it.

“Are you okay?” he whispered, stopping as he saw Kurt’s face.

“It’s…been so…so long.. “ He sighed “I’m okay..” Kurt assured him.

He nodded softly before slowly pushing all the way into his husband moaning “God!”

He looked at Kurt, “M-move.”

He pulled almost all the way out and then back in groaning, kissing Kurt softly as he slowly slides in and out of Blaine, pulling him closer.

Kurt tangled his fingers in his husband’s hair, moaning against Blaine’s lips.

“I love you…I love you so much …” he whispered against Kurt’s lips as he slowly rolled his hips.

“Fuck!” Kurt moaned “I love you too baby!”

He slid his hands down to grab Kurt’s hips as he sped up his movements, kissing his jaw as his husband panted beneath him.

“You’re so beautiful...” Blaine gasped.

Kurt brought his hips up, meeting his thrusts.

Blaine was so happy. They were back to how they were. Finally everything was how it should be.

Kurt was nearly sobbing with pleasure, he’d missed this so much. “Oh god Blaine! Harder!”

He pumped into Kurt faster, angling himself to brush across that bundle of nerves inside of him.

Kurt cried out with the overwhelming pleasure. “Blaine…Blaiiine…God..”

“Fuck baby, you feel so fucking good..” He moaned, burying his face in the crook of Kurt’s neck.

He repeatedly hit the spot making Kurt nearly sob with pleasure. “Fuck! I’m close baby!”

He reached between them and took Kurt’s beautiful cock into his hand, pumping quickly in time with his thrusts.

Kurt gasped loudly. “Blaiiine! Fuck!” he moaned as he came heavily between them.

He felt Kurt’s muscles clench around him and he cries out, clutching to Kurt as he came inside of his beautiful husband riding out his orgasm.

He pulled out of Kurt and held him close “I love you baby.” He whispered.

“I love you too.” Kurt breathed out, tearing up and clutching to his husband.

He kissed Kurt’s tear as one fell from his own eye. “I’ve missed you, so much.”

Kurt let his tears fall and said “I missed you too.”

“Shh, it’s okay sweetie. I’m here now.” He said rubbing his husbands back.

“I-I love you Blaine.”

“I love you too Kurt.” He kissed him softly and they fell asleep wrapped in each others arms.