Tip #4

Social media

Like I said in tip #3 people are mean when they are anonymous, it is just the way it is. But words hurt a lot especially, though not to the warblers knowledge, I was bullied my whole life. Which is why on February 12th the day I unprivated my twitter I wrote a fairly large 'blog' if you will stating my problems with having a public twitter. It read:

"While I know a lot of you Warblers have problems with me taking 'your Blaine' away and changing him, I'm not doing anything like that Blaine and I are both 17 years old and growing up and funnily enough when I'm with Blaine I don't have the evil scheme of making him act differently towards his fans, you see that 'His' as in you that's because your not my fans you are his I'm not trying to make him act differently towards you it would take up the energy I could spend buying clothes, singing, studying and hanging out with my friends. Unlike public belief I don't hate you, I don't hate anyone because my whole life I hat been different and bullied and the last thing I need is all 10 million of you ganging up on me. My Blaine and your Blaine are two very different people, because he isn't famous Blaine Anderson of Dalton he is just my goofy, silly often to cute for his own good boyfriend with a heart of gold, his intention never in the wrong place and to much love in his heart and he put's up with my nagging about what new box set we're going to watch. Truth is the people that manage Dalton told me to make my twitter public, something I'm not 100% sure I'm comfortable with because last time it hurt me a hell of a lot. But I'm doing it because, I don't want you to not like me trust me when I say that we are on the same side and I would love to hear all about you boy crushes and what you like that's in fashion and well Blaine's ass as I have seen how much you have admired it, I do too. Truth is I'm a lot like all of you just a normal guy in high school in a small town just dating a boy that I was crushing on WAY before he was famous. So if you don't like me please don't follow me and don't send me mean messages as they hurt I never say anything mean to you, and please please please stop with the sending me links to naughty fan fiction about me and Blaine... I have tumblr ;) although very creative.
Thank you Kurt (: xx"

It seemed to do the trick they loved me after that. Although the fan fiction never has stopped. But they did get a little red faced about me knowing about it and having tumblr. They basically had a melt down and we were no longer enemies and more like allies.

I guess I should do a Tip #4.2 never ever talk about fan fiction. ever.

Tip #5

Never wear you boyfriends shirt after hot steamy sex in his pent house Los Angeles apartment

I guess that a bit of a interesting title especially seeing as you are my professor but hey you never know. Anyhow this really links up to how my WHOLE family found out I was sexually active this was in November so before I allowed the fans to see my twitter. We had been out and about and chilling in LA one weekend when my dad had let me go after begging for days to visit Blaine. We had been pictured a lot as Blaine had just done an interview stating he was in love with me which I already knew but still so very cute indeed.

We ended up in bed naked and very sweaty soon after and I decided I wanted some fresh air although Blaine had fallen asleep, I put on my boxers and Blaine's shirt and slipped on to his balcony, little did I know I was photographed by some girls who could see on to the Blaine Andersons balcony. Well media put two and two together, so did my Dad and Blaine's parents. 'Blaine Anderson caught in sexcepade' Well no it wasn't but it was quite the scandal, I guess a lot of teenage girls and there parents and my parents and Blaine's parents didn't appreciate that two 17 year olds were having a jolly good old time sexing it up in a sweet LA pad with little supervision and a lot of hormones. And well the whole world seeing a picture of the aftermath; hair not in the correct order, red cheeked and walking frankly a little funny (they decided to video too) they knew all too well that I Kurt Hummel was in all sense's very much fucked. Not just by my boyfriend but when I received a call from my father demanding on knowing the ins and out and all the trimmings and then sitting me down when I returned to give me yet ANOTHER SEX TALK!!!!!!!! I nearly died right there but at least I had nothing to lose he knew and he was okay with it although he wanted me to be even more media careful if that was possible and well safe which we always are. I was growing up and not that he knew when the V card was gone but had been with Blaine for over six months eight in fact and that he just had to deal with it although it was the most embarrassing thing ever, a sense of pride sort of filled me in a disturbing and slightly awkward way when #KurtGotTheD was trending number one world wide on twitter, because Blaine was mine in everyway and everyone knew it.

Tip #6

Breaking up is sad, but even sadder when you're let go

Blaine and I broke up just after I graduated high school he was just about to release Dalton's sophomore album 'Desperate for love' and I was moving to New York to attend NYU obviously I guess he just knew it was less flexible for me and we had less time for each other and hard as I tried to stop him he broke up with me and left, I was only a month in to my four years I would have spend in collage. I was no longer Kurt Hummel, Blaine Anderson of Daltons boyfriend and I was Kurt Hummel, Blaine Anderson of Daltons ex-boyfriend. I got the blame from fans and all the hate. Blaine wouldn't answer my calls and truth be told it made me mad the amount I sacrificed for Blaine for him just to break up with me. So I decided to just not give a fuck I didn't care about what they thought anymore and Blaine obviously didn't. So if someone said something mean to me like 'Blaine was to good for you' I would reply 'Yeah, sure. That's not what he said when he was fucking me' or 'I don't know why Blaine ever dated you" to which I childishly replied 'Because I don't look like you darling' and one of my all time favourites 'I'd be much better for Blaine then you ever were' and I replied 'Honey unless you sprout a dick you have no chance with Blaine he loves his ass filled to much' yeah I was really angry to say the least. I changed my number when Blaine got his team to do his dirty work to stop me talking to fans the way I was. But I was just so hurt and the truth was I never actually said any thing bad about Blaine, I really just stuck up for myself. So I took another approach at hurting Blaine, again I know its childish, I started posting lots of pictures of me with really hot boys because apparently being Blaine's ex makes me a catch, and well I fit in here in New York. Finally just before Christmas Blaine showed up at Rachel and I apartment, I think I've mentioned her my best friends and he was all 'What the hell is wrong with you?' I believe the conversation went a lot like this:

Blaine: What the hell is wrong with you?Me: Its amazing how much I get asked that.Blaine: I'm not messing around KurtMe: Neither am I. Blaine: So fucking a load of guys.Me: Not going to mention the fact I abuse your fan base on a regular basis.Blaine: They deserve it. But you sleeping around that isn't you. You are worth so much more ten that Kurt.Me: Blaine.Blaine: What?Me: I never slept with any of them.

(I pretty sure we were both crying by this point)
Not another word was spoken, we just hugged each other and that night I think was the very first night of my life that I made love and as horrible the break up I think we both realised that I would never be 'better off' without Blaine. And if that break up never happened we most definitely wouldn't be the people we are today. And I really love who I am today.