Kurt tries to avoied Blaine for the rest of the day. Talking and being around him as little as possible. Kurt doesn’t exactly know how he can be this hurt just by knowing Blaine for a few days, but he still does… And to think about it, he never actually heard someone say that Blaine and that guy who had been touching Blaine, where together. Not that he had asked anyone.

Two days went by and Kurt was still kind of sad about this whole thing. After school was over for the day, he went to this nice little café to get some coffee. When he walks in the door, he sees Blaine and that guy (yes, he still don’t know his name. He don’t even want to know) sitting by a table. The unnamed guy is moving his foot up and down Blaine’s leg and a big smirk on his face. Blaine was just sitting there, sipping his coffee and eating his cookie. Kurt rolls his eyes before walking up to the desk to give the woman behind the counter his order. He’s trying not to be seen by the couple, but as it turns out, that is impossible.

“Kurt? Hey! Come here and sit with us!” Blaine says behind him and Kurt can’t do anything but to turn around and smile.

Kurt takes his coffee and goes towards the table.

“Hey, didn’t see you there…” liar! “What are you doing here?” Okay, stupid question!

Kurt didn’t even look at the other boy, just kept his eyes on Blaine. And he’s looking up at Kurt with a strange expression on his face, like Kurt just saved his day or something.

“Oh, not much,” The stranger suddenly says and Kurt have to force himself to look at the guy, “just sitting here enjoying the day together!” He adds with that stupid grin and his eyes on Blaine.

“Right, well… uh, do you want to sit down?” Blaine says with a hopeful voice.

Kurt really doesn’t want to sit down. First of all, that would be incredibly awkward and second of all; it hurts a bit to see Blaine with this guy, And for the third, Kurt don’t like this guy. Even though he wants to just come up with a stupid excuse, he says yes. Why the hell did I say yes?!

It’s completely silence and very awkward, but suddenly Blaine says something (thank god!).

“Uh, have you guys met each other before?”

Kurt answers, “I have seen him before, but I have no idea what his name is.”

Blaine nod once, “This is Sebastian Smyth, and this is Kurt Hummel.”

Okay this was just getting more and more awkward and Kurt just wants to run away. Sebastian? Not the name Kurt had in mind… Maybe something more like Dick or something like that. And oh my god, he’s being so childish right now!

“Nice to meet you.” Sebastian says with a smile, but not that smirk he is wearing when he looks at Blaine.

“You too.” Kurt mumbles and quickly makes an excuse to leave.

When Kurt finally comes up to his dorm, he finds his phone and decides to call Mercedes, one of his best friends.

He doesn’t have to wait long before she answers.

“Hey boy!” She says, sounding really happy to finally hear from him.

“Hey!” Kurt answers, trying not to sound sad or anything.

“It’s been a while! How’s the new school? Any good looking men around the school? Well, it has to be some, you go to an all boy school after al!”

Kurt smiles to himself. Even though is only been a few days, he already miss all of his old friends like creasy.

“Yeah it’s good. Everyone is really nice and that is a good change. Well, you know what I mean… And yes, there is a few good looking men here.” He answers, laughing at the last part. Mercedes always likes to talk about boys with Kurt and Rachel, his other best friend.

“That’s good! So, tell me about these good looking men around you there! Anyone in practically you got your eyes on? “Mercedes teas.

“Um, maybe, I don’t know. It’s one guy, but it’s never going to happen anything, so I don’t even know why I think about him like that…” Kurt sits down on the bed with a sigh and look down at the floor.

“Why do you say that? And if you’re gonna come with that ‘I’m not good enough or pretty enough’ crap, I will hunt you down and kill you!” Mercedes teases again, but Kurt can hear that she is a bit serious about what she’s saying (well, not about the killing part).

“No, no it’s not about that. It’s more about the part that he is already taken… Well, I think he is, it really looks like it.” Kurt says and lies back on his back and looks up on the selling.

“Have you asked?” Mercedes asks.

“No, and I’m not going to. That would just look really stupid. Maybe I’ll ask when we know each other better…” Kurt answer, thinking about what would happen if he actually asked Blaine about that. Not something he wants to think about.

“Oh, so you know this guy a bit? He’s not just someone you saw in the corridor?” Mercedes sounds a bit more… hopeful?

“He’s my roommate…” Kurt mumbles into the phone, hoping she didn’t hear him.

“He’s your roommate?! OMG, this is perfect!” She defiantly heard it…

“And why would that be perfect? I have to live with this guy, knowing I can never have him. I’m sorry but I can’t see what’s perfect about that.” Kurt starts to get grumpy now. Why does he always have to fall for guy that easy?

“Kurt, the perfect thing about you living with him is: one, you two will become good friends, and then that will lead to something more! Two, you’ll find out if he is taken or not and three, you will live together when you two finally get together! What is not perfect about that?”

Kurt just sighs and closes his eyes. What if she was right? If they spend a lot time together, they will become good friends, at least he hopes so. And if they are good friends, it wouldn’t be weird if he asks about him and Sebastian, right? No god, this is just stupid. Maybe he and Blaine can be friends, but nothing more!

After talking a while longer, Blaine suddenly comes in the door. Kurt quickly says goodbye to Mercedes, saying he have to go to the bathroom. When Kurt ends the call, he looks up at Blaine, who is walking to his bed, with a smile.

“Hey! I didn’t interrupt anything, did I?” Blaine says and sits down on the bed and face Kurt.

“Oh no, It was just a friend.” Kurt answers with a small smile. He couldn’t stop thinking about what Mercedes said, and this made him blush a bit.

“Oh, that’s nice. So why did you run off so fast down at the café?” Blaine asks.

Kurt looks up at Blaine for a second before looking down again.

“Um, I just had to call my friend… It was an emergency…” Okay, that’s a lame excuse! “Sorry.” 

“Oh no, that’s fine. Is everything okay?” He asks worriedly.

No! “I’m f-fine” Kurt lies.

“Good. So, do you miss your friends?” Blaine asks.

“Yeah I do, but I’m gonna meet them in the weekends, so I’ll see them pretty often.” Kurt shrugs, trying not to show Blaine how sad he really is.

But Blaine notice and asks Kurt to sit down beside him. After hesitating for a second, he carefully sits down on the edge of the bed.

“I don’t bite.” Blaine teases and gesturing him to come closer.

Kurt blushes slightly and scoops closer to him. It’s only a few centimeters between them. Kurt doesn’t know why Blaine wants them to sit close to each other, but he defiantly doesn’t mind.

Blaine turns towards Kurt so their knees touch, and looks into Kurt’s eyes. Kurt can feel the heat come to his face again, but look back into Blaine’s eyes.

They look at each other for a while, just studding each other’s eyes, not thinking about what their actually doing.

Kurt has looked into Blaine’s eyes before, but never like this. He can finally see exactly what kind of color his eyes are. He has always known they are hazel-green, but the last time he looked at these beautiful eyes, they were much darker. Now they are light and greener than ever.

Kurt breaks the eyes-connection and looks up at Blaine’s dark, curly hair. It’s dark brown with a few lighter stripes in it. And he puts way to much gel in his curly hair.

After looking at each other for a while like idiots the finally look away. Blaine choughs and looks up at Kurt again. Suddenly Blaine is pushing Kurt into his arms for a hug. After getting over the surprise and stress that he is in Blaine Anderson’s arms, he finally calms down.

“It’s gonna be okay.” Blaine mumbles into Kurt’s shoulder and Kurt can feel his hot breathing hit his shoulder.

“Thanks” Kurt says before they part.

Blaine studies Kurt for a second.

“Tell me about them, your friends.” Blaine asks with a small smile.

Kurt looks up at Blaine again and smiles slightly.

“Um…” Kurt tries to think of what to say, but he can’t think of anything when he looks at Blaine. He can’t think of anything but Blaine. How his eyes look at him and how his mouth moves when he talk.

“Who were you just talking to?” Blaine tries to help whit a smile.

Kurt blushes at his stupidly and tells him he was talking to Mercedes, one of his best friends. They talk for a while longer before they both go to bed.

Kurt can’t close his eyes, he just looks up at the selling. He just can’t stop thinking about what just had happen. He and Blaine had looked at each other for a few seconds. It was just… What? What the hell was even that?!

It was amazing, but what did it even mean? Why did he look at Kurt that way and why didn’t he look away?

All of these questions are flowing in Kurt’s head and he doesn’t even know what to think. Does he like Kurt now? No, he is with Sebastian!

Sebastian. Where to start? For the little time Kurt have spent or watched him, he knows he dislikes him. That stupid smirk and that stupid dark blond hair. The way his foot was moving up and down Blaine’s leg and the way he looks at Blaine, it would be strange if they are not together. At least they are heading there… And he also had his hand on Blaine’s knee in Warbler practice… Yes, they’re defiantly together. And for a reason Kurt is really jealous and sad.   

Kurt looks over at Blaine’s bed and can see that he is also awake. Blaine is facing Kurt and is looking at him too. Blaine suddenly notices that Kurt has notice him and quickly looks away.

“Can’t sleep?” Kurt asks.

Blaine looks back at Kurt with a small smile.

“No… Not you either I can see.” Blaine mumbles, still looking at Kurt.

“No, I was just thinking.” Kurt mumbles back and looks up at the selling.

“What are you thinking about?” Blaine asks looking up at the selling too.

Kurt thinks about what to say. He can’t exactly say that he was thinking about his boyfriend (or what the hell they are) being a stupid person just by talking to him once or that he was thinking about his feelings for Blaine.

Since he can’t get his brain to work with his mouth he says something like that, just not all of that information:

“Sebastian, The Warblers, my old school and… you.” Kurt closes his eyes. Did I just say that? OMG did I just say that to BLAINE ANDERSON!?