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Love me, not him: Chapter 1


E - Words: 2,246 - Last Updated: Sep 10, 2013
Story: Complete - Chapters: 24/24 - Created: Jun 21, 2012 - Updated: Sep 10, 2013
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Author's Notes: So this is the first chapter! I hope you like it! Enjoy :)

 

Dalton is very big and beautiful. Just like an old castle, just much lighter and more modern. Kurt couldn’t deny how much he likes this school. Just after setting one foot in this building he starts to like it. Even though this is going to be hard, he knows that this is the right thing to do.

 

Burt was standing behind Kurt, holding two suitcases and looking around the place. After standing there for a while, the school bell rings and students starts to come out of the different classrooms. Kurt and his father start to walk to the principal office to sign some papers and get Kurt a dorm. 

 

After getting his dorm and everything ready, Kurt goes up to look at the dorm. Apparently Kurt is going to share this room with another student, Blaine or something. Burt had just said goodbye, he needed to get back to the tire shop. He takes the suitcases and starts his way up to his dorm.

 

150… 151…152… ah, here it is, 153. Kurt doesn’t know if he should knock or just go in, it is his dorm too you know… He decides to knock, just in case he opens the door and sees something he shouldn’t. After knocking three knocks, the door swings open. And just there, inside the room, not far from Kurt, stands the most beautiful boy he has ever seen. The boy has a dark curly hair, which is tone down with hair gel, so it lays tight into his head. His hazel-green eyes are big, like puppy-eyes, and right over there is two perfectly shaped eyebrows. His wearing the schools uniform, that is suited perfect for him. But the jacket is off, so you can see his not too muscular, but perfect arms. He is just perfect, nothing else, just perfect.     

 

After staring at this new boy like a creep, Kurt shakes his head and comes back to earth.

 

“May I help you?” The boy asks politely. Oh god, his voice is just as perfect!

 

“Yes, I’m Kurt Hummel. I think I’m your new roommate…” Kurt say, trying to sound confident, but completely failing.

 

The boy smile grew even larger and Kurt feels chills come up his back. “Oh, it’s nice to meet you! I’m Blaine Anderson.” We shake hands (he hands are very soft) before he speaks again, “And you have come to the right place! I was told that a new student named Kurt Hummel was going to live here with me, so you have come to the right room!” Kurt can’t help but to like the way Blaine say his name, the way his lips move when he talks. Coming back to earth one more time, he smiles back and responds, “Great! It’s nice to meet you too.” The two boys smile to each other for a few seconds before Blaine lets him in and shows him around the dorm. It wasn’t that big, but it was good enough for two boys. The room is clean and decorated with some photos on the walls. It’s two beds in the room, one near the window and the other one on the other side of the room, near the bathroom, and that’s the one Kurt gets.

 

The rest of the day Kurt unpacks everything. Kurt was lucky to get the biggest closet, but it was far from big enough to all his clothes. In the corner of his eyes he could see Blaine chuckle when he looks at Kurt’s clothes and then to the closet. But Kurt finds a way to organize his clothes. After a long day, Kurt is exhausted. He says goodnight to Blaine and falls on the bed.

 

Kurt opens his eyes the next morning, and the first thing he sees is Blaine sleeping on the other bed. Even though it might be creepy, Kurt can’t take his eyes away from his roommate. His duvet is resting on his waist, so you can see his upper body. He is sleeping on his back and is wearing a tank top. You could see the muscles in his arms, strong beautiful arms. And the tank top was so tight that you could see his stomach muscle too. Just by looking at this for a second, he starts to drool. How can a human being be so beautiful? Just when he’s going to start studding his face, a voice interrupts this quiet morning. “Enjoying the view?” Kurt looks up at Blaine’s face and sees two sleepy eyes and a big ‘I got you staring at me’ smile. Kurt turns away faster than ever and feels his face get hotter. “N-no. I wasn’t looking… I-I-I just…” He tries to explain, but gets interrupted when Blaine starts to laugh. “It’s okay, Kurt. I was just joking!” Blaine said after he had stopped laughing. Still blushing, Kurt gets out of the bed and into the bathroom, quick! God, could this get any more embarrassing? How can you be this stupid? It’s only been ONE day! And is he even gay? Kurt is looking in the mirror, looking at his reflection. Looking at his stupid hair that he can never get perfect and his dull eyes… A nock on the door stops his negative toughs. “Kurt? I don’t mean to kick you out of the bathroom, but I really need to go to the toilet… Are you done soon?” Blaine asks on the other side of the room. “But don’t rush!” He ads quickly before Kurt can answer. One more look in the mirror and he walks out of the door, trying to not look in Blaine’s eyes. “It’s all yours…” Kurt mumbles when he walks past him. Blaine mumbles a thank you and walks into the bathroom.

 

For the rest of the day Kurt tries to avoid Blaine. And since it wasn’t school today, it went quit well. But when the evening came, they don’t have any choice but to be in the same room. They get ready for bed and when they’re both in bed, the room gets quiet. But not for long, “So… What did you do today?” Blaine asks, trying to make some small talk. “Not much… Just getting ready for Monday and things like that. What about you?” They both where sitting in the bed, resting theirs back against the wall and not looking at each other. “Just with some friends, not so much.” The room gets quiet again. “Are you tired?” Blaine suddenly asks with a hopeful look on his face. “Not really, why?” Kurt mumbles, still not looking at Blaine. Blaine is looking at Kurt now when he answers, “I just think that we kind of got off on the wrong foot here… Well, after this morning… You know I was just kidding, right? I know you didn’t stair at me.” He smiles at the last part, and Kurt can’t help but to smile too. And who wouldn’t? Look at him! “No, I know… I-I just… this is just very new to me. You know, shearing a room with someone else, new school and all that… I’m sorry…” Kurt looks down to his lap and feels the heat come up to his face. “No, no don’t be sorry! I totally understand what you mean! I remember when I first came to this school. It was new for me too, and it took a while before I got used to all of this, but I eventually did. And I’m sure you will too.”  Blaine said with a reassuring smile. Kurt looks up again and gives Blaine a small smile back.

 

“So you have been here a while?” Kurt dares to ask. He wasn’t sure why he suddenly wanted to ask him that, but he just wanted to know. He wanted to know Blaine better. And they are roommates, so you can’t be totally strangers for the rest of the year, right?

 

Blaine nodded, still a smile on his face. “Yeah, I’ve been here for a while. I came here about six month ago.”

 

Kurt just nodded, not knowing what to say to that. The room gets quiet again. The boys not looking at each other, just the light from the two laps on each nightstand. Blaine clears his throat and tries to find a good sitting position in the bed. Well, this is embarrassing… Kurt thinks to himself.

 

After a while, Kurt can’t stand this embarrassing quietness, so he decides to just ask something.

 

“So… How old are you?” Kurt face-palmed himself in his mind, that’s the best question you can come up with? Well, I want to know, so… Kurt, you don’t know if his gay! God, why are you getting into this again? You’re just going to get hurt…

 

Blaine made a small laugh before answering, “Hmm, I’m 17.”

 

They look at each other, and smile for a second before Kurt tells him that he is in fact also 17 years old. Kurt can’t help to notice that Blaine’s smile grew even bigger when he says this. How can one person be this beautiful and perfect? And how can I even feel this way about someone, just by knowing them for a day? How can you be this stupid!

 

“So I was thinking…” Blaine starts, not knowing exactly what to say. “Hmm, do you want to play a game? Nothing big! Just a get to know you game. I know it’s kind of cheesy, but it’s a good way to get to know each other.”

 

Kurt decided that hearing Blaine stumble though his sentence is one of the cutest things he has ever seen. “Yeah sure, that sounds fun!” Kurt answers, maybe a bit too excitedly. But Kurt really wanted to know every tiny thing about Blaine.

 

Blaine’s smile grew even bigger. God, how much bigger can this smile get? Kurt thinks to himself, but smiles just as bright back.

 

“Okay great! You can start.” Blaine says.

 

“Okay… Hmm… What is your favorite color?” Kurt knows that this is a really stupid question, but he didn’t know what else to ask.

 

“Purple!” Blaine answers excitedly. “Okay my turn! Wait can’t both of us answer the questions? So I don’t have to use my turn for the same question. Is that okay?”

 

“Yeah that’s a good idea. Okay, well mine is blue.” Is it strange that Blaine is THIS excited about this game? And why is he?

 

“Okay, let’s see… Your favorite animal?”

 

“Fish or cat, I don’t know which one I like more than the other… What about you?”

 

Blaine laughs a bit before answering, “Dog, definitely dog.”

 

“Yeah I like dogs too, if they are not too big or biting a lot.” Kurt ads and Blaine laugh at it. “Okay, next question… Your favorite holyday memory ever?”

 

“When I was 14 years old. We went to Disneyland and it was amazing. It was also the last trip we had as a family…” Blaine looks down to his hands.

 

“Oh, that sounds fun. I always wanted to go there…” Kurt wants to ask why it was the last family holyday they had, but looking at Blaine’s face he decides not to. “Well, mine was when I was 8. It wasn’t any special place we went, but it was also the last trip we had as a family… My mother died two months after that trip… “Kurt doesn’t know why he says that last part. It just came out… It wasn’t meant to like pressure Blaine to tell him his reason for that summer to be the last as a family…

 

“Oh, I’m so sorry… You didn’t have to say that you know. I mean, we haven’t known each other for that long, so I would totally understand if you didn’t want to tell me everything… But, I’m really sorry about your mother.” Blaine looks at Kurt with sad poppy eyes before speaking again. “In case you’re wondering, it was the last summer as a family because not long after we came home again… I came out to my parents… And-let’s just say they didn’t take it well…” Blaine is just looking at his hands, avoiding Kurt.

 

Kurt wasn’t expecting this at all! First of all, Blaine is gay? BLAINE IS GAY? Kurt tries not to be excited about that, but it was hard not to. But second of all, his parents aren’t okay with it? Poor Blaine… Kurt couldn’t imagine not having supportive parents, but he could understand that it was hell. “I’m sorry” Was all he could say.

 

“No, it’s fine… I’m used to it.” Blaine looks over at the clock. “We should maybe go to bed now, it’s getting late.”

Kurt only nods before laying down in his bed and turns of the light. 

 

End Notes: So thats it! What do you think?

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The large font reminds me of Cooper in Big Brother when he says that YOU SHOULD YELL VERY LOUDLY, TO BE INTENSE!!!But in a good way!

HAHA Yeah :P I tried to fix it, but it didn't work... Hope you like the story! And I would love more reviews ;) x

Haha my favourite colour is purple as well ;D Blaine has a good taste :D

Me too! We all have good taste ;) hehe thanks for reviewing!! x