Sept. 10, 2013, 7:19 a.m.
Love me, not him: Chapter 17
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Chapter 17
Kurt walked into Dalton next Monday with a big smile on his face as he remembered what had happened this weekend. It had started out bad, with what had happened with Blaine, but after he had gone over to Blaine's house and become his boyfriend, he couldn't stop smiling. Burt had even gone so far as to asking him what drugs he was on when he came back home. Kurt had blushed slightly and told him that he and Blaine were together; Burt had met him once when he was coming to get Kurt at Dalton. Blaine had been his polite self and Burt seemed to like him a lot. But the second he knew that he and Blaine were together, he got protective and confused.
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"Aren't you and Ben together anymore?" He asked, frowning.
Kurt looked down at the floor, "Not anymore. We broke up." He mumbled, knowing what was coming next.
"And how long was this ago? Yesterday?" Burt asked, folding his arms in front of his chest.
Kurt looked up, "No, a few days ago, but I had been feeling that we weren't working for a long time, so it was bound to happen." Like since we started dating… Kurt added to himself, kicking himself for letting it get that far.
Burt only nodded, "Okay if you're sure… I want to meet him again though; dinner next Friday."
"Don't worry Dad; I'm very sure about this. And I'll ask him to come over."
Kurt hugged his dad, whispering a "Thank you" and walked up to his room.
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Kurt walked up to their dorm, still smiling. He walked in, realizing that Blaine probably wasn't here yet, when he couldn't see him.
Suddenly a thought comes to his mind as he unpacks; he and Blaine were boyfriends, living in the same room… Kurt's eyes grew slightly. They could spend as much time together without anyone interfering, but what if Blaine thought that they could… go all the way… because they share a room… No, Blaine would wait! Maybe he wasn't ready either.
Kurt quickly calmed down, knowing Blaine would never pressure him into anything. Smiling again, he continued to get unpacked.
Blaine walked in after a few more minutes smiling at the sight of Kurt, "Hey!"
Kurt whipped around, smiling too, "Hey, how are you?"
Blaine came closer, "I'm good, my face is looking better" he said, moving closer to Kurt's lips,
"How are you?"
His soft lips brush Blaine's slightly when he mumbles, "good" before kissing him.
Blaine kisses him back softly, holding him close. After a few more kisses, they pull apart, smiling shyly at each other.
"I'm so happy I can do that now" Blaine whispered, kissing Kurt one more time.
Kurt smirked, "Me too. And to calling you my boyfriend"
Blaine grinned and nodded, "So, how did it go when you got home?"
"Oh that reminds me, Dad wants to meet you again, so you can come to dinner on Friday, if you want."
"Oh yeah, that sounds great." Blaine smiles, albeit nervously.
"You don't have to if it's too early." He assures him.
Blaine shakes his head "No, I want to meet him again"
Kurt looked at Blaine for a few seconds to see if he really meant it, but could only see truth in his expressive eyes.
They both got sorted back into their room, before they lay down on Blaine's bed, deciding to relax for a while and watch a movie.
Kurt moved closer to Blaine on the bed, wrapping his arm around Blaine's waist and head on his shoulder when the movie started. They had decided to watch Moulin Rouge; they both loved that movie and hadn't seen it in a while.
After the movie ended, the boys looked at each other and laughed slightly. They both had tears running down their slightly red faces.
"I didn't remember that happening…" Blaine said, drying his face and smiling at Kurt, who was still chuckling lightly.
"Really? When was the last time you saw it?"
Blaine shrugged, "A few years."
Kurt eyes grew, "You haven't seen it since then? But it's so good?" He says, not understanding that someone could wait that long.
Blaine chuckles and holds Kurt close to him, "Well I didn't buy it, I didn't really want my Dad to see. He didn't like me having 'girl movies'…" Blaine rolled his eyes and tried not to think about his father.
Kurt turned quiet, looking down at his and Blaine's hands holding each other. He still couldn't believe that someone could be so prejudiced. And to someone like Blaine who didn't deserve anything like this at all. He was so loving, kind, caring and everything his parents weren't. He was sure Cooper had something to do with that. Cooper was an amazing brother to Blaine and Kurt was so happy he had someone to take care of him. Blaine had said that Cooper was a very good guy, but if he wanted, he could be a pain in the ass. Kurt knew that loved each other and would take good care of each other.
Blaine could feel the tension that suddenly filled the room and looked at Kurt's face. He couldn't quite read it, only seeing that he was thinking about a lot at the same time.
Kurt felt Blaine's hand move to cup his cheek and he let himself be guided up into those hazel-green eyes he was falling more for every time he looked into them.
"Let's not think about that now" Blaine whispered softly before kissing Kurt.
Not wanting to talk or think about Blaine's parents either, Kurt kissed back just as softly, feeling his heart speed up and his stomach do funny jumps every time he felt Blaine's fingers caress his cheek and his soft lips on his.
Kurt's stomach jumped again and he could feel himself getting warmer when he felt Blaine's lips slowly move away from his and down to his neck, placing soft kisses there.
The worry Kurt had had before Blaine walked into their room came and without thinking he pushed Blaine away maybe a bit too hard and got off the bed.
"Kurt, what's wrong?" Blaine asks worriedly and Kurt could see the hurt prominent in his eyes.
Blaine stood up too, but not standing too close to Kurt.
Kurt looked away from Blaine, feeling a bit embarrassed, "I-I'm sorry… I just…" He tried to think of what to say, but he couldn't think of anything good.
He couldn't just say it, could he? What would Blaine think? What if he broke up with him? What if he never talked to him again and asked for a new room so he doesn't have to be with Kurt in the same room anymore? What if-
"Kurt?" Blaine looks more worried than hurt, "Kurt, tell me what is going on, please?"
Blaine takes a few steps closer, but still not close enough to reach out and touch Kurt.
Kurt sighed and sits down on the bed, "I'm sorry…" he said again.
"Stop saying that and just tell me." Blaine said, mirroring Kurt, close enough this time so he could hold Kurt's hand.
Kurt looked at their hands like before and sighed again, "Please don't hate me"
Blaine shook his head, "I could never hate you."
Hearing this helped Kurt a lot. Maybe Blaine wouldn't react badly. Maybe he wasn't ready.
"I… I know we are roommates and together now…" Kurt started, not looking at Blaine, "and I don't-I mean, I'm not-I just can't-"Kurt struggled to find the right words but before he could, a pair of lips kissed him softly.
Blaine pulls away, "Take a deep breath" he told Kurt and he does it, "Good. Now, take your time and tell me what is going on."
After a minute, Kurt starts to speak again, "This is really new for me Blaine… Yeah I've had a boyfriend before, but this is different. I don't know how much experience you've had, but… I haven't had much…" he looks at Blaine, "What I'm trying to say is that, I'm not ready for anything else than kissing and I really hope you won't hate me because of that."
They are silent for a few seconds before Blaine said something, "Kurt…We have been together for two days. And I'm new at this too. I haven't had a boyfriend before, only a fake one, so I'm not ready for much either. Me and Seb…" Blaine looked down away from Kurt and Kurt frowned slightly, "We did something one time and I don't know why I did it because it was what only he wanted… but we didn't sleep together!" he added quickly when he looked at Kurt's face, "It was nothing and I don't care about that. So I'm not ready either, Kurt. Let's just take it slow okay? No pressure."
Kurt was lying if he said he wasn't upset that Blaine had done something with Sebastian, but like Blaine said, it wasn't anything big so he tried not to think about it. The good thing was that Blaine didn't break up with him and they could take it slow.
Kurt smiled and hugged Blaine, "That sounds good, thank you."
"Do you want to get some dinner?" Blaine asked when they broke the hug.
Kurt nodded, "That sounds good."
The two boys got up and walked out of the door, Blaine taking Kurt's hand the second they started walking down to the cafeteria.
Kurt smiles at the gesture and walks closer to Blaine.
"So what are we telling people?" Kurt asks lightly when they started getting closer to the cafeteria.
Blaine stopped short, "You don't want to tell anyone about us?" Blaine says, trying to hide the hurt, but failing.
"Of course I do!" Kurt assured him before he could get too upset, "I just asked because I didn't know what you wanted."
Blaine relaxed again, "Well I want everyone to know how lucky I am to have someone like you" he said moving closer and laughing when Kurt rolled his eyes.
Their lips met in a sweet kiss before they walked into the cafeteria, still holding hands.
They found their food and went over to a table. There weren't many people there yet, so they easily found an empty table. They sat down beside each other close and started to eat. Not even five minutes later, Jeff and Nick came over, smiling at the two boys eating.
The smile disappears fast though when they see Blaine's face.
"Oh god, what happened to you?" Jeff asks worried.
Blaine sighed, "It's nothing and I'm fine"
Jeff was about to say something again, but he was cut off by a voice behind Blaine and Kurt. Kurt knew who it was right away, but he turned around still hoping he was wrong anyway.
He wasn't.
Everyone, except Blaine, was looking at the boy standing there with a smug smirk, the smirk that Kurt hated more than anything.
Kurt had felt Blaine tense the second they heard Sebastian's voice, and automatically took his hand.
"What do you want?" Kurt spat out, glaring at Sebastian.
Still smirking, Sebastian ignored Kurt in favour of sitting down on the other side of Blaine.
"Hey Blainey, I've missed you. What happened to your face? Did you finally tell your parents tha-"
Before Sebastian could finish, Kurt felt Blaine's hand leave his. He couldn't see exactly what happened at first, but when he could, he saw Blaine pressing Sebastian against the wall shouting, "Shut the fuck up! Do you have any fucking idea what you have done?"
Sebastian's smirk grew slightly tenser, but it was still there, which just made Blaine angrier.
"Come on baby, you would have to tell them one day. I just did you a favor, you should be thanking me!" Sebastian said smugly.
Blaine was about to hit the man when Jeff grabbed Blaine and pushed him away, Nick staying beside Sebastian in case he decided to get Blaine. But all he does is smirk.
Kurt moved over to Blaine to calm him down, holding him tight.
Sebastian sees this, "Aww look at this. You got yourself a new fucking buddy already? Wow Blaine, you really can't be alone for ten seconds can you? Or maybe princess over here-"
Blaine pushed his way over to Sebastian again and punched him in the face before anyone can stop it.
Kurt gasped loudly, shocked at what Sebastian said and what Blaine did. He had never seen him do anything like that. Nick and Jeff, again, grab Blaine away from Sebastian, who buckled to the floor holding the side of his face that was starting to get red.
Nick and Jeff are still holding Blaine and Kurt are still in shock. Blaine looking at Sebastian with a murderous glare and everyone else in the cafeteria was looking at them to see what was going on.
"Just like your father." Sebastian said, getting up.
Blaine lunged again at Sebastian, but this time he couldn't get to him.
Kurt was still just looking at what was going on. He was mad, confused, shocked and overwhelmed.
Coming back to reality, he took Blaine's hand again, rubbing his thumb across it and could feel Blaine relax at the touch. Kurt felt kind of proud that he could do that to Blaine just by holding his hand.
A teacher came over to see what was going on and the moment he sees Blaine's already bruised face and Sebastian's red face, Jeff and Nick holding Blaine back, he only says one thing.
"Come with me, right now!"
Sebastian's smirk was back and he saunters over to the teacher. Blaine sighed and walked over, Kurt still holding his hand.
The teacher looks at Kurt, "Only these two." He points at the two others and Kurt was forced to let go of Blaine's hand, giving him a assuring squeeze before doing so. Blaine gave Kurt a small smile in return before following the teacher and Sebastian.
Kurt looked at them go out of the cafeteria. Blaine seemed much calmer, but he was walking as far away as he can from Sebastian.
Kurt sighed heavily and sat down. He was wondering what was happening to Blaine. Worried that he might get expelled or something like that. What if he did and they wouldn't be here together anymore… what if that meant they had to break up…
Chapter 17
Kurt walked into Dalton next Monday with a big smile on his face as he remembered what had happened this weekend. It had started out bad, with what had happened with Blaine, but after he had gone over to Blaine's house and become his boyfriend, he couldn't stop smiling. Burt had even gone so far as to asking him what drugs he was on when he came back home. Kurt had blushed slightly and told him that he and Blaine were together; Burt had met him once when he was coming to get Kurt at Dalton. Blaine had been his polite self and Burt seemed to like him a lot. But the second he knew that he and Blaine were together, he got protective and confused.
xx
"Aren't you and Ben together anymore?" He asked, frowning.
Kurt looked down at the floor, "Not anymore. We broke up." He mumbled, knowing what was coming next.
"And how long was this ago? Yesterday?" Burt asked, folding his arms in front of his chest.
Kurt looked up, "No, a few days ago, but I had been feeling that we weren't working for a long time, so it was bound to happen." Like since we started dating… Kurt added to himself, kicking himself for letting it get that far.
Burt only nodded, "Okay if you're sure… I want to meet him again though; dinner next Friday."
"Don't worry Dad; I'm very sure about this. And I'll ask him to come over."
Kurt hugged his dad, whispering a "Thank you" and walked up to his room.
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Kurt walked up to their dorm, still smiling. He walked in, realizing that Blaine probably wasn't here yet, when he couldn't see him.
Suddenly a thought comes to his mind as he unpacks; he and Blaine were boyfriends, living in the same room… Kurt's eyes grew slightly. They could spend as much time together without anyone interfering, but what if Blaine thought that they could… go all the way… because they share a room… No, Blaine would wait! Maybe he wasn't ready either.
Kurt quickly calmed down, knowing Blaine would never pressure him into anything. Smiling again, he continued to get unpacked.
Blaine walked in after a few more minutes smiling at the sight of Kurt, "Hey!"
Kurt whipped around, smiling too, "Hey, how are you?"
Blaine came closer, "I'm good, my face is looking better" he said, moving closer to Kurt's lips,
"How are you?"
His soft lips brush Blaine's slightly when he mumbles, "good" before kissing him.
Blaine kisses him back softly, holding him close. After a few more kisses, they pull apart, smiling shyly at each other.
"I'm so happy I can do that now" Blaine whispered, kissing Kurt one more time.
Kurt smirked, "Me too. And to calling you my boyfriend"
Blaine grinned and nodded, "So, how did it go when you got home?"
"Oh that reminds me, Dad wants to meet you again, so you can come to dinner on Friday, if you want."
"Oh yeah, that sounds great." Blaine smiles, albeit nervously.
"You don't have to if it's too early." He assures him.
Blaine shakes his head "No, I want to meet him again"
Kurt looked at Blaine for a few seconds to see if he really meant it, but could only see truth in his expressive eyes.
They both got sorted back into their room, before they lay down on Blaine's bed, deciding to relax for a while and watch a movie.
Kurt moved closer to Blaine on the bed, wrapping his arm around Blaine's waist and head on his shoulder when the movie started. They had decided to watch Moulin Rouge; they both loved that movie and hadn't seen it in a while.
After the movie ended, the boys looked at each other and laughed slightly. They both had tears running down their slightly red faces.
"I didn't remember that happening…" Blaine said, drying his face and smiling at Kurt, who was still chuckling lightly.
"Really? When was the last time you saw it?"
Blaine shrugged, "A few years."
Kurt eyes grew, "You haven't seen it since then? But it's so good?" He says, not understanding that someone could wait that long.
Blaine chuckles and holds Kurt close to him, "Well I didn't buy it, I didn't really want my Dad to see. He didn't like me having 'girl movies'…" Blaine rolled his eyes and tried not to think about his father.
Kurt turned quiet, looking down at his and Blaine's hands holding each other. He still couldn't believe that someone could be so prejudiced. And to someone like Blaine who didn't deserve anything like this at all. He was so loving, kind, caring and everything his parents weren't. He was sure Cooper had something to do with that. Cooper was an amazing brother to Blaine and Kurt was so happy he had someone to take care of him. Blaine had said that Cooper was a very good guy, but if he wanted, he could be a pain in the ass. Kurt knew that loved each other and would take good care of each other.
Blaine could feel the tension that suddenly filled the room and looked at Kurt's face. He couldn't quite read it, only seeing that he was thinking about a lot at the same time.
Kurt felt Blaine's hand move to cup his cheek and he let himself be guided up into those hazel-green eyes he was falling more for every time he looked into them.
"Let's not think about that now" Blaine whispered softly before kissing Kurt.
Not wanting to talk or think about Blaine's parents either, Kurt kissed back just as softly, feeling his heart speed up and his stomach do funny jumps every time he felt Blaine's fingers caress his cheek and his soft lips on his.
Kurt's stomach jumped again and he could feel himself getting warmer when he felt Blaine's lips slowly move away from his and down to his neck, placing soft kisses there.
The worry Kurt had had before Blaine walked into their room came and without thinking he pushed Blaine away maybe a bit too hard and got off the bed.
"Kurt, what's wrong?" Blaine asks worriedly and Kurt could see the hurt prominent in his eyes.
Blaine stood up too, but not standing too close to Kurt.
Kurt looked away from Blaine, feeling a bit embarrassed, "I-I'm sorry… I just…" He tried to think of what to say, but he couldn't think of anything good.
He couldn't just say it, could he? What would Blaine think? What if he broke up with him? What if he never talked to him again and asked for a new room so he doesn't have to be with Kurt in the same room anymore? What if-
"Kurt?" Blaine looks more worried than hurt, "Kurt, tell me what is going on, please?"
Blaine takes a few steps closer, but still not close enough to reach out and touch Kurt.
Kurt sighed and sits down on the bed, "I'm sorry…" he said again.
"Stop saying that and just tell me." Blaine said, mirroring Kurt, close enough this time so he could hold Kurt's hand.
Kurt looked at their hands like before and sighed again, "Please don't hate me"
Blaine shook his head, "I could never hate you."
Hearing this helped Kurt a lot. Maybe Blaine wouldn't react badly. Maybe he wasn't ready.
"I… I know we are roommates and together now…" Kurt started, not looking at Blaine, "and I don't-I mean, I'm not-I just can't-"Kurt struggled to find the right words but before he could, a pair of lips kissed him softly.
Blaine pulls away, "Take a deep breath" he told Kurt and he does it, "Good. Now, take your time and tell me what is going on."
After a minute, Kurt starts to speak again, "This is really new for me Blaine… Yeah I've had a boyfriend before, but this is different. I don't know how much experience you've had, but… I haven't had much…" he looks at Blaine, "What I'm trying to say is that, I'm not ready for anything else than kissing and I really hope you won't hate me because of that."
They are silent for a few seconds before Blaine said something, "Kurt…We have been together for two days. And I'm new at this too. I haven't had a boyfriend before, only a fake one, so I'm not ready for much either. Me and Seb…" Blaine looked down away from Kurt and Kurt frowned slightly, "We did something one time and I don't know why I did it because it was what only he wanted… but we didn't sleep together!" he added quickly when he looked at Kurt's face, "It was nothing and I don't care about that. So I'm not ready either, Kurt. Let's just take it slow okay? No pressure."
Kurt was lying if he said he wasn't upset that Blaine had done something with Sebastian, but like Blaine said, it wasn't anything big so he tried not to think about it. The good thing was that Blaine didn't break up with him and they could take it slow.
Kurt smiled and hugged Blaine, "That sounds good, thank you."
"Do you want to get some dinner?" Blaine asked when they broke the hug.
Kurt nodded, "That sounds good."
The two boys got up and walked out of the door, Blaine taking Kurt's hand the second they started walking down to the cafeteria.
Kurt smiles at the gesture and walks closer to Blaine.
"So what are we telling people?" Kurt asks lightly when they started getting closer to the cafeteria.
Blaine stopped short, "You don't want to tell anyone about us?" Blaine says, trying to hide the hurt, but failing.
"Of course I do!" Kurt assured him before he could get too upset, "I just asked because I didn't know what you wanted."
Blaine relaxed again, "Well I want everyone to know how lucky I am to have someone like you" he said moving closer and laughing when Kurt rolled his eyes.
Their lips met in a sweet kiss before they walked into the cafeteria, still holding hands.
They found their food and went over to a table. There weren't many people there yet, so they easily found an empty table. They sat down beside each other close and started to eat. Not even five minutes later, Jeff and Nick came over, smiling at the two boys eating.
The smile disappears fast though when they see Blaine's face.
"Oh god, what happened to you?" Jeff asks worried.
Blaine sighed, "It's nothing and I'm fine"
Jeff was about to say something again, but he was cut off by a voice behind Blaine and Kurt. Kurt knew who it was right away, but he turned around still hoping he was wrong anyway.
He wasn't.
Everyone, except Blaine, was looking at the boy standing there with a smug smirk, the smirk that Kurt hated more than anything.
Kurt had felt Blaine tense the second they heard Sebastian's voice, and automatically took his hand.
"What do you want?" Kurt spat out, glaring at Sebastian.
Still smirking, Sebastian ignored Kurt in favour of sitting down on the other side of Blaine.
"Hey Blainey, I've missed you. What happened to your face? Did you finally tell your parents tha-"
Before Sebastian could finish, Kurt felt Blaine's hand leave his. He couldn't see exactly what happened at first, but when he could, he saw Blaine pressing Sebastian against the wall shouting, "Shut the fuck up! Do you have any fucking idea what you have done?"
Sebastian's smirk grew slightly tenser, but it was still there, which just made Blaine angrier.
"Come on baby, you would have to tell them one day. I just did you a favor, you should be thanking me!" Sebastian said smugly.
Blaine was about to hit the man when Jeff grabbed Blaine and pushed him away, Nick staying beside Sebastian in case he decided to get Blaine. But all he does is smirk.
Kurt moved over to Blaine to calm him down, holding him tight.
Sebastian sees this, "Aww look at this. You got yourself a new fucking buddy already? Wow Blaine, you really can't be alone for ten seconds can you? Or maybe princess over here-"
Blaine pushed his way over to Sebastian again and punched him in the face before anyone can stop it.
Kurt gasped loudly, shocked at what Sebastian said and what Blaine did. He had never seen him do anything like that. Nick and Jeff, again, grab Blaine away from Sebastian, who buckled to the floor holding the side of his face that was starting to get red.
Nick and Jeff are still holding Blaine and Kurt are still in shock. Blaine looking at Sebastian with a murderous glare and everyone else in the cafeteria was looking at them to see what was going on.
"Just like your father." Sebastian said, getting up.
Blaine lunged again at Sebastian, but this time he couldn't get to him.
Kurt was still just looking at what was going on. He was mad, confused, shocked and overwhelmed.
Coming back to reality, he took Blaine's hand again, rubbing his thumb across it and could feel Blaine relax at the touch. Kurt felt kind of proud that he could do that to Blaine just by holding his hand.
A teacher came over to see what was going on and the moment he sees Blaine's already bruised face and Sebastian's red face, Jeff and Nick holding Blaine back, he only says one thing.
"Come with me, right now!"
Sebastian's smirk was back and he saunters over to the teacher. Blaine sighed and walked over, Kurt still holding his hand.
The teacher looks at Kurt, "Only these two." He points at the two others and Kurt was forced to let go of Blaine's hand, giving him a assuring squeeze before doing so. Blaine gave Kurt a small smile in return before following the teacher and Sebastian.
Kurt looked at them go out of the cafeteria. Blaine seemed much calmer, but he was walking as far away as he can from Sebastian.
Kurt sighed heavily and sat down. He was wondering what was happening to Blaine. Worried that he might get expelled or something like that. What if he did and they wouldn't be here together anymore… what if that meant they had to break up…