Sept. 10, 2013, 7:19 a.m.
Love me, not him: Chapter 9
E - Words: 2,043 - Last Updated: Sep 10, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 24/24 - Created: Jun 21, 2012 - Updated: Sep 10, 2013 790 0 0 0 1
Blaine didn't want to go out of the bathroom.
What if Kurt saw the marks? What would he say?
But apparently his subconscious disagreed, because before he even realized it, he was heading out of the bathroom and into the room where Kurt was laying on his bed, reading a fashion magazine.
Blaine tried to walk past Kurt's bed quickly without him noticing, but Kurt looks up at him when he passes the bed.
At first Kurt doesn't see it, more interested in Blaine's bare chest, but after staring at it for a moment, his gaze travels up towards his face.
"What's that?" Kurt jumps of the bed and walks over to Blaine.
Blaine is staring at him with huge eyes, hoping Kurt is referring to something else. He feels his cheeks turn red and his stomach twisting.
"Omg, did someone hurt you?" Kurt asks concerned before trying to take a better look.
But Blaine pulls away and covers his mark on his collarbone.
"N-no, of course not!" Blaine says, trying to find a shirt in vain.
His heart is pumping in his ears so loudly that he struggles to hear what Kurt says next.
"Then what is it?" Kurt is still sounding concerned, but more confused now.
"Eh…" Blaine starts, but is not sure of what to say next.
Blaine hadn't noticed that Kurt was right beside him, so he pulled down his hand and started to look for a shirt again.
He hears a small gasp and looks towards Kurt, surprised to see him standing so close.
"Oh… I-I'm sorry! I-I shouldn't h-have asked! Sorry…" Kurt walks over to his bed, his face red.
Blaine blushes too and pulls on a shirt and mumbles, "Its fine"
It's quiet for a while and both boys are lying on their bed looking up at the celling.
Why are you acting like this? Why do you care if Kurt sees your hickeys? It's not like it's gonna ruin anything! He has a boyfriend after all…he doesn't care!
Xx
Blaine walks into the cafeteria the next day. He is supposed to meet Kurt and he couldn't be more nervous if he tried.
He hadn't been able to think about anything else this whole morning. He had woken up to an empty room and he hadn't had any classes with Kurt today, so he hasn't seen the other boy all day.
After the tension had faded yesterday, they had talked about everything and anything. It was so amazing to talk to Kurt like a friend. They haven't done that before, it had always been so awkward when they talked to each other. But this time, it wasn't. And it felt so good.
Blaine couldn't be better.
That was until he saw Sebastian walking towards him, with a cocky smile.
Blaine had almost forgotten what had happen yesterday with Sebastian. He had been so happy that he and Kurt were finally friends that everything else was out of his head. Especially Sebastian.
"Hey babe!" Sebastian greets, looking behind Blaine at someone or something else.
Blaine is about to look at what Sebastian was looking at, but suddenly his face was pushed forward and his mouth smashed into Sebastian's mouth.
Blaine pulls back stunned, looking at Sebastian with big eyes and a slightly pink face. Sebastian just smirks at him.
"You wanna eat in my room?" Sebastian whispers in Blaine's ear, and Blaine can't help to shiver at the feeling.
Blaine steps away, "Sorry, I have plans. You'll have to find someone else to eat with today."
Blaine turns around and sees Kurt standing not too far away from him. Blaine walks over to him with a small smile. He felt the nervousness come back and he almost couldn't walk with the feeling.
"Hey" Blaine says, trying not to sound too nervous.
"Hey" Kurt smiles.
They get their food and find a table, farthest away from the others.
"Where were you this morning? You weren't at our room when I woke up…" Blaine asks curiously.
Our room. It sounded like they were living together and shared a room. Blaine felt his stomach tickle and his face burn at the thought.
…That was a good thought.
"Oh, I just needed to talk to my teacher before class." Kurt smiled up at Blaine.
Blaine melts down in his chair. God that smile.
His smooth pink lips forming that perfect curve, whilst his eyes lit up…His…no Blaine, you can't think like this! He had a boyfriend and Blaine had a fake boyfriend! This wasn't right. He can't do this anymore. This ends now! They are only friends and that's all they were ever going to be!
Nothing more.
Xx
Before Blaine knows it, it's already Friday. Blaine's mother had called a few days ago and forced him to come home. His father is having some stupid party and everyone in his family is going to be there.
A better reason for Blaine to not come; but a better reason for his mother to force him home.
Jack Anderson was famous for his parties. It was always huge with a lot of good food and drink. Everyone always had a jolly good time, well everyone except Blaine.
Blaine had to have this mask on when he was home, and he was used to that. But when his whole family was there it was hard for him to hold his mask on. It was always the same questions…
How is school?
Have you found you a girlfriend yet?
No? Well I know some nice girls that you would like!
Blah blah blah!
Ugh why did he have to go to these things! He hated it and it was so boring!
Still thinking about this party, he walks over to his car to drive home. When he was closer he could just make out Sebastian standing by it.
His heart stops for a second. He had tried to avoid Sebastian since that day. He always made an excuse to not have time to talk to him. He wasn't even sure if Sebastian just wanted to talk either…
Blaine had been avoiding Sebastian because of guilt. He didn't think the guilt was because of Kurt, it was more about him. He can't believe he actually did that just because he was jealous… His first time was wasted on nothing. He was just glad they didn't get any further! Sebastian is a nice guy, but he wasn't Blaine's type and their relationship was a fake; so he definitely doesn't think of Sebastian like that. That's all they were… fake.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" Blaine mumbles to Sebastian, looking behind Sebastian’s head.
"I need a ride. Tim was supposed to drive me, but he is sick, so he decided to just stay here." Sebastian explains, shrugging.
Blaine sighs before agreeing quietly.
They both get into the car and Blaine starts the engine.
It's silent for a while, just the radio humming in the background.
"So…" Sebastian starts, trying to get a conversation started between them, but Blaine keeps quiet.
"Why have you been avoiding me?" Sebastian suddenly asks, after a few minutes of silence.
"W-what?" Blaine stuttered helplessly, "I haven't avoided you… I've just been very busy." Blaine lied.
"Oh come on now, I'm not stupid." Sebastian rolls his eyes.
Silence…
"Is it Kurt?" Sebastian asks, looking out of the window.
"W-what about K-Kurt?"Fuck, stop stuttering!
"Is that why you have been avoiding me? Because you are with him? Maybe I should just come home with you then and have a little chat with your father!"
Sebastian voice is flat, Blaine didn't really know where to put it. He didn't sound jealous. He didn't sound angry. And he defiantly wasn't sounding happy. But he sounded serious.
"No, Kurt is just a friend. He even has a boyfriend, so please don't do it!" Blain begs; surprisingly calm, but his hands were wound tight around the steering wheel, his knuckles turning white. This not going unnoticed by Sebastian.
"Fine."
Blaine just looks at the road, only 30 minutes and Sebastian is gone.
"But we have time now, so let's talk." Sebastian turns in his seat, looking at Blaine.
Blaine sighs, closing his eyes for a brief second before looking at the road again.
"Look-" Sebastian starts, but Blaine interrupts him.
"Seb, please stop! We have a deal and I will not break it! Why are you so worried I will do that? I am the one who have to deal with all the consequences!" Blaine tells Sebastian angrily. He doesn't want to think about that now.
"Fine, forget it." Sebastian mumbles and sits back in his seat, looking out of the window again petulantly.
They don't say anything more to each other; not even a goodbye when Blaine drops Sebastian off, but to Blaine, this is more a relief than anything else.
After driving for a few minutes he is home, unfortunately.
Blaine parks the car, sighing heavily, and walks up towards the door, letting himself in.
"Blaine!" his mother greets and hugs him tightly.
Mary Anderson is a beautiful woman. Her dark, long hair rested over her shoulders and her golden eyes lit up when she smiled at Blaine. She was wearing a knee-length grey dress, showing her slim body ,and black heels. She is looking very elegant, as always.
"Hello mother, how are you?" Blaine asks politely when they parted.
"I'm good honey. What about you? I haven't heard from you for a few days…" Mary asks, sounding a bit worried for her son.
"I'm fine. I have been working a lot at school… I'm sorry." Blaine apologizes.
"That's okay sweetie. Now, the guests are going to be here in an hour, so you better get up those stairs and get ready. The clothes are on your bed, so don't worry about that sweetie." His mother tells him, before she walks towards the kitchen.
Blaine sighs, looking around the house. It's really big, too big for Blaine's liking. Well that is what you are supposed to have when you have a lot of money, right? Big house with huge gardens and elegant expensive furniture…
Blaine walks up the stairs to his bedroom to unpack and get ready for tonight.
Like his mother said, clothes are laying on his bed. It's a suit with a dark blue tie. Simple and classy…
Almost ready, he hears the doorbell ring and not long after, he hears voices talking happily.
Blaine looks in the mirror one more time, before walking out of his room. Before he walks down the stairs to his family, he takes a deep breath.