CHAPTER 20

By Klainer0801

*I do not own Glee or any of the characters* - I wish :)

Thank-you for all your lovely reviews! I would have literally stopped at chapter 1 without you! :)

Right… ok so we’ve started the 20’s in our little chapters so I’ve had a think about the plot and I’ve figured out how I want to end it :) Don’t freak out though it’s not any time soon, I’ve just figured out exactly how I want this all to end and I hope you all like it ;)

There was only the silence as Blaine thought Kurt’s love for him was no more.

“P- Please. Please K-Kurt. Tell me- what I’ve d-done… I can m-make it up to you! I p-promise. I can’t- I didn’t – This… D-don’t leave me. I love you.”

“Wait… what?” Kurt managed to cough out in surprise before his boyfriend was wrapping his arms around him, holding him so tightly like he would never let go.

“I can’t lose you Kurt… I just need to know what I’ve done. We’ll make it better.” Blaine said, still clutching onto Kurt’s shirt.

Kurt pulled back in Blaine’s arms to look him straight in the eyes. All his emotions whirled into one as he continued to let the tears fall down his face. Kurt had no idea how to break this to Blaine but he couldn’t think of one possible way that wouldn’t result in a complete breakdown from his other half.

“Blaine… you haven’t done anything…” Kurt began, choking on his words when Blaine’s face took up an expression of huge relief, “I have.”

Blaine tilted his head to the side in confusion before shaking his head quickly, “No - No you haven’t Kurt… everything – everything is fine. Come on.”

Blaine tried to pull Kurt in the direction of the kitchen but Kurt held him back and prepared to let out the news. Kurt, for the first time, couldn’t read Blaine’s expression or guess his emotions. But he knew for sure what Blaine would be feeling when he heard what Kurt had to say, and Kurt braced himself for the worst.

“Blaine, I- I told my dad. About Aimee…” Kurt started but Blaine’s face didn’t change, he simply stared at Kurt, “I told my dad about Aimee, Blaine.”

The pair stood there for what seemed, in Kurt’s mind, to be years, until Blaine’s hands slowly fell away from Kurt’s sides and the two were stood opposite each other, as awkward as strangers.

If it wasn’t for the fact that Blaine’s eyes had now taken a deep black colour then Kurt would have thought he may have even supported what Kurt had done. Then he noticed Blaine’s shoulders tense up and his hands slowly ball into fists. He noticed Blaine’s face developing a deep red colouring and the veins in his arms rising to the surface as he tensed his muscles in frustration. He noticed Blaine’s slow but uncontrolled steps towards him as his teeth ground together.

It was too late.

“And what the fuck do you mean by that?” Blaine hissed through his teeth as he towered over Kurt.

Kurt couldn’t remember ever seeing Blaine like this; that angry that he looked like he could explode at any second. It was scary thinking his anger was directed as Kurt, when seconds ago Blaine had been falling into his arms in tears. Kurt backed away, intimidated by his boyfriend who was now flexing his muscles and balling his fists in front of him.

“Blaine listen… listen, I – I can explain!” Kurt stuttered, trying desperately to calm Blaine down to no avail.

Blaine simply laughed manically at Kurt, throwing his arms up into the air in disbelief, “What?! Explain how you’ve ruined everything? How you’ve basically taken away everything that means more than jack shit to me?! I’d like to hear it Kurt, I really would but I don’t think I’ll be staying around that long!”

Kurt mouthed aimlessly at Blaine, unable to find the right words to explain. All of a sudden he was knocked off his feet as Blaine’s strong hands collided with his shoulders and pushed him roughly against the wall behind him.

“WHY DID YOU DO IT KURT?! FUCKING WHY?!” Blaine screamed, throwing his right fist hard into the wall next to his boyfriends head. Kurt flinched and let out a weak sob, powerless to the situation. Blaine sighed angrily and dropped his head before taking Kurt’s face in his hands.

Kurt felt all happiness rush out of him as Blaine held him there. His touch wasn’t loving or caring as it usually was and he wasn’t looking at him with the compassion and trust that he had become accustomed to. Everything about his presence was now cold and harsh.

“We had everything, Kurt. Things were working out! But you had to let it slip didn’t you?! The one thing I asked you to keep a secret for me… I trusted you!” bellowed Blaine, reminding Kurt of the boy he was before Kurt had spoken to him.

Guilt flooded his veins as Kurt looked up into his boyfriend’s eyes. Boyfriend’s? Were they even together after all this… Kurt highly doubted it, as Blaine said; he wouldn’t be sticking around to hear Kurt out.

“Do you realise what this means? I’ve lost my little girl Kurt! I’ve lost you!” Blaine stammered, looking like he was about to burst into tears, but his anger powered him through, “How are we meant to figure this out?! Did you – did you think your dad would be able to sort everything?  No Kurt, everything I love always gets taken away… Just as I thought things were beginning to get better.”

“Blaine please just-“ Kurt spluttered only to be cut off by Blaine’s lips as they collided with his, hot and needy. Kurt was taken by surprise as he felt his body being pressed hard against the wall. The kiss was rushed and messy but neither of them cared. Blaine’s hands were clasped around Kurt’s hips so tightly he was sure there would be bruises in the morning.

“I can’t believe you’ve fucking done this Kurt!”

“I’m so sorry Blaine.” Kurt groaned out as Blaine’s hands began roaming over his body, harsh and heavy.

“Shut the fuck up.” Blaine growled causing Kurt to tense in shock. Blaine took the opportunity and delved his tongue back into Kurt’s mouth as he let their hips make sudden contact.

Kurt flinched but rocked in rhythm with Blaine’s thrusts, knocking Kurt backwards into the wall every time. Blaine’s breathing had become increasingly heavy and he pulled away from Kurt quickly, only to plant his lips firmly down onto Kurt’s neck. He sucked hard and scraped his teeth across the large area on his neck which was rapidly turning purple.

“Come on.”Blaine instructed Kurt as he made his way to the stairs without so much as looking back at Kurt. Only when he reached the top of the stairs and realised that Kurt wasn’t following did he turn back around, “Did you not hear me?”

“Blaine, my whole family is in the house!” Kurt said, walking over to the staircase nervously.

“And the thing is… I don’t fucking care. Now, unless you get your ass up here into your bedroom, I will be fucking your brains out on that sofa for your whole family to see.”

Kurt shook his head in disbelief but quickly followed Blaine into his room. Maybe this would make Blaine calmer for long enough to realise Kurt only had good intensions when he told his dad.

“Get out Hudson.” Was all Blaine said before he threw himself down onto Kurt’s bed.

Finn blinked up at Blaine from where he was sat on his own bed, apparently oblivious to how angry the boy was. “Ooh, right. Lovely. Well I can tell where I’m not wanted.”

“Finn, just - please go…”

Finn quickly spun round to look at Kurt who was stood in the doorway, tears streaming down his face. Finn’s eyes grew wide and he threw his magazine onto his bed before walking past Kurt out of the room, “Yeah. I was- uh - going to go see Rachel anyway, I think… Yeah.”

Kurt closed the door after Finn and turned around to face Blaine who was sprawled across his bed. He was looking at Kurt with lustful eyes but they still had the anger burning inside them. Kurt took a sharp intake of breath… Why was he allowing this? Anger sex? Really Kurt?!

Kurt debated what his next move should be… they needed to talk, to discuss what was going to happen next in their life. As much as Kurt knew Blaine would disagree and protest, he decided he was going to try and persuade Blaine to sit calmly and talk things through with him. Yes, that was the plan.

Or Not.

Kurt was taken aback when his shirt was roughly pulled up over his head. He heard his belt buckle being undone hastily and his jeans dropping to his ankles. Well, there goes his plan.

“It looks like we’re doing things your way then…” Kurt whispered under his breath as Blaine began busily taking his own clothes off. Obviously, they would have to have the talk once Blaine had got this anger out of his system and was ready to have a decent chat with him. Besides, Kurt could do with this; sex would certainly take the stress away… even if only for a little while.

Blaine, now fully naked, grabbed Kurt by the wrist and pulled his harshly over to the bed. Kurt fell with a thump onto the mattress and realised this was going to be very different to last time. Every breath was harsher, every touch was rougher and every word spat out with anger and disbelief instead of love and trust.

Though, through every pang of pain and guilt that Kurt felt, he began to see how much he needed Blaine now. Physically and mentally… He reached up and tugged Blaine down so he was lay over him.

Blaine growled into Kurt’s neck and reached blindly over to Kurt’s bedside table and slid open the top drawer.

Kurt moaned as Blaine’s erection throbbed against his own. He tried to move to give some friction and the pleasure he needed but Blaine was already joining him again, a bottle of lube grasped tightly in his hand. They stared at each other in the eyes and Kurt swore he could see a smirk, straining not to appear on Blaine’s face. However, the anger was the only thing that remained and Blaine ripped the top of the lube bottle with force and chucked it across the room.

It was all going so quickly that Kurt was unsure what was happening until he felt the cold liquid sliding across his ass, teasing his hole. He was vaguely aware of Blaine’s other hand holding down his wrist so he couldn’t thrash around too much.

All judgement of the situation left Kurt’s head as Blaine shoved two of his fingers deep inside him, hitting his prostate perfectly. Kurt’s mouth fell open with a breathless scream and he arched his back in the intense pleasure. He quickly tried to shush himself, remembering his family were just downstairs but it was too much for him to take and he continued to moan down at Blaine.

Wasting no time, Blaine thrust another finger into Kurt, stretching and scissoring him. His fingers moved quickly causing Kurt’s hip to jerk sporadically back onto them. The heat in the room was intense and sweat started to drip down Kurt’s back as he moved.

Blaine looked up at Kurt, whose head was flung back in pleasure, and his mouth fell open at the sight. No matter how angry Blaine was, he couldn’t deny that Kurt looked gorgeous. Emotions flew around in his head but he tried to push them all out and concentrate on what was happening.

“That’s right Kurt; fuck yourself on my fingers. Feel’s good doesn’t it? You like that?”

Kurt only managed a broken groan in reply and he increased the speed of his thrusts.

A whimper of need came from Kurt’s mouth as Blaine removed his fingers. He quickly sat up to see Blaine stood in the middle of his bedroom, stroking his massive cock for all to see.

“Come here.” Blaine instructed and Kurt jumped up and obeyed, “Now, suck it Kurt. You give me this… and after, I’m gonna fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk for weeks. But first I’m gonna make you beg for it, just as your begging for forgiveness from me.”

Kurt dick twitched in need at Blaine’s words and Kurt began work straight away. He pushed his face down onto Blaine’s hard cock as far as he could, until Kurt had completely taken all of Blaine. He felt fingers wrapping into his hair and holding him there with extreme pressure. Tears began to seep from the corners of his eyes and he could feel the tip of Blaine’s dick tickling the back of his throat before he was finally released.

Kurt gasped for air but quickly sank back down onto Blaine’s cock, sucking the head and licking along the shaft. He increased his speed, hearing moans of delight of Blaine, and brought his hand up to pump Blaine in between sucking.

“Get on the bed.”

Kurt didn’t need to be told twice, he fell onto the bed and spread his legs apart as far as they would go. Blaine climbed up over him but didn’t push in straight away as Kurt was expecting him too.

“Do you want me to fuck you Kurt?”

“Blaine, please- yes, I need-“ Kurt moaned, desperate for Blaine’s touch. He needed his release soon.

“You need what Kurt? A relationship is about trust… telling the truth.  You seem to have forgotten that. You need to talk to me. Tell me what you want.”

Pushing his hips down, Kurt tried to find Blaine’s cock or his fingers… anything. Blaine sat up and sneered down at Kurt until Kurt realised that it wasn’t going to get him anywhere until he gave Blaine what he wanted.

“Ok! Ok – Just fuck me Blaine. Please – I… fuck me!” Kurt screamed, giving up and reaching down to push his own fingers inside himself.

Blaine swatted them away with ease and sank down so he was breathing over Kurt’s ass cheeks. “Like this?”he teased before pushing his tongue into Kurt, twirling it around his entrance before thrusting it repeatedly inside of him.

Kurt thrashed his legs around, trying to tell Blaine what he need but he was incoherent. He managed to free his hand from Blaine’s and reached down to bring Blaine up quickly. He kissed him hotly, tasting himself on Blaine’s lips and loving every second of it.

“No, your cock Blaine. I need you in me. I need it bad. Please. I’m so sorry!” Kurt breathed out, steadying himself.

Blaine’s eyes turned an even deeper black as his incredible lust clashed with his anger. He rose onto his knees and plunged himself down into Kurt, a long moan being released from both partners.

Blaine didn’t give Kurt time to adjust; he pulled out and thrust back down just as hard. Kurt was biting his hand in order to keep his screaming to a minimum but Blaine couldn’t care less’ he let out a groan with every thrust into Kurt.

Every time, Blaine pushed harder and faster, resisting the urge to go over the edge and come. His hips were getting manic and the bed was literally shaking underneath them. Neither cared, they both needed this.

Kurt squealed as he reached his climax, he muscles tensing around Blaine and causing him to reach his orgasm too. They both shook with the intensity and ended up collapsing on the bed, Blaine still inside Kurt.

After they had both recovered, Kurt looked down at Blaine, wanting to risk starting the conversation again. All he managed to say was, “I’m sorry-” before Blaine had jumped up and began redressing himself quickly.

“Blaine! Where are you going?” Kurt asked frantically.

“Kurt, I don’t want to hear it. I’m getting Aimee and we’re going.” Blaine said, now fully dressed and heading for the door, “You know, it really does hurt to have your heart broken Kurt… thanks for helping me prove that.”

Kurt panicked, throwing his hands around everywhere in search of what to say or do.

“BLAINE ANDERSON, YOU HEAR ME OUT!” Kurt said, standing up and surprising himself with his sudden aggressiveness. He had never been this angry at Blaine before.

Apparently, Blaine was shocked too, as he raised his eyebrows and stepped back from the door. They stared each other out, heavily breathing and panting from the mixture of sex and shouting.

“You will listen to me, we will have this conversation and we will sort this situation out. Now, come sit down.”

Blaine reluctantly strode over to Kurt’s bed and sat on the end of it. Kurt picked up his clothes and redressed before joining him.

“I just don’t understand why you did it Kurt?” Blaine said, the destroyed tone returning and banishing the angry one.

Kurt reached out for Blaine’s hand and was pleased when he didn’t flinch away, “I want to make everything better for you Blaine. Let’s be honest, by keeping a secret like that to ourselves… it’s not going to happen. I want Aimee and you to be able to have a proper father and daughter relationship-“

Blaine scoffed and turned his head away from Kurt, “Yeah. Well, that’s never gonna happen is it? It can’t.”

“I don’t see why not… now that my dad knows, he can help!”

“JUST like my dad helped me eh?! What? Are we gonna sign her up so Burt can adopt her now instead?!” Blaine raised his voice, snatching his hand from under Kurt’s.

“Blaine, stop getting angry for one second and listen. My dad wants you to have Aimee as yours, just as much as we do. He said he’ll help us do that.”

Blaine looked hopefully for a whole full minute and Kurt was beginning to believe that Blaine was seeing sense. Then something flickered in Blaine’s eyes and he stood up suddenly, “Don’t get my hopes up for something that will never happen Kurt!! I mean what the fuck am I meant to tell her even if I could eh? How am I meant tell that beautiful girl that her whole life has been some sort of lie? You think she’ll understand that her brother is actually her father?!”

“Blaine, there are ways of explaining… ways to help her understand! She’s only a child!” Kurt said, leaning in to wipe the tears off Blaine’s face but he simply turned his face away from Kurt’s touch.

He quickly strode towards the door before Kurt could grab him and pull him back. He was about to turn the handle when he looked back at Kurt, tears welling in his eyes, “I love you Kurt… but you said it yourself. She’s only a child. She doesn’t deserve this! I’ve got to get her away from here… Goodbye.”

He opened the door and ran out to find Aimee, leaving only emptiness in Kurt’s room where he stood.