"What do you think is going to happen with your Dad?" Blaine asked Kurt later that night. After Burt asking to be left alone for a few hours and a very awkward dinner that was masked with silence, Burt reluctantly allowed Kurt to walk Blaine home. Kurt looked at his boyfriend and shrugged they had been walking in silence until that that point, just hand in hand.

"Honestly I don't know. I want to say that he'll get over it but it's not that easy. I just know our relationship won't be the same."

"Of course it won't. The relationship you had before was based on lies, at least this way you can go back to being 'Burt and Kurt' not 'Burt and the Kurt that he wants Burt to see'. Honey you don't have to hide from him any more, it may be hard for him to adjust but you can be yourself now."

Blaine hadn't realised he'd used it but the term of endearment made Kurt smile. "Kurt?"

"Yes?"

"Are we okay now?" Kurt stopped walking and turned to look at Blaine.

"We are more than okay. I'm so glad I have someone in my life that doesn't judge me for my past and I understand that you only said what you said because I was pushing you too hard and I should have backed off as soon as you said no. And for that baby I am the one that should be sorry."

"Don't apologise. Shall we just agree that we were both in the wrong." Kurt nodded and leant in to kiss Blaine. They smiled at each other and Kurt didn't fail to notice Blaine had started to bit his bottom lip in a flirtations way. "You know, if only that stuff with you Dad hadn't happened."

"And why's that?"

"Well it's my Birthday in a couple of day's and I wanted to do things backwards and give you a present, but my grandma won't let us up to my room and now your Dad knows about you he won't let us up to yours so I guess I cant give it to you."

"Well what kind of present are we talking about?"

"Well I realised I never returned the favour for that blow job you gave me." Kurt mouth just fell open, he couldn't believe what Blaine had just said.

"Blaine you don't have to-" Blaine just smirked and reached up to Kurt's ear so he could whisper.

"I know but I really want to feel you cock between my lips." Kurt could feel all his blood running south

"Holy shit Blaine! You can't just say shit like that!"

"Why not?" Blaine said faking innocence

"Because talk like that can make a guy hard, and a guy who won't be able to relieve himself for at least two hours does not want to get hard in front of his incredibly hot boyfriend"

"Well what if I helped you with that?"

"What?"

"Come with me." Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand and dragged him round the corner of the street to the back of an old abandoned building. Before Kurt could react Blaine had pushed him up against the wall and was attacking his mouth with his own. Kurt grabbed Blaine's hips and brought him closer until their bodies were flush together.

"Blaine are you sure you want to do this?" Kurt moaned out as he felt Blaine's hands palming him through his jeans.

"Do you want me to stop?" Blaine whispered seductively in his ear, and if there was part of Kurt's cock that wasn't hard yet, it was now.

"No I really do not."

"Good." Blaine smirked as he undid Kurt's jeans and pulled his zipper down too slow for his boyfriends liking, before sliding hands down Kurt's boxers to grab at Kurt's hard length.

"Blaine please."

"Please what?"

"Seriously no one had touched me there in like a month so I am going to come very soon so if you're going to suck my dick like you offered please begin now as I know I won't last very long."

"Someone's a little impatient."

"No , someone is excruciatingly hard right now and I need to come damn it!"

"All right, all right." Blaine got down on his knees in front of Kurt, he pulled his boyfriends jeans and boxers down until they pooled around his ankles. Kurt gasped as the cool air hit where he most wanted it to.

Blaine looked at Kurt who was looking so turned he looked so beautiful panting against the wall like that , Blaine couldn't make him suffer much longer. He grabbed the base of Kurt's dick before striping the underside of it with his tongue.

"Shit." Kurt cursed. Not being able to torture his boyfriend, Blaine wrapped his lips around Kurt's length, he carried his mouth on going down on Kurt, letting his tongue do wondrous thing."Holy shit Blaine, so close." Blaine pulled Kurt out of his mouth before speaking.

"Fuck my mouth Kurt." He said before put Kurt cock back into his mouth.

"No Blaine this is your.. fuck ...first time...Holy crap Blaine!" Kurt shouted as he felt himself hit the back of Blaine's throat. "Well if your gag reflex up and left then I don't see why not." Kurt grabbed Blaine's hair and started slowly pushing himself in and out of Blaine's mouth until he couldn't control it he had to go faster and harder. He could feel himself getting closer he had to warn Blaine, but words weren't an option right now. Mumbling would have to do."Blaine.....I'm...ohfuck...Blaine I can't....SHIT' Kurt didn't get to finish his ramble before he felt himself coming down Blaine's welcoming throat. Blaine pulled his mouth off and looked up at Kurt who was leaning breathlessly against the wall with his eyes closed, looking like he'd just run a marathon."Blaine that was incredible, how did you do that?" Blaine blushed before he revealed to Kurt.

"I've kind of been practising ."

"What with?"

"A dildo."

"Holy shit that is the hottest thing I have ever heard."

"Really?" Blaine asked while starting to stand up, pulling Kurt's boxers and jeans up too.

"Hell yeah." Kurt grabbed Blaine and kissed him with force and could taste himself in Blaine's mouth.

"Listen, I just want you to know that I don't just expect you to start giving me head every second because I don't." Kurt started as they approached Blaine's front door. "Don't get me wrong I really enjoyed that but I just don't want you to feel obligated to do it. I want you to be comfortable in this relationship so I can be comfortable."

"Kurt, I didn't do it because I felt I had to, I did it because I love you and I want you to feel as great when your with me as I do when I'm with you."

"You love me?"

"Of course I love you, what is there not to love? You treat me right, you protect me. When I'm with you, you make me feel like I can do anything, you make me feel like I'm the most important person in your life and I've never felt like that before and so for that I love you. When you were gone and I couldn't talk to you today I felt empty and I know that I never want to do anything again that could cause you to be mad at me because it killed me knowing that I'd made you feel like that. I understand if you aren't ready to say it back I just needed you to know."

"Honestly Blaine today I had to force myself to stay away from you, I left the school premises because I knew I wouldn't be able to stay away from you. While I was out I ran into your grandfather-"

"What?! Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" Blaine panicked

"He didn't do anything it's fine but a cop had to come along and break the tension between us, the cop turned out to be someone I fucked a couple years back. Your grandfather obviously gathered what was going on and purposely let it slip that I was only seventeen. The cop figured I'd lied to him and he was really hurt and I didn't care. I didn't care that I had caused him to do something that could have cost him his job and his life, because I just didn't care about him. I never cared about anyone I slept with because all they were to me was a fuck and that's when I figured it out."

"Figured what out?"Blaine's eyes had started to cloud over with tears, he didn't know where this was going but he didn't think he could control them, he didn't want to.

"I didn't care about them not one little bit because it was just sex to me and sex was all I wanted from them, I didn't think if they had feelings, I just lied and got them into bed, but then there is you. I would honestly never have sex again in my life if you didn't want to as long as I got to stay with you because you are the first person in may years that I really truly care about. You don't care about my past, you just see me for me and for that Blaine Devon Anderson I love you too." Kurt cupped Blaine's tear stained face with his hands and wiped away his tears with his thumbs.

"Seriously? Because Kurt you don't have to say just because I did, that thing about being comfortable, its a two way thing-"

"And I have never felt more comfortable than I do right here with you. Besides you know me by now, no one tells me what to do or what to say, I say something I mean it. I love you Blaine."

"I love you too." Blaine cried before Kurt pulled Blaine face towards his their lips crashed together with passion, the kiss held so much emotion and was wet from the tears that both boys were now producing. They separated and looked at each other with huge smiles on their faces.

"Kurt are you crying?"

"No! I just have something In my eye." Kurt replied unconvincingly wiping his eyes.

"Aww baby, it's okay I wont tell anyone." Blaine laughed, Kurt just smiled and shoved him playfully.

"Shut up."

"It's getting late I should go inside."

"Yeah go I don't want you to get in any trouble."

"I love you." Blaine tested.

"I love you too, now go." They pecked on the lips and Blaine walked into his house. Now Blaine wasn't there Kurt grinned from ear to ear, he had honestly never been this happy.

As soon as Kurt Knew that Blaine was safe and sound he decided it was time to go home and face the fireworks. He couldn't get the look of disappointment, that was on his Dad's face, out of his head. Now he knew that Blaine was in love with him he felt a little bit stronger about facing it but he was still terrified. He never meant to hurt his Dad like that.

After a while of walking he head footsteps behind him he stopped to look around not seeing anybody.

"Blaine?" He called out into the empty dark night. He was probably just being paranoid after a few minutes he decided to carry on walking it was just his imagination. As soon as he got around the corner he heard the footsteps starting up again behind him. Again he stopped to turn around, again seeing no one there. "Blaine seriously if that's you this isn't funny." No answer. He was seriously terrified, this is like how it started last time, last time he was attacked, he didn't want that happening again. Especially not after everything that had just happened to Blaine. If he got jumped by some homophobic guys again he doesn't know if he'll survive it this time. Last time was a close call on his life but he can't leave Blaine not now.

He carried on walking a bit faster just trying to get home when he could hear the footsteps also speeding up getting closer to him, he knew whoever it was was right behind his he could sense it. He quickly whipped round and grabbed the figure that was behind him and pinned them by the collar again the nearest wall. He took a good look at the person before him."Aren't you the guy from the free credit rating commercials?"