May 5, 2015, 7 p.m.
Perfectly Imperfect, One of a Kind: Chapter 7
E - Words: 1,574 - Last Updated: May 05, 2015 Story: Closed - Chapters: 7/? - Created: Mar 17, 2015 - Updated: Mar 17, 2015 169 0 0 0 0
Sorry for the long wait, I havent been on to update this. But its here now! Youre welcome!
Kurt held in his gut and began to work at his pants. "Come on," He said to them as he tried to get the button to reach the other side where the loop waited. "you better fit." Kurt finally squeezed into the pair of jeans and let out a sigh of relief. At least on of his pairs fit. Kurt picked up the other ones he tried to fit in earlier off the bed and threw them back in his closet.
Kurt wasnt that big, he wasnt showing, and no one could tell he was pregnant yet, but he began noticing his pants starting to get smaller as the weeks progressed. He was slowly losing his figure and it wouldnt be long before Kurt was going to need maternity clothing. Gosh, he didnt want to think about that.
Kurt bounded down the stairs and headed toward the living room where Blaine sat waiting for him. The pair decided to spend their Sunday afternoon together so Kurt wanted to make sure he looked nice for a simple day through the town of Lima. Blaine, of course, had to wait for him.
Blaine was currently talking to Burt over a football game when Kurt walked in. "Ready to go?" Kurt asked his boyfriend and Blaine turned to look at him, smiling when he saw Kurt.
"Yes I am." He stood from the couch and began his walk toward Kurt.
Just as they were about to leave the room Carole came in and stopped them. "Hold up." She held up a hand in a halting manner. Carole then began to inspect Kurt up and down.
"What are you doing?" Kurt asked her. He felt a little uncomfortable with what she was doing.
"How have you been fitting in your clothes?" She asked Kurt.
"He can fit into what hes wearing right now." Blaine answered for Kurt.
"Barely." Kurt mumbled mostly to himself.
"Hmm. . .?" All three present in the room looked to Kurt.
"My pants are starting to get tight now." Kurt admitted with a deep red flush of embarrassment.
Carole rested a hand on Kurts cheek. "Oh, honey, this is not something to be self-conscious about. Your body is growing to accommodate for the little one."
Blaine sighed with the same annoyance Kurt felt. "Does this mean what I think it means?" There was nothing wrong with it, he totally understood the circumstance. Blaine just knew that they were now going to get into the pregnancy part where Kurt was going to feel fat and diffident about his whole weight gain he cannot control. He didnt want Kurt to feel that way. Kurt was too beautiful to be timid of his body.
"Well, Blaine, Kurts body is rapidly growing." Burt told him. Kurt looked down at himself, feeling more insecure about this all. "Yes, it does mean what you think it means."
"Maternity shopping!" Carole announced cheerily, like she was excited to do this. Kurt wasnt.
Kurt groaned and threw his head back. "Not right now, though. I want to enjoy my Sunday."
"No, of course not." Carole chuckled. "Well go tomorrow after school. Just remember, not everything we buy for you is something youre going to exactly like. This is pregnancy clothing, theyre never pretty."
Kurt groaned again. "I completely understand. Well go out tomorrow and browse some of the clothing." He rushed out as he took Blaines hand and dragged him out the door. He wasnt going to stand there another moment.
Kurt and Blaine sat across from each other in a booth at Breadstix. They were both browsing the menu for their lunch. Blaine had a pretty good idea what he was going to have. Kurt, however, was having some difficulty. It all sounded so good, even though eight weeks ago he usually stuck to one thing here.
"I dont know what to get." Kurt admitted as he eyed the menu up and down once more.
"Im shocked." Blaine deadpanned as he sat his menu down. "In the past nine weeks of knowing you, you have only gotten one menu item here. You said it was because the other stuff here really sucks. Im guessing its your cravings kicking in" Blaine raised his eyebrows knowingly. "Pregnancy perk." He waggled his eyebrows with a smile.
Kurt sat his menu down with a sigh. "Ill just get my usual again. There!" Kurt thought his response was simple. He took one last glance down at the list of food in front of him. "But maybe with extra mushrooms."
Blaine chuckled a little. "But you usually just push the mushrooms around the plate and not actually eat them."
"Well. . ." Kurt shrugged. His stomach then growled and Kurt looked down at it. "Shh. . . daddys gonna feed you what you want."
Blaine blushed and looked down at the table as he shook his head with the brightest smile on his face. He really loved Kurt and his quirkiness. He also loved their baby, and gosh he was excited for this entire pregnancy. Then Coopers words came back into mind and how unsure he suddenly felt about raising this baby. Did he really want to be a father? Yes! Oh, God, yes! Blaine wanted to be a father so bad and this might be the only chance for him to have a baby biologically both his and the person he loveds, but maybe Cooper was on to something. His big brother hardly cared for anybody but himself and what he said last week really struck Blaine by surprise. Now he wasnt too sure on any of this.
"I keep hearing Coopers words ringing in my ears." Blaine suddenly told Kurt. "What do you make of them?"
"I really want to keep this baby." Kurt replied with sudden urgency. "He or she is important me and I care for them."
Blaine nodded. "I do too. I want to be apart of their life."
"But. . ." Kurt continued, like he didnt hear what Blaine said. "Cooper did remind us that were still in high school. Plus, youre a Junior. Youll still have a whole other year ahead of you in school while we try raising him or her. And with a baby it kind of makes it difficult to try and work on a better future, such as attending college or other schools when you have so much time on your hands for the little one. We could try but it would be a little hard."
"You thought about all that?" Blaine guessed.
"Ever since I left your house that day." Kurt told him. "We have our whole lives ahead of us to have a baby we can raise together. Maybe nows not a good time?"
Suddenly Blaines heart broke. He shouldnt have brought it up. Blaine shouldnt have thought about reconsidering. As he looked at Kurt across the table who was busy thinking on the matter Blaine realized just how much he actually wanted this baby, and how much he wanted to raise him or her with Kurt. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with Kurt someday, with their baby to be apart of the family. Yes, Cooper might have been right, their young. However, it gives them many more years with their child in the future, and Blaine was ready for all this.
"So. . . youre thinking about giving up the child?" Blaine asked. "If you think thats the best future for them. . .?"
"I dont know right now. Well discuss this another time. When I have a definite answer on the matter."
Carole pulled a pair of pants off the rack and showed them to Kurt. They were simple black yoga pants. Kurt crinkled his nose at them. "Thats not an everyday outfit, though." He told her.
"The stuff you like youre not going to be able to wear in nine months." Carole reminded him. "Well get some larger size slacks, yes, but I know for a fact youll be a lot more comfortable in yoga pants and sweatpants in your last trimester. Ive been there, Kurt. Youll just never be fully comfortable, but youre gonna want to try to be as much as you can."
Kurt took the yoga pants from her. He closed his eyes and sighed. The next few months were going to be torture for him. "But Im definitely going to get some nice pants besides all these stuff."
"Totally. Yes." Carole said as they continued scanning through the clothing racks. "Well make sure that youre as happy as you can be in this situation." Kurt smiled the best he could. "Now lets look at some shirts. Pants arent going to be the only thing youre going to grow out of."
Kurt groaned. "Let me guess: Mostly t-shirts and sweatshirts?" He asked.
"Well, shirts are a little easier than pants so we can probably find some nice button downs, but yes, t-shirts and sweatshirts a little comfier."
"I do have some baggy tees at home." Kurt reminded her. "And sweatpants too. If you havent noticed, I sometimes where them to bed."
"I have noticed." Carole nodded as she turned some of her attention to a table where t-shirts sat folded into neat piles. "And you need to dig through your clothing and pull out some of the things you can wear. Its not going to be Kurt-material, but for the next few months it will have to be baby-material."
Kurt groaned again as he began looking throught the shirts on the table. "Hey, I wasnt the one to get pregnant!" Carole told him.
"Its not like I knew this was going to happen!" Kurt shot back in defense.