Kurts POV

It had been a two weeks since Artie had been admitted and it had been confirmed that it was permanent paralysis, there was a surgery option, growing a new nerve from stem cells, which might help. But Artie would have to be transferred to San Fran Cisco, where they were trialing a lot of modern day technology like growing new nerves and organs from stem cells. Finn and i both decided it would be best if we broke the news to him together. He was pretty calm about it, we honestly expected more anger and hate towards us, since we were unable to do anything to help him. Kitty broke down in tears. It was awful to watch. We decided that it would be best that Artie stayed in the hospital until he was able to use his wheel chair and get around in it by himself, before he went home. Kitty was constantly at his side, she moved once a day to collect food for them both, which only happens when Arties mum has turned up, Artie insist he doesnt need a 24/7 baby sitter but for some reason Kitty wouldnt budge. I decided that since i didnt have any pressing things to do right this minute, i decided to attempt to take a nap before my graveyard shift started, on the plus side i only had to deal with two of my interns Mr nice ass or Dr. Anderson and Ms i talk to much or Dr. Berry. Because all of the interns took turns doing graveyard shifts, and today it was Dr. Nice ass and Dr i talk too much, i hardly ever saw her anymore she was always sucking up to the other Doctors especially Finn. All i hear from her is Finn this or Finn that. God i was sick of hearing about my brother. I had to go through that enough in high school.

My interns were once again in the Emergency room, this time with me supervising their every move. I watched them like a hawk, to make sure that they all followed protocol. Lucky for us the emergency room and been usually quiet for the first half of our shift, just the usual common cold, broken bones, and allergic reactions. Which were easily treatable. I was just signing off for some x - rays for a kid that had broken their arm, when the paramedics came rushing through the door. I sprinted into with Santana and a few interns hot on my trail.
"Female, 17 years old. Vomited in the field. BP, and Heart Rate are down. Suspected drug overdose. She is currently unconscious ."
"Alright on my count, 1, 2 , 3. We all lifted the girl up and placed her onto the bed. "Santana hook up the heart monitor now. Berry go get me the crash cart inject 10mg Diazepam, Anderson put a iv central line in." I quickly checked her pupils and temperature. "... Her pupils are constricted and her temperature is down. Looks like everything is pointing to drug overdose, please treat it like a OD" I watched as Blaine managed to put the central line in. I was silently impressed by his ability to handle pressure. "..Berry where is the Diazepam?"
"Right here Doctor Hummel.." Santana snatched the Diazepam from Rachel and injected it into the girls Central line. "Okay guys keep her on a iv drip, she should keep stable. Someone please find out who she is and ring her parents." I was about to leave the rest to the interns when her heart rate faulted, i watched the monitor and her heart rate stopped. For Fucks Sake.
"Shes crashing."
"Start ventilation." I hopped on top of the side of the bed and began compressions. "Prepare for defibrillation, now." i kept the compressions up whilst Rachel placed electrodes on the girls body, the second electrode needs to be lower, exactly the same distance as the other electrode." She moved it slightly higher. "Yes thats perfect. Okay charge to 120.. Clear." I pressed the paddles to the electrodes and her stomach arched up as the shock went through her body. Her heart needs to start working again soon, to reduce the amount of oxygen lost. "Come on, Come on." I watched impatiently as her heart rate continued to be non exist. "Okay charge to ,240, and Clear." The girls body once again arched off the bed. I watched the screen to watch her heart beat. 1 second passed, 3 seconds passed, 5 seconds passed. Then just like magic the girls heart had managed to restart itself. Thank god. This girl was going to be okay. "Okay keep her on the iv line in and page me if anything changes."

I needed to get sleep, then i would find some food. I was at the state of sleep when i would fall asleep any second. But to my dismay someone knocked on the door. Damn i was in the middle of a fantastic day dream of Mr nice Ass. I could feel my boner, it was straining against my pants once again. I swear to god if its Rachel behind that door i will no hesitate to punch her in the face.
"Come in" i sighed. Damn this person for interrupting my sleep and wonderful day dreams.
"Hey Kurt..." Holy fuck. Not Rachel, it was Blaine. Fuck. Last time he walked in on me having a boner, it did not end well. Okay it did end well, i did fuck him into the mattress. So i got laid, but Santana heard us. Flashes of that day flashed into my head, dammit. That was not helping. Dead puppies, Dead kittens. Rachel Berry. That Worked. i cringed inwardly, that was very mean of me.
"Blaine." i breathed out in a whisper.
"Kurt we need to talk..."
"What exactly about Blaine?"
"What is this? Us?"
"I dont even know..."
"Do you want us to you know be like a couple or something..."
"Blaine i thought you understood that we can get in a lot of trouble, We cant be a couple."
"Kurt, we can be if we just come clean and tell everyone."
"No, if it doesnt work. Shit would hit the fan."
"Kurt i think your being a little over dramatic again."
"No im not..."
"Kurt i have feelings for you..." did he just say what i thought he said. Fuck. Fuck.
"Blaine... i have to go..." i ran to the roof of the hospital to just to take a breather.

Holy fuck. Blaine pretty much just said he loved me. Holy Fuck.
"Bro what are you doing up here?"
"WHAT THE FUCK PUCKERMAN WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU CREEP UP ON SOMEONE LIKE THAT."
"Kurt i didnt... i was standing here the whole time, you came sprinting to this spot looking like you have seen a ghost then you started to yell at me."
"Oh im sorry. I just... i just. i dont know. i needed a breather."
"Yeah me too."
"Why what happened to you Puckerman?"
"I... you know that hot as new nurse the one about to have a baby?"
"Yeah Quinn Fabray or something? Right?"
"Yeah, well i... well we kissed kind of kissed and she is kind of moving in with me.."
"But isnt she married?"
"At the moment, she is getting a divorce from him. Puck, that makes you the rebound."
"Well, yes... But no.. She kissed me first technically... We have been on a few dates as well... Kurt i actually have feelings for her.."
"Wow.." I took another look at Puck. He had defiantly changed, it was only subtle changes and it seemed to happen over night. His smile was bigger than it was ever. His need to go out drinking every night had pretty much disappeared and i hadnt heard of him getting laid in a good month. He usually bragged about that.
"You wanna know something else?"
"What?"
"I havent been laid in a good month, because i only want her. I like her so much that it seems like nothing else in the world matters anymore."
"You sure have grown up a lot Puckerman.."
"I know." He smiled smugly. ".. So whats got you so upset Hummel?"
"An intern pretty much confessed their love for me... and... and i just dont know how i feel.."
"Is this that Anderson kid?" Puck asked quizzically.
"Yeah.. He is just so amazing, he is so sweet to all the patients, so kind, so hot, and... and his ass. Just DAMN."
"I think you already know the answer to that, even if your not able to accept that is how you feel about him yet..."
"When the hell did you get good at giving advice?"
"About 30 seconds ago." He managed to say with a straight face. We then both burst out into laughter. "... Okay... Next question, is he good in bed..?" My eyes widened in surprise.
"What does that have to do with it..?"
"If your having amazing sex it usually means their is a deeper connection between the two people." my jaw just dropped in horror. This Puck was no way the same Puck i knew a year ago.. Let alone a month ago...
"Quinn really has changed you..." I mumbled accusingly.
"She has changed me for the better, thats part of the reason i think i love her. She makes me a better version of myself, and thats really all i can ask for in a woman."
"You sound pretty in love..."
"I think so." He grinned, widely. At least someone was having luck in their relationship.

I walked into Arties private room where he decided that me, Finn and Puck needed to meet to have a meeting to organise the New Directions reunion.
"So boys i was thinking that we should have the reunion at one of our houses, although since my house is in New York City, maybe it should be one of your houses. Also you guys are doctors, so surely you have fancy houses." Artie announced bluntly.
"Well actually im not a doctor, im way cooler. Also i actually get paid more than these losers, because my research is so advanced in my field. " Grinned Puck.
"Of course you are way cooler." Me and Finn said at the same time.
"nah i was just joking what i really thought was we could all just go back to McKinley for like a week and sing about our feelings like the good all times and we could all bring our partners and everything."
"That sounds awesome Artie!" Finn announced.
"I wonder if Santana will go as well." Puck asked.
"I think she would... She loved glee club!" I smiled as i remembered the good old days.
"So its settled we are all going back to McKinley in a month!" Artie noted.
"Sounds good, me and Kurt should be able to get time off work." Finn announced.
"Probably not.." I whispered. Hoping nobody would hear me.
"Your just being a sad sac, because that Anderson kid wants to fuck that pretty ass of yours all the time..." i trusted Puck, and here he was telling everyone about my pathetic life and there was no way i could stop him. "and you said no because you didnt want to break the rules, how does that NOT make you a sad sac...?"
"Yes fine that is the fucking reason. I like Blaine a lot and yes he may have a nice butt, which i may stare at a lot. But if the relationship went to shit then i would be in the shit for allowing such a relationship in the work place." I yelled back.
"Dont you see Kurt that kid is head over heels for you." Puck smirked. I stormed off, i couldnt deal with their shit any longer.

I needed time to be able to think. To think everything through, i wanted Blaine so much that it was actually physically hurting me. I wanted to hold his hand, hug him, kiss him everywhere on his body, to sleep with him, and wake up next to him every morning . But that wont happen because i probably have scared him away for ever. I realize in that moment that i was once again in the on call room, that me and Blaine had talked so many time before. I always slept in there now. It was mine and Blaines on call room. The door opened and in walked one Miss. Rachel Berry.
"Hey Dr. Hummel can we talk?"
"What about Dr. Berry?"
"Blaine..." She sighed.
"What about Blaine?" I asked skeptical.
"Dr. Hummel..." She started.
"Call me Kurt." i interjected.
"Kurt, you have to understand that Blaine is like a fragile child, he may look all cool and calm on the outside, but seriously he is flipping out on the inside. He told you he loved you, and you ran. Blaines Parents ran when he came out as gay. They abandoned him, he is scared your going to do the same thing. I have know Blaine for a long time now..." She sat down on the bed beside me. "...hes always been a bit conserved and he has never fallen this fast and hard for someone ever before. I know he loves you, he is terrified that you are going to abandon him and find someone better, he has so many insecurities..
"Rachel ill be honest with you..."
"Okay." she smiled, glad to be finally getting somewhere with this conversation.
"I like Blaine a LOT, but i just dont want us to get into a relationship and then it turns to shit because it wont be my job on the line it will be his."
"But isnt worth the risk?"
"Maybe..."
"Kurt he has been mopping around the house pretty much since you first hooked - up, he then realized you were his boss and he actually vomited because he felt so guilty he had done the boss, then for some reason he couldnt stay away from you, he tried... Well as hard as Blaine can. Nothing worked so he gave in. He wants to be with you for the long hull."

It had been a exactly 9 days since, Rachels wee talk with me. 9 whole days of constantly thinking about Blaine. 9 days to consider what i wanted, 9 whole days constantly craving his touch. Craving everything about him. Seeing him every single day was making it even harder to resist the craving that i had for everything about him. The only good thing that had happened was Artie was discharged 1 and half weeks ago and he was doing well. Quinn had moved in with Puck, and they were doing well. Puck had grown up so much. Ever since high school he felt like a brother, he would always look out for me and stick up for me. I felt like a proud brother to see Puck grow to become a real man. Finn and Rachel were on talking terms again and were trying to be friends, although it was obvious they both wanted each other. If i just talked to Blaine then everything between him and me would be fine. But i couldnt, not yet at least. Three days ago i tried to talk to Blaine but managed to talk myself out of it. It was settled One week until we all headed back to McKinley. We all took time off our respective jobs. Artie and Kitty were going. Santana and Brittany were going. Puck was taking Quinn. Finn was taking Rachel. Apparently Mercedes, Sam, Mike and Tina were all going as well. Last i heard from them was Tina and Mike were getting married and Mercedes had once again dumped Sam. Then there was me, who was gonna be a sad sac and be all alone, while everyone went with their partners.

"Have you asked Blaine yet?" Finn asked after we finished for the day.
"Asked Blaine What?"
"To come with us to McKinley, of course."
"No, i... i"
"For crying out loud Kurt get your a into g and hurry up and tell him."
"Tell him what?"
"You love him... duh..."
"I do not."
"Yeah you do! you have been head over heels for him since you saw him in that bar."
"No i havent"
"And you always have this longing look on your face when you look at him... Sound familiar?"
"No i dont think it does..."
"Jeez Kurt, you know what? Rachel already asked him to go with her as well. Hes gonna be there no matter what!"
"WHAT? WHY?"
"Because Rachel wanted her best gay to go with her so she wouldnt be alone with me or something... All the other guys that were going to the reunion said it would be fine. So hes coming if you like it or not!" I was going to be fucked. Not just metaphorically but literally as well.