Chapter 3

The glee kids bustled around the backroom of the wedding hall preparing for the wedding nuptials, Mr. Schuester's wedding had finally arrived and the glee club kids were his band for the evening.

The door opened as Blaine fixed his bowtie in the mirror. Blaine glanced at it, every time hoping it wouldn't be Kurt. Mr. Schuester's dad walked in talking to him over the noise of the kids in the room. Blaine looked away and straightened his tie.

Kurt had blocked him on Twitter, Facebook, never wrote him any emails or called. He felt horrible. Blaine still loved Kurt, he thought about him every day. There was no way you could just turn that love for someone off. Ever since Mr. Schuester had announced the date for the wedding, Blaine had been holding his breath on Kurt's return. He wanted to see Kurt, get lost in his blue eyes. He wanted to hold him, kiss him but, he wasn't sure if Kurt would want to in return.

"Ten minutes." Mr. Schuester called to the kids in the room.

The door opened again, and Blaine looked up, Finn walked in. He waved to everyone said hello and started talking to Mr. Schuester about his best man duties.

The wedding went smoothly, every time someone would quietly sneak in the door Blaine turned to see if it was Kurt. Rachel came in late, taking her seat with the other glee kids who had graduated last year. All of them had come except for Kurt.

When the ceremony was over the kids took their place in the reception hall, they started their singing, taking shifts with songs, much like how it was at prom. Everyone was so happy, so together, Blaine felt lonely. He walked over to the bar and ordered water. His back was turned when he heard cheers erupt from the table he had just left.

He turned and saw Kurt, grinning ear to ear. He hugged Mr. Schuester congratulating him. He talked to the other glee kids, introducing himself to new ones and hugging old ones. Blaine stared at Kurt from across the room, he looked good. He had been working out. His lean body more muscular, more full. His hair still about the same length had more blonde streaks in it. They complimented his eyes. Kurt moved around the table saying hello, Blaine admired his gracefulness, he always had.

Kurt looked up and scanned the room casually and made eye contact with Blaine. Blaine felt his heart flutter, it had been four months since he had spoken or even seen Kurt. Kurt smiled at him softly and waved. Blaine couldn't even function properly, he waved spilling his drink on the floor.

"Hey man!" The bartender said to him. "Watch it!"

"Sorry." Blaine mumbled, he looked back up and Kurt was now sitting having a deep conversation with Mercedes. Blaine felt his cheeks flush red and went for a refill on his drink. He didn't want to go back to the table, he wouldn't know what to say.

After drinking three more waters, Kurt was still talking with Mercedes and Rachel. Blaine went to the bathroom and splashed some water on his face. He could do this. why did his heart have to flutter when he thought about him? Ugh! he wanted to call him his  boyfriend so so bad. "Get it together Blaine." He told himself. He stepped out of the bathroom bumping into someone.

"Hey sorry…" He looked up to see Kurt right in front of him. "Oh, hey…"

Kurt smiled at him, "Coming out of the bathroom pretty fast?" They stood there in silence, Kurt broke it, "How are you?"

"I'm good, good." Blaine said nervously, "What about you? How's school? How's New York?"

"It's good! I've been working on different projects here and there. I'm trying to get the lead in the school musical. But I've been good." He lied. "By the way you did great up there, singing I mean."

Blaine smiled, "Thanks."

They stood in silence a moment, the music is the background and Sam on the mic, "Hey you guys grab somebody and get moving on the dance floor."

Blaine looked at Kurt, it was now or never, "Hey do you want to…"

"There you are I've been looking all over for you! C'mon lets go dance!"

A guy in his early twenties came up to Kurt and Blaine. He was tall, taller than Kurt, dirty blonde hair cut short. in he had a five o clock shadow and green eyes. His shoulders were broad, like he worked out every day. Blaine couldn't lie he was attractive.

Kurt turned to him, "um Blaine...this is my boyfriend...Connor."

A pain rumbled in his chest. Boyfriend?! He had a boyfriend?! How could he just o out with another man? Granted he did Cheat on him. Blaine tried everything to hold in his tears but it was hard. 

Kurt turned back to Blaine, "We go to school together."

Connor reached out and shook Blaine's hand, "Nice to meet you! I hope you dont mind if I steal Kurt for a dance or two?"

Blaine looked over to Kurt, who seemed to be watching his face.

"No, I guess I'll talk to you later Kurt." Blaine felt himself babble out, "Maybe we could get coffee tomorrow at the Lima Bean…like the old days…"

"maybe…" Kurt said. He motioned to the dance floor, "I'd better go, but it was good talking to you."

He left with Connor and Blaine watched them saunter to the dance floor. He ran to the bathroom slamming the stall door and sobbing on the toilet. What the hell was wrong with him?! How could he cheat on him? How?! Kurt was perfect and he let him go like there relationship was a joke. He was such an idiot...

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Kurt and Connor awkwardly swayed to an smooth RB&B song. Connor wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist and pulling him in super tight. 

Kurt breath hitched.

"I told you not to talk to him." Connor said face already getting red. 

"Of course I'm going to talk to him!" Kurt snapped. "He' my ex boyfriend what am I going to do? ignore him?"

"Yes because that's what I told you to do."

"We'll guess what Connor? You don't control my life."

"Really?" 

"Yeah." Kurt said coldly.

"We'll we'll see about that."

"Go ahead. Hit me." Kurt urged. "Show everyone what a real man is."

"Oh your gonna get it later. I SWEAR to god Kurt you are going to pay."

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Kurt ran to the bathroom collapsing behind the door. He locked the door so no one would come in. He pulled out his razor and cut against his porcelain skin. He sighed at the sweet burning sensation. He hated cutting but it was the only way he could get out his frustrations and stress. He needed help but, no one could see the misery he was in. He was so scared about his addiction. He needed it now which was scary...

After he cleaned his cuts he whipped his tears and headed back out to the wedding. 

Blaine slowly creaked open his door in shock at what he just saw. What the HELL was going on?! Did...did Kurt just cut himself? Blaine ran over to the trash can picking up the used napkin and saw the red blood that came off of Kurt's wrist...