Chapter 19

"Rise and shine sleepy head!"

The first thing that Kurt registers is someone shaking his arm. He slowly put on his night glasses to see who it is but, he could recognize those fluffy sweaters anywhere. "Devon!" Kurt whined. "Why are you waking me up at this dreadful hour?"

Devon giggled cutely as she hit him with a pillow. "The dreadful hour is nine o'clock and your late for group therapy."

"But Nine o'clock is like the middle of the night for me." Kurt whined covering his head with a pillow. 

"Well it's time to get up sleeping beauty."

~o0o~

"what if they don't like me?" Kurt said as she guided him down the hall way.

"nonsense, They'll love you." 

He sure hoped so. He wasn't really good at making friends. He always stuttered or something that wasn't quite right. Rarely could he actually connect with someone.

It wasn't in till the glee club did he actually have friends...

"Look guys, we have a new member!" Devon announced making Kurt shrink even smaller. "We'll go around and introduce ourselves okay?" She smiled brightly and clapped her hands briefly. "Kurt how about you start?"

Everyone was looking at him. He felt as if any point he could dissolve in a pile of his own Insecurity. He felt naked like everyone could see right threw him. Sure, Kurt Hummel walked the walked but could never talk the talk. He always put on this superior attitude that made people think he was confident when really he was just a scared teenage boy. 

His heart was pounding. Could they see how nervous he was? Kurt straightened up in his chair looking up at about ten other people. All of which were staring at him with worried expressions, except for one girl who had flaming red hair. She looked anything but concerned.

"Um...my-my name's Kurt." He stuttered looking at his hands in his lap. 

"Hi Kurt, my name Is Dr Finkel." A man said taking one of his hands giving it a strong shake. "I will be your therapist while your here. We're very happy that you joined our group. Do you want to tell us why your here?"

He literally just met these people and he wants them to tell his story to the class? Could he trust these people? He didn't even know there names yet. He wished he was in Lima right about now. No actually he wished he was in New York in his apartment with Rachel and Blaine. He wanted his fiancée so bad. He wanted his to snuggle him and tell him everything was going to be ok. Kurt glanced at his ring making him smile for a second. "Courage" was engraved on it. 

"Uh...I'm here because I want to be happy again." Kurt said feeling tears prick his eyes. He tried all he could to keep them in but his eyes disobeyed him. 

"Well, my name is Samantha." A girl said breaking the awkward silence.

She seemed pretty normal. Everyone did actually. No one seemed crazy at all. Kurt was shocked to hear she was a addicted to alcohol. He never would have guessed that in a million years. 

"Candy would you like to introduce your self to Kurt?" Dr Finkel said staring at the girl with flaming red hair. 

She chuckled as she looked at her nails. "Not really." 

"Candy." Devon said in a warning tone.

"Fine! My name is Candy happy?!" 

Kurt was frighten by her. She seemed quite intimidating. She dressed as if she was something from the Addams family. She had short, spiked hair and every tattoo you could think possibly think of. Kurt could tell that she didn't like him...

~o0o~

Later that night Kurt grabbed his laptop off the desk, and signed into his Skype account. Seeing the little online check beside Blaine, he clicked on his profile and clicked the video option. The computer started to make a ringing noise and finally, after a minute, Blaine picked up.

"Hey you." Blaine says, speaking through is nose.

"OH MY GOSH! Blaine, are you okay? No, your not, that was a stupid question." Kurt begins to ramble on, seeing Blaine in his pj's, piled up under the covers, with four different medicine bottles sitting on the desk beside him. His eyes were glossy, his nose was red, and there were bags under his eyes.

"Honey, KURT! I'm fine, I just have a cold." Blaine says, giving a little laugh, before erupting into a small coughing fit. "Remember how I wasn't feeling that great before you left?"

"Honey, you are certainly not fine. Do you need anything? Soup, bread, drinks, food, medicine?" Kurt continues. "I can get Rachel to go get it?"

"Honey, she's In New York." Blaine laughs. "I promise you I'm fine. 

Kurt suddenly stops his rambling and takes in the sight of Blaine. "I'm sorry. I guess, I just saw you sick and freaked out a bit. Turned into a bit of a nurse boyfriend, huh?" Kurt laughs.

"Fiancée." Blaine corrects with a smile.

"Right I'm still in shock." Kurt said softly smiling at the ring on his finger. 

"Enough about me, how was group therapy today?" Blaine pipped up.

Kurt let out a long sigh as he shrugged. "Ok I guess. Nothing that I didn't expect."

"Oh?"

"Well you know how I'm not good at making friends." 

"Kurt, yes you are." Blaine gently scolded.

"No I'm not. I always get so nervous." 

"Why? You have nothing to be nervous about. Your there for the same reason they are. You are the most amazing person I know. I'm sure if you showed them the real Kurt Hummel they'll be dying to be your friend. Your one of a kind."

Kurt looked up smiling. "Do you know how much I love you?"

Blaine smirked. "I have an idea." He teased shrugging cutely.

"Well I love you more then any love song, Alexander McQueen, Instagram, and everything in the entire world." 

"Wow that's a lot of love." Blaine chuckled. "If it's possible I love you more."

"Impossible." Kurt argued before both boys broke out in laughter. "I'm Sorry to break our love fest but, I gotta get ready for bed."

"Noooooooo." Blaine whined as he stuck out his bottom lip. "Please?"

"I can't. I gotta get up early tomorrow."

"Alright." Blaine said in defeat. "Love you."

"Love you too."

"Bye."

"Kay bye."