Blaine thought long and hard about Juilliard because of one reason. Kurt. He couldn't just leave him. He loved Kurt, and he just couldn't do that after all he's been threw. But, honestly he REALLY wanted to go. He belonged in New York, and so did Kurt But, he didn't know how there would get there.

Blaine decided to bring Kurt to the park. Kurt happily slid down the slide running over to Blaine telling him he loved him for the millionth time that day and pressing a sweet kiss to his lips. 

"Kurt, can you come here I have to talk to you." Blaine said looking down.

Kurt skipped over with a flower he had just picked for Blaine. "Look!" He said holding out with such pride. "I picked it just for you!" 

"Wow! Thank you honey." Blaine said smelling the tulip. He smiled for a brief second before he remembered what he was going to talk about. "......I have to start planning for my future." He sighed sadly.

Kurt froze and looked up at him. "What?"

"Collage? I have to go to school, Kurt."

Kurt looked down not saying a word. They stayed like that for about five minutes not saying anything. "Can't you go to collage here?" Kurt asked with so much hope in his eyes.

"Yeah but,-"

"You don't want to do you?" Kurt finished for him. Hot tears ran down his face. God, he was so STUPID! He should be going to collage not playing at a park, sliding down slides or climbing on the monkey bars. But, he was just too damn stupid to even read a dr. Seuss book. 

"Kurt,-"

"It's fine." Kurt cut him off. "I understand." He got up whipping the tears off his face and started walking away when something caught his wrist. He fastly turned around facing those beautiful hazel eyes.

"I'll go to collage here." Blaine said kissing his hand but, Kurt pulled it away.

"God Blaine I don't understand you!" Kurt snapped. "I'm as stupid as fuck and your giving up everything just to be with me. School dances, hanging out with friends, extracurricular activities, an actual collage experience; your missing your whole life! You have a boyfriend who act's like a six year old little kid. I can barley read anymore...I don't do anything but, pull you down because let's face it, if it wasn't for me you'd go to collage in New York in a heart beat." Kurt sobbed. "I'm not gonna let you do this. Your a star Blaine Anderson! Your going to school in New York."

"You are NOT Stupid!" Blaine scorned as tears flowed down his cheeks. 

"YES I am!" Kurt sobbed into his hands. "I hate being like this! I hate it so much, Blaine. It hasn't done anything but, tear people down. I just wish for a day, I could be normal you know?"

"You are normal, Kurt!" Blaine said lifting his chin. His heart began to break as he continued to hear Kurt's sobs. "You so perfect."

"Yeah right." Kurt said sarcastically as he whipped the drops of tears running down his face. 

"You are And I love YOU whatever or whoever that be. I could give a fuck if you weigh 1,000 pounds or you can't read or you only have nine toes." Blaine received a giggled figuring that was a good sign. "Your so, SO beautiful inside and out...I'm not missing my entire life because you are my life."

Kurt looked up and gave him a watery smile. "But, you want to go to New York so bad."

"I want to be where ever you are. And if that means I'll have to go to collage here then so be it because I love you that much. We'll get to New York eventually. We'll get an apartment and get married-"

Kurt gasped. "You want to get married to me?"

Blaine smiled as he nodded. "I do."

Kurt gave him a tender kiss resting his head on his shoulder.