Chapter 10

Even though Kurt was comatose they still went in to say goodbyes before the surgery. Blaine felt he was underwater. Was this happening? This could be the last time he would ever see Kurt and he wasn't even awake. 

Carole and Burt said there goodbyes first and left leave Blaine alone for his. 

Blaine sat down his coat and pulled up a chair. "Oh Kurt," He started before breaking into sobs. His boyfriend looked so ill and skinny. It was hard to believe that this was the future broadway star or the next big fashion designer. Because of one damn night, it was a fantasy. 

Blaine promised Kurt from the moment Kurt got into the accident he would never leave him ever, and he was keeping that promise. It was fate when he met Kurt on those Doltan Academy stairs. when feelings are so powerful it's as if some force beyond your control is guiding you to someone who can make you happy beyond your wildest dreams then this was forever. Blaine knew that if he had to give up collage or kids or friends or family or even sex, which was hard for a teenage by with hormones, that he would be there Beside Kurt no matter what.  
Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand and kissed it. "Do you remember when we first met?" Blaine asked. "By the Doltan stairwell? That was was the best day of my life because I found you." Blaine couldn't help the tears falling down his face. "I mean talk about fate! We were meant to be together, Kurt...Everyday when I get home from school knowing that I get to snuggle you and listen to your heart beat is the only thing that gets me through a rough day." Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head not letting go of his hand for one second. "Just like you said in the court yard, I'm never saying goodbye to you. Even when things get rough, I will be there." Blaine sobbed uncontrollably knowing he soon needed to wrap it up so Kurt could get ready for surgery. "You have no idea how much I love you and you probably never will but, I love you so, so, so, much Kurt Hummel and we will get through this." Blaine kissed his lips with such passion. "Remember courage." 

"Kay son we need to prep for surgery."

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Blaine ran and sobbed into Burt's chest. He needed someone to tell him that it was going to ok and that the love of his life would be ok but, honestly no one could say that. What if Kurt did die? He would never ever be able to deal with that. He could never find someone to replace Kurt. Ever. He was one of a kind. 

Carole rubbed his back whispering encouraging things into his ear and just trying to get him to calm down. "Shhhh sweetheart you need to calm down. Your going to have a panic attack."

Blaine hiccuped looking up. "I-I can't!" He choked out.

"Here." She said untwisting a water bottle and handing him a pill. " It's a Valerian tablet it will help you calm down." 

Blaine with some help was able to calm down enough to gulp back the pill. "Good sweetie, why don't you sit down and relax, maybe take a nap?" Carole suggested. 

Blaine sat down and snuggled into Carole's arms. Burt managed to find a blanket and wrapped it around him but, Blaine couldn't sleep. Not now.