" Are you scared? "

Blaine looks at me with his sweet hazel eyes, so reassuring that I just can't help but feel so happy and safe next to him. I shake my head and smile.

" No. "

I say, almost whispering, not taking my eyes off of Blaine's ones. He smiles at me and lightly presses his lips on my forehead, then gives me another kiss on the lips, sweet and tender, and then I feel even more relaxed and relieved.��

I sigh and let myself go.

It's a moment, I feel an enormous sense of pain and I have to bite my lip mith all my strenghts to avoid me to scream. Blaine stops and looks at me worried; I smile and tenderly caress his face.

" it's ok. " I say, and my voice is shaking " It's ok. It has to hurt like this, don't you worry about that. "

Blaine nods, but he doesn't seem really convinced. I can't stop smiling; Blaine's incredible, he has so much fear to hurt me that he would come even to cancel himself, he would even give up on making love with me if I told him that I don't want to, although at this time it is the most beautiful thing that I could ever wish and dream.

A little tear runs through my cheek and Blaine rushes out to dry it, still looking into my eyes. I take his hand to my lips and cover it with a buch of sweet, little kisses.

" I'm not scared, Blaine. " I whisper, looking deeply into his eyes " I'll never be scared, with you by my side. "

Blaine smiles at me, finally relieved from my words, and after giving me one last kiss on the lips, he finally pushes himself into me. I let a moan out, but this time Blaine understands that everything is ok and he knows that he doesn't have to worry at all; I close my eyes and I abandon myself completely to him.

And it's amazing.

Blaine holds my hands and keep thrusting inside of me, slowly, trying not to make me feel the pain.�

But I don't fell pain, or at least, I can't even realized it. I just can't think about pain, not now that Blaine's inside of me and I can feel every single cell of my body totally connected with his, now that his delicious perfume is wrapping me completely and I can can taste every single centimeter of his skin.

I've heard so many times about making love with that special person; they say it's amazing, but I would have never imagined how absolutely awesome it really is.

I feel so happy and it makes me cry, I can't really help it. Blaine sweetly strokes my face and smiles at me, then he reaches out and kisses me. I grab to his shoulders, desperately, and keep kissing him passionately, while he's still thrusting and all the pain suddenly goes away, giving way to an incredible and indescribable sensation of pleasure.

I can't even explain what happens next. Everything is so beautiful, so amazing that it seems so unreal; Blaine's here, inside of me, we're as one!

I detach myself from her lips and bury my face into his black curls, smelling his perfume and leaving me literally carried away by that feeling so overwhelming. I feel my heart beating faster, my breath is getting heavy and I start panting.

Blaine begins to leave a long series of small kisses along my neck, keping thrusting; I moan again, louder, not because of the pain but because of that sudden rush of pleasure that I am completely crossed by.

It feels like Heaven.

It's weird that only a few months ago I had chills just hearing the word "sex"; I thought it was something wrong, It scared me to death and I really though that I should have just kept out from it, as long as I could.

How stupid I was! Now, held into Blaine's arms, it doesn't feel wrong anymore... actually, everything feels so fucking right, so perfect.

Making love with Blaine is the most beautiful thing in the world.

It's like diving into the water, in a hot summer day; it's like sweet spring rain on my skin, like and hot chocolate in a cold winter night; it's like sunset on the sea, like a sky full of stars in a fresh summer night... like a first kiss, unexpected, almost arrived by chance. It's my greatest dream, finally becoming true.

I put my head on the pillow and I once again, I look into Blaine's eyes, keep tearing in joy. Blaine smiles at me, sweetly, and he strokes my cheek tenderly with his fingers, then he reaches out and leave a small kiss on my left ear, gently whispering.

" I love you Kurt. "

I sniff and start sighing, wrapping my arms to his neck and holding him tigh.

" I love you, Blaine. " I answered, lightly " I love you so much."

I'd tell him more, but I can't.

Now it's the only thing that I can say, but I thing it's ok, I think it's enought. I don't need to say anything else, at least, not now.

We don't need anything to make this moment even more beautiful that it already is.

Everything is so awfully, incredibly perfect.