When Kurt brought his things over from the hotel the next day, Blaine's jaw hit the floor as he marveled at the sheer size of his wardrobe, Kurt laughed and promptly took over nearly every closet in the place. And they fell into a comfortable rhythm over the next few days, with Blaine getting home first and ordering take out or Kurt getting home before him and actually cooking something.

But on Thursday when Blaine walked in the door he was surprised the house smelled like normal and there was no rustling in the kitchen, since he had seen Kurt's rental out front. He walked around the corner into the dinning room to a sight that took his breath away.

Kurt had added the extra leaf to the table and was hunched over it, with a pencil tucked behind each ear and one in his hand, and the table was completely covered in papers, each holding a different sketch of some type of women's fashion. He was fiercely scribbling away at a long flowing evening gown with a low drop back, his hair had lost nearly all of its gel from him running his fingers through it and several strands hung loose over his forehead. And every now and then his tongue would poke out in the most adorable way.

Blaine walk up to the edge of the table quietly and looked over the sketches "Wow..." he utter softly, but you would think he yelled it, Kurt jumped so hard he nearly fell out of his seat and his pencil went flying "Oh shit I'm sorry!" Blaine's hand went out to Kurt's shoulder and Kurt clutched his hand over his heart to try and stop it from racing "No it's fine" he laughed looking up at him with a smile "I get into this and I kind of get tunnel vision, it's not the first time that's happen, trust me" he rolled his eyes at the memory and Blaine squeezed his shoulder before he moved around to get a better look at his work.

"Kurt these... These are amazing!" Blaine's eyes sparked as he looked over them and Kurt beamed "Thanks! I really love it, I considered going into musical theater and taking a shot at broadway for a long time, but fashion called my name, and I just couldn't say no" he watched Blaine stand there in awe as he seemed to lose his ability to speak and his mouth opened and closed with no sound. "I can't... I don't even know..." he tried to talk, he failed.

Kurt giggled and stood up stretching his arms above his head "Man I really need to move more" he tilted his head back and forth and it made a loud cracking sound. "About time for a break?" Blaine asked when he regained his composure "Well..." Kurt looked down over the table "My goal was to complete about ten sketches... So, I guess you could say I'm done" he said sheepishly, as there was well over thirty papers on the table "Ya, I would say you accomplished that" Blaine grinned.

"Dinner then! I'm starving!" Kurt smiled and Blaine turned to him to take both his hands in his own "Let me take you out tonight" he said smiling and Kurt popped an eyebrow up "You mean, like on a date?" he said saucily and Blaine's smile only got wider "Yes.. I mean if you'll have me?" he shifted his feet as he famed a nervous voice "Oh, I'll have you" Kurt said with dark eyes and pulled him into a slow kiss.

The guys opted to shower separately, because they really did want to get to the, dinner, part of the evening. Blaine showered second, and by the time he was finished Kurt had vacated the bedroom and the door was closed, he dressed quickly and gelled his hair to just the right degree, not too much not too little. With one last look in the mirror he headed out to the living room and his heart stopped. Stopped wasn't the right word, it fell right out of chest!

Kurt heard the door open and headed around the edge of the couch to meet him, and to say he was stunning would be an understatement worthy of death. He wore a powder blue dress shirt with silver rimmed pearl snaps the last of which lay unsnapped a few short of his neck line to reveal just a hint of his sheer undershirt, over that was a jet black sport coat with a sleek shine under tone, and it was stretched so tight it barely met in the middle where one large button held it closed, coming down in a V and leaving the same way, and he had on the tightest skinny jeans Blaine had ever seen.

Blaine's mouth fell open and his tongue felt like cotton, his limbs went limp and his brain quit working, mostly due to the fact all of his blood was quickly rushing somewhere else, and in his own tight pants it was painfully obvious. "I take it you approve" Kurt said with a devious smirk and took a few steps toward him, stopping when they where only kissing distance apart "No buttons" Blaine choked out as he observed the pearl snaps and swallowed hard, Kurt brought his face up so his lips brushed against Blaine's "No buttons" he echoed, his lips ghosting over the other mans.

And then he was gone, and Blaine remembered how to breathe "So where are we going for dinner?" Kurt asked clapping his hands together "Huh, do you like Italian?" Blaine replied, still in a bit of a daze.

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The restaurant was small and quaint and they were given a little table in the back corner with one gently glowing candle in the center of it, and the embrace was perfect with the soft music and low lighting. Their waiter, with a thick Italian accent, got their drink order and they both turned to their menus, after a few moments Kurt lowered his and looked sharply at Blaine across the table.

Blaine peeked up over the plastic coated paper in his hands, keeping it at nose level trying to hide his tight smile "What?" he manged to hold in a giggle "Blaine Andrson I swear to all that is holy, if you order spagetti..." he let the sentence hang menacingly "I was thinking about getting one really big plate-" Blaine lowered his menu as he talked and his huge grin showed "And putting it in the middle of the table-" he looked around and his smile only got bigger when he leaned into the table a little "And paying off the waiter to hide all the forks!"

Kurt giggled, he couldn't help it, how was Blaine so damn cute? "Shut up and read your menu" Kurt shook his head and went back to his own and Blaine let his sparkling eyes linger for a minute before doing the same. When their server returned with their drinks he took their order and nobody got spagetti, he left a basket of bread sticks and promised them a short wait before disappearing. Blaine eyes shot up at the same time Kurt's did "Bread Stixs" they said in a hushed shout at the same time when their eyes met and they both dissolved into giggles.

"So, tell me about your family" Blaine asked when they had quieted down, it was his first chance to ask since he'd told Kurt about his dad, and finally felt comfortable with the subject. "Well" Kurt clasped his hands together and laid them on the table "Sad part first, I had an amazing, beautiful, talented, nearly perfect mother, who I take after and have been told I have her eyes, and she passed away when I was eight" Blaine's eyes softened as he watched a tiny memory filled smile play at the corners of Kurt's lips "And so my dad raised me" his finished and his smile grew some.

"And really he did a great job considering how strikingly different we are" he chuckled "I mean really, you know those big burly guys you see on tv that wear all the plaid and brown vests and worn out blue jeans?" Kurt pauses and Blaine nods "Well thats my dad, he even owns a mechanic shop 'Hummel Tires & Lube'" Kurt grinned proudly and an awestruck look covered Blaine's face "Really?"

"Hhm-hm, but he's a really great guy, not what you would expect at all. And when I came out in my freshman year, he said 'I know'... And I. Was. Shocked. He said he'd know since I was three-" Blaine was at a complete loss, he listened to Kurt's story hanging on every word like a life line "and even though he wasn't in love with the idea, if that's who I was then he was going to support me, and he said he loved me just the same" Blaine went a slight shade paler and his jaw was slack, it was like he never imagined it could be that way. Kurt noticed, but didn't point it out.

"So, anyway" Kurt continued his story "That same year I introduced him to, the, mother of current crush..." he paused and bit his lip "My very straight, crush" Blaine made and 'ah' face and Kurt shook his head "But it seemed to work out because a few months later they wanted to move in together, and then before we knew it they where getting married. Now by this point I was a junior in high school and had my first real boyfriend and was well over Finn Hudson. So now he's just my brother and it's just a funny story" Kurt smiled and Blaine did to "Mm, my step mom is great, Carole, she's kind and really has a big heart. Plus she takes good care of my dad and loves him very much, so I could never complain anyway."

"No evil step-mother for you huh?" Blaine asked bouncing his eyebrows and Kurt laughed "Nope, guess I lucked out!" Kurt grinned, then they quieted down for a moment and just looked at each other across the table, Kurt considered asking Blaine the same question, about his family, but thought better of it "So, when are you heading on to California then?" he asked instead when he broke the silence.

"As soon as I get enough money saved up..." Blaine shrugged setting his glass back down and Kurt nodded "What do you plan to do once you get there?" he inquired curiously and Blaine took in a deep breath and just before he open his mouth to answer, their waiter arrived with their food and Blaine was glad, because the truth was he didn't really have a plan for when he got there, he just, didn't. And he laughed internally because that was the second time now he'd been saved by wait staff.

After they got settled with meals and glasses got refilled, the question was long forgotten and they fell into their comfortable, familiar small talk about movies and music and embarrassing stories and before they knew it knew their plates where clean and their sever was whisking them away, replacing their presence with a desert menu.

"Oh, I'm so full I don't thin- ohmygod cheese cake!" Kurt cut himself off and his mouth went watery, it had been quite some time since he'd allowed himself to have any cheese cake. "Guilty pleasure?" Blaine asked with a grin, and Kurt groaned. As if on que their server returned asking for an order "We'll take the largest piece of cheese cake you have" Blaine answered, his eyes never leaving Kurt's "I swear, you're worse than my grandma, I'm gonna have to go on a liquid diet when I get back to New York!" he rolled his eyes light heartedly and Blaine smirked "It's totally worth it though"

The waiter returned quickly and placed the wedge of cheesecake and two clean forks in the center of the table, and a cup of complementary coffee in front of both of them. Kurt picked up his mug and took a sip while Blaine reached for one of the forks... and promptly dropped it on the floor... "Shit" he did his best to act surprised as he grabbed the other fork and Kurt did his best not to shake his head at how obvious he was being.

"I'm-" Blaine carefully shaved off the tip of the cheese cake and held it up to Kurt's lips "So sorry" he smirk and Kurt held his eye contact "No you're not" he said rather matter-of-factly and seductively sucked the bite off Blaine's fork "no I'm not..." Blaine breathed, his pupils growing as he watched him.

When they where around half way through the slice, with Blaine taking about one bite to every three of Kurt's, their server came to check on them "Oh, do you need a new fork?" he asked noticing the one on the floor "No, we're fine..." Blaine answered absent mindedly as he held up yet another bite for Kurt, who glad excepted it, and the waiter left with out another sound.

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When the guys got home from their date the fire was low in the fireplace and there was only one log sitting near by, Blaine tossed it in and brushed his hands together "I gotta get some more from the back yard" he said pointed his thumb over his shoulder before walking around to go out a small door on the other side of the kitchen, Kurt followed him silently with the intention to help carry the wood.

Blaine stepped down off the back porch and crossed the yard, loading himself up with logs he went back inside, and deposited them in the log rack before adding more to the fire. And when he turned around, Kurt wasn't there. He walked back outside to find him sitting on the edge of the porch, leaning back on his palms and staring up at the sky.

Blaine silently walked forward and took a seat beside him, directing his eyes to the stars as well "You forget about this kinda stuff... In New York..." Kurt started quietly not looking away from the sky "You just get moving so fast, and everything is happening all at once, and everybody needs to talk to you about something... And you just forget, no one ever looks up and if they did it wouldn't matter, because all you'd see is black... It's not like here Blaine-" he looked down and let his eyes fall on the other man which prompted him to do the same "It's like, somehow time here stands still, and places like this, that are all full of stars and brick chimneys and log walls, still exist..."

And Blaine's eyes softened as they search Kurt's, not quite sure that he knows what he's trying to say or where he's going with this "I guess I'm just trying to say... Thanks... For letting me be a part of it" Kurt smiled and the moon light reflecting off his pale skin was just to much for Blaine to take, and his hand went up to cup Kurt's cheek "Your very welcome" he whispered on his way to capture Kurt's lips.

His tongue slid easily into Kurt's willing mouth and Kurt responded in kind, and at first it was slow and comfortable and steady, but they'd both been waiting all night for this, so that doesn't last long. Soon the kiss grew more intense and Blaine's hand fisted into Kurt's sport coat and pulled, prompting Kurt to throw a leg over his lap to straddle him. Blaine slipped his hands over Kurt's ass and ran them down the length of his thighs until they came to a stop in the bend of his knees and drug him in deeper, pressing their chests together and making them crane to reach each others lips.

By each passing second the kiss became hotter and more intense, but not quite desperate. But that's what Kurt wants, he wants it to be desperate and passionate and hot and fast, he caught a bit of the dominate side Blaine had been hiding on the day he pinned him to the wall, and he wants it now. He wants to fuck hard and get pushed and discover his body is capable of more than even he thought.

Kurt wound his fingers deep into Blaine's lightly gelled curls and snapped his head back, his lips falling hard on the crook of his neck, his teeth scraping over the soft flesh there and a deep growl escaped Blaine as one hand went up grip tight to the back of Kurt's jacket and press them harder together, and his nails on the other hand dug in deep to the to Kurt's tender thigh, mission accomplished.

Blaine stood up keeping Kurt's legs tight around his waist, and reclaimed his lips as he traveled back up the stairs and into the house. Blaine kicked the door closed with a bang and his nibble fingers slipped the one large button on Kurt's coat through the hole and moved his hands to shove it off his shoulders, forcing Kurt to tighten his legs around him. He nipped down Kurt's jaw as he ripped his shirt open with both hands and let out an approving groan at chorus of snaps that proceeded it.

When the dress shirt met his coat somewhere on the ground Blaine groaned in frustration "What is with you and layers" he growled and jerked Kurt's undershirt off catching his lips as soon as they where visible again. Kurt didn't even realize they had made it to the edge of bed in front of the fire until Blaine dropped to his knees on it, the sudden jolt knocking Kurt loose and sending him flying back into the feather mattress, and Blaine followed him down his hands landing on Kurt's wrists and pain mixed with pleasure when their swollen, throbbing lips came slamming together.

Blaine rocked his hips down hard against Kurt's, the desperately needed friction making them both moaned into the kiss, but when Kurt's hips tried to match the movement and gain more pressure they hit air and Kurt growled biting down on Blaine's bottom lip and the noise Blaine made was almost ferrell as he ripped it away and harshly sucked a tender circle of skin just past the edge of Kurt's jaw into his mouth, as his teeth marked it and his hands tightened their grip on his wrists, Kurt inhaled sharply as his hips thrust upward again, only to meet the same result.

Blaine nipped and licked and sucked his way down Kurt's neck, raking his teeth over his collar bone on his way past, and letting his nails dig in and drag down Kurt's wrists and the length of his forearms. Blaine finally came to the edge of Kurt's pants but he didn't take them down right away, instead he placed his teeth over the head of Kurt's clothed cock and ran them over the rough material, Kurt moaned and it was just enough friction to be teasing but not satisfying and then Blaine pulled back.

He made quick work of his button and zipper and pushed Kurt's pants down until they hit his shoes and left them around his ankles, and then it was just him and Kurt's cock, leaking an ungodly amount of pre-cum. Blaine licked a great amount of the clear liquid off his tip in one go and slowly took just his head into his mouth, and then backed off it, and Kurt groaned in frustration.

Blaine pointed his tongue and ran it up the length of his shaft, before sinking his mouth down over its head again and stopping, Kurt's hips rocked and thrust upward in a sharp move, trying desperately to fuck Blaine's mouth and a strong arm laid across them to keep them in place. Kurt fisted both hands into the fur throw, he wasn't going to beg... He wasn't!

That is until Blaine pulled off him and blew a tight stream of cold air onto his wet tip, and Kurt whimpered, he couldn't help it! His hips strained up against the arm hold them in place and got pushed further into the soft bed and just when he was about to crack, "Hhunugghh" Blaine suddenly took all of him in and his back arched up high off the bed and his moan was beyond sinful and the deepest Blaine had ever heard it. His legs strained against the fabric around his ankles, trying desperately to open wider for Blaine as he ate his cock for all he was worth.

"Oh, fuck, Blaine... Blaine.." Kurt words were weak and easily over taken by his moans, but Blaine knew what he trying to say, he wasn't gonna make it. But Blaine already made up his mind, somehow he had yet to finnish a blow job for Kurt, and he so badly wanted to taste him, not just his pre-cum but all of him, he wanted to feel him come down his throat and swallow it all.

Kurt let his fingers slid down into Blaine's curls as he worked up and down on him furiously and finally he was able to kick off his shoes and pants, his legs instantly spread as far apart as they could get and Blaine's tongue and mouth where relentless. And when Kurt came his shoulders and back curled up off the bed toward Blaine's head from the shear power of it, as he cried out and Blaine moaned around him as the hot liquid filled his mouth and he greedily swallowed every last drop.

He pulled off him and crawled back up over Kurt who lay motionless and panting, with his eyes shut, he attached his lips to Kurt's neck and proceeded to start a slow deep bruise "Blaine.." Kurt said weakly, trying to grip his arm, but wound up barely hanging on "Come on" Blaine hummed into his skin "Let's pretend were sixteen again" he went back to his work on the worlds most fabulous hicky.

And that was when Kurt noticed it, Blaine's jeans had a prominent wet spot and he wasn't quite as hard as he had been, and all at once it hit him, Blaine had got off solely from giving him head and was already well over half hard again, and Kurt moaned, because holy hell was that hot!

"Ugh, why are you still wearing clothes?" Kurt whined as his own cock witched trying desperately to come back to life, Blaine grinned against his skin, he sat straight up and pulled his shirt off in one smooth motion and looked down at Kurt below him. If Blaine had seen a more beautiful sight in his life, he couldn't think one. Kurt's chest heaved up and down with his lightly labored breathing, his still swollen lips parted slightly and fire reflected of the gentle sheen of sweat that covered his body.

Blaine placed his hands on Kurt's ribs and ran them up over his pecks and across his shoulders, up his neck to cup his face as he leaned back down to him "Your so damn beautiful" he breathed as a caught Kurt's lips with his own, the kiss wasn't like before, it was slow and easy again, and it tasted salty and tangy and somehow a bit sweet.

Kurt ran his hands down Blaine's back and his fingers slid under the edge of his jeans, one hand moved around to undo his button and zipper and he slowly pushed them down until he could get a firm grip on Blaine's bare ass and squeezed, pulling him closer to him at the same time. Blaine moaned into the kiss, and pushed into Kurt's hands and he could feel Kurt getting hard again.

He managed to shrug his pants and boxers the rest off the way, and they moaned when their once again fully erect members came in contact with each other. Blaine rocked down dragging their lengths against one another and swallowed the moan it elicited, Kurt thrust back against him and this time Blaine didn't move away, he just pressed down harder.

Their mouths built up speed again as they rocked harder and harder together and the pleasure between them began to build, but if they where gonna do this again, it wasn't gonna be like this. "I thought you where gonna fuck me" Kurt practically growled when he managed to rip his lips away from Blaine, who smirked in return. He reached into the floor and grabbed his extra bottle of lube and a foil packet from the small pile that had found its way there over the last few days.

He rolled the condom over his length so he wouldn't have to worry about it and lubed up the fingers on one hand, he leaned close over Kurt's face and caught his lips in a hungry kiss and completely without warning slammed two fingers into him, all the way to the hilt. The gasp Kurt made broke their kiss as his head flew backwards and his back arched up off the bed and his hand went up to grip Blaine's bicep, his nails digging in like claws. And Blaine studied his face carefully as he started to move his fingers, it was all pleasure and ecstasy and more, more, more. The look on Kurt's face and the obscene lines his body contorted into made Blaine's cock ache as it began to leak pre-cum again.

"Oh god Blaine" Kurt's breathing was instantly labored and his voice got deeper and god did he love Blaine being in control. Blaine wasted no time adding another finger and working him quickly open and due to the fact Kurt's mouth was currently busy moaning and muttering the odd obscenity, Blaine went to work on his torso, kissing and sucking at various bits of skin intermixed with a nip here and a bite there. He pinched Kurt's nipple between his teeth and crooked his fingers at the same time hitting just the right spot and Kurt moaned as he rocked his ass down on Blaine's fingers as hard as he could.

And suddenly it was all gone, his fingers inside him, his lips on his skin, his teeth... It was all just gone.. Kurt opened his eyes panting to see Blaine hovering above him, a hand placed firmly into the pillow on either side of his head, Blaine lowered his head until his forehead connected with Kurt's and their noses slid together and they shared the same hot moist air, "Tell me how want it" he breathed his lips ghosting over Kurt's and Kurt didn't even have to think about it "Hard" he said instantly with wide eyes and he could practically feel himself sweat "Oh god please I want it so hard" it was a whimper mixed with a plea and Blaine grinned, nipping his bottom lip before he backed away.

He sat back on his heals between Kurt's legs and marveled at the man before him for a moment, he let on hand slide up and down Kurt's inner thigh while the other ran slick over his own length. "blaine please..." Kurt begged quietly as his eyes held Blaine's and his legs opened just a little wider, until his muscles pulled tight and he felt the familiar dull ache of them stretching and loosening up. Blaine, finally deciding to have mercy on him, let his hands slide up the under side of his thighs and guided his legs to rest over his shoulders before lining himself up at Kurt entrance, he moved his hands to Kurt's hips and let his finger nails dig in slightly as he caught his gaze for a moment...

And with one thrust he was completely buried in Kurt and they both moaned at the tight heat, and Blaine pulled out untill only his tip remained inside Kurt and then slammed in again and Kurt moaned loud and long and Blaine pulled out slowly before he did it again. He pulled back the same way one more time, but this time pushed back in just as slowly, his fingers staying tight on Kurt's hips, and he pulled out slowly and pushed in slowly, and out and in, and he watched Kurt's eyes screw shut at the painfully slow pace and little whimpers escaped his lips.

"god please blaine, please fuuuck me" Kurt gritted out and Blaine's eyes got impossibly darker, "I don't know, I kinda like it just like this" he responded and his nails dug in deeper to Kurt's flesh bruising his skin as he fought to control himself because, ya he was lying. "Blaine Anderson-" Kurt's eyes flew open and he raised up a little so he could look straight into Blaine's "You asked me what I wanted-" Blaine's eyebrows rose a little as he continued his slow agonizing pace, and Kurt's voice dropped to a demanding growl "I want you to fuck me so hard I fucking crawl into work!"

And that was it, Blaine broke. He pulled almost completely out of him before slamming back in and setting into a repetitive motion of one hard thrust after another "oh god yes!" Kurt moaned in relief as Blaine fucked him with so much force he started slipping backwards on the mattress.

Kurt reached up and looped his hand behind Blaine's neck and pulled him down hard against his own lips, forcing his legs bend further back and bringing his knees nearly even with his own head. Blaine devoured his entire mouth, as his abs flexed and curled in to keep thrusting into him and his toes dug in deep to the mattress to keep his feet from sliding over fur throw and giving him more leverage.

Kurt couldn't keep kissing him at the pace he was setting and he broke it just so he could breathe, Blaine dropped his head down against his chest and looped an arm over the top of Kurt's head. And he couldn't have stopped if he wanted to, he pounded Kurt relentlessly and the steady stream "harder"s, and curse words, and his own name that came pouring out of Kurt's mouth was almost too much.

Blaine made a noise that was caught somewhere between a moan and a growl and his hot open mouth breathed heavily against Kurts chest, the fingers on one of Kurt's hands curled into his thick curls and the other griped just under his shoulder blade, his nails digging in hard enough to break the skin, and his back raised up off the bed as his head arched forward to rest against Blaine's shoulder and he clung to him for all his life was worth.

And finally Kurt couldn't take it anymore, all his muscles flexed and he tightened around Blaine and just like that he coming hot and fast between them and Blaine clearly lost it at the same time as his moments stayed fast but became stuttered and less rhythmic. Blaine fucked them both through the orgasm of their lives and by the time they were both finished he couldn't hold it together any longer, his limbs went limp as jello as he collapsed completely on top of Kurt.

Kurt let his legs slip off Blaines shoulders and straighten out slightly and his fingers went soft against his back and stroked his hair rather than pulled, and Blaine didn't move, they both panted heavily and sweat dripped visibly down Blaine's back and across Kurt's muscles and they tried to pull themselves back into reality.

"Blaine..." Kurt said his name weakly, still more than a little out of breath "Blaine, are you still alive?" he questioned with a breathy laugh, letting Blaines curls fall through his fingers and spring back into place "I'm not... Entierly... Sure..." he managed to get out and Kurt giggled. Blaine shifted slightly and pulled out so he could slide off of Kurt and lay on his back beside him, his eyes wide open as adrenaline coursed through his veins, "Fuck, Kurt" he mumbled "Yeah" Kurt agreed and now it was Blaine's turn to laugh, and that's when he realized how incredibly sore he was, like all over. His calves, his abs, his arms, his toes, even his hair hurt.

"Oh man, we're a little worse for the wear" he chuckled and grimaced at the same time "Ya, I think I got my wish of crawling in tomorrow" Kurt felt Blaine shift beside him, and anticipating the apology cut him off as soon as he open his mouth "Don't you dare" he threated and Blaine laughed again dropping his head against Kurts chest. "Oh, shit.." Blaine couldn't believe how all of his words were just, gone, as he continued to try and catch his breath.

After Kurt wiped them down to the best of his ability, and they scooted around until Blaine was propped against the pillows and Kurt was nestled into his chest, tucked snuggly between his legs, and they gazed lazily into the fire.

"Ok, curiosity is getting the best of me" Kurt said with a smile after a minute and Blaine tipped his head to the side "What?" he asked "Well, it's obviously this is neither one our first rodeo" he joked and Blaine made an 'aahh' sound "It's time for that conversation is it?" he said playfully and Kurt nodded with a 'mmhm'.

"Alright then, who goes first?" Kurt asked snuggling deeper into Blaine and getting more comfortable "Well, yoou brought it up sooo..." Blaine grinned "Ok, ok... I'll start" Kurt took a moment to run over all his past lovers in his mind and carefully decided where to start "Alright, well technically my first kiss was, with a girl.." Kurt paused because he anticipated the loud 'WHAT' and the laugh that came pouring out of Blaine.

"I know, I know" Kurt shook his head "Ohmygod, I have to have the whole story!" Blaine prodded and Kurt smiled because he saw that coming too "Ok, well, it was my freshmen year and my dad had been dating Carole for a while, my step-mom," Blaine nods because he remembers "And her son is very "classic guy", he was captain of the football team, he dated the head cheerleader, he like tv sports... Blah blah blah... And anyway he and my dad really hit it off, and they start doing all these guy things together and I get so, jealous"

"So I just decide I'm gonna be "straight", so I can steal his attention" Kurt paused to sigh as he remembered his younger self "And I dressed all butch... And mind you I still looked gayer than Elton Jon eating a rainbow colored snow cone, but anyway, I sang a Mellencamp song in Glee club and one of the cheerleaders asked if she could make out with me" Kurt shrugged "Oooh, a cheerleader!" Blaine said with mock marvel and Kurt giggled.

"And how'd that turn out?" Blaine inquired, absent mindedly running his feet over Kurt's "Well, it was actually kind of funny because the whole time we were making out I just kept asking her questions like what does it feel like to kiss a guy and what do they taste like and .GOD! Am I glad I don't have to kiss straight guys!" Kurts eyes got big and Blaine just had to laugh "And why is that?" he asked around his chuckles "She said they taste like hamburgers and armpits!" he shook his head, still in disbelief after all this time.

"No she did not!" Blaine only laughed harder and Kurt laughed along with him "I'm not joking!" he tried to contain his laughter as he went on "Anyway, that obviously didn't last long, and it didn't change my relationship with my dad... He wound up telling me that 'it was my job to be who I was and it was his job to love me'" Kurt paused for a moment, a soft smile taking over his lips as he recalled that day, standing there on the mckinley high stage in the empty auditorium as his dad promised to always love and support him no matter what, Blaine's head became heavier where his cheek rested against Kurt's temple "He sounds like a great guy" Blaine's voice sounded as though he was speaking of some mythical creature who couldn't possibly exist "Ya, he is" Kurt agreed and they fell silent for a minute.

"So, are there any more foxy vixens in my hunky lovers past?" Blaine asked light heartedly, bringing the mood back up "N-no" Kurt laughed "She was the only one... After that my first real kiss was snatched away from me by my own personal "surprise gay" bully" Kurt's eyes down cast a little and Blaine's arms tightened around him defensively "His physical harassment toward me had gotten worse over the past few weeks and I chased him to the locker room where we got in a big fight, word fight not fist fight, he was a big dude... Anyway, I wouldn't back down because I was sick of it and he got madder and madder and I really thought he was gonna just punch me... But, out of nowhere he grabbed my face and kissed me... He tried to kiss me again, but I shoved him away and lucky for me he left"

"Kurt... I'm..." I'm sorry? Is that what he should say? What's the proper response to something like that? "Oh, it's water under the bridge now" Kurt just waved it off "That was a long time ago... And after that he threatened my life if I ever told anyone and that got him expelled... And I never had to see him again" Blaine's arms relaxed a little but stayed tight around him "Ok enough angst, on with the fun stuff!"

"When I was in my junior year I met a boy named Chandler, and we dated for a while and there where a few kisses here and there, but never anything serious , and then I had my first real boyfriend, Samuel, and we dated for, mmmm, quite a while... From the summer between junior and Senior year up until we left Lima to head for college" Kurt thought for a moment, making sure he was getting the time frame right.

"And he is the one I lost my virginity to... Then we graduated and he went one way and I went another... It wasn't that bad of a break up really, it was mutual, I don't think either one of us ever saw us together for the long haul, but it was fun while it lasted" he smiled at the memory "And then I was in college, and I dated a couple guys, had one "serious" relationship and he cheated on me, broke my heart, and then for some unknown reason I decided to listen to Puck..." Kurt paused to shake his head

"NEVER take advice from Noah Puckerman!" he stated and Blaine snickered "Duly noted" he grinned "So he convinced me a one night stand would be a good way to get over Brian, sooo, one night I go to a party and get pretty wasted, and wake up the next morning naked in some random bed and he's gone... I never even knew his name... After that I decided I never wanted to do that again"

"Since then there have been dates and a few short flings, but nothing real, or very long... Then my job sent me to some tiny ass town in Colorado and I met this absolutely gorgeous man and we started a romance that should be in a movie somewhere" Blaine laughed at the last part and considered where to start his own story, he decided to just jump right in.

"I lost my virginity at the all boys prep-school Dalton Academy, to a guy named Sebastion Smythe" the name literally dripped like venom off his tongue and Kurt made 'oooo' sound "Ya, he was a slut and a user and he only ever cared about himself, he took all my firsts and dropped me like last seasons jeans... But after that I just pretty much fucked every gay guy at Dalton, at least once..." Kurt eyebrows raised into his hairline "Really?" he asked with intrigue "Ya, well, granted there werent that many of us but still... I think I felt like I was getting back at my father every time I did it, even though I knew he would never find out"

"And I guess that's pretty much it, my story sounds boring compared to yours" Blaine laughed "Hhhm, sometimes borings not such a bad thing" Kurt yawned and Blaine smiled "Well, we covered a lot of ground though, believe that! I think calling us 'creative' would be a gross understatement" Blaine laughed and Kurt got still, like he was considering something "Well.." he chewed the corner of his lip "Since we're being truthful..." Blaine became very attentive, anticipating Kurt's confession "I've... I've, never topped" Kurt quietly admitted.

"What... Like never, not even once?" Blaine asked, his voice a mix of confusion and curiosity "Nope... It's always either been, the guy I was with was a pretty serious top, or I just didn't feel comfortable enough to ask..." Kurt ran his finger tips gently over the little hairs on Blaine's arm, he wasn't uncomfortable about telling Blaine this at all, and he didn't really think he was gonna judge him for it "Hmm, well... You're secrets safe with me" Blaine nuzzled into his hair and he let out a tired sigh.

Without another word Blaine slid down to lay flat on the mattress, keeping Kurt wrapped up securely in his arms "Goodnight" he whispered softly in Kurt's ear, but Kurt was already half gone, he let his eyes slip closed along side Kurt's and they let the familiar cracks and pops of the near by fire lull them asleep.