Dec. 7, 2012, 11:47 a.m.
Telluride: Chapter Twenty-One: Just The Way You Are
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Breakfast, lunch, dinner, movies, coffee, showers, cleaning, sleeping, talking.... Whatever they're doing they’re touching, in some way or another, when they are together, they make sure they are together, to make sure they make the most of their last week together.
That one last kiss that makes you late for work, the rinse and repeat in the shower that you didn't need, the one more time by the fire, the ‘there might be an extra scene after the credits when you both know there's not’, all the stolen moments that get stretched out much longer than the should, and they want them all.
And the more time progresses the worse it gets, so when Kurt walks into the bar to have lunch with Blaine one afternoon, he doesn't even resist when Blaine yanks him into the back and shoves him against the wall by the walk in cooler and hungrily devours his mouth.
"Mmnh blaine" Kurt whimpered into his mouth as strong hands fell on his hips and his own hands twisted into Blaine's curls. Blaine's mouth traveled down his chin, nipping as it went and settled into the crook of his neck, mouthing on it full and wet, hot and open, and Blaine let his leg slide between Kurt's thighs, pressing him harder against the wall.
"Blaine, we just did this th'smorning" Kurt moaned but opened his legs wider anyway "I can't help it-" Blaine mumbled against his skin "That you taste-" he licked his way up to Kurt's ear "So good-" he sucked Kurt’s earlobe into his mouth and drug off of it "All the time" he said as he pressed his lips against Kurt's ear and brought his body up fuller against him.
Blaine slid his hands under the hem of Kurt's shirt, his fingers ghosting over skin "I just wanna touch you, and smell you, and taste you, all, the, time." Blaine breathed in a low rumbling voice his lips moving against Kurt's ear and Kurt moaned again tightening his grip in the other mans curls, and silently willed the leg pressed against his ridiculously hard member to move, but it didn't, Blaine kept his thigh firmly in place but didn't move it, like he was daring Kurt to take it.
"If I could-" Blaine was still whispered directly into his ear, content to drive him crazy with his words "I would always have my tongue on you. I would never stop" his words were filled with fire and want and Kurt couldn't help it any longer, he rocked down hard on Blaine's leg and Blaine groaned a victory noise in his ear. His hands slid up further inside Kurt's shirt to settle firmly against his delicious skin and his mouth found its way back to Kurt's neck.
He sucked and licked and nipped at Kurt's flesh like it was the last taste he'd ever get, even though he knew full well they'd be right back here when they both got home from work, and Kurt continued to rock against his stationary leg, trying to stifle his ever growing moans. Blaine finally decided to take pity on him and help him out by covering his mouth with his own and greedily swallowing any noises that broke forth.
Kurt dominated the kiss as he rode Blaine's thigh for all he was worth, and with sudden realization he broke the kiss with his eyes screwed shut and his face pressed against the other mans "I can't come in my pants Blaine" he whimpered but he was to far gone to stop thrusting against him and Blaine brought his lips to his ear one more time "Then come in my mouth" and how Blaine got on his knees and had Kurt's pants down so fast Kurt would never know.
"oh god damn it" Kurt cursed as his head fell against the wall and relief washed over him as Blaine's hot mouth enveloped his aching dick and his whole body surrendered to the sensation. With Kurt already right on the verge, it took all of three seconds for him to be squirting down Blaine's throat and Blaine milked him for every last drop.
Blaine stood up and looked at Kurt with a cocky smile as he licked his lips and tucked Kurt back into his pants "You're an asshole" Kurt said breathily as he still leaned back against the wall, Blaine just smirked at him and leaned in to kiss him again, only slow and languid this time, and Kurt hummed into it.
"You better not be make'n a mess back here!" Don yelled as walked into the back to grab something "Never!" Blaine replied as he winked at Kurt.
"C'mon, let's eat lunch" Blaine said with a smile and peeled Kurt off the wall, they made their way to one of the stainless steel islands and Blaine started to pull the styrofoam boxes out of the bag Kurt brought in and Kurt groaned "Great, now I only have fifteen minutes to eat" he said checking the time "Well, we can always just skip the blow job next time" Blaine said cheekily and Kurt shook his head "Nope, some things are more important than food"
Blaine laughed and shrugged his agreement and Don stuck his head back in the room "I'm not as deaf as y'all think you know!" he said pointedly but with a smile in his voice and Blaine ducked his head as his body shook with laughter and Kurt's eyes went as wide as saucers as his whole face turned red.
~//~
Thinking. That’s all Blaine seems to do these days, thinking about Kurt, thinking about his life, thinking about California, thinking about the future. Just thinking.
Which is one of the main reasons he jumped so hard when his phone went off in his pocket as he leaned against the bar at just after two o’clock. Blaine pulled out his phone and a wide grin spread across his face.
“Hey! Cooper!” he greeted cheerily and shot a look over to Don as he ducked into the back “What’s up?” he asked cheerily.
“Well, little brother I have amazing news!” Cooper’s smile could be heard in his voice and Blaine listened carefully “Now, I know you haven’t really decided when you're headed down here, but when the time comes and you officially move to LA, I have a standing meeting arrangement for you and one Mr Ryan Murphy, one of the foremost directors and tv series creators here and he practically specializes in breakout actors!” Cooper said excitedly “This man will make your career Blaine! Once you get a part in one of his shows, it’s all downhill from there, you're gonna be famous bro!”
“Oh my god Cooper that’s amazing!” Blaine beamed “I can’t- I don’t- I don’t even know what to say!” Blaine was literally at a loss words “Thank you!” he shouted suddenly “Thats- That’s what I should say, thank you!”
“No problem little brother glad to do it, now I’ve got to run but you take care of yourself up there, k?” Cooper replied “Ya- ya, I will, you to Coop, and thanks again, I love you” Blaine said sincerely and Cooper’s voice softened through the line “I love you too Blaine.”
The line disconnected and Blaine stood in shock for a good ten minutes, this was it, he had a plan! And a good one, and he was thrilled about it, it was more than he could ever have asked for. Then why did he feel so guilty about being excited about it? No, he was just being stupid.
Blaine made his way back out to the main bar area that was beyond dead, like littorally, it was completely empty. He stopped next to Don and grinned up at him “Amazing news!” he exclaimed and Don looked at him expectantly “I basically have a job waiting for me when I get to LA.” he smiled and Don nodded “That is good news” he stated as he regarded Blaine carefully.
Blaine leaned against the bar and started to slip into the same thought induced coma that had encompassed him over the last few days, but Don stopped him “And what about New York?” he asked quietly, jarring Blaine a little bit and making his head whip up “What!? What- what about New York? I’ve never- There have never been any New York plans, I don’t know, what, you mean” Blaine mumbled the end of his sentence and dropped his eyes down.
“Really?” Don asked and Blaine let out a deep sigh. “I can’t-” he started but stopped to regroup his thoughts “I can’t go to New York. There is, nothing, for me there and even if I did, I don’t know that Kurt feels the same way about me, that I do about him, which is fair because I don’t even know how I feel about him” Blaine confessed and Don looked at him with nothing but fatherly love in his eyes “You could ask him.” he suggested gently and Blaine shook his head.
“No” Blaine swallowed thickly “That wouldn’t be fair. Even, if we did figure out what’s going on here we still have the same problem that we belong at opposite ends of the country. I just feel like we agreed to this one month together and that’s all we were ever meant to have, these perfect, thirty days together and then, that’s it. We have to move on. He won't ask me to change my life and I can’t ask him to change his, so what are we supposed to do?” Blaine looked up at Don with big pleading eyes like somehow he knew the answer, but Don just gave him a sad smile “I don’t know.”
“I owe it to Cooper, to go and take this job, I mean he would understand if I turned it down, but still I feel like I owe him the respect at least.” Blaine said quietly and Don nodded “Well, I support whatever decision you make, but I didn’t get as old as I am without knowing, sometimes life throws you curve balls” he smiled down at him and Blaine thought a curve ball, might not be such a bad thing.
~//~
When Blaine gets home late that night the house is warm, like really warm, borderline hot! He glanced at the fire and it seemed normal, and there's an awful lot of banging in the kitchen. Blaine made his way cautiously through the house and rounded the corner into the kitchen, and stopped short.
"Kurt?" he asked with some reserve, there were baking things everywhere, everywhere. Every ingredient you could ever think of, pots and pans (most of which Blaine had never seen before) staked all over, some clean some dirty, a lot of things waiting to go into the oven and just as many that had already been baked, ah, that explained the extra heat.
Kurt didn't bother to look from where he was rolling out, or rather banging out, some pie crust on the counter "Kurt, I think that pie crust is dead now" Blaine said as he walked over to him, Kurt looked down at the dough that was dry and brittle and beyond repair, with a groan he wadded it up and chunked it in with another pile of already defeated crusts on the corner of the cabinet.
Kurt moved to a bowl on another place on the countertop and started pulling out squishy half dollar size blobs and dropping them, rather forcefully, onto a shiny metal sheet "Hey... Hey what's going on? Why are you so upset?" Blaine asked his voice full of concern, obviously something had happened since he saw Kurt at the bar for lunch, "It's a long story" Kurt grumbled.
"Ok" Blaine slid up beside him and rested his leg against Kurt's out of habit, he reached in the bowl and pulled out a chunk of cookie dough "Well, I've got time" he answered placed the ball onto the sheet, and Kurt immediately reached to fix it as he started to babble a hundred miles a minute at Blaine,
"My stupid dumb ass best friend called me today and what you guess since she's been home in Lima till the fall semester starts she's been "talking" to her EX who just so happens to also be my step-brother, and since the last six times they have dated and broken up worked out so well they've decided hey why not give it another go!! Yep they're back together again, because them both having had cheated on each other, and been engaged and unengaged and almost eloped and canceled two, count that two, weddings and broken each others hearts countless times and having absolutely nothing in common and living fucking two thousand miles apart are all things that are conducive to a healthy relationship-"
Kurt was running non-stop and Blaine was impressed that he never had to stop for a breath, and his voice was possibly the highest Blaine had ever heard it, well outside of sex of course, and every time Blaine would lay a blob of dough down Kurt would absent mindedly reach over and fix it somehow, and Blaine never mentioned it, he just listened,
"-they have decided it's a good idea to make all the same mistakes again and just when they were getting to be bearable again and it's not going to work, it's never going to work! and when it all falls apart guess what? I'm HIS brother and HER best friend!! I have to put them both back together and deal with them asking about each other all the time and trying to convince them it's all for the best and it's time to move on and the last time nearly fucking killed me and now in a few months I'm gonna have to do it all again!!"
"And I'm sorry I screwed up your kitchen but when I get really stressed I bake, I can't help it" he took a deep breath and let his shoulders sink "But hey at least you got new bakeware" he smiled sideways at Blaine who wiped his fingers off on a towel and then wiped Kurt's before he pulled him into his embrace.
"I'm sorry Kurt" Blaine empathized and Kurt leaned into him "Well you know, it can't be helped" he sighed contentedly as Blaine laid soft butterfly kisses on his shoulder and neck "how about-" Kiss "We go take a shower-" Kiss "because you, have flour in your hair-" Kiss "And then-" Kiss "You can let me make love to you?" Blaine's soft request melted into his skin and Kurt hummed his approval "That sounds perfect" he sighed.
Blaine switched off the oven on the way by and led Kurt silently to the bathroom, he turned on the shower to let it heat up and peeled Kurt clothes off one layer at a time before quickly shucking himself of his own.
He pulled Kurt into the shower and let him slump under the hot water while he carefully soaped every part of Kurt's body, and shampooed his hair with an extremely delicate touch and every part of Kurt melted into him. Blaine stepped out of the shower and toweled himself off and when Kurt stepped out after him he grabbed his towel before he could get to it.
He stepped up to Kurt and started with his chest, rubbing the fluffy towel on it and drying thoroughly, then moving to his right arm and running the towel down it with both hands and doing the same with the left, "You better be careful, you're gonna spoil me" Kurt said quietly and Blaine grinned as he looked into his eyes "If only I were to be so lucky" he breathed and caught Kurt's lips in a deep but simple kiss.
And when he pulled back he knelt on one knee and started at Kurt’s ankle, running the towel up his leg and gently across his upper thigh, only to switch to the other leg and run down it. All his movements were sure and with purpose and slow and gentle. When he finished the second ankle he looked up and realized he was at the perfect level, staring right at Kurt’s comfortably hard cock.
He licked his lips and his adams apple bobbed up and down as he took it in, fresh and glistening with water droplets and Kurt's chuckle made him look up though his long eyelashes, and Kurt slipped his fingers into his hair "You're so greedy" he said with a teasing smile "I'm sorry-" Blaine said in the most unapologetic tone Imaginable "I can't help it"
Blaine dropped his eyes again to let them rake over the glorious specimen in front of them, he wasn't gonna lie, he did long for it. To sink his mouth down over it and feel his lips stretch around it, to taste it on his tongue, and suck it deep into his throat, to feel it throb as he worked it up and down, to have Kurt come in his mouth hot and hard with a scream of his name on his lips, just the thought of it made his own stiff cock bounce. But he resisted.
He stood up and walked around behind Kurt, drying his back shoulders and finally his hair. "Now... For the good part" Blaine smirked and grabbed Kurt's hand pulling him toward the bedroom "I don't know, that was pretty nice" Kurt commented and Blaine stopped at the edge of the bed, turning around and pulling Kurt into his arms, skin connecting with skin everywhere, "But it's gonna get better" Blaine hummed and kissed Kurt long and slow, like he should be kissed.
"Lay down" Blaine whispered when he pulled back and Kurt lazily crawled into bed, turning over and laying his head against the pillows, and he watched as Blaine crept in next to him and settled on his stomach by his side. "I love-" he crept up closer to his head on his elbows "How your hair smells right after you shower" he said softly and buried his nose in the damp locks and took a deep breath.
"I love-" he drug his nose across Kurt's cheek and stopped at his ear "How even though I can't see it-" he sucked Kurt’s earlobe in his mouth and pulled his teeth against it gently "When I drag my teeth across it, I can feel the scar tissue, from where you used to have an earring" he smirked and Kurt chuckled lightly, younger days.
"I love how sharp your jaw line is" he said kissing its pointed edge "I love how high your cheekbones are" he raised up on one hand so he could kiss the one closest to him "I love how your nose slopes up just the tiniest bit right at the end" he kissed it's tip "I love-" he pressed his forehead to Kurt's and looked him in the eyes "How deep your eyes go, how I feel like I could get lost in them forever, I love their color, and how it's not really a color at all, because it doesn't exist anywhere else, but in your eyes"
Kurt's breath hitched as he stared back into Blaine's honey eyes and he couldn't stop the hand that slid up and nestled into Blaine's curls "I love how your hand feels in my hair" he smiled and so did Kurt. He moved down and pressed his lips to Kurt's "I love how you taste" he breathed the words directly into Kurt's mouth and it sent a shiver down his spine.
After a lingering kiss he moved on, inching slowly down Kurt's body "I love, how your Adams apple bobs really hard, when you're thinking of something dirty" he had a smile on his lips when he pressed a kiss to the point of it "I love, how your collar bone feels when I rake my teeth across it"
"I love, how tight your nipples can get" Blaine twirled his tongue around one, the cold air mixing with the wetness and making it hard almost immediately. "Hhhmmm, I love how smooth your skin is" he hummed and ran his face down the center of Kurt's torso and over his belly button, "I love, how prominent your hips are" he ran a trail of mini kisses over his right hip.
"I love your inner thighs" he hummed and pressed into the soft skin there and Kurt chuckled at his lack of detail "What do you love?" he asked teasingly and Blaine raised his head to look him in the eye "I just love them." he answered simply with a wide grin.
"And-" he slid forward just a little and positioned himself correctly "I really, really, love your cock" he said and sank down over Kurt slowly, enjoying the long low moan that was his reward and he pulled off just far enough that he could talk but that his lips still grazed Kurt's head "I love how it tastes" he mumbled before swallowing him again.
"I love how feels" he said as he bobbed again "I love how thick it is" he took it in one more time before he swirled his tongue around the head and pulled off for good as he started inching back up Kurt's body, "But-" he stopped to hover over his chest "What I love most of all-" he pressed a long full kiss to the left side of Kurt's chest "Is your heart" he whispered and Kurt smiled.
"Did anyone ever tell you, you’re ridiculously romantic?" Kurt asked lacing his fingers into Blaine's hair "This one guy did once" Blaine grinned and moved to kiss him softly.
Blaine grabbed the lube as their languid kiss stayed slow and steady and fingered him open just as slowly. "Roll over for me" he said as he pulled out three fingers and kissed his shoulder and Kurt lazily obeyed, turning onto his stomach and laying his head across his arms.
Blaine lubbed himself up and slid down to hover over him before pressing in gently and Kurt let out a sleepy groan of approval. Blaine steadied himself with a hand on either side of Kurt's body and started to pump himself in and out, almost like he was doing weird half push ups, only with his dick involved.
Kurt moaned and hummed and his eyes slipped closed as Blaine's steady rocking eased him into a liquid like state "I never knew sex could be so relaxing" Kurt mumbled as he slipped closer and closer to unconsciousness, and Blaine leaned down to pepper his back and shoulders with kisses before whispering in his ear "Fall asleep if you want to"
And he went back to kissing across Kurt's shoulder blades, "We'vnt eaten dinner yet" he slurred and Blaine shook his head "Not hungry" he said and continued his slow lulling movements. "Mef efefr" Kurt tried to agree but he was already to far gone.
Blaine continued until he was sure Kurt was completely out and removed himself with a small wince, letting out the breath he'd been holding when it didn't wake up Kurt. He pulled a pair of sweatpants over his hard member and covered Kurt up the comforter before heading to the kitchen, he had a lot of cleaning to do.
~//~
It turned out Kurt was thankful for his early bed time when his phone started ringing at six thirty in the morning. And then quit, and then started up again, and Kurt knew from the ringtone who it was. On the third set of rings Blaine yawned bumped his head against the shoulder it rested on "You should just answer" he said sleepily and pulled himself closer to Kurt as his arms tightened around him.
Kurt was already on his back so it was easy to just reach over and grab his phone "Good morning dad" he drowled as he turned his speaker phone on and dropped the device on his chest "Do you know about this!!" a voice demanded loudly and Kurt chuckled "If by this you mean the very real fact that your step-son may need brain medication, then yes" Kurt joked his heavy lids dropping, Blaine really had relaxed him about the whole thing.
"You have to put a stop to this Kurt! Now." he stated and Kurt's brow furrowed as he tried to make use of his fuzzy brain "What do you want me to do dad? They're both adults, they have to make their own decisions" he shrugged "albeit stupid ones" he added quietly "I don't know, do your girl to girl thing, and talk some sense into Rachel!" he suggested and Blaine turned his face into Kurt's side as his whole body shook with silent laughter.
"Dad, it doesn't work that way, there's nothing we can do. We just have to be ready to pick up the pieces when their done" Kurt said as he stroked his fingers up and down Blaine's arm since he had settled down again "Ya, your right, I know you are, but still, there's only so many times you can make the same mistake" Burt grumbled "Yes, we'll they're going for the record" Kurt chuckled.
"Anyway, how are you kiddo? I haven't talked to you in a few days, how are things going?" his dad’s voice immediately jumped to a much lighter tone and Kurt grinned "It's great, I'm doing really well, and my boss already told me on the phone that my work is outstanding!" Kurt's grin stretched as he bragged "That's awesome! I'm really happy for you Kurt, and I'm proud of you, always know that" he said seriously "Always" Kurt returned.
"So how about this boy! You still hang'n around with him?" Burt asked and Kurt felt Blaine tense into his side so he started moving his fingers again that had stilled against him "Yes I am dad, and he's not a boy" Kurt said in a pointed but teasing tone "Ok, man then." Burt corrected "I'm glad to hear y'all are still get'n along"
"Hhmm-nnmmhh" Kurt hummed as he looked down at Blaine's face that was peeking up at him "Ohgod, Ohgod! He's there isn't he!" Burt sputtered as the realization that his son was talking to him while in bed with another man, possibly naked, stuck him "Da-" Kurt started to say something but Burt’s panicked voice cut him off "god please tell me I'm not on speaker phone" Burt begged and Kurt swallowed,
"Uuummmm..." he didn't really want to say yes, but he couldn't say no either "Oh wow hey look at that got go Kurt love ya kid!!" Burt suddenly scrambled out "and uh be safe" he muttered quietly and the line went dead, and Kurt was instantly laughing out loud "Ohmygod, I think I just scarred my dad for life!" he laughed.
But he stopped when he noticed Blaine wasn't, on contrary he was very still and his grip on Kurt had tightened "Blaine... Are you ok? What's wrong?" he asked with concern "I just, your dad is amazing" Blaine confessed and turned to look up at him "I know" Kurt said with a small smile 'I wish I could share him with you'
Comments
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I loved this!! Another great chapter...I am going to read each chapter till the end...;) I personally don't want to read the spoilers ;)!!! I want to see this story continue to tell its tale!! Thank you so much !!
I really do not want their month to end!