Chapter 78 - I'm in Love

The Warblers plus Blaine and Kurt were reminiscing in Jeff and Nick's room. They talked about how Blaine constantly walked on furniture and how Wes made him polish all the furniture one time since he wouldn't stop climbing on it. He thought it would stop Blaine from continuing to abuse the furniture, but it didn't. The pizza was gone and Harry Potter was playing on the TV. Kurt was leaning against the wall with Blaine lying between his legs. The night was still young. Kurt felt a nudge at his shoulder. "Hey."

He looked up and found Ethan. "Hi Ethan. How are you?"

Ethan slid down the wall and sat next to Kurt. "I'm good. How about you?"

Kurt smiled down as he ran his fingers through Blaine's hair. "Perfect."

"Can we talk? I miss having someone to talk to."

Kurt looked a bit concerned. "You can always call me, Ethan. I promised that I would always talk to you and help you. I meant it."

"I know. I just felt like you have so much going on. My worries are so trivial compared to what you need to do right now." He hung his head.

"It's never trivial. All of this is new to you. If you have no one to talk to, I'm always here. You have to know that Ethan."

Ethan looked up a little leery. "Okay. Can we talk now?"

"Of course." He answered, then Kurt leaned down and kissed Blaine's head and whispered, "I need to go for a little while. Ethan needs to talk to me. Okay?" Blaine just nodded and kissed Kurt on the lips. Blaine scooted out from between Kurt's legs. Kurt got up smiling and addressing the room. "We'll be right back. I need to walk around a little after eating all of this junk. Gotta watch the figure." The guys were into the movie and just nodded or waved, so Kurt put his hand on Ethan's back and urged him out the door.

"This is a good place." Kurt decided that the Warbler practice room was the most private and comfortable place for them to talk. "Now sit." He gestured to the couch by the fireplace.

"Connor and I have been doing well." Ethan started. "But.. I think I'm falling in love with him."

Kurt grinned and put his hand on Ethan's knee. "That's wonderful!"

"I guess, but I don't think he's in love with me." Ethan was solemn as he bowed his head.

"How do you know?" Kurt prodded, gently tilting his head to force Ethan to look up at him.

"I don't know for certain, but I also don't know how to find out." Ethan looked desperate. "Help me figure out a way to find out."

Kurt sighed leaning way back on the couch and stared at the ceiling. "I don't think there is an easy way. I think you sometimes have to just take a chance and tell him you love him."

"I don't think I can deal with it if he doesn't say it back." Ethan leaned back and stared at the ceiling. "I'm scared to put myself out there."

Kurt turned to face Ethan. "Ethan, you have to take a chance on love. It's worth it if he returns it."

"And what if he doesn't return the sentiment, then what?"

Silence completely took over the room. It was heavy and so, so silent. Kurt didn't know what to say, but he knew what he had to say. He didn't want to say it, but knew it was the only answer. "Then you tell him that you need to move on. If he doesn't love you, it'll happen eventually."

Ethan was crying. In the silence it was obvious. The sobs could be heard as Kurt wrapped his arms around Ethan. "I'm scared."

"Find your courage, Ethan. It may pay off. You just need to dig deep inside yourself and have the..courage." Kurt smiled while still holding Ethan. He remembered the courage that Blaine gave him to fight off his bullies.

Ethan pulled away because of the silence. "Kurt? You okay?"

Kurt smiled. "Blaine was the person that gave me courage to stand up to my bullies. He gave me courage to be proud of who I am." He held tight to Ethan's shoulders. "Listen to me. Ethan, you have to do this. I'll be there with you in spirit. Have courage."

"I'll try."

"Call me anytime Ethan. Whenever you decide to do it, whatever time of day, I'll be there. I promise to pick up the phone." Kurt gave him another hug. "So, other than the love thing, you guys are good?"

Ethan laughed a little and smiled so big. His eyes lit up. "Things are awesome." He blushed.

Kurt giggled, "So awesome, huh?"

"Yeah." Ethan giggled again. They sounded like giggling school girls. "He's amazing really."

"Amazing?"

"Yeah. umm. The sex is amazing." Ethan blushed deeply and smiled a little embarrassed.

"Okay."

"Can I ask you something about that too?" Ethan tried looking everywhere but at Kurt's face.

"Don't be embarrassed. I said I would be there for you, that means this too." Kurt couldn't even think about how he would answer any of this.

"Is it okay to like, you know."

"Sex?"

"Well, not just sex. Is it weird to like being one or the other?"

Kurt laughed loudly at this. "You mean top or bottom?"

"Yeah."

"I like to bottom mostly, because Blaine is an amazing top." Kurt looked at Ethan. "Are you?"

"I like to bottom, but I like to top too." Ethan smiled shyly. "Connor prefers to top."

"Does he help you? You know. Not just for himself." Kurt wanted to ask and make sure that it wasn't one sided for Connor.

"He's very considerate. He takes care of my needs too. We kinda take care of each other. He's very loving and cuddly."

Kurt sighed. "I think you're going to be okay. If everything you say is real, I think you should be confident confessing your love. He cares about you. You know he does."

"Okay."

"Okay?"

"Yes. And thank you for talking to me and just for being there for me."

"I consider you my friend. I would never turn my back on a friend." Kurt took his hand and squeezed it.

"Hey baby!" Blaine pulled Kurt down to the floor where he had been seated since Kurt left. "I missed you."

"You're silly. I was gone for an hour." Kurt kissed him back gently and sweetly.

The guys in the room started doing kiss faces and sounds. They heard one yell, get a room. Everyone was laughing as Blaine tackled Kurt to the floor. Kurt was pinned on his back. "Should I stop?"

"I don't want you to." Kurt said breathily as his lips were immediately covered with Blaine's. He pushed Blaine up. "I think we need to stop though. We can't scare the straight guys." They both laughed as Blaine rolled off of him.

"What time is it?"

Jeff yelled across the room. "It's almost ten o'clock."

"We need to call it a night guys." Blaine pulled Kurt up from the ground and to his chest. "We've got a drive ahead of us."

"Blaine I don't want to wait." He reached over, while Blaine was driving, and grabbed his cock through his pants.

"Kurt, not now. You have to wait." Blaine tried to pretend to be agitated, but Kurt knew better.

"No I don't. There's a Hampton Inn at the next exit." Kurt gave him a cheeky grin.

"I see." Blaine smiled. Kurt palmed his cock through his jeans. "Kurt, if you don't stop it'll be really quick and I know how you don't like quick." He growled low.

"I've stopped." Kurt grinned sitting straight up in the seat. "Next exit please." They got off the exit and Blaine made quick work getting into a parking space.

They headed to the front desk. "One king room please." He pushed his credit card across the counter.

"We have a King suite available Mr. Anderson. That's all."

"King suite it is." Blaine responded.

She charged the card. "One night?"

"Yes."

"Here's your room key. Fourth Floor. Elevator is right down that hall."

Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand and whispered. "Let's go lover." He tapped his foot impatiently as they waited for the elevator door to open. The doors finally opened. "Let's go." Blaine pulled him into the elevator slamming him against the corner. The elevator didn't move, but Blaine was already kissing his neck and unbuttoning his pants. "Fuck. You smell so good Kurt. I want to lick your entire body." He palmed Kurt's cock and felt how hard he was. "I can't wait to make love to you."

Kurt moaned. He turned his head. "We didn't press the floor. We could be in here forever, or until someone else calls the elevator."

Blaine dropped to his knees as he pulled open Kurt's pants just enough to release his cock. He stretched his pretty pink lips around Kurt's cock. Kurt held on for dear life as he pressed the button and the elevator started to move. "Tell me when we get there."

Within seconds Kurt was panting out, "We're there."

"Shit." Blaine stood up tucking Kurt back into his pants and pulling his pants shut. He pulled Kurt's shirt down just in case someone was just outside the door.

The doors opened to an empty hallway and thank all the Gods in heaven that their suite happened to be right across the hall. "Come on. Where's the key?"

Blaine pulled it out and inserted it into the key slot. The light blinked red. "Fuck. It didn't work."

"Come on Blaine." Kurt pleaded.

"I'm trying." Blaine was equally frustrated. He finally did it very slowly and got the green flashing light. "Got it."

They pushed the door open and Kurt was frantically pulling his shirt over his head as Blaine locked the door and toed his shoes off and pulled his shirt over his head. He wrapped Kurt into his arms kissing his neck and face and finally his lips as Kurt pulled him by his pants to the bed. He quickly undid Blaine's pants and pushed them down as he laid back on the bed with his legs dangling from the end of the bed. Blaine crawled up on the bed and kissed down his neck to his nipple and he flicked it with his tongue before sucking hard on it. He pulled Kurt's pants and boxers off before kneeling down at the edge of the bed.. "Now I can get back to what I was doing." Blaine smiled up at him before taking his cock back into his mouth. He sucked hard. Kurt was whining from pleasure. It was more than he could handle.

Kurt clutched the bed as Blaine bobbed his head up and down sucking and slurping. It was actually obscene. "Blaine baby. Blaine, I'm going to come if you don't stop."

Blaine didn't stop. He kept sucking until he heard Kurt cry out. Kurt's chest covered in a light sheen of sweat and his hands were still clenched into the sheets when Blaine finally came up, wiping remnants of Kurt's come off the side of his mouth. "You know, you taste divine."

Kurt pulled him down to lay on top of him. "Shut up. I love you. That was, always is, incredible."

"I like making you come." They kissed for a minute before Kurt realized that Blaine's boxers were still on. He rolled them over and kneeled over the top of Blaine. He kissed down his chest before pulling his boxers off.

"Where's the lube?"

"Coat pocket." Blaine motioned over by the door where they had peeled their clothes off.

Kurt ran to the door picking up piece after piece and just throwing it. "Finally!" Kurt said from right by the door. He returned with a bottle of lube. "Thank God. Your turn for some fun."

"I just had fun. I love sucking you off." Kurt didn't even bother preparing. "You don't need prep?"

"Nah. I think I can handle you. I'll just need to go a little slow at first." Kurt rubbed the lube between his fingers first before reaching behind him and covering his hole. He inserted a finger gently just to make sure he was well lubed. He reached around for Blaine's cock and covered him in lube for safety measures before lining him up and slowly sitting down. "Oh God." Kurt threw his head back at the large intrusion.

"Stop Kurt. If it hurts too much, just stop."

"No." He eased the rest of the way down. "Feel so fucking good." His head was still thrown back, eyes close, feeling all of Blaine inside him. "You feel so good. Trust me. This is nice." Kurt started to lift himself up slowly only to slam back down on Blaine with a loud moan of pleasure. Blaine knew the difference of Kurt in pain or Kurt in ecstasy and he was happy to hear Kurt in ecstasy.

Kurt legs were straining as he rode Blaine sitting down on his cock over and over again. It feels so good that Blaine was even curling in on himself with pleasure. Blaine was screaming as Kurt continued to ride him hard and fast. Blaine finally got control of himself enough to help Kurt, knowing that his thighs had to be burning. He was starting look completely sweaty. He held on to Kurt's ass helping him lift up and releasing any hold so that Kurt could pound down in the most delightful way. Blaine took hold of Kurt's cock stroking for him as he continued his relentless riding of his cock. He was breathing so heavy after a few more minutes that Blaine knew he had to help. "Stop Kurt. You're tired."

Kurt stopped with Blaine deep inside him. He moaned at the angle that Blaine's cock happened to hit his prostate. "Ohhh."

Blaine pushed Kurt to the side onto his back and lifted his ankles to rest on his shoulders. He lined himself back up and pushed in while Kurt immediately reached for his cock to pump it while Blaine thrust into him over and over. Kurt moaned. "I love you baby." Blaine spit out between thrusts.

"God, Blaine I love you. Keep going baby. Keep going." Kurt was close as his toes curled, but it was Blaine who groaned loudly and Kurt could feel him come inside him. It was enough to make Kurt come again. He stroked himself through it and Blaine collapsed on top of him, kissing his temple and breathing heavily.

Kurt was spent having come twice. His legs were burning from over use. He lay there boneless as Blaine slipped out of him. "Are you okay Baby?"

"Tired." Kurt whispered with his eyes shut. "Love you. That was fantastic. As always."

"I love you too. I'll get something to clean us up and we can go to sleep." Blaine got up but before he returned, Kurt was already fast asleep naked on top of the bed. Blaine rolled him over and he woke up for a second while Blaine used the warm cloth to clean him up. "You've got to get up for a second baby. We have to get under the covers." Kurt was like a zombie, but he rolled off the bed long enough for Blaine to pull down the covers. Kurt fell right back into the bed. Blaine crawled in and wrapped himself around Kurt for the night.

"Kurt, we want you and Blaine to come over for dinner tonight." Burt was on a break from Congress until after Easter.

"What's up dad?"

"Nothing. Don't worry bud, it's not a big deal. It's actually a surprise!"

"Okay. What time do you want us to come over?"

"Carole will have dinner ready at six-thirty. We're having spaghetti. See you then."

"Okay dad."

Blaine watched the entire conversation. "What's up?"

"Not sure. Dad invited us for dinner tonight said he has a surprise."

"Don't worry. Your dad is always straight with us." Blaine hugged Kurt for comfort. "Really, don't worry.

After hugging Carole and Burt, Kurt sat down at his old place at the table. "Hey Blaine." Burt hugged Blaine.

"Burt, you've got Kurt worried."

"Don't worry, Bud." Burt looked over Blaine's shoulder to Kurt.

"Dad, are you okay?" Kurt always worried about his dad. "Are you sick?"

"Kurt I'm fine." Burt sat down as Carole started to bring the dishes to the table. She yelled for Finn. "Let's wait until everyone's sitting.

"You sure?" Kurt was leery.

"Finn, get down here before Kurt has a coronary at age seventeen." Burt yelled upstairs.

Blaine sat down laughing at Burt's comment. Kurt glared at him. "Excuse me for worrying."

"Baby it's so cute." Blaine smiled at him hoping to be forgiven.

Kurt rolled his eyes as Finn walked in. "Hey Kurt. Hey Blaine."

Burt took over as soon as Finn was sitting. "I am on break from Congress until after Easter, so I thought we would go on one last trip together. Carole and I talked and your spring breaks are coming up. We decided to take you guys to Florida for break. We rented a condo on the beach, but for the fun of it, we are going to drive down there."

"Dad, I love the idea of a vacation together, but driving all the way there? Why can't we borrow the Anderson jet?" Kurt responded. "I'm not sure I can stand to be in a car with Finn for fifteen hours."

"You can do it Baby." Blaine cut in. "What's going to kill me is being without you."

"What are you talking about Blaine?" Burt looked dumbfounded. "You are part of this family and the trip includes you."

Blaine smiled. "But isn't this a family thing? I'm not technically family yet."

"Blaine, you are like a son to us. You are going on this trip."

"I don't want to intrude, Burt." Blaine was being diplomatic. He sometimes felt like Kurt might be missing some family time.

"If you don't stop it Blaine, I'll make Finn sit between you and Kurt all the way to Siesta Key." Burt laughed at his threatened punishment.

"Burt, I can't sit between them." Finn looked worried. "They'll be like trying to do stuff."

"Don't worry Finn. We rented a van for the trip down. We really want to have fun doing this. It'll give us hours of time to talk and catch up on your lives." We've all been so busy.

Carole cut in. "I don't even know where we are with wedding planning Kurt."

Blaine smiled happily at Burt. "Thank you for always being my family Burt. It really means a lot to me."

Kurt reached over and squeezed his hand. "You'll always be our family Blaine."

"Then, it's settled. Next Friday we leave on our last spring break together." Burt settled it raising his water glass and they all toasted. Finn glanced worriedly at Blaine and Kurt.