Chapter 73 - A Family

"I have some apologies to make. I know that you're all probably mad at me and especially you Blaine and Kurt." Rachel bowed her head for a moment during her apology speech at Glee the next day. This was a chance for Rachel to act and Kurt knew that even though she meant what she was saying, this was still just a way for her to brush up on her acting skills. So as she turned to look at them together with clasped hands, Kurt knew that she was testing her abilities. "I hurt you, Blaine and Kurt. I even hurt this glee club, but I did it for the good of the glee club. I still feel that Blaine and I would be the best to lead this team, but I also have faith that Kurt and Santana are excellent talents that will lead our team to victory. I am one hundred percent on board. Again, I'm sorry for hurting everyone here especially Blaine and Kurt."

She took her seat as Mr. Shue took over. "Thank you Rachel. It was very nice of you to apologize. Blaine and Kurt, are you okay?"

They nodded smiling. Things were good. They got even with the diva and she apologized, regardless of how possibly fake it was. "We have three weeks to pick music, choreograph and put it all together. We're going to have to add weekends and possibly evening practices. So, we're definitely starting with Kurt and Santana's song. I think it'll be a great way to start. Start with the drama and lead into the group numbers."

Blaine raised his hand, "Can I suggest something Mr. Shue?"

"Certainly Blaine. What's on your mind?"

"I was thinking of doing a boys number mashed with a girls number. So, like the guys can have the spotlight when they sing and then the girls when they sing. Then we lead into a final number that features the entire group together. It will show the judges that we have all around talent. My idea for the final song would be Hall of Fame by Will. and the Script. It's an inspirational song and kind of goes with the message that we're sending of doing your best and you'll be the best."

The rest of the group nodded and voiced agreement with it. Kurt squeezed his hand signifying his agreement. "That's sounds good and everyone seems to agree. So now we just need to come up with the male and female song that we can create a mash-up for our second song. Any ideas?"

Puck actually raised his hand. "How about Dynamite by Taio Cruz?"

Mr. Shue smiled, "Puck, that's one of the best suggestions you've ever had."

"Thanks Mr. Shue." Puck smiled genuinely. "The guys can do that song and then the girls can do that song Die Young by Ke$ha. They're both about living it up and having fun. We're teenagers and we're supposed to enjoy life and have fun. Then we can lead right into Blaine's suggestions."

"So what do you guys think?" From the sounds, Mr. Shue already knew the answer to his question. "I take all this excitement as a yes? Now all we have to work on is the mash-up and then choreography and we're set."

Mr. Shue split the glee club up to start working on everything.

"How did I get stuck with the choreography group today?" Blaine was sweaty and tired. "I haven't been working out much since football and my muscles are aching.

"I personally think it's because you know how to move those cute hips of yours." Kurt grabbed Blaine by the hips as they settled to pick out clothes to relax in for the rest of the evening. "Dinner?"

"I need a shower first. I stink." He pulled his shirt off showing off his still nicely toned abs and tanned skin. He knew Kurt loved his body.

"You never stink. You always smell so damn good." Kurt winked as he pulled out a pair of yoga pants.

"Is that so?" Blaine strolled up behind him leaving his shirt on the floor. He nuzzled in the back of Kurt's neck. "You smell good."

"This is your way of trying to derail dinner, isn't it?" Kurt turned and gave Blaine a little peck on the cheek.

"Who needs dinner when I have Kurt." Blaine nipped at Kurt's ear. His hot breath searing the already hot skin on Kurt's neck. How does Blaine turn him into this hot mess in seconds?

"It's not fair that you can turn me on just by breathing on the back of my neck." Kurt whispered as his eyes closed feeling Blaine against him.

Blaine's hand trailed down the front of Kurt's pants rubbing firmly on Kurt's now hardened cock. "Mmmmm. Shower?"

"I was going to start dinner."

"Overrated. We need sex. We're teenagers, we can live without food, but not without sex." Blaine laughed lowly.

Kurt could feel the vibration against his neck as he moaned. "Blaine Anderson, you are going to be the death of me.. but you know I want you. I hope I never stop wanting you like this."

"Better not. Now strip and get in the shower with me. I promise to make you feel really good."

"You always make me feel good. I love you so much Blaine, but I think Dr. Stewart is right. You need to tell me what you want. Do something for yourself baby."

Blaine stretched and groaned. "I could use a massage. My feet and my legs are killing me."

Kurt turned around and kissed him. "You get undressed. I'm going to draw us a bath and get the massage oil out. You'll get your massage baby." He slipped quickly out of the closet and moments later, Blaine could hear the tub filling up and Kurt humming teenage dream. Life was perfect right now. Right in the moment, everything was as it should be and will be when they move to New York.

Blaine giggled at his reflection in the mirror. He felt like a Playboy model right now. He stood there completely naked more than half hard, his cock angling upward at attention. He was never one to admire his own body, but as Dr. Stewart has pointed out, he never thinks about himself. Why would he even consider his body? Ever since he realized he was gay, he somehow believed he was flawed, but now, Kurt came into his life and made him feel like he was perfect. Kurt made him perfect in every way. It was Kurt that gave him courage even though he spouted courage to Kurt time and time again. Kurt was what he did for himself. Kurt made him feel alive.

His thoughts were interrupted. "Hey, what are you doing?" Kurt smiled because he thinks he caught Blaine admiring himself in the mirror. "You look pretty good, don't you?"

Blaine blushed at being caught. "I was just looking at how much muscle I've lost since football season ended. No weight training since my football career is done. I'm starting to look soft." Blaine tried to make up an excuse.

"All evidence is to the contrary Sweetheart." Kurt chuckled at Blaine gorgeous cock standing at attention. "But, I think I can make an honest man out of you." Kurt slowly dropped to his knees, mouth watering at the sight. He gently took Blaine's cock in his hand pumping it firmly as Blaine's head threw back at the pleasure of his touch. "You're so gorgeous like this. When I'm in control of your pleasure, you never look more beautiful than in that moment. This moment."

Kurt licked a stripe from Blaine's balls to the tip of his cock gathering up the pre-come that was already beginning to drip. "Uhhh." Then a sigh. "Kurt, the things you do to me. Fuuuuuck." Kurt wrapped his soft pink lips around the head of Blaine's cock and sucked. Blaine held back. He wanted to feel the back of Kurt's throat clench around him, but this felt so good too. Every nerve ending was popping with excitement. Blaine's brain was short circuiting. His leg muscles clenched to maintain control of his body and not fall over.

Kurt smiled around his cock and let out a small laugh before spreading his lips wider, careful to cover his teeth. He hollowed out his cheeks and dipped his head toward Blaine's belly. He could see Blaine's stomach tense and he could feel Blaine's butt muscles straining to stay standing. It didn't matter. Kurt was going to make sure that this was quick. The water was running in the tub. He bobbed his head quickly and sucked strongly. Blaine was a blubbering mess. In his peripheral vision he saw Blaine's arms reach out to grab hold of anything. All he found was the wall and some hangers, but he held on for dear life because Kurt was on a mission and that mission was to make Blaine come fast and hard. Kurt relaxed his throat and moved faster, his neck straining from the speed. His spit was starting to drip down his chin, but he didn't care because Blaine's was mumbling and his breathing was speeding up. Kurt knew he was close. "Fu-uck... baby... L-love... Oh... God.. feels... s-s-so... Shit... Oh my.. " He whined and Kurt knew it was done. "Oh...m-my... fuuuuck." Blaine hand went straight to Kurt's hair as he held on for dear life. Kurt tasted the familiar taste of Blaine on his tongue. His throat clenched tightly around Blaine's cock as he swallowed every bit that Blaine offered. When he was satisfied that his love was done, and only when he was sure, he pulled off with a pop and wrapped his arms around Blaine's limp frame.

Blaine started to fall. "Oh.. no. Not yet. Let's get to the tub and hope we haven't flooded the entire place."

Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine as he limped to the bath. They got there just in time. Kurt set Blaine on the vanity chair and quickly turned the water off. He had to drain some of it so that they could get in. "Is smells so good in here."

"It's to help you relax. It's lavender."

"I thought the pre bath activity was to help me relax, because I'm pretty sure that my bones melted in the closet where the activity occurred." Blaine smiled lovingly.

Kurt put his hands on his hips. "Into the bath." He pulled Blaine up and held his hand while Blaine stepped in and settled in the hot water. "Is the temperature okay?"

"Perfect. Now get in here so that it'll be even more perfect." Kurt got in quickly and settled opposite Blaine. "You're so far away." Blaine pouted sticking out his lower lip.

"Of course I am. You need to lay your head back while I massage your feet and legs." Kurt was happy to do all of this for Blaine. "This is about you today. Not about me. For once, I'm going to completely take care of you and not just sex."

"But-"

"But nothing. You never enjoy things like this. You worry so much Blaine. You worry about everyone but yourself. Well, not tonight. I'm going to pamper you and then when we get out, I'm going to order Chinese food and we're going to lay in bed and talk and kiss and eat Chinese." The last minute food plan was perfect because they could just stay in their room and look out the sky light and talk about their future.

"You're so good to me. You're perfect for me."

"Yes. I know. Now shut up and enjoy this." Kurt started to work on Blaine's feet kissing his toes and massaging almond oil into them. The sounds Blaine made were just about as good as when he was blowing him. Kurt smiled happily as he massaged the pain out of Blaine's feet and legs. "You're just perfect."

"I'm not, you know."

"You are. I know what you were thinking while you were staring at yourself in the mirror. I know you Blaine. Trust me. If there's one thing you should be able to do, that's trust me. I'm going to be married to you and you have to believe me when I say that you're perfect. You don't realize how much you've done for me. You've saved me over and over again. You're pretty much perfect to me and you'll never convince me otherwise." Kurt just stared into Blaine's eyes with as much honesty as he could. The blue-grey irises burned into Blaine's memory would always be truthful to him. Blaine would always trust him.

The week flew by with Glee practice almost every night except the weekend. Blaine and Kurt spent the weekend recovering from a weeks' worth of practice that Mr. Shue packed into every night.

Kurt measured his weeks based on visiting Dr. Stewart. It was mostly because she always asked those questions that you would normally politely answer, except when she asked you had to be honest. Kurt was going to have to confess his desperate want for college acceptance, even though it was listed as a fear last week. Kurt was starting to get worried about college acceptances. He hadn't heard from any of them yet. When he filled out his needs and wants cards, he was on edge because college ended up on both lists for Kurt. He worried that Blaine would give up his dreams if he didn't get in. Blaine spent so much time thinking about Kurt and everything they would be together. Breakfast was quieter than normal. "I got my final schedule in the mail yesterday." Blaine seemed happy.

"That's good." Kurt tried to be positive, but he was starting to feel desperate in a way that he couldn't even begin to explain to Blaine. Blaine was the ever positive force that kept Kurt going.

"Don't worry. You'll hear soon. I know you will." Blaine smiled and caressed Kurt's cheek.

"Well. I don't want to think about it right now. We've got so much going on. We need to plan out trip to Boston for hopefully next week. I didn't get a call from the printer yet, but they promised two weeks and that's next week. We've got practice every night for Regionals which is in three weeks. I'm focusing on those things." Kurt was on the edge, but hid it. Blaine knew he was hiding it and for Kurt he pretended not to notice. He knew Kurt wanted to pretend he wasn't worried.

"We have Dr. Stewart after school today. We should probably just pick up dinner because we have practice tonight on stage. We're going to mark everything and practice everything. It'll probably be late because everyone will argue about who they have to dance with or where they are on the stage. Just be ready for that." Blaine warned Kurt because he knew Kurt's tolerance was low for this type of stuff.

"Did you fill out your cards?" Kurt asked.

"I did. Do you want a preview?"

"No. I thought we should unveil them when we're at the Dr. Stewarts office."

"That's okay with me."

Glee got cancelled because Mr. Shue had to deal with some issue with Miss Pillsbury. Kurt actually welcomed it happily because he knew there would be no other breaks until Regionals came. If they won regionals, Kurt knew there would be no breaks until after nationals.

Kurt seemed antsy as they waited for Dr. Stewart. She finally called them back and sat down. "So how is everything?"

Blaine responded. "Everything is good. We're both completely worn out from glee club practice. We're going to Regionals and Kurt has a solo. We've been working really hard on everything from singing to dancing. Our first break is tonight." Blaine smiled.

"Sounds like you both deserve a well needed break. Any special plans for your night off?"

"No. I want to hang out at home and maybe watch TV with Kurt. Cuddle on the couch. You know. Standard domestic stuff."

She noticed how quiet Kurt was acting. "What about you Kurt? Are you excited?"

"Uh Yeah. Tired too."

"Are you worried about something Kurt?" Dr. Stewart was trying to figure out why Kurt seemed off tonight. He was quiet and withdrawn.

"A little. My cards."

"Nothing should worry you about what you put on the cards. Blaine loves you and I'm sure everything will be fine. Why don't you share your cards with us."

Kurt sighed and shrugged. He shyly handed her his cards so that she could look at them.

She smiled before starting, "These are very good Kurt." Kurt was a little embarrassed but he was honest. "Needs: Blaine, college, love, sex, happiness, but mostly Blaine and love."

Blaine melted. "I love you too, Kurt." He didn't share his cards yet.

Dr. Stewart continued with his wants card, "Blaine, College, Love, Sex, happiness. I think your needs and wants are the same."

Kurt blushed because he didn't realize how cheesy it was when he first wrote it, but now that she was reading them to him, he wished he didn't do that. "I guess I feel like everything I want, except college, I have. AND, everything I need is everything I want. I kind of feel really lucky to have found my mate and love of my life so early. We have so much time together. Maybe I'm silly, but it seems all perfect and exactly how I would want it to be."

"Kurt. This is good. It's good that you recognize that you are in a good place right now. I see the recurring concern you have is college and I know from original interviews that Blaine already knows where he is attending, correct?"

"Yeah. I'm worried that I wasn't good enough. What if I don't get in? It's on my mind almost constantly now." Kurt squirmed in his seat and Blaine wrapped his arms around his waist to calm him. Kurt was still uneasy so Blaine placed a sweet kiss on his temple whispering, "You'll get in. Quit worrying."

Dr. Stewart smiled at the sweet loving scene in front of her. "Kurt, what can you do about changing the outcome?"

Kurt shrugged, "Nothing?"

"Correct. You already did everything you could months ago. Stop worrying about what you can't fix and focus on what you can do."

Kurt nodded. "We should be getting invitations for our wedding soon."

"Good. Focus on that. Focus on wedding things. You need to let go of things that you can't control. It'll end up eating at you and it's counterproductive. I know it's hard to do, Kurt, but the alternative is really eating at you every day. Just let things happen. You both will be fine no matter what. I'm very confident about that." Dr. Stewart wrote a few things down. "So Blaine, how do you feel about Kurt's cards."

"I love him more." Blaine laughed. "Maybe you should read mine." He handed them over.

Dr. Stewart took a few seconds to read through his. "If there's one thing I'm pretty confident about, it's your relationship. You are very well matched as a couple. You're different but there are things the bind you together so tightly. Some doctors might say it's bad, but I have found that it's a good thing. You have a lot of faith and trust in each other. Some of it comes from things that you've dealt with in your past, but I think it's innately part of your beings. It's just how you both are and it works for you." She nodded again while looking at his cards. "You didn't share cards, did you?"

"I swear we didn't." Blaine held up his hand like he was swearing oath. Kurt wondered why.

"Okay, well Blaine put for needs, Kurt, love, sex, marriage and family. For wants, he put Kurt, love, sex, graduation, family." She laughed. "Well, I see that you both love each other and since you both put sex and love, I'm guessing you have enough of both to know that you need and want it. Marriage and family is different, Blaine. It's technically different, but on the same lines of your future together. Kurt? How do you feel about his list."

"I think he copied." Kurt said, but they both laughed. They were very in tuned and Kurt knew that Blaine saw family and marriage as something he needed. It made him feel so good inside. "You need to get married? Most guys are running the other direction, but you jump right in. That's what I love about you Blaine. You know what you want."

"I love that we both need each other and want each other. That's enough for me to be happy forever." The words barely left Blaine's mouth before Kurt was already leaned in kissing him. Kurt never did this in front of anyone but his family and friends. He didn't kiss Blaine like this any other time, but how was he supposed to resist Blaine after what he just said.

When their lips parted, Kurt's forehead was still pressed to Blaine's and they were both breathless from the kiss smiling happily. "I'm sorry Dr. Stewart," Kurt finally said high pitched and out of breath, "but I love him and I couldn't resist kissing him after he said I was enough for him to be happy forever, because I feel the same way. I love him with all my heart. Their eyes were glued to each other."

"I think you two are good for each other. You certainly don't need couples counseling. I think it's up to you guys if you want to keep coming to see me. It's been a few weeks and I'm not concerned about any lasting effects from Paul. You both appear to be very well grounded in your love. My recommendation would be to come see me every few weeks. I just want to make sure that you're both progressing toward meeting your goals, but you certainly can decide for yourself." She stood.

Blaine and Kurt stood in response still very close to each other holding hands. "How about we call you if we want to talk again." Blaine looked at Kurt to find agreement.

"That would be fine Blaine. If you want to meet separately, that's okay too. Just call me and we'll set up times. Until then, keep on taking care of yourselves first and then each other. You guys will be great together. I'm sure of that."

Blaine opened the door for Kurt as they walked out hand in hand with smiles on their faces.

They returned home after stopping at Panera Bread for some salads for dinner. Settling on the sofa, Kurt flipped on the TV and they sat down to eat their salads. "I'm so glad we didn't have practice tonight. I just needed a break."

"I needed a break more. I've been stuck on the choreography team all this time and I'm exhausted. I can barely keep up with Mike and Brittany. "

"You poor baby, come here." Kurt took Blaine's salad that was mostly eaten and pulled him down on top of him so they could lie on the couch. They kissed open mouthed just exploring each other again. It was sweet and what they needed. Dr. Stewarts appointment, filled their hearts and minds about the future and that it would happen for them. "I love you so much Blaine. You know that right?"

"Uhuh." Blaine muttered between nips at Kurt's lip. "I feel like we're never home lately. I feel like we haven't been home since New Year's." Blaine licked at Kurt's lips before plunging his tongue inside of Kurt's mouth again, feeling him with his tongue. "Do you think Carole cares that we keep leaving Gibby at their house."

"No. I'm sure he's good company when they're there and Carole stayed home a few more weeks to spend time with Finn." Kurt reached up for Blaine's lips again not wanting to part from them. "I love kissing you Blaine. You're lips are perfect."

"No. You taste so good all the time. You have the softest, tastiest lips." Kurt's lips were swollen from kissing, but he didn't care. Kissing Blaine was the most important thing. Just then a whine came from the ground. They both turned to see a little curly haired dog. "Shit. Carole must have dropped Gibby off. Look." Blaine's puppy was wagging his tail. Blaine and Kurt turned out to be bad parents to their pets. They found themselves leaving Gibby at Kurt's parent's house because of the fenced yard and the fact that Carole was home the last few weeks. "Hi baby. Come here." Kurt picked him up and the three of them snuggled together on the couch. "Did you miss us Gib?" Kurt said in a very high pitched voice.

"Of course he did. We have to stop leaving him at your parent's house." Blaine knew they were being bad.

"But my dad put in a doggie door and everything. I'm sure Finn likes the company whenever mom and dad are gone. Plus he's only been there a little over a week." Kurt said it to ease the guilt he'd had. Since New Years, they were so preoccupied with Paul and the Psychologist and school. They had only kept Gibby a few weeks.

"Kurt, he stayed at your dad's house on New Year's, after New Year's with the whole Paul issue, last week, this week.

"But we needed that time Blaine." Kurt said sadly.

"We did need that time. Your dad knew it. It's okay. We're home now and he's with us again Mac is good in his window upstairs. We're a family again." Blaine assured Kurt .

"Gibby's tiny. He never takes up too much space." Kurt said as Blaine scratched behind his ears while the three snuggled together on the couch. "I'm glad that Carole has been generous enough to keep him while she's been home for a few weeks. He'd have been lonely here with just Mac. Mac is so quiet too. It would be so boring for Gibby while we're at our practices every night."

"Mac is a bird so he's so easy. Food and water and he's good." Blaine responded. "Besides, I'm sure he enjoys listening to us talk and stuff."

"So if my bird starts grunting, we're definitely having too much sex." Kurt thought it was funny.

"Hopefully , he's not hearing us all the way over in the music room window."

"Unless we're having sex in the music room." Kurt said as a reminder of their night last week. "Come on. Let's snuggle in bed with Gibby and remind him who we are. And remind me to call Carole in the morning. I didn't see a note, but she must have left one when she dropped him off."

"I'll remind you. Let's go." Blaine pulled him up as they both grabbed dinner platters to throw them out. Blaine held Gibby while they headed up the stairs.