Chapter 70 - Dr. Stewart

"You didn't." Blaine chuckled. He was propped up on his elbow rubbing circles into Kurt's chest.

"I did. I told the jerk off and then Rachel and I went off to the printer my dad used and bought tons of stuff." Kurt sighed because buying all that stuff ended up being an extravagant therapy and release for him. The satisfaction of knowing that he spent a lot of money at someone else's store made him happy. "Sorry. I know I shouldn't be happy, but I hate that guy."

"I don't care. I'm just glad you did that. I've told you so many times how strong you are and you never believe me." Blaine was truly happy to see Kurt taking control of his actions and not being the victim. Blaine always knew he had it in him.

"Thank you Blaine."

"For what?"

"Always believing in me. You're amazing and I'm so lucky to have you."

Blaine leaned forward kissing Kurt on the cheek. "We're both lucky." Blaine glanced at the clock. "We better shower and get ready for school." Blaine pulled Kurt up as he crossed to the other side of the bed. Without really thinking about it they both started to move pillows and make the bed. "Tonight is Dr. Stewart. Don't forget."

Kurt nodded smiling a little. "Boy, you were cutting it close weren't you?"

"Huh?"

"Last night's outing with the boys was probably to satisfy your assignment." Blaine looked like he was caught. Kurt belly laughed at it.

"I was so in awe of my fiancées strength recently that I totally forgot that I had to do something too. You know my fiancée, he's pretty awesome. Do you know him?" Blaine flirted.

Kurt crossed to him and wrapped his arms around him from behind. "Hope he's not the jealous kind of guy, because I think you're kind of cute and I wouldn't mind getting with you." Kurt whispered and kissed right behind his ear.

"It could be our little secret you know." Blaine breathed into Kurt's neck sucking a little.

"I can keep a secret if you can." Kurt scraped his teeth on the delicate skin behind Blaine's ear. Blaine could only moan and barely nod his agreement. He was turned on now.

"I'm feeling a bit powerful these past few days, you know." Kurt admitted as they both returned to the present. Their flirting was fun and made them both feel a little mischievious.

Blaine leaned his head back. "Is that so?"

Kurt pushed his hips against Blaine's ass rubbing his hardening cock against him. He breathlessly whispered, "Yeah."

"Well, there's a nice hot shower in there that has our name on it." Blaine grabbed his hands impatiently and pulled him into the bathroom.

Blaine couldn't remember the events that led to where he was right now. Kurt was relentless with his teasing. He could always tease with the best of them and Blaine was no match for him.

Blaine's hands were pressed up against the shower wall as he screamed when Kurt's cock slammed firmly against his ass. "Fuck Kurt. You feel so fucking good." It had been awhile since Blaine bottomed and he could barely keep his head wrapped around all of the sensations surrounding him. The steam of the shower, the water from the shower head, Kurt's hands gripping his hips, the cool shower tiles under his hands and the sound of Kurt's small grunts as he labored behind him and the slap of wet flesh upon wet flesh were all that Blaine could mentally process right now. It was pleasurable, very pleasurable. Kurt's hips surged forward as he desperately hoped he could find Blaine's pleasure spot. It was then that Blaine let out a moan that was too obscene for words.

"Right there baby?" Kurt smirked as he thrust again in the same angle.

"Ohh, Yes. Keep going." Blaine demanded.

Kurt continued slower as he worked hard at pleasuring Blaine. "I'm close Blaine." Kurt pressed his chest up against Blaine's back and wrapped his arm around his waist to fist Blaine's cock. "So close baby. Will you come with me?"

"Keep going. Faster." Blaine's eyes were closed focused on Kurt's punishing lips on his neck and cock in his ass. Blaine felt his orgasm just on the edge. A few seconds later, or that's what Blaine thought, he woke up sitting on the floor of the shower stall with water still raining down on him.

Kurt was running his fingers through his hair as he smiled, though it looked like there were tears in his eyes. "You had me worried for a second there."

"Oh my God, did I black out?" Blaine was dumbfounded.

"Yeah. I guess so. You started to fall and I grabbed you and settled you down gently. I was really worried Blaine." Kurt kept staring intently at his eyes, then leaned forward to pull Blaine in his arms.

Blaine accepted the hug and was surprised to feel Kurt take a deep stuttering breath and then feel him sob. It was moments later that he heard him crying. He pushed Kurt away. "Wait a minute, baby. What's wrong?"

Kurt shook his head and wiped away the tears, not that it mattered since the water was still running. "I was scared, Blaine. You scared me. You went totally limp. I thought maybe you had a heart attack and died."

Blaine laughed. "Kurt, I'm a teenager. I'm not going to have a heart attack." He pulled Kurt back to him cradling his head. "I'm sorry I scared you."

"I can't live without you Blaine. I just can't."

"I love you Kurt. If something did happen to me, you'd be fine. I know you would. You're so strong." He kissed Kurt on the forehead. "I think you know how strong you are, just trust yourself."

"I liked being strong and powerful this week. It was a good challenge for me, but I like you being in charge more, I guess. Seeing you collapse made me realize how much I enjoy being pampered by you and held by you and, I can admit, taken care of by you." Kurt buried his head in Blaine's neck as Blaine continued to stroke his hair and neck.

"Well, I like taking care of you, so I guess you're stuck with me for now."

"Forever, right?"

"Right. Now we need to get out of here or we'll be late for school."

They got out and changed pretty quickly to make it to school in barely enough time.

School was rather uneventful today and it was later in the day that they found themselves in a familiar office. They were sitting on the couch holding hands.

"So boys, let's go ahead and discuss the assignment I gave you both last week." Dr. Stewart started. Kurt and Blaine found themselves in the familiar office after a long day at school.

"Kurt should go first because he was incredible." Blaine stated proudly as he squeezed Kurt's hand in support.

"Well, since Blaine is so excited, I want to hear about it."

"Okay. First, I went to see Paul. I confronted him and I made sure he knew that even if he wasn't getting the proper treatment that he was wrong."

Dr. Stewart looked worried. "Kurt, I didn't think you would tackle something so difficult yet. Why did you do it?"

"I did it because he's getting deported and I found out he's bi polar and they were giving him the wrong medications that caused him to go really crazy. All of that seemed to have led to my attack."

"Kurt, you shouldn't feel sympathy for your attacker." Dr. Stewart cautioned him.

"I tried not to, but he's been neglected by doctors and his family for so long. My dad got him into a maximum security mental health hospital for him to finish his sentence and he's going to be monitored twenty four hours a day. They're going to treat him and I'll be able to hear back." Kurt smiled about the memory of being so powerful and strong that day. "Dr. Stewart. It wasn't like me giving in. Trust me, I gave it to him. He knows that I'm still mad at him for what he did to me. He knows that I will never forgive him, but I'm trying to understand the whole problem with his illness and why the medication caused him to do what he did."

Even though Dr. Stewart didn't like that Kurt seemed to facing his demons, she worried that it would eventually turn out bad. It made her happier that Paul would be in another country. "So, how does it make you feel?'

"I feel strong. I was honest with him and told him I still hated him. He knows. I'm proud that I had the compassion to see that he gets the help he needs. A lot of people failed him Dr. Stewart. I want to make sure he never does this to anyone else." Kurt was a little defensive because she seemed to not support his action.

"Very good Kurt. I feel pretty confident about what you did. You seem to be handling it well and you seem happy about it. That's the first step in recovery. You seem very empowered by it."

"I am. I also went back to the printer that refused to take my wedding invitation order because I was gay. I told him off and I kind of threatened to put him out of business. Then I went to a very nice printer and order a thousand dollars of wedding invitations, ribbons, boxes and napkins."

Blaine's eyes went wide. "A thousand dollars?"

"Um.. I guess I forgot to tell you that part of it. Is that too much?"

Blaine shook his head laughing. "No it's not, but I think your therapeutic shopping may make me broke one day, but I don't care, baby. Even if we had no money, I'd be the richest man on earth because I had you." Kurt slapped him. "Ow... why'd you do that?"

"...because it's a stolen line. I can't remember what it's stolen from, but I know it's stolen. Sweet, but stolen. My future husband should not resort to stealing other people's lines when he can make up perfect ones on his own." Kurt smiled at Blaine to let him know he wasn't really mad.

Dr. Stewart brought them back to the task at hand. "Wow Kurt. You had quite the week."

"I think I was running on the adrenaline from the Paul thing, but I'm happy about what I did. I have no regrets."

Dr. Stewart worried about the change in their relationship if Kurt changed too much. "How has your relationship been with this newfound power?"

"It's been great?" Kurt didn't understand but responded questioningly but confidently.

"Blaine?" Dr. Stewart wanted to hear it from him.

"It's fantastic." Blaine told the truth. "I've always known Kurt was strong. It's been nice getting to see his strength in action."

"Dr. Stewart, there was something I realized this morning when we were, um, when we were together." Kurt squirmed a little because he didn't want her to know about their sexual life. "Well, I realized how much I love to be strong like this, but I like to be taken care of as well. In fact, I still prefer Blaine in charge and I like to be pampered, but being the strong one is fun too. At least for a part of the time."

Blaine nodded that he understood what Kurt was saying. "He learned he was stronger than he ever thought he was."

"Boy's, it sounds like a lot of positive things happened. So what about you Blaine?"

"I went out with the guys and had a blast. I didn't worry about Kurt and had fun without him. I learned that I still really enjoy hanging out with friends and doing things without Kurt. But, I have to say that coming home to Kurt was nice. I think we have a special attachment that becomes stronger when we're away from each other. It's like we can do things, but we need to come back together to refuel in order to make it apart. Does any of that even make sense?"

Dr. Stewart paused from taking notes and to think about the right way to respond. "I think you have a special relationship. You have such trust and faith in each other that you gain strength and encouragement from each other. This is good boys. I really love your dedication to each other. You seem to be a very well matched couple and the wonderful thing about the two of you is that you can exist without each other, but you thrive best when you're together. You gain strength and power from your relationship. While Kurt seemed to have the best achievements this past week, I'm very proud of both of you for taking the task seriously and doing it. For next week, let's make a list of fears and hopes. Both of you spend an entire week doing this as you think of it. To make is easier, Here are two four by six cards. Write fears on one and hopes on the other. Carry them with you the entire week so that you can jot down your thoughts as soon as they hit you."

"Do you think we still need therapy?" Kurt asked.

"I think you have gained a lot of ground in a few days, but I want to make sure we understand everything that you fear or worry about before we can call it quits, Okay? Remember, you both have been through a lot of things." She paused for a moment so that they could think about what she said. "Now I need you to be honest when you put down your hopes and fears. Don't worry about neatness or if what you write is stupid. Fill the whole card up, draw pictures, words, sentences or anything you want. Put your personal flair into it. I'll see you both next week okay?"

Both Blaine and Kurt nodded their understanding. Secretly, they both looked forward to doing the assignment. They seemed to be closer than ever.