"Kurt? Kurt!" Burt saw Kurt fell into Rachel and she started screaming help. "Kurt!" Burt yelled as he jumped to pick Kurt up. He cradled Kurt head in his arms. His only son, his only remembrance of Elizabeth. "Come on Kurt. It's okay son."

JR yelled "We need some help here! Catherine, call 911. There's usually an ambulance at the field." She dialed and JR yelled up to the announcer in the booth. "We need an ambulance."

People started to notice the commotion in the stands. Blaine was headed to the sidelines when he looked up to notice something going on in the stands. He couldn't focus on what was going on up there. He had a game to focus on. The trainers wouldn't shut up as they sat him on the bench while the game continued on. "Blaine. Focus. How many fingers am I holding up?"

Blaine was frustrated but answered. "Two."

"What's your middle name?"

"Jonathan. This is ridiculous. I'm completely fine. My hip just hurt when I stood up. I'm just sore from not playing for 3 weeks."

The Coach yelled over. "How's Anderson?"

Blaine yelled over the trainer, just a bit frustrated about them treating him like a boy in a plastic bubble. "FINE!"

The trainer looked at him. "He's fine coach."

"I think you'll…." Coach Bieste looked up in the stands to see what was going on and Blaine turned to look too. The ambulance was moving through the gates toward the track and the bench. She turned to the trainer. "Find out what's going on. See if they need help?"

The trainer ran to the sideline as the announcer said. "Please keep the track area clear for the ambulance."

Everyone was looking the direction of commotion and everyone was standing up. Blaine wished he knew where his family was sitting today. He hoped they weren't in the middle of all of whatever was going on, which was probably a fight.

"Anderson, good game. That was your last play. Sit out and rest. Only 3 minutes left in the game. Let's let Finn and the boys take care of the rest of the game for you."

Upset, Blaine yelled. "Okay Coach."

The offensive line coach walked up to him. "Blaine, you don't have to play every single down in a game. You had a great first game back. Just rest up for next week. Stay healthy."

The trainer came back with some information. "Coach!" Blaine was barely listening still upset over sitting on the bench the rest of the game. "Some student is passed out. Not sure why, but he's breathing and awake now."

"They give you a name?"

"Yeah, I think they said Hummel?"

Blaine jumped up. "What did you say?"

"One of the student's passed out."

Blaine shook his head. "No the name!"

"Hummel."

Blaine stood up and ran to the ambulance. He got to the doors just as Kurt strapped in a gurney got to the doors. "I'm fine! Really. Totally fine!"

"Kurt, just relax." Burt was yelling.

"I just need to see Blaine, dad. I'm fine." Blaine got there and was being pushed back.

"Wait a minute. I'm Blaine. I'm his boyfriend." It wasn't worth it to deal with the stares that he would get if he said it was his fianc�.

"Blaine! Will you please tell them I'm fine." Kurt was crying and red with embarrassment.

"Hey. Hey. Hey.. Shhhh. What happened?"

"Not sure. I think I had a panic attack. Again." Kurt calmed down as soon as Blaine touched his hair. "You're okay Blaine?" Kurt reached for Blaine's hand.

"Yeah. I'm fine Baby. Look at you. "

"Are you sure you're okay?" Kurt sounded tired.

"Who's strapped in the gurney?" Blaine smiled and caressed the side of his face. Kurt's eyes closed to the touch as he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"I feel really exhausted."

Just then an EMT cut in. "It was probably a panic attack, but we have to take him in. They'll need to monitor him a few hours. He should be exhausted from the panic attack, but we also gave him something to calm him down."

Kurt was struggling to stay awake. "Blaine…. Don't.. Leave…." He was fighting to stay awake.

"Can I go with him?" The EMT nodded. "Hey, can you take a nap for me, Sweetheart?"

"K. Love you." Blaine leaned down and kissed him near his ear.

Kurt was awake long enough to hear Blaine. "I'll love you forever, Baby."

"Blaine. We'll meet you there, Okay?" Burt called from the fenced area. Blaine nodded as he saw his parents and grandparents nod that they would be there too.

"Yeah. okay Burt."

They monitored Kurt's heart in the ambulance all the way to the hospital as Blaine stayed at his side holding his hand. If he had been there when all this happened, it would never have gone as far as him passing out. Blaine was thankful that at least his whole family cared as much to call 911. He knew Kurt would be embarrassed after all of this and he knew Kurt would want to see him if he woke up during the ride. When they arrived in the Emergency room, Blaine was told to go to the desk to fill out the paperwork. Blaine wondered the whole time if Kurt had to go through this with him. It was quite frightening with all of the medical personnel around. "You are?"

"Blaine Anderson. I'm here for Kurt Hummel. I'm his fianc�."

"Can you fill out the paperwork we need."

"Sure. I think." Oh my God. Blaine scanned the document. He bit his lower lip and started to write. What on earth was Kurt's middle name? He knew it was E, but never thought to ask Kurt what it was. Did Kurt know his middle name too? Yes.. he did.

"Having trouble Blaine?"

He hated to admit it, but he was. "I guess this is a good test for me. Right Burt?"

"Yeah. You know he knew every answer on yours. No pressure Kid." Burt chuckled because he suspected that Blaine never asked Kurt his middle name or some of his history. Kurt was always very guarded about some things even Blaine. On the other hand, Blaine was so open and loved Kurt so fully that nothing in the past would have ever mattered to him. As long as Kurt was his now and forever, he didn't care. "You can ask me and I'll tell you."

"Burt, I feel so inadequate right now. I don't know Kurt's middle name. I know it's an E, but I don't actually know it." Blaine's face was filled with guilt.

"But you know so many other things about Kurt. I'm pretty sure if you were in the stands with us, you would have known how to help him. I really wasn't sure what was going on."

"He hasn't had a really bad one since the trip. He's felt some anxiety in the night just a few times, but mostly he doesn't get them. Do you know what caused it?"

"I'm afraid so, Kid. You."

"Me?"

"Yeah. He started panicking when you got up too slowly on that last hit. I told him that you were fine. Actually, we all told him, but you know Kurt. He worries about you, a lot!"

"That's a good thing, right?"

"Yeah. Good and bad. Good because you will always know the love he has for you, but bad because.. Well, you've seen the diet regimen he has me on."

Blaine laughed. "Okay. I'm going to say it's good, because that means he must love me as much as I love him."

"He does, I'm sure of it."

"So, E?"

"It's Elijah. Yeah.. kinda biblical and Kurt doesn't believe, but when Elizabeth and I named him, she wasn't sure we would have another child, Kurt rhymed with Burt, Elizabeth wanted to pick something of her. We couldn't use Elizabeth, so we searched for a name that would be somewhat similar. We landed with Elijah." Blaine just nodded. "He hates it." It made Burt smile.

"I don't care, you know. Kurt's more than his name, even though he forgets sometimes." Blaine did okay with all the current medical things, but when it got to some of the Kurt's history, he was lost. He did great with family history. He knew about cancer, heart attack and things of his family, but not Kurt. "I don't know this stuff and I don't have my wallet."

Burt pulled Blaine's wallet out of his pocket. "Here you go. I ran into the locker room and the trainer helped me find your stuff, so I also have your clothes in the car if you want to change. He has no history and no allergies."

Blaine smiled. "Thanks Burt."

"Well, I'll leave you to this and when you're ready we can go find you man."

Blaine finished, but it wasn't without thought. He was going to ask Kurt even more about his past. Even though it didn't matter, he still wanted to hear all the stories, good and bad.

"I feel terrible making everyone worry and I feel like a baby." Blaine sat next to his bed in the ER while they continued to monitor his heart rate.

JR spoke for the Anderson clan. "Kurt, we were really worried when you said you couldn't breathe. Don't feel bad, enjoy the pampering. It's not every day that you get people visiting you and putting you first."

"I know, but I've had these before, I'm just not good at controlling them without.." He turned to Blaine. He realized that it would make him sound so dependent.

"Without me. When he gets them, he can't seem to focus on the breathing and that causes everything else to go crazy. If he can't get the breathing under control, I guess that leads to passing out. I've always been able to get him past the worst part of the panic attack."

"Blaine is a good distraction."

Catherine laughed at that. "You have no idea how distracting he can be. Blaine could be found hanging from a tree with his hair on fire. That wouldn't even be a distraction."

"Okay, I'll need everyone to move to the waiting area for a moment while I talk to Mr. Hummel. His father can stay."

"I'm his father and you are?"

"I'm Dr. Caldwell." They shook hands.

"Dr. Caldwell, this is Blaine Anderson, my son's fianc�. I would like him to stay with us."

"Usually, we…"

"If we both can't stay, then I guess I defer to him. I'll leave." Blaine felt so much love for Burt in that moment because he knew how hard it was for Burt to let go of his control for Kurt, his only son.

"I suppose if you don't mind." Dr. Caldwell hesitated to continue.

"Why would I mind? Blaine is saving me and my wallet from certain bankruptcy."

"Thanks Dad." Kurt responded. Blaine just laughed.

"Hummel. That's interesting. Isn't there a State Representative in this area named…"

"I'm him."

"Oh, well then I'm sorry sir, you may have anyone you wish in here."

"No apologies necessary."

Blaine just kept his eyes trained on his future husband while listening to the doctor. "As far as we can determine, it appears that this was a panic attack. Has he had any prior attacks?" She looked at Burt, but it was Blaine who spoke.

"He hasn't had any in a long while. It's generally stress related, which I'm sure you know. He hasn't had a panic attack since summer." Blaine rubbed Kurt's arm lovingly.

"And has he been under a lot stress?"

"We had a misunderstanding earlier this week, but everything was fine. We talked it through and settled things. I was hurt a few weeks ago and I know he was really worried about me. That's what brought this on. He thought I was hurt again when he had this panic attack."

"Do you mind if I ask for details?"

"Not at all. I was brought to this hospital about a month ago with a severe concussion from playing football. He was with me the entire incident and has been really upset about me getting back on the playing field." Kurt entwined their fingers.

"Sports related then?"

Blaine made a face because the fact that he just came from a football game could hardly be ignored.. Was he not wearing a football uniform? "Um.. Yeah football."

"May I speak with Mr. Hummel alone?" Blaine looked at Burt and Burt looked at the doctor questioning. "It's a formality."

"Sure." Burt motioned for Blaine to leave with him.

Blaine leaned in and kissed Kurt gently. "I'll be right back, Baby. Okay?"

"I'll be okay."

Burt and Blaine left the area and Kurt turned to the doctor. "Kurt, are you feeling better?"

"Yes. As Blaine said, I've had these before. It's been a while, but I have had panic attacks before."

"Yes, he did, but you didn't." Kurt was so confused. "I'm going to be direct Kurt because you're young and I want to make sure you know you have rights."

"What?"

"I am here to help you if you need help. Is your relationship okay? Are you safe?"

"Wait, what? Of course I am. You are asking if I'm getting, or if Blaine is abusing me, aren't you?"

"I just want to be certain, because you didn't seem to speak too much during all of this. That's sometimes a sign that you aren't allowed to speak for yourself."

"Not for me. Blaine is the most caring and loving person I know. He's everything to me. He's sensitive and knows me inside and out. That's why he answered for me. He knew I was already embarrassed by the situation. I wouldn't be here if he were right next to me because he knows how to calm me down. Oh my God. No. I'm completely fine. Blaine would never."

"Okay, Mr. Hummel. If you're certain, you're okay?"

"I am. Blaine is the heir to an NFL team, an international law firm and a US law firm. I'm actually a little offended that you didn't look up his information before accusing him of something like that." Kurt was in his diva mode. "And my dad, you knew who he was and you thought.. Well, I appreciate your time. May I be released now?" The doctor saw how upset Kurt was.

"I think you'll be fine to go home. A nurse will be in to explain the signs to look for and about your follow-up."

"Thank you. Please send my fianc� back in and the rest of my family." Kurt just needed to see Blaine. He was so upset after all the questions and assumptions that the doctor made. He was in tears when Blaine came back into the room.

"Kurt, Baby. Are you okay?" Blaine immediately wrapped his arms around Kurt and kissed him.

"I'm fine. I'll tell you later. I love you."

"I love you too."

"Kurt, it's good to see you okay." Jack walked over to his bedside and patted him on the shoulder. "Ellen and I need to go. We'll see you at Homecoming okay?"

"Yes Jack. I'm so sorry I scared you."

Ellen leaned in to kiss him on the forehead. "You be good, okay? Call me next week so we can talk about the wedding, okay?"

"I will."

"We love you Kurt. Take care of Blaine. He's a danger to himself."

"I love you both too! I'll call you." Kurt sighed. He looked to JR and Catherine. "JR, Catherine, you have a long drive ahead of you. Please don't stay for me. You need to get going."

"We really should." JR turned to Catherine.

"I'm kicking you out right now. I'm completely fine. Don't worry." JR hugged Kurt and Catherine kissed him on the forehead. "A lot of forehead kissing." Kurt laughed.

"It's what mom's do Kurt. Just deal with it." Catherine remarked.

"Home sweet Home Kurt."

"I still feel so stupid."

"Don't feel stupid, Baby. I'm so glad it wasn't anything else." Blaine grabbed Kurt lifting him by his thighs and wrapping Kurt's legs around his waist, pushing up against the door they just closed. "Because, if it were something else, I wouldn't be able to do this." Blaine ground his hips into Kurt. He was sandwiched between Blaine's strong body and the door. Kurt was a prisoner, but he would do anything to stay in this cell forever.

"You are so hot Babe." All Kurt could do was wrap his long lean legs around Blaine and hold on. "Let me take care of you. Maybe if I hadn't left you all hot and bothered, you would have been more relaxed and this wouldn't have happened."

Kurt was already breathless. "Not your fault, but you feel so.. Mmgh.. good." Blaine didn't play fair, he was thrusting his hips up to Kurt's looking for friction and Kurt's hardness. He found it.

Blaine was kissing Kurt's neck nipping with his teeth lightly as Kurt moaned and threw his head to the side to allow easier access to his lover. "You looked so vulnerable and I thought I was an awful person for wanting to take you then."

"Huh-uh. I love you. Uungh. Blaine, no fair. I'm completely at your disposal."

"Like it like that." Blaine mumbled between kisses. Kurt was still pressed up against the door. "Bed.. gonna take you to bed." Kurt moved to try to put his legs down but Blaine held tight grabbing Kurt's ass with one hand and wrapping his arm to hold under his thigh. "You're not getting away from me." Kurt's breath hitched under Blaine's breath and words on his neck and his firm hold.

He had to stop several times up the stairs to get his balance, but it didn't matter, they had all night. All night to make love as much as they wanted. "Uhhh.. Blaine. Please."

"I've got you. Hold on tight Kurt." Kurt clamped his legs tight around Blaine as they made it up the last few steps into the bedroom where Blaine inched forward until hitting the bed with his knees and collapsing with Kurt pushed into the bed. Blaine positioned himself on top of Kurt, not even bothering with the buttons on Kurt's jeans. He pushed his hand into the front of Kurt's pants and wrapped his fingers around Kurt's cock. Kurt moaned at the first touch of Blaine's hand.

"Fuck, Blaine. Need pants gone. " Blaine didn't listen but rather continued to stroke while pulling at the collar of Kurt's t-shirt. "Oh my God, Blaine. We need to be naked right now! I need to feel you. I need to feel your skin on me. Right fucking now!"

"Wow. You sure are bossy tonight, my love." Kurt whined as Blaine's body heat moved quickly away. "No need to whine." Blaine threw his t-shirt off quickly and pushed his sweatpants off. This was one time he was thankful for the extra help of Burt getting his gym back from the locker room. He started to help Kurt remove his pants, unbuttoning and unzipping expertly as he attempted to peel away the pants that gripped Kurt like a second skin. "Baby, every now and then, you've got to wear something not skin tight."

"But then my ass won't look good for you."

"I know what your ass looks like. No one else needs to know how good it looks." Blaine flipped Kurt over on this stomach and covered him with his body. He kissed his neck and tugged his ear with his teeth. Kurt moaned. "You like that?"

"Yes Blaine."

Blaine kissed his way down Kurt's neck to his spine and pressed open mouth kisses down every indentation along Kurt's smooth, soft back until he reached the small of his back. Blaine licked from Kurt's crack to the small of his back and blew cold air over him causing Kurt to shiver. "You're so beautiful Kurt. I'm going to take care of you baby. Whatever you want. Tell me what you want."

"I need you inside me." That was all Blaine needed to know. He grabbed the lube from the bedside table and coated his fingers. He drizzle a little lube down Kurt's crack catching some with his finger and pressing over Kurt's hole gently until the tip of his finger pushed in. Kurt gasped at the intense feeling. He hadn't realized how much he wanted Blaine. "I want you Blaine. All of you. I want to feel you." Kurt felt like every part of his body was on fire. The pressure had been building up ever since the car earlier. He needed Blaine in a major way. Kurt hadn't even registered in his own head that he was fucking himself on Blaine's hand.

"Baby, you are so hot right now. You want me?" Blaine's entire body was on fire.

"Blaine. Now. I need to feel you now. Please don't make me wait anymore. I feel like I've been waiting forever." Kurt had tears in his eyes and they began to trail out.

Blaine reached down wrapping his arms around Kurt and bringing his back flush to his chest. He turned Kurt's head toward him kissing him deeply pushing his tongue into Kurt's mouth tasting his lover. He took his time until he felt Kurt's need as he whined into Blaine's mouth. "Ready Love?" Blaine got on his knees behind Kurt holding his chest tightly while guiding his cock to Kurt's waiting entrance. Kurt's hand took hold of Blaine cock as he helped Blaine guide it inside him.

"Mmmmnnhh. Yes Blaine. So good, so big." Kurt anticipated movement as Blaine shallowly pumped inside Kurt. He needed Blaine so much. "This is what I wanted, what I needed." Kurt was filled up moaning as Blaine now moved in long strokes inside Kurt. His hand moved from Kurt's chest to his cock where he placed his fist over Kurt's beautifully erect cock.

"Kurt you are so gorgeous and you're all mine. No one can do this to you besides me." Kurt was moaning loudly as Blaine continued to move with slow long strokes into Kurt. The tightness was just right. Kurt sounded as though he was near the edge already, but Blaine wasn't ready for it to be over. He stilled himself while inside Kurt, tucking his head into Kurt's neck breathing in the wonderful scent that was Kurt. It was intoxicating. "I don't want this to end yet Baby."

"Me either, but.." Kurt was breathing heavy and a small whine left his lips.

"Shhh. Don't worry, Kurt. I have you. Just shhhh." Kurt leaned his head back onto Blaine's shoulder. "Hey. Move up on the pillows. Lay down on your back." Kurt did as he was told. He was barely coherent to even think for himself. Blaine lifted Kurt's ass high enough to put a pillow under him while he hoisted his legs onto his shoulder stopping to move back into Kurt. Kurt moaned at the fullness again. "Tell me when I can move, Love."

Kurt reached out and grabbed Blaine's thigh urging him forward. "I'm ready Blaine." Blaine began again. He was caressing Kurt's long soft legs as he surged forward again and again to the musical sound of Kurt's cries. "More Blaine." Blaine leaned down pushing Kurt's knees to his chest and changing the angle he was entering Kurt. Blaine knew that would probably do it for Kurt as his cock brushed over his prostate penetrating Kurt deeply and firmly. If there was ever a sensation that Kurt never wanted to end was the feel of Blaine's smooth cock brushing over his prostate over and over again. Kurt whined for more.

Blaine' hips were now pounding into Kurt harder as the sound of damp slapping flesh was all that you could hear over the moans coming from both boys. Their hearts were racing. It was only a few moments until Blaine wrapped his hand around Kurt's cock and began to pump in rhythm to his own thrusting. "I love making love to you Kurt. Only you, Love." Kurt cried out as he came all over his chest and as he came, he clamped down tight around Blaine's cock, causing Blaine to scream out his orgasm. Blaine's hips jerked unevenly until he emptied deep inside Kurt and collapsed on top of his fianc�. They were both breathing heavily until sleep started to wash over them. Blaine slowly stood and crossed the room to get a wet towel. Returning, he cleaned them both and threw the soiled towel in the direction of the trash can. Blaine got under the covers and pulled Kurt into him while they settled in to sleep wrapped in each other's arms.

You could hear a faint whisper. "Love you Kurt. You're everything to me."

"So good Blaine.. So perfect." Kurt mumbled before he fell into a deep sleep with his head tucked into Blaine chest. In sleep, he even knew that the best sleep involved being able to breath in everything Blaine. Their last thoughts were about each other.