Kurt awoke completely confused in the late afternoon. The stress from the last 24 hours had taken a beating on him. A glance at the clock showed that he was asleep for three hours. Blaine groaned. "I'm hungry."

"I'll go down and get you something to eat. Is a sandwich okay?"

"No, I'll go down."

"Blaine, you are not supposed to be moving or thinking. You should be resting." Kurt held Blaine down as soon as he attempted to get up.

"I'm not an invalid Kurt. I can do things for myself."

"Not now you can't." Kurt held Blaine down.

"KKuuuuuurt! I want to move around. I want to do things." Blaine was being so whiney.

"Blaine. It's only been a day since your injury. How are you going to last a whole week without doing anything?" Kurt stood and had his hands on his hips scolding Blaine.

"I know, but I'm going to go stir crazy. Where's my phone. We were supposed to go to Dalton today. Crap, I forgot." Kurt pulled Blaine's phone out of his pocket and waved it in the air.

"You are not to talk on the phone, no texting, no TV, no reading, nothing Blaine. You are going to lay here in bed and rest! I took care of Dalton. I called Jeff and he understood. They miss you. I told them that I would call as soon as you are allowed to have any mental stimulation."

"This is stupid. How am I supposed to turn my brain off?" Blaine looked like he was going to cry from either Kurt handling him or just the situation itself.

Kurt felt bad for Blaine knowing how hard this must be. He sat down and wrapped his arms around Blaine whispering in his ear. "I know this is difficult sweetheart, but I will be right back. I'll lay down with you until you fall asleep. You really need to sleep as much as you can until Thursday when you get to see the doctor."

"Fine." Blaine pouted and laid back down just staring toward the window. He was really irritable which was one of the symptoms.

Kurt returned with food. He propped pillows up behind Blaine and they sat together on the bed and just ate mostly in silence. "Is it okay?" Kurt hadn't realized how hungry he was too.

"It's really good." Blaine shyly responded. It was very uncharacteristic of Blaine to be shy. "I-I'm sorry Kurt. I'm sorry I yelled at you. I just don't know what I'm going to do for a week of not doing anything but lying here. I can't even play my guitar or the piano to keep me company."

Kurt cupped Blaine's chin. "I know it'll be difficult, but think of it this way. The sooner you get better the sooner you can get back to your normal life." Kurt kissed Blaine gently on the forehead. "Please Baby."

"Maybe if you touch me, I'll relax more and sleep better." Blaine looked hopeful.

"The information sheet is so wrong about sex drive. I swear it says something about a change in sex drive. That poor nurse having to go through all that and it's the only thing you think about." Kurt was a little frustrated but also laughed because how could he resist Blaine in this state. "Quit being cute and lie down. I'll rub your back to help you relax."

"My back? That's not really what I was going for." Kurt gave Blaine his mean look and Blaine knew he couldn't win.

Blaine turned on his side and Kurt began running his fingers up and down his back. "We have a lifetime for anything you want to do. I promise, I'll call the doctor on Monday and ask about love-making. Okay?"

Blaine was settling in to Kurt's touch. "Okay. Thanks Babe. Will you be okay?"

"I think I can go 48 hours without sex Blaine. I did manage to go for a long time without it before you." Kurt giggled.

"Don't leave me Kurt. I don't want to be here alone." Blaine was whining and it broke Kurt's heart. On the other hand, Kurt took it as a good sign that Blaine was at least feeling better.

"I'm just going to do some laundry downstairs. Your football uniform is stinky and I need clothes to wear to school."

"What? You can't go to school on Monday and leave me by myself."

"Honey.. You'll be sleeping most of the day anyway."

Blaine had tears in his eyes. "But I don't want to be here alone. You can't leave me. Are you going to say in sickness and in health when we get married?"

"Blaine.. You're just being silly."

"I just want you here. It's the only time I really feel right. When you here with me."

"You are so adorable. I can't stand it. Your head must be messed up."

"No. I don't think I tell you know enough how much more whole I am when you're with me." Blaine had tears slowly dripping down the sides of his head. "Skip school and stay with me or I'll die of loneliness."

"Oh my God Blaine. The drama."

"You don't love me enough to stay with me."

"Baby, you know how much I love you. I thought I lost you last night. I won't ever leave you. I won't….Ever. I'll see what the school says about me missing school, okay?" Blaine nodded with his eyelid obviously heavy with sleep now. "Now shhhh. I'll sing for you okay? You sleep."

Kurt quietly started the first song that came to him:

All I want now is to be with you

Cause you know I've been everywhere else

Looking back at what you got me through

You knew me better than I knew myself

When I feel lost and I can't find my way

When words are at a loss I can hear you say

Blaine reached around his back for Kurt's hand. Kurt laced their fingers together while still rubbing with his other hand.

I'll be by your side, when all hope has died

I will still be around oh and I, I'm still on your side

When everything's wrong, I will still be around

By your side

Fighting my way back to where you are

The only place I ever felt at home

Stumbling backwards through the dark

I know how it feels to be alone

And where we go is where I wanna be

And in the silence I hear you say to me

I'll be by your side, when all hope has died

I will still be around, oh and I, I'm still on your side

When everything's wrong, I will still be around

Blaine settled more as Kurt continued on and Kurt could feel his breathing evening out a bit as he continued to lightly caress his sides and back. He really did want to touch Blaine because Blaine's body was pure excitement to him. Kurt decided that he would call and ask the nurse or doctor. To hell with being embarrassed by it. He wanted to do whatever he could for Blaine, because Blaine had saved him from his sadness and depression. Blaine saved his life once.

I can't wait another day to show my space between

Your heart and mine, and you're all that I need

You say I

I'll be by your side, when all hope has died

I will still be around, oh and I, I'm still on your side

When everything's wrong, I will still be around

By your side, by your side, by your side, by your side, by your side

Blaine was snoring quietly as Kurt gently kissed him on the head and went downstairs to call his dad.

"Hey Kiddo."

"Hi Dad."

"How's he doing?"

"He's okay. Very frustrated with not being able to do anything." Kurt paused. "He's wanting to…. Ah forget it. I think it's out of boredom."

"Ah.. I see. Remember when we had that talk Kurt?"

"Yeah. It's in the top three of things I want to forget that ever happened and I would prefer to not talk about it now."

"I told you. It's not out of boredom. That boy loves you and when you start, I told you that you'd want to all the time."

"What should I do?"

"What are you supposed to do? What did the doctor recommend."

"We didn't ask. I was too embarrassed."

"Kurt, you need to be adult about this. I'm so proud of you when you stand up for yourself, but then sometimes you fear what people think. To hell with what people think. This is something you need to know about." Burt was trying to be honest with Kurt. "If it were me and Carole, they would have gone over what was safe and what wasn't."

"I think the nurse was embarrassed to talk about that, but I already decided that I would call the doctor and ask." Kurt sighed. "Can we not talk about this. It's still kind of embarrassing and now this conversation is in the top three of conversations I want to forget."

Burt laughed. "I knew when you were young, that I would have to suck it up and deal with it. Do I wish your mother was here? Yes. Do I think Carole should have to talk to you? No, but I wish she had to instead of me."

"That would be awful Dad. I love Carole, but I still see her as Finn's mom sometimes." Kurt knew he had to call the doctor and ask about this. "I'll call the doctor."

Burt sighed. "Kurt, I get the hormones and stuff, but Blaine needs the rest. That's how he's going to recover. If the doctor says no, you should listen. Blaine needs to understand what his limitations are right now."

"Yeah, I know. I know this was hard for you to talk about dad. It was definitely hard for me to bring it up, but I knew you would give me good advice. You always do."

"Son, just remind Blaine, it's only a week." Burt actually laughed about it a little. It was a reality he'd had to come to terms with since they heard them in the house weeks ago. He knew it would go on, but they were engaged and committed. "Boys and hormones. You'll both be just fine. So what else?"

"Blaine wants me to stay home with him."

"I think you should. He's not supposed to be doing anything, right?"

"Yeah. But then I miss school and glee."

"Kurt. This is what marriage will be like. When it's just the two of you, you may have to take care of him when he gets real sick and vice versa. It's in sickness and health."

Kurt laughed. "Blaine said the same thing. However, he is a little loopy from the medication."

"Well. I hate to say this, but he's right."

"Okay. Will you call the school for both of us on Monday and can you have Finn bring my homework home? You still have to do it for me and since you are Blaine's technical guardian."

"Sure."

"Okay. Thanks dad. I'm going to check on Blaine. I love you."

"I love you too."

Kurt quietly entered the bedroom to find Blaine still sound asleep. He was nervous about Blaine sleeping so much but pulled out the paperwork and reread it. The nurse had said that he would sleep a lot and to look out for certain symptoms.

Blaine had slept almost the entire day and it was getting late in the evening. "Blaine, baby, I think you should wake up for a little bit." When Blaine didn't respond, Kurt became a little nervous. "Blaine?" He started to panic a little. "Blaine. It's Kurt, please wake up." Kurt's heart was beginning to pound as he reached for his cell phone.

"Baby. Why are you trying wake me up?"

Kurt burst into tears. He hadn't even realized how panicked he was becoming about Blaine not waking up. "Did you hear me the first time?"

Blaine pulled Kurt to lie next to him, then wiped away the tears that were falling. "No, but I did the second time. I was having such a good dream, I didn't want to wake up." Blaine realized how concerned Kurt was when the tears wouldn't stop and he started to sob. "Ohhh. Sweetie. I'm so sorry." Blaine leaned over to Kurt and pressed their foreheads together gently and kissed Kurt sweetly on the lips. "I'm okay, Kurt. Please don't cry. I'm so sorry that you worried about me."

"I'm supposed to worry. You are my future husband. Everything I have mapped out in my future has you next to me Blaine. I can't even imagine my life or my future without you and for a second there, I thought I might just die with you."

Blaine felt really bad now. "Oh God. I'm so sorry Baby. I'm really sorry. I love you so much. I didn't mean to worry you. God. You won't have to live without me. I'll always be with you. Forever…remember?" Kurt just nodded as he took a deep calming breath.

"J-just don't do that again. Please, Blaine, respond when I ask you to. You scared me so much."

Blaine caressed the side of his face and brushed away a few strands of hair on his forehead. "I promise. I won't make you worry like that again."

"Can we, can you stay awake for a little while with me. I'm lonely without you to talk to."

"Of course."

"And, I am staying home with you as long as you need me to."

"You shouldn't have to."

"Yes I do. Blaine. You're my future and my life. I am going to stay home and take care of you like I should. You would do the same for me. You're more important than school right now. You can't be going up and down stairs and making food. Plus, I'm not certain that you won't cheat and play music or watch TV." Kurt kissed Blaine on his cheek.

Blaine laughed lightly. "No trust."

"Oh I trust you. I just don't trust your ability to control your urges and usually I like when you can't control your urges, but not right now."

"Speaking of urges." Blaine reached down and cupped Kurt's cock in his hand. Kurt turned half hard at the initial touch.

"No." Kurt peeled Blaine's hand off him. "No matter how much I want you, I need to confirm with the doctor's office that those things are okay to do."

"Kurt… I was just going to use my hand not my mouth. What is so strenuous about giving you a hand job."

"Lots." Kurt held Blaine's hand lacing their fingers together and clutching it to his chest.

"But I want to do this for you."

"Trust me, I want it too, but not while you are recovering." Kurt blushed. "I want you all the time. Just looking at you excites me so much." Blaine smiled widely at that.

"It's always nice to hear you say it."

"Like you didn't know." Kurt blushed deeper.

"I know, but it feels good to hear you actually say it. And see you blush."

"So now what? We have all this time and nothing to do."

"How about you tell me about our wedding. I'm going to just listen to your voice. I love to listen to you."

"Okay. I hope you like my vision."

"How could I not? I'm marrying you."

"Okay, I want a canopy on the 50 yard line. Right smack dab in the middle of the field. I haven't decided on how many guests yet because I know your dad and grandfather will have people that will need to be invited. I don't care. I'll invite anyone that will make them happy."

Blaine beamed. "Really? You would do that."

"Of course. I love them. I wouldn't want them to have to exclude anyone that's important to them. Plus it means more gifts." Kurt laughed. "Just kidding."

"No you're not."

"It would be a perk." Kurt laughed and smiled broadly stopping to kiss Blaine on the cheek.

"The canopy would be covered in sprays of deep red roses with stephanotis and white calla lilies. It's going to smell so good. I want silver padded chairs with chair covers only on the bottoms because I want to lace dark red and navy ribbon through the chair spindles. There will be white flowers, cala lilies and roses along the aisle while we walk down." Kurt wondered if Blaine would know why he chose the red and blue ribbon.

"Dalton…. I love you."

"I love you too. The aisle is going to be a dark red runner with navy strips running down either side. That will be to satisfy your want to have red with blue piping. You never got to do it, so I'm going to do it for you."

"God Kurt. I want to make love to you so badly right now."

"I know Honey, but we can't and I'm not finished yet." Kurt put a finger to Blaine's lips and Blaine sucked on it causing Kurt to sigh. "You're going to be the death of me. Now let me finish. Navy runners with red accents will lead from either side of the field where you and I will enter from. My dad and Carole will escort me and your mom and dad will escort you. I want to enter first because I want to be able to see your face when you walk down the aisle." Blaine's eyes misted at how much thought and care Kurt put into this. "I want you to not be able to take your eyes off me as you walk down the aisle."

"That won't be hard. You're the most beautiful guy I know. Why do you think I picked you?"

"Watch it Anderson."

"You know I mean it."

"Everyone pales in comparison to you Blaine. You're definitely the looker in this relationship."

"How did I not see it the very moment I met you? I wasted so much time and hurt you in the process. I must have loved you from the moment I saw you. I was just too stupid to listen to my heart." A tear fell from Blaine's eye.

"Aw.. Baby, I didn't mean to make you sad. I don't care that you didn't see it immediately. I knew and that's all that matters. I saw you and never looked away again. Okay. So I watch you escorted by your mom and dad. We join hands and walk the few steps to the person that will marry us and that person will be your Grandfather."

Blaine did a double take. Did he hear that right? "Did you say my granddad?"

"Yes. I want him to marry us Blaine. I looked it up and he can become an officiant for the day. He just has to apply. It takes 4-6 weeks to get the license to do it, but I want Jack to marry us. It would completely perfect if he could do it."

Blaine was in tears. "I can't even believe that I can love you even more than I did a few minutes ago, but I do." Blaine took Kurt's hand and put it on his beating chest. "Do you feel that. That is my love for you. It'll never die Kurt, ever. I can't wait to be with you forever. If we could do it right now, I would."

Kurt was so happy and Blaine could see it in his face, in his eyes and his smile. "So you like my plan? Do you think he'll do it?"

"Of course he would. I can't wait to ask him. When are we going to do that?"

"I thought if you are allowed to go to the game on Friday, we would all go and we would all come back here to eat after the game. We could order pizza and I know it's not your families thing, but I wanted to eat picnic style on the floor and I could ask them if we can get married in the stadium and then when they all think I'm crazy, because I'm me, I pull out the replica that I will make during the week home from school while you're sleeping." Kurt could barely contain his excitement and barely stopped to breathe. "Then I go through the whole ceremony like we just did and ask him just like that." Kurt finally paused to catch his breath. "So, do you think it'll work?"

"Absolutely."

"So that's it for the ceremony. I want to have cocktails and appetizers in the end zone under another canopy and then dinner after the sun has set in the clubhouse with ice sculptures on the serving stations. I want to have stations with chef's. A carving station, pasta station, side dish station, sushi station, crepe station. My mind it going crazy." Kurt was talking non-stop and then he realized how much of this is running through Blaine's head. "Oh my God. Blaine, stop thinking."

Blaine laughed. "I'm not. I'm just watching you. I like watching you. Your eyes get so bright when you get this excited."

"I get like this anytime it involves you."

"I like it. I like you. Actually, I love you and I like the plan for Friday. I just hope I can go to the game."

"Me too. So, tomorrow when you're sleeping, I'm going to go to the art supply store to get things for the replica I'm going to make. Okay?"

"Of course. I can't wait to see it."

After talking about all that Blaine would be missing, it was getting late and Kurt removed his clothes and then Blaine's.

They lay in bed just looking at each other. "You're beautiful Kurt." Blaine reached out to touch him."

Kurt took his hand before he made contact with his side. "You need to keep your hands to yourself or we might have some problems."

"Looks like you already do." Blaine smiled mischievously. "Can I fix it, please?"

"No. You're such a terrible patient. Did I not just tell you a few hours ago that I promise to call the doctor." He clutched Blaine's hand. "Stop looking at me like that."

"Like what?"

"Like you want to eat me alive."

"It's the truth." Kurt started to get out of the bed. "Where are you going?" Blaine panicked a little.

"I'm going to sleep on the couch if you can't keep your hands to yourself."

"Please don't."

"Baby, I want you too. I really do and tonight is going to be so hard if you keep touching me like that." Kurt pushed the sheets down to reveal his hard cock. "See. I'm already hard for you and I know I can't have you."

"I can watch you, can't I?"

Kurt was stunned. They had been together and done everything together, but they never masturbated together. Sure they gave each other hand jobs, but never themselves. Kurt blushed. "I don't know. Is that thinking?"

"I'm watching your face. It's not like TV images or anything. TV has multiple images flashing on the screen at all times. This is watching you. I know your face and your body."

"So, you want me to.. in front of you?"

"Have I told you I love you?"

"Yes."

"I know I told you you're beautiful."

"Yes."

"I want to see you do this. It would mean so much to me."

"Really?"

"Yes." Kurt settled back down. He felt weird, but trusted Blaine. "Close your eyes and just listen to me."

"Okay. Though I'm not convinced this is not breaking the recovery rules."

"But, I know you want this release. You want it as much as you want me to do it for you." Kurt settled in on his back and slowly began to stroke himself. With a sigh he gave in to the softness of Blaine's voice. His beloved Blaine. His future husband Blaine. His forever love, Blaine.

"I want you Blaine. Not my hand. I want your hands on me, I want you inside me. Just you always you, thick and strong, pushing inside me hitting that spot." Kurt's face flushed and his breathing was thick and heavy.

"Shhh. It's my hand. Can you feel it? My hand on you. Just like I stroke you. Feel my hand. God, you feel so good. Twist your wrist just as you reach the tip." Kurt was shivering at the sound of Blaine controlling every action of his hand with just his voice. He didn't even know it was his own hand.

"Ohhhh.. Blaine."

"Does that feel good, Baby?"

"God, yes. More."

"More Kurt." Blaine was kissing his jawline. He placed open mouth kisses up to his ear, licking the shell of his ear and whispered. "Stroke harder, baby. You're so close. You taste so good. I want to see you come. I want you to come for me." Blaine saw all the signs that Kurt was about to lose it. "Keep going. Rub your thumb over your head.. soft and gentle. I know you like it."

"So close Blaine."

"Then let go Baby." Blaine leaned down and sucked on Kurt's nipple pushing Kurt over the edge as he started to come. "You are so fucking gorgeous Kurt." Kurt's breathing was deep and he was just starting to come down from his orgasmic high. He opened his eyes to see Blaine lean down and lick the come off his stomach.

"Blaine. You are so hot." Blaine returned to his face kissing him deeply. Kurt could taste himself on Blaine's tongue. "Thank you." Kurt was still out of breath as Blaine caressed his sides and used his tee shirt to clean the rest of Kurt off.

"Sleep baby. Let's sleep." Kurt curled himself around Blaine and they both fell asleep not waking until morning.

Kurt did as planned and got supplies to build a rough model of the stadium. Blaine watched from the couch as he put it together on Sunday. When Kurt had the stadium part of the model done, it ended up being 2 feet by 2 feet. "Kurt, Baby, I think that's plenty big."

Kurt stood back and looked at it. "Well, if it's not that big, we won't be able to see the detail I need to put in there." After 4 hours of work, he had the canopy made and the aisles painted on on the board in addition to the field grass and some chair in the stands done.

"It's really unbelievable the detail you were able to include. You are going to be an awesome designer." Blaine loved him so much.

"I want us to write our own vows." Kurt looked at Blaine. "Shouldn't be hard for an English Major."

"I accept the challenge."

"Good because I already have an idea of what I want to say, it's just putting it in writing with the right words."

Sunday was a good day for Blaine. He didn't get fidgety and tried to sleep most of the time. He didn't have any headaches. Only a few dizzy spells when he stood to go to the bathroom. The rest of the time, he watched Kurt create. Blaine thought it was amazing and that if he didn't do well in fashion, Kurt could certainly do interior design. He was so talented. "I can't wait until your model is finished. I think our families will start to get excited after they see this."

"I just hope your Granddad will be happy with us having it in Boston and being the officiant."

"He will." Kurt plopped down on the couch as they looked at the progressing model sitting on the coffee table. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt. "I can't wait to call the doctor tomorrow to ask about sex."

"Kurt, you're becoming quite bold."

"I feel deprived."

"Let's talk about deprived. You at least had a mind blowing orgasm last night."

"I'm sorry baby. It was awesome, thanks to you."